On May Day, Su Can traveled to several places, from Zhejiang to Inner Mongolia, from Inner Mongolia to Yantai in Shandong, and then to Qingdao, and finally met Zhang Jiabin, this guy looks like a literary and artistic young man, with long hair to cover his eyes, and there is always a trace of melancholy in his eyes, and he can't help but want to explore what kind of story he is, but in fact, this product is just a red light in art class. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

When he saw Su Can, he had a stunned expression on his face, rubbed his eyes, and looked at it a few more times, and then finally believed that Su Can really groped his way here without saying hello, so he smiled and said, "I'm glad to see you again." ”

Su Can waved his hand again and again, raised the train ticket in his hand, and pulled Zhang Jiabin to ask questions, time was pressing, he could stay here for a day at most.

"Is there anything else you'd like to say? Well...... I think you know what I mean. Su Can spoke, wanting to speak and stopping.

Zhang Jiabin nodded, sitting on the lawn, the sun shining on his back through those thick shades, his long hair covering half of his face, infinitely melancholy, "I have lived here for a few years, and I have gradually integrated into the circle here, get used to life here, and live a chaotic life, I still remember when the teacher looked at us on the podium, and said, another day has passed, how is it today, is the dream farther away?" It is true that the dream of the past, whether perfect or not, has become farther and farther away from me, and it is really useless to think about it like this, but I have to admit that I am just an ordinary person, ordinary to the point of being a small person among the more than one billion people in the country.

He said enviously, "Su Can, I'm not you." ”

After speaking, he paused, and his lips squirmed, "You are different from us, I have understood since high school that you have your own life plan, methodical, and step-by-step, just like the stars in the sky that repeat each other have their specific trajectories, and they never stop for anyone." ”

Su Can also nodded, just smiled faintly, in fact, he was different from the beginning, he was a reborn, no matter how much he enjoyed the days of the campus swallowing the light, it was still different in nature, he knew every step of history, as long as he wanted to, he could grasp the pulse of history, although there were some things he couldn't change.

"Is there anything else you'd like to say?"

"Probably ......"

"Probably?"

"I still think of her." When Zhang Jiabin said this, his face was not lonely, but free and easy, the person he said was the first love girl in the liberal arts class, that is, the girl who sold lunch boxes at the school gate, the girl who would secretly add him an extra piece of braised pork in the summer, but unfortunately too many things in this world are unsatisfactory, not that there is no feeling, but that the love is deep and shallow, and there is no fate, and in the end it can only end up without illness and become a regret.

"And what about her story?" Su Can asked.

"Nope." Zhang Jiabin spread his hands, very helpless, "I haven't contacted her for three years, I went to the gate of the second middle school during the winter vacation last year, but unfortunately her family moved away, but it's okay, the thought in my heart can be completely broken." ”

Su Can suddenly understood that when others asked you when you first fell in love, the first thing you thought of but didn't want to talk to anyone about was that stupid first love.

On the morning of May 3rd, the sky was a little cloudy and there was no rain, which was very suitable for traveling.

However, an unexpected phone call terminated Su Can's plan to go to Tibet.

The story of Jun Yao and Li Sisi seems to be temporarily stranded, in fact, when he was in the plan, he took into account the actual problem, Tibet is too far away, it is impossible to go back and forth without six or seven days, and his vacation plus two days of leave is only nine days, and now half of it has passed, and it is not realistic to want to go to Tibet again.

Su Can decided to turn back home, and along the way, he had gained too much, and it also took time to digest it.

So on the night before leaving, Zhang Jiabin saw off Su Can and invited students from the Art Academy to sing and dance to Su Can.

However, he really can't appreciate this strong Qingdao style dance, the only thing he thinks is beautiful is probably the girl's soft waist dancing with the music, and the slender waist gradually disappears in the misty night.

Early the next morning, Su Can packed his luggage and set out on his way home.

Zhang Jiabin wore a very formal dress, different from the non-mainstream dress of art students, wearing long-lost glasses, very much the style of the Crescent poet of the Republic of China.

