Chapter 109: Guilt is uneasy
Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 inforeadx;?Yuxin sat on the crowded subway, crossed the street after arriving at the station, walked all the way and ran all the way, and was still on time, and entered the café.
At the moment when Yuxin sat down, Zixi looked at the time on the phone with a very critical eye.
"Yes, it's punctual, I never like to wait for people"
Zixi looked at the phone screen and burst out of his mouth at Yuxin, harsh words.
Yuxin pursed her lips, the running just now made her lips feel dry, and she didn't care too much about Zixi's attitude.
"What to drink?"
Zixi raised the expensive head and looked at the heart of the words in front of him, his cheeks were a little red.
"Just give me a glass of boiled water, thank you"
Zixi rarely called the waiter over, but Yuxin said such words in his mouth, even the waiter holding the coffee single product album didn't know what to say when he heard Yuxin's request.
Yuxin looked at Zixi, who was a little embarrassed, and smiled at Zixi opposite with her melter-like smile.
"Tell me, what the hell is the matter with me?"
Zixi looked at the heart in front of her, she didn't want to waste more time, in her opinion, if she grinded and chirped, she was simply squandering her precious life.
"I think...... What you said to me in the company corridor before, it really makes sense when I think about it, and thank you for reminding me."
Zixi put down the inconspicuous magazine and heard the tone of Yuxin full of sincerity.
"I'm also kind enough to remind you, there's nothing to say thank you or not."
"If you don't mind, can you tell me about Chen Weiwei? Come on! ”
After listening to Yuxin's words, there was still some just now, Zixi, who showed his face with pleasure, suddenly sank his face.
She didn't speak, but felt that the heart of the language in front of her seemed to have a sense of inch.
"Please! I said, you may not believe it, but I still have to say, just after you left, I went into his office, and there was a big V-shaped diamond ring on the floor, and I picked it up and wanted to give it back to him, but as soon as I picked it up, I saw him go crazy at me."
"That ring is Chen Weiwei's!"
didn't wait for Yuxin to finish the matter, Zixi shouted loudly at Yuxin, after she finished shouting, she saw the eyes of the people around her, and realized how rude she was just now, how impulsive she was at that moment, and such a place, her own dress, her own mentality and temperament, did not match at all.
Yuxin listened to Zixi's shouts and didn't speak, Zixi was also silent for a while, took the magazine, buried his head in the book, and covered his face with some shame.
The two of them sat down at the table and quieted down.
"Since you want to know, then, I'll tell you"
Zixi said this sentence in a very helpless tone, and there was no expression on his face to set off.
"You know what? The position you are sitting in now is where Chen Weiwei and Yan Qing sat when they met for the first time, Yan Qing looked at Chen Weiwei, and called your name by mistake, I don't know, what kind of status and weight are you in Yan Qing's heart now, but at that time I can be sure that Yan Qing really loves you in his heart, and he is terminally ill and incurable, that day, the three of us sat at this table, Chen Weiwei fell in love with him at first sight, and then Chen Weiwei successfully rubbed him next to him after I left, dedicated her body to him, and even straightened her stomach for him, ready to have children, no matter what motive Chen Weiwei had at the beginning, she slept with him, but when Chen Weiwei took off all her clothes, stood naked in front of him, was hugged by him, and decided to give him the rest of her life, that kind of love is absolutely undoubted, to be honest, when I knew that he was empathetic and not in love, I also hated, and even cursed in my heart, he and Chen Weiwei died early and were born early, but later when I knew, She became depressed after all that tragedy, and lost her lover and child, I wonder if there is a cruel punishment in the world. I'm afraid that the word miserable, that's it, I chose to forgive her, now it seems that I want to thank her, otherwise it will be me who will go crazy, I remember Chen Weiwei after returning home from the hospital, I once went to her house, she told me that she had paid so much, that is, she was looking forward to Yan Qing being able to give her a perfect wedding in Saipan, because she had studied in the United States for many years, but she paid without regrets, and in the end she was deceived and sad"
When Zixi said this, she stopped talking, and kept touching her hand on the table, Yuxin knew that she was doing this in order to feel all the memories left by that day again, and relive the scene of that day.
After saying so much, Zixi didn't continue to say anything more, but with a painful expression, after taking a few sips of coffee, he got up and left.
Yuxin was alone, continued to sit in the seat and did not leave, hearing Zixi say so much, about Chen Weiwei, thinking of Chen Weiwei's beginning, because Yanqing misidentified herself, thinking of Chen Weiwei's injury, and also because of herself in the swimming pool that day.
Yuxin kept repeating and thinking, Zixi said the words just now, and suddenly felt that she was really a woman who committed a great crime, because of herself, she had hurt so many innocent women, she never thought about it, and she didn't dare to think that it would be like this, and she felt that the most sorry thing at this time was the sister Chen Weiwei who had never been willing to recognize her, and when she thought of the three words Chen Weiwei, her heart couldn't be calm at all.
Yuxin's heart has never been able to forgive himself.
