873 The most loved person, the hardest thing
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"Nine, my sister may not have a few years left."
On the evening of the first day of the Lunar New Year, after the sisters and brothers had dinner, Concubine Yin lay on the couch, took her brother's hand, and said groggyly: "For so many years, my sister has only begged you for peace, and she has never had the luxury of anything else. But now, my sister is very afraid that after my sister is gone, you will be alone and have nothing to rely on, so if my sister wants to say something that you may not like to hear, you will marry a good girl while your sister is still alive, whether you love or not, as long as you can spend your life together, and your children are full, you don't have to be lonely in this life. ”
"I never felt alone." Yin Jiu Kill stared at his sister, who was not yet forty but was already silver-haired, "I will never let my sister be alone." If my sister is gone, I will go with my sister. ”
If his sister lives, he will try to live.
When his sister died, he would never let her go alone.
This decision had taken root in his heart many years ago.
"When I'm alive, you won't feel lonely, but when I'm dead, you'll know what it's like to be lonely." Concubine Yin said in a low voice, "Also, I don't allow you to go underground with me, I want you to live like an ordinary person, enjoy the warmth of having a wife, children and a family, instead of having no love in life and nothing to fear in death." ”
Yin Jiu Kill picked up his sister's cold hand and put it on his face, wanting to warm his sister's palm with his body temperature.
However, his body is also cold, unable to warm the person he loves most in his life.
In the face of his sister's words, he didn't know what to say, so he just held his face tightly against his sister's palm.
"Sister, I don't know if you don't marry Miss Feng." Concubine Yin said, "My sister just wants to say, if you can marry, marry it quickly, if your sister can see you get married and have children in her lifetime, you can die peacefully, otherwise, even if my sister dies, she still can't rest assured." ”
Yin Jiu Kill still didn't speak, just closed his eyes and felt his sister's breath.
He doesn't like to talk.
Because, no matter how much you say, you can't change reality.
Only through hard work and action can we earn a glimmer of hope to change our destiny.
However, he knew that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't change his sister's fate.
My sister is so sick, not because there is something wrong with her body, but because of years of loneliness and worry.
It's like a lamp running out, and life burning prematurely to the end.
If he had any other wishes in this life, it was definitely not to spend his life with any woman or have children, but to see a bright smile on his sister's face.
"You live well, it is the greatest gift from God to me, I shouldn't ask for more." Concubine Yin sighed faintly, "What my sister said, you can listen to it, if you can't listen to it, just treat it as if your sister didn't say anything." In this life, I just hope you are doing well. ”
"Me too." Yin Jiu Kill opened his eyes at this time, "What I want most in my life is just my sister living well." ”
"Heh, if you have a brother like this, what more can your sister ask for." Concubine Yin smiled slightly, closed her eyes, "Nine, hold my sister's hand, and leave when my sister sleeps." ”
Her younger brother has been staying with her for one night, which is already out of line with the rules of the palace.
She has always strictly adhered to the palace rules, but her younger brother is more important than the palace rules.
My brother is more important than anything or anyone in this world.
It's just that my brother can't stay for the second night, and it's time to leave later.
I can't bear it......
I want to live with my brother, the only family, forever.
When she slowly fell into a deep sleep, she didn't see a tear from the corner of her eye, who had never expressed her feelings in front of anyone.
Yin Jiu Killing, who has no heart and no feelings, will still shed tears?
Probably, no one will believe it.
There is only one drop, which has fallen without a trace.
After Yin Jiu Kill waited for her sister to fall asleep, she kissed the back of her sister's hand, put her sister's hand into the quilt, carefully tucked the quilt for her sister, and touched her sister's pulse again, and only walked out of the room after making sure that her sister was still alive.
After greeting his sister's maids and telling them to take good care of her, he walked alone to the side gate of the palace in the face of the snowstorm.
Night had fallen, and almost all the palaces were brightly lit, and laughter was constantly being heard.
It was as if he was the only one left in the world, walking alone into the cold dark depths.
He didn't know what it meant to be a family reunion.
He figured he'd never know about it.
When he walked out of the palace, he saw only flying snow on the street, but no one in sight.
An agent led his horse and stood under the shelter for a long time.
He rolled over his horse and drove slowly down the avenue.
It's a wide avenue, but he's alone, oh, and one of his guards.
Where does he go from here?
He wanted to go back to his sister and stay with him forever, but it was the only place he couldn't stay.
After walking for a long time, he suddenly patted the horse's back, turned the horse's head, and ran towards Fengfu.
Only there, he could still feel a hint of the smell of life.
The guards of Fengfu were surprised and excited when they saw that the king of hunting came to the door so late and in a snowstorm, and said respectfully: "Lord Wang, please come in, General Feng and Miss Feng have been talking about you for the past two days, saying that you are not there, and I always feel that this year is not enough......
To be honest, so far, they haven't figured out what the relationship between the hunting king and the eldest lady is.
Let's say it's a couple, but there is no ambiguity and affection between the two when they were going to get married in the past.
Let's say it's not a couple, but between the two, they give them a feeling of "old husband and wife, plain as water".
Many times, they felt that the prince seemed to be a member of the Feng family, and the prince could come and go freely in and out of the Feng family, eat and lodging freely, and even command the subordinates of the Feng Mansion, and everyone, including the master and the young lady, also seemed to acquiesce to this - obviously, it stands to reason that it is unruly for the prince to be so casual in the Feng Mansion.
So, what is the relationship between the prince and the young lady?
Old lover? Friend? Brothers? Family? Colleague? Or both?
They looked at the back of the hunting king, scratched their heads, and couldn't think of an accurate description.
None of that matters, though, right? The eldest lady of their family was originally a maverick woman, and it was really boring to measure these by common sense.
Yin Jiu Kill saw the warm light in front of him, and finally quickened his pace a little.
Now, he just wants to see her.
Only she can fill and warm the emptiness and coldness after he said goodbye to his sister, right?
Seeing that he was about to reach her abode, suddenly, there was an ethereal and pure sound of the piano in his ears.
How...... A calming, peaceful sound.
It reminded him of the piano that his sister played to him when his parents died when he was a child, he was seriously ill, and he missed his parents frantically.
It was such a strong and gentle piano sound that accompanied him through the first catastrophe and tribulation of his life.
He couldn't help but stop and slowly walked towards the source of the sound of the piano.