Su Cannu mouthed, "You look good in this dress, why haven't I seen you wear it before?" ”

Zhang Jiabin scolded with a smile: "Get out of the calf!" I just borrowed a piece of clothing. ”

Su Can shrugged, "Do you want me to borrow you something, brother?" ”

He waved his hand quite casually, "It's not that I'm in dire straits, my living expenses are still enough, I just don't want to spend money on clothes." ”

"Then what are you saving money for?"

"Save your wife's book."

“……”

Su Can was speechless and choked, and only said in a half-loud voice, "You cow." ”

Zhang Jiabin smiled faintly, and actually had an unfathomable feeling, "I used to have a strange dream, and after waking up, I tried to recall it but I didn't think of too much, only a vague impression, it seems to be a sweet dream that I am reluctant to wake up and hope to continue." ”

"You said it's like in the TV series I watched a few days ago, it's a good spring, it's better to dream." Su Can said.

"Of course, I also understand that no matter how good the dream is, there will be a day when you wake up." He sniffled, and his nasal voice was a little heavy, "Okay, don't say anything more, let's say goodbye with a precious voice!" ”

"Yes! You too, cherish. Su Can was awe-inspiring.

Finally, Zhang Jiabin stood under the pillar of the station with light and shadow, and said shyly, "Su Can, you write novels, remember to write me very handsome!" To be able to be literate and martial, to have a beautiful girl like me! Fulfill my fantasies! ”

Su Can wiped his sweat, "I'll try to ...... as much as possible"

"Then, try to write Liu Lei's kid badly, I especially see that he is not pleasing to the eye, he is so tall, handsome and a sports student, we compare with him, he is simply scum!" Zhang Jiabin said jealously.

"That's too much, isn't it?"

Zhang Jiabin squinted, "Su Can, your position is not firm, you are on our side." ”

Su Can looked at the sky.

With the radio in the train waiting room looping this train is about to arrive at the station, please get ready for the passengers who want to get on the train, so Zhang Jiabin said a little melancholy, "The car is coming, you have to go." ”

"Don't make it like life and death, haha, see you during the winter vacation!"

"See you during the winter break." Zhang Jiabin also smiled slightly.

……

When Su Can came back, it was raining lightly in Xingcheng, and there was a hazy atmosphere, but it was not a good thing for him, because he didn't bring an umbrella at all, and now it was beginning to start summer, that is, summer, but it was really uncomfortable to catch a cold in summer. Through the car window, you can see that the dripping rain falls all over the sky, and the glass is also full of steaming mist, Su Can also used his fingers to draw a few cartoon animal images to pass the time, those who are not painted can continue to paint after the glass fog is foggy after he exhales a breath of heat.

At around two o'clock in the afternoon, Su Can got off the train at Xingcheng South Railway Station.

He tilted his head to look at the bustling commercial streets and the green belt crisscrossing in the distance, in the endless traffic at the intersection, the traffic police on duty wearing black clothes and bright green vests were meticulously directing the traffic flow, and the rain hit his face and even his vision was blurred and he didn't need to wipe it with his hands, and the arm was standard, like a textbook directing traffic.

The light rain was still falling, and there was really no way to do it, so I had to ask the main store in Star City to free up people to send him back.

Su Can waited for a while, and a black car broke through the waves, and the driver was Captain Zhang, and now he is no longer the small security captain he was at the beginning, but the logistics minister who is in charge of hundreds of people.

Su Can was still a little surprised when he saw that it was someone who came, he was stunned, and if he wanted to say anything, Captain Zhang had already opened the car door, "Come in, don't get wet in the rain." ”

Su Can nodded, sat in the passenger seat, smoked a few tissues, wiped the water stains on his clothes, Captain Zhang did not turn the car key to start the engine, but pulled the handbrake up, locked the car using the physical locking method, and then stepped on the brake, and only after doing this series of actions did he smoke a cigarette from the cigarette case and give it to Su Can. "Thank you." Su Can didn't refuse, but he didn't light it on his finger, he usually rarely smoked, and occasionally smoked just to relieve the pressure, and the current Su Can rarely stressed, so it was basically rare to smoke.

"It's been a long time." Captain Zhang said that the current situation is also true.

"It's been a long time."

Captain Zhang also lit a cigarette, and the clouds and mist rose, followed by a long, dull silence.

Su Can didn't speak, he raised his head and pillowed on the back seat to close his eyes and recuperate, he couldn't sleep well on the train, his face was full of tiredness, he was very tired, tired and now he just wanted to fall asleep quickly and enter a deep sleep, but the more he was like this, the more he couldn't sleep, his brain was blank, but he was very nervous and could not be relieved, which was the sequelae of staying up too late.

After Captain Zhang finished smoking and snuffed out, he found that Su Can was about to fall asleep, so he cautiously asked, "Go home?" Or go back to school......"

"Let's go home." Su Can dragged out a long nasal voice.

After hearing this, Captain Zhang nodded, knowing that he wanted to take a rest, and he stopped talking to Su Can to disturb his sleep. Turning the key, the engine made a slight noise, turned on the headlights in the dark rain, and drove towards the turn of the traffic light ahead.

Bang Bang Bang!

Bean-sized raindrops hit the front windshield, and the wipers swung wildly to shake the rain.

The rain is getting heavier and heavier, the rain is falling wildly, lightning and thunder, and the black car is like a dragon entering the sea in this rain curtain, gradually disappearing.

……

Pinghai County.

The streets of Guzhang Street look like ancient landscape ink paintings in the rain curtain, criss-crossing telephone poles cut through the hazy sky, the pouring rain falls from the sky, and a few sparrows hide under the eaves to comb their feathers, looking forward to the arrival of the next sunny day.

Captain Zhang woke up Su Can, he opened his eyes, and found that he had arrived at the bottom of the building in his community, stretched his waist, the bones of his whole body crackled, and he slept for nearly an hour and a half by car, and the original exhaustion had recovered a lot.

"Thank you." Su Can was very grateful to Captain Zhang.

"It's okay, it's a gesture." Captain Zhang laughed.

Su Can didn't have much luggage, just a small suitcase and travel backpack, the suitcase was not heavy, and he could carry it alone, so he didn't ask Captain Zhang for help, and then he asked Captain Zhang to go into his house and sit down.

Captain Zhang shook his head and said that he had something to do, so he left first, in fact, where did he dare to go in and sit? Although Su Can's house is still a small and cramped house of less than 80 square meters before, the changes and influences brought about by different status have radiated to other people.

Captain Zhang was reluctant to go up, and Su Can was not reluctant, he also understood that in the past, Captain Zhang could look comfortable when he entered Su Can's house, but now with the change in the status of Su Can's family, he can no longer be casual and light.

This is the alienation and humility that comes with status.

Lin Aiqin and Su Chengye were not at home, so Su Can had to take the key to open the door by himself.

He returned home, threw his luggage to the side of the bed in the bedroom, took a change of clothes and took a shower, and then lay down in his comfortable and soft bed, didn't care about anything, didn't think about anything, just emptied himself, took a few deep breaths, and went to sleep again. When Su Can woke up again, the light in the living room was already on, he sat up and looked at the scenery outside the window, it was pitch black, and there was a scene of bright lights in the Lijiang community inside.

There was an obvious sound in the living room, and there were two voices over there, one voice Su Can was so familiar that he couldn't be more familiar, it was the voice of Fairy Cheng, and the other was the voice that he had listened to for more than ten years, and it was the voice of his mother Lin Anqin.

However, the voices and tones of the two are also different, Lin Anqin roared directly, "Stinky boy, hurry up and eat, sleep all afternoon is enough!" ”

Cheng Keshu is more gentle, and has always been very concise, just six words, "Su Can, you are up." ”

Su Can replied, put on his coat and jeans and pushed the door out, the fragrance of the food also came to his face, it was simply tempting, the gluttonous insects in the stomach were about to be hooked, the living room was full of orange and yellow colors, very festive atmosphere, it turned out that the crystal chandelier on the ceiling of the living room was turned on, and I rarely use this thing, after all, this chandelier has dozens of bulbs, which consumes a lot of electricity, but in this case, it is no problem to use it once or twice occasionally. Cheng Keshu smiled at him very quietly, and continued to help Lin Anqin serve food, it was this scene that fell into Su Can's eyes, it was a familiar illusion, it was really warm!