Hearing the dense sound coming from the window, she turned her head to look, it was raining outside the window, the rain was not too big, but it was falling down, or in front of her eyes connected into a string, clearly visible crystal bead curtains.
Yuxin sat down for a while, got up and left the Starbucks café.
Pushing open the door, she stepped into the rain without any shelter above her head.
Raindrops slid down her cheeks and drenched her clothes and hair.
She felt that these usually thin raindrops were falling down, at this time they were like broken glass that kept falling, scattered all over the ground, and every footprint she stepped on was so painful, those broken glass that fell all over her eyes scratched her body invisibly, and those raindrops that would melt were like the cold ice poison that came out of the palm of Tianshan Tong's palm in Tianlong Babu, which touched the skin and melted into the body, and the pain began to attack all over the body, from the inside out.
Walking all the way in the rain, I feel that there has always been a heavy stone in my heart, even if the foolish man comes, he is helpless, immersed in the buoyancy of the rain, he can't float this stone that weighs on the bottom of his heart.
Every sentence Zixi just said, although there is no sense of resentment, but it is like a thumbtack, nailed in his heart one by one, and every word is carved on the heart wall as cold as iron.
Walking in the rain, how I hope that this is an acid rain, a strong concentration of acid rain down, can water itself without a shadow.
In this way, she walked for about ten minutes and came to the entrance of the subway station, and in the rainy weather, there were many people who were blocked by the rain, standing under the glass eaves that seemed a little crowded.
Yuxin didn't have time to change clothes, he was wearing that professional skirt, just now in the rain, after walking for so long, his body was already wet.
In this autumn rain and cold weather, she still felt a little cold, and hid in the crowd standing at the subway entrance to take shelter from the rain, wanting to take advantage of the popularity of everyone to collect firewood and flame to keep warm.
Standing in this crowd, Yuxin still felt that he couldn't hide and hide himself, and he was still thinking about what had just happened, and suddenly felt that he had a feeling of standing out from the crowd.
She quietly left the crowd sheltering from the rain, turned around and walked down the stairs, towards the depths of the subway.
In the empty stairwells and underground corridors, it should be a crowded time, but there are very few lonely ones.
Yuxin kept his head down and walked in the subway station where the lights were shining, and the billboards around him were breathing lonely and unable to escape through the incandescent lights.
She gradually had an idea in her heart, she wanted to fulfill that long-cherished wish for Chen Weiwei, who had left, and hold a beautiful wedding with Yanqing.
In this way, it will make you feel better, and you can also wash away the inexplicable guilt in your heart.
Yuxin took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and after lighting up the screen, he directly opened the contact directory and dialed Yan Qing.
"Yan Qing, I'm sorry, it was me who was wrong just now, I shouldn't have left like that, I didn't understand and take into account your emotions at all"
Yu Xin suppressed all the anger and dissatisfaction, pretending to be a pretentious cat voice, and said angrily.
"It's okay, I'm not angry, I'm just worried about where are you now? Now it's raining outside and you don't have an umbrella with you."
"I'm in the subway station, you don't have to worry, if you're in the company, I want to go over to you now, and I have a very important private matter to talk to you"
"Uh...... The company is about to get off work, if not, you tell me, where are you? I'll pick you up by car."
Hearing Yan Qing say this, Yu Xin thought about taking the subway to the station and walking back to the company, but after hesitating for a while, he still felt that it would be better to let Yan Qing come over, after all, this involves the marriage of two people.
"Okay, I'll be waiting for you at the subway station entrance on Xiaoyun Road"
After Yuxin finished speaking, he didn't hear Yan Qing's reply, but after hearing a hum sound, he hung up the phone.
After she hung up the phone, she walked out in the direction she had come from and towards the entrance of the subway station.
After more than half an hour, Yan Qing came, but he didn't drive the Maserati sports car, which he entrusted the car dealer to sell after he and Chen Weiwei broke up completely, because he felt that as long as he sat in the Maserati car, there would always be the illusion of Chen Weiwei sitting in the passenger seat, and no matter how many times he washed it, he couldn't wash it clean, and the residual perfume smell of Chen Weiwei gave people a ghostly ghost.
Yan Qing drove the new Mercedes-Benz S600 and drove in the direction where Yuxin was, and stopped on the side of the road with double flashes.
After Yuxin saw Yan Qing stop the car steadily, he hugged his arm from the subway entrance and trotted into the car in a few steps, Yan Qing wanted to get out of the car and take an umbrella to answer, but before he could act, Yuxin was already sitting next to him.
"Wipe the water from your head"
Yan Qing took one out of the storage compartment, folded a dry towel like a tofu cube and handed it to Yu Xin.
When Yuxin handed over the towel to Yan Qing, he pulled Yan Qing over by the collar and kissed him on the lips.
Yan Qing was taken aback by Yuxin's move without warning, but he was very happy in his heart, he was conquered by Yuxin's superb acting skills, and he didn't realize that all this was just the beginning, and such a beginning was not because of feelings, let alone for love.
