457 The sleeping heart has been awakened
In addition to the smell of wafting food in the office, it was Li Qingshu's heavy panting, obviously Li Qingshu didn't expect me to be so decisive.
And I didn't run, I wasn't ready to resist, I just closed my eyes very silently, waiting for Li Qingshu's fists and kicks, in fact, the moment I closed my eyes, my heart was very uncomfortable, like a needle prick, I didn't want to encounter such a situation, but I couldn't do anything.
But I closed my eyes for more than ten seconds, and Li Qingshu didn't make any movements, and I didn't wait for my fist, but I heard a low sob, and I opened my eyes instantly
Out of the darkness and into the light, my heart can't stand it, at this moment Li Qingshu is facing away from me, his slender body is trembling, as if he is crying, and a pair of chopsticks in his hand has fallen off.
Looking at her back, we seem to be close at hand, and we can reach out to reach it, but it is really a world away, and we can't reach it at all, or maybe we can't reach it at all.
"I'm sorry"
I silently withdrew my outstretched palm, looked at her and sighed softly, then turned around and walked to the door with the object in my hand.
Now I may have only one choice, that is, to leave, no need to contact, no need to entangle, and a resolute departure is the truest.
Li Qingshu's choked sobs again and again seemed to hit my beating heart like a sledgehammer, the so-called color has changed to black, and the darkness is heavy and oppressive.
It's just that when I hurriedly walked to the door and was about to stretch out my hand to speak, there was a sudden movement behind me, and Li Qingshu, who was choking, seemed to have moved, maybe he came to beat me angrily.
It's just that the beating I was waiting for didn't come, but was hugged tightly by her from behind, I don't know how many times she did this, she is now a pathological obsession, I don't know why she likes me?
"You let go of me, I have a girlfriend now, please respect yourself."
I don't know how many times I've said such words, but every time I say it, my heart is pulled hard, I don't decisively break free of her with my hands, maybe I don't have the strength, maybe she pushes too hard, or maybe it's a hesitant situation.
"Liang Jiafeng, do you still love me? I'll be honest with me, do you still love me? ”
Li Qingshu hugged me tightly and asked me in trembling words, every word was like a brick, smashing the back of my head hard.
"I don't love you, let me go, why the hell are you doing this? You didn't like me before, you even hated me, how did you become like this now? For what exactly? If it's just because I saved your life, it's not like, it's grateful. ”
I didn't think about it, I just gave an answer, I told her that I didn't love her, and I asked her why she liked me, a person who didn't do anything.
"I don't believe that you don't love me, you must still have me in your heart, you once gave your life for me, I don't believe that this kind of love can be erased casually, I don't believe that a Wang Xiaoyan can make you forget me, why do you say I am like this, then I can tell you with great certainty, my heart is not made of stone, you have done so much for me, even almost died, almost disabled, I have done so many wrong things to you, caused you to go to prison, caused you to be beaten, and made your reputation ruined, I am grateful to you, all moved, full of guilt for you, It's all apologies, and these are not the most important, the important thing is that my sleeping heart has been aroused, I understand who the person I really like is, before my indifference and disgust to you is also because my heart is asleep, my mind is now very clear, I really love you, I can't live without you, Liang Jiafeng, choose me, I don't know how many times this is to tell you like this, but I really can't suppress my love, my sleeping heart has been awakened, I don't want it to fall asleep again. ”
Li Qingshu hurriedly said the words in her heart to me without stopping, although she had said many such similar words before, but this time the choked and sobbing words made me close my eyes with a lot of feelings.
Indeed, when I heard her say the past, I remembered all the things that had her, there was anger, there was fear, there was sadness, there was excitement, there was happiness, no matter what kind of love I have experienced, but at this moment I can't be like this, I can't be an ungrateful man, my past with her has turned the page.
"No matter what you say? Or what? If Xiaoyan doesn't leave me, I won't leave her, you die of this heart. ”
I felt angry at my hesitation just now, and this time I forcefully opened her Li Qingshu's palm as I spoke, and opened the door quickly and walked out of the office.
"Liang Jiafeng, I have prayed to you like this, are you indifferent? You're not that kind of person, you're not such a heartless person. ”
Li Qingshu's tearing voice sounded the moment I closed the door, but I silently closed my eyes, now Li Qingshu's enthusiasm changes make me helpless enough, my ruthless refusal hopes that Li Qingshu can understand, and can also make her completely desperate, I don't want to continue like this, I only have Xiaoyan in my heart now, and I only have Xiaoyan by my side.
I hurriedly ran out of RT-Mart, and I was afraid that Li Qingshu would run out with me, so I fled in a hurry.
When I ran out of RT-Mart, I hurriedly lit a cigarette, and now I need the comfort of a cigarette, my bangs are flying in the wind, and the sparks of cigarette butts are floating everywhere, just disappearing into this world in an instant.
Sorrow may always be by my side, and how I wish there could be a snow now, and I will be completely buried in the white world, although it is a sunny day, but it is like a cold night.
I smoked a cigarette and walked across the road, looked at the bleak environment, and sighed, "Let's pass this season soon." ”
I finished smoking a cigarette, and I happened to come downstairs to the company, and I opened the crispy sausage and ate it without hesitation, but when I went upstairs, every time I met someone who met me, they would look at me with colored glasses, and they were quietly talking, but I couldn't hear what they were talking about.
Ling ~ chaotic heart has a trace of doubt, when I came to the office area, keenly felt that the atmosphere was a little wrong, because before I came in, the office area was still very noisy, but when I just entered the office area, the chaotic scene immediately quieted down.
And these people all looked at me with meaningful eyes, some jealous, some angry, some disdainful, some contempt, anyway, too many.
Then when I left the area, it was noisy, but it was too low for me to hear clearly.
"Xiao Zhang, has something happened to the company? Why is everyone weird? ”
I was really puzzled, and I was also a little worried, so I hurriedly grabbed an employee who hurriedly walked by me with a text and asked.
"Mr. Liang, don't you know?"
Xiao Zhang looked at me and asked in surprise.
"What do I know? What the hell is going on in the company? ”
Seeing that Xiao Zhang was looking at me like this, my worry became even stronger, so I hurriedly asked.
"Mr. Liang, since you don't know, go directly to the general manager, I think he can give you the answer, or maybe it is"
Xiao Zhang said meaningfully, and left in a hurry without finishing speaking, leