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Chapter 15 Final: Fragments of Memory (Part II)

Only after you have been with someone for a long time will you get to know them, because as you get to know them, you will completely overturn the first impression that this person has built in your mind.

And when Li Erya's contact with Zheng Xiuyan slowly increased, and finally became inseparable friends, he found out that Zheng Xiuyan was not a complete type of person with him, and there were still differences in the personalities of the two.

If the indifference he expresses in his daily life comes more from his bones, then the indifference expressed by Zheng Xiuyan comes more from her shyness and inability to express her feelings.

Yes, those who are not familiar with her think that she must be a very indifferent person who maintains an indifferent expression all day long, but her real friends know that this is just a means for a girl who is too shy and not good at words, and protects herself in a strange environment when she first arrives.

In front of Li Erya, Zheng Xiuyan will take off that indifferent mask, showing what a girl of her age should have, she will laugh when she is happy, kick him violently when she is angry, cry when she is wronged, and coquettish with Li Erya to let him comfort her.

Zheng Xiuyan, the 'iceberg' in other people's mouths, is more of a shy and coquettish sister in Li Erya's eyes, and Li Erya doesn't know when, this girl from a foreign country has quietly entered his heart.

The relationship between the two continues to sublimate, from the initial occasional conversation to the end of talking about nothing, in less than a year, the relationship between the two has reached the peak of friends, and a little more will touch the bottom line of the relationship called love relationship.

However, both sides seem to have a tacit understanding, keep silent about this aspect of things, and continue to maintain these ambiguities.

In daily life, what Li Erya enjoys the most is bullying Zheng Xiuyan, it should be said that she is bullying Zheng Xiuyan who just woke up, I don't know if it is due to lack of sleep or physical fitness, Zheng Xiuyan is very sleepy, and she looks very cute when she is half-asleep and half-awake, which makes people can't help but want to tease her.

However, at this time, to tease Zheng Xiuyan, you have to take some risks, Li Erya has a deep understanding of this, because he often dies and has been violently treated by the 'blackened' Zheng Xiuyan more than once, Zheng Xiuyan suffers from low blood pressure, and the most typical symptom of low blood pressure is 'getting up gas', during the time when she wakes up from sleep, people with 'wake up gas' are generally very irritable, not to mention Li Erya, a person who makes her forcibly wake up from sleep.

Even so, Li Erya was still happy to tease Zheng Xiuyan, making Zheng Xiuyan think that Li Erya was actually a hidden shaky constitution.

The daily routine went on like this, until the next thing that impressed the two of them.

It was probably during a large-scale assessment organized by the company, and Zheng Xiuyan did not pass the assessment, not because her level was not enough, or because she was out of play or anything like that, but because she had a phobia of the camera.

During that period of time, Li Erya obviously found that Zheng Xiuyan had become a lot more reticent, for a person who wants to become an idol, there is nothing more terrible than a phobia of the camera, idols are a profession that has lived under the camera for a long time, if you don't overcome it, it is equivalent to ending with the profession of idols.

Li Erya knew how hard this was for Zheng Xiuyan, and every time she saw her hiding in the corner silently, she would feel distressed, so he thought of a way.

Standing in the room and looking at the world outside the window, it is like being covered with a curtain of rain, and the canopy of trees in the distance is gently swaying under the wind, and it looks like a young girl dancing in the rain from a distance through the hazy window.

"Xiuyan, you believe me, this is absolutely okay"

"I don't want it, it feels weird"

"Really, you believe me, look here, just like you usually practice, ah, don't cover your face with your hands"

Lear Ya!!! I said no, put my phone away quickly, or I'll call you good-looking."

"Just give it a try, huh!! Xiuyan, don't kick me, I'm wrong, I'll put it away"

A voice of words broke the silence in the room, Li Erya put the phone back in her pocket, and then raised her hands to signal, and then cautiously walked to Zheng Xiuyan, who was staring at him.

Today's weather is not good, so there are not many people who come to the company to practice, so the two can find an empty practice room, so Li Erya proposed a way to help Zheng Xiuyan overcome her phobia of the camera, that is, in the absence of outsiders, Li Erya uses the shooting function of her mobile phone to let Zheng Xiuyan slowly adapt.