"Yan Qing, let's get married, I really think that you are the only one in my life, I really want to love you sincerely for the rest of my life, and always be with you"
It has always been a man who proposes to a woman, but the unreasonable way of speaking makes Yan Qing in front of him stunned and speechless, he can't believe what he heard, but he is still very excited.
Yan Qing has always been salivating for Yu Xin, once thought of the point of not being able to sleep at night, this time it was Yu Xin who took the initiative to ask for marriage, although he felt that all this came too suddenly, but he still readily agreed, the one in his heart, the long-term wish was finally achieved, a sense of accomplishment of conquest, and he was complacent in his heart.
"Okay, dear, I promise you, I promise you everything, whatever you say, I promise you"
Yan Qing just nodded again and again, his head was like a rock donkey sold in a toy store, and he couldn't stop when he turned on the switch.
"Then I'm going to Saipan for a wedding, I want a custom wedding dress, and I'm going to marry you with that V-shaped diamond ring."
Everything before was okay to say, but when Yan Qing heard it, when Yuxin was going to get married with that diamond ring, his expression was a little complicated.
Yan Qing didn't answer immediately, sitting in the car and looking at Yu Xin, with a childish and innocent expression.
In the end, he still didn't resist, Yuxin was soft and hard, or he didn't resist Yuxin's gentleness and beauty, and in the case of reluctance, he still agreed to take out the V-shaped big diamond ring and bring it to Yuxin when he got married, but after marriage, he would take it off, and Yanqing would customize a same one for Yuxin, the reason is that the newlyweds should have a new ring.
"Then let's go home."
"Don't, dear, I'm going back to the flower shop today, I'm all yours anyway, what's there to worry about, we'll be together every day and every night in the future, what do you say?"
Yan Qing, who has not yet been married, is anxious to round the house and perform the gift of the newlyweds, but the words of the heart are like a broom, sweeping Yan Qing's interest spotlessly
Yan Qing didn't ask too much, nor did she force words, she just listened to Yu Xin's words and sent her back to the flower shop.
【Day 2】
The sky is not quite bright and the road is full of damp marks from last night's rain.
Yan Qing drove to the flower shop early, pulled Yuxin and ran all the way, the car stopped after a while, a high-end private wedding dress shop in Chongwenmen, this was still made by Yan Qing yesterday, otherwise, there is absolutely no wedding dress shop that takes the wrong medicine and opens for business so early.
"Did you bring the ring?"
Yuxin, who was about to push the door and get out of the car, asked Yanqing this sentence, because Yuxin was a thousand instructions last night, and he must bring that ring today, saying that he is wearing a wedding dress and bringing that ring, so that he can see whether the match looks good or not.
On this matter, let Yan Qing spend a night alone on the bed in the bedroom last night, is Yuxin married to herself? Or do you want to model a diamond ring or a wedding dress?
"No...... After you ordered it yesterday, I went back to the company and made a special trip to get this ring for you."
Yan Qing said, took out the diamond ring from his pocket and handed it to Yu Xin, maybe it was the shadow left last time, Yu Xin took the diamond ring this time, and quickly retracted his hand.
Yuxin looked back and forth in the bridal shop for a long time, and finally stopped, in front of a tight long-tailed wedding dress with a bandeau top.
"As far as it goes, I still think it's the best"
The employee of the bridal shop took the wedding dress off the hanger and handed it to Yuxin's hand.
Yuxin happily went into the fitting room with the wedding dress, and it didn't take long to change.
When Yu Xin appeared in front of Yan Qing wearing this wedding dress as white as snow, he saw Yan Qing's eyes blooming with brilliant light, thanks to Yan Qing not drinking recently, red dates and soft-shelled turtle soup such as kidney tonic soup, otherwise, even if the two nostrils were stuffed with toilet paper, they couldn't stop the nosebleeds that flowed out.
He felt that his head was like a high-pressure water pump, pumping all the blood in his body to the top of his head.
"This wedding dress suits you so well, how much does it cost? Pack it up for me."
"I'm sorry, sir, this is a try-on sample in our store, if it is custom-made, it will be available two days after paying the full price"
Yan Qing wanted to buy it directly, but was told by the clerk that this was just a sample, and if you wanted it, it needed to be customized, and it would be available after two days.
Yan Qing felt a little regretful, but this did not prevent him from being very interested in customizing this wedding dress for Yuxin.
Yan Qing looked at Yu Xin's eyes, walked straight to the counter, handed over the full amount of cash to the clerk and issued an invoice.
Yuxin wore this wedding dress, stood in front of the fitting mirror, showing the sweetness of her face, and under the sweetness of the expression, there were many complex and secret feelings.
"Yan Qing, there should be a dress made here, you can also take a look, I also want to see what you look like in a dress"
Yuxin found such an excuse, and broke away Yan Qing, who had been tired of being by her side, and continued to stand in front of the fitting mirror alone, she took the diamond ring in her hand, and carefully put it on her right ring finger.
"Chen Weiwei, my sister, have you seen it?"
Yuxin looked at the mirror and shouted silently in her heart, she seemed to see from the mirror that Chen Weiwei was wearing a wedding dress.
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