The idea is beautiful, but Li Erya obviously underestimated Zheng Xiuyan's lens phobia, even if it was the camera of her mobile phone, she was very resistant, so there was the above scene, under Li Erya's constant persecution, Zheng Xiuyan completely blackened and chased him to kick him.

"Hmph"

Looking at Li Erya who was walking slowly, Zheng Xiuyan snorted coldly angrily, obviously her anger had not subsided, even if she knew that the other party was for her own good, but she had no way to overcome the fear in her heart, so she was very annoyed with herself, and the anger in her heart was naturally sprinkled on Li Erya's head.

"Xiuyan, you just try it according to what I said, it will definitely be useful, to put it bluntly, it's just your own psychology that is causing trouble, as long as you take the first step, it's easy to talk about it later" Li Erya still lobbied without giving up.

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"Otherwise, you should be taking a big head sticker, or make some simple expressions to the camera, just like this, like this," Li Erya continued to lobby, and in the end, he also demonstrated, making all kinds of expressions that he couldn't make on weekdays, coquettish, cute and the like.

Seeing Zheng Xiuyan, who had been keeping a straight face in the end, she laughed, walked over and patted him on the shoulder, "You don't want to be like this, it's weird" She hesitated for a moment and said, "I'll try it, but say it in advance, stop when I say stop, don't be unreasonable"

"Okay, come on, come on, get ready to go"

Li Erya took out the mobile phone, pointed the camera at Zheng Xiuyan, took a few steps back and zoomed out the lens, Zheng Xiuyan seemed to be very unaccustomed to the mobile phone screen, looking very nervous, with her head down, her hands twisting the corners of her clothes restlessly, and her knuckles were white due to too much force, like a person who had lost his life.

Sure enough, it was very strict, and even the camera of the mobile phone couldn't adapt to it.

Sighing slightly, Li Erya said to Zheng Xiuyan, "Let's start"

"Huh? What to start? Zheng Xiuyan, who was tense, was stunned, and then cried and stammered, "I...... Me, I don't know what to do."

"Then you can introduce yourself first."

"Hmm" Zheng Xiuyan was speechless for a moment, and slowly raised her head, but her eyes were like a fish wandering around, she just refused to look at the camera, and stammered for a long time, "I....My name is Zheng Xiuyan, I am from San Francisco, USA, I have many hobbies, and I am now working as a trainee in S&M company, hoping to debut as a big star like Bao'er's predecessors in the future......... oppa, it feels weird like this, and I feel uncomfortable."

"Don't stop, go on, what you just said was very good, be confident, believe that you can do it" Li Erya continued to encourage Zheng Xiuyan.

"So what should I do next?"

"Talent show, you sing, you dance, whatever you choose"

"Then I'll sing a song of Bao'er's predecessor's "Amazingkiss"" seems to be a little adapted, Zheng Xiuyan's gaze no longer dodges, and she stood in place and brewed for a while before slowly speaking.

Suddenly her sweet voice sounded in the practice room, Zheng Xiuyan's congenital vocal range conditions are not good, but her voice is very good, her voice is very sweet, it is a dolphin sound, so it is very recognizable.

After just one song, Li Erya hurriedly applauded, shouting like a fan, "One more, one more"

Listening to Li Erya's childish words, Zheng Xiuyan smiled shyly, and then performed a dance, especially a few sexy waves in the back, and finally gave Li Erya a trick to wink and kiss as the end.

"Wow, that's good, just look at me and say, just be brave and take the first step" After the shooting, Li Erya walked over with a smile on her face and complimented.

"Hurry up and take it out, I want to see"

"Okay, okay, don't worry" The two sat against the wall and watched the video just now.

"It's so embarrassing" After reading her just watch, Zheng Xiuyan covered her face with her hands and made a very embarrassing appearance, but Li Erya's long-awaited smile finally appeared on her face.

"This is just the first time, and I will get used to it after a few more adaptations," Li Erya said comfortingly.

"Hmm," this time Jung so-yeon did not refute.

Silence fell between the two of them, and the quiet atmosphere once again lingered in the practice room, so quiet that you could even hear the sound of drizzle beating on the window outside the window.

"oppa, this time the company's new boy group plan, have you gotten through it?" After being silent for a long time, Zheng Xiuyan suddenly asked.

"I'm sorry, no," Li Erya said softly with an apologetic smile on her face, and then adjusted her sitting posture to make herself more comfortable, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "I seem to be useless when I think about it like this, I haven't made my debut as a trainee for so many years."

"Who said that" Zheng Xiuyan suddenly retorted excitedly, and then calmed down her expression a little lonely, and said in a gloomy tone, "Oppa actually failed on purpose" At the beginning, Li Erya had already passed the selection of TVXQ, but finally announced that she would withdraw from the project due to personal reasons, how could she not even pass the selection of the new boy group?

It can only be that he is unwilling, and the biggest reason is probably because of himself, Li Erya's feelings for herself have long surpassed ordinary friends, Zheng Xiuyan is not a fool, she knows very well, but the two of them have a tacit understanding and did not pierce this layer of window paper.

The company has clear regulations on love, and at the beginning, a female trainee was rumored to have such a relationship with Park Youtian, and the company did not verify the authenticity of the news, so the trainee was directly eliminated from the company.

She didn't want to give up her dream, and she was also reluctant to have a relationship with Li Erya, so Li Erya didn't take the initiative, and she didn't take the initiative, but continued to pretend to be stupid, which was good for both of them, but it was really tiring, so tired.

"Isn't OPPA's dream debut? Why did you quit TVXQ in the first place? ”

"What's this? Secrets, guess for yourself," Lier said mysteriously.

Debut? That's just my dream, maybe from the first day I met you, this dream is no longer important to me, I would rather be by your side than debut, looking at the smile on your face is enough.

Sometimes to protect something, you have to throw something away.

"I'm so tired, lend me my shoulder" As she spoke, Li Erya felt her shoulders sinking, Zheng Xiuyan leaned her head on it and closed her eyes to recuperate, and after a while, a long snort came out, as if she was asleep.

"Su-yeon? Su-yeon? Li Erya called softly, and found that the girl did not respond, he adjusted his posture so that he could turn his head and look at the girl's face carefully, his eyes swept from the girl's eyes to the lower lip, looking at the girl's thin lips, Li Erya's heart fluttered.

Slowly lowering his head, he could feel the girl's burning breath on his face, and he could also smell the faint body fragrance on the girl's body, just when the two lips were about to touch, his heart was weak, and he kissed his head on the corner of her mouth.

In just a few seconds, he immediately raised his head and looked around as a thief, and then covered his mouth and tried not to laugh out loud, revealing a smile like a child who had stolen a sweet candy, and that was still the usual unsmiling look?

He knows how persistent the girl is about her debut, so he chose to silently guard the girl's back and not bring her any trouble, liking does not mean possession, and it is worth it to see her smile happily.

Being able to enjoy a short period of ambiguity with a girl is the happiest thing for Li Erya in the company, debut? I'm sorry, but I've long since abandoned this dream.

"Erya, Erya" There was a burst of shouts outside the door, which woke up Zheng Xiuyan and Li Erya, who was savoring the silent ambiguity.

"Here" Li Erya replied, then turned around and smiled apologetically at Zheng Xiuyan beside her, got up and left the practice room.

Walking out of the door a few steps and finding that there was no one, Li Erya showed a look of annoyance, he still had a letterhead in his pocket, ready to be secretly stuffed to Zheng Xiuyan, but he didn't have the courage to do so, and finally let the letterhead lie in his pocket, but he didn't know that he couldn't hand over this letterhead to Zheng Xiuyan in the end.

In the practice room, Zheng Xiuyan watched Li Erya leave in a daze, reached out and touched the corner of her mouth, and looked out the window in a daze, the black lead layer clouds gathered in the sky, just like her heart at the moment, dense with dark clouds, she was depressed and breathless, and it took a long time before she let out a sigh.

What is the meaning of love words? She didn't know, maybe only Heaven could give an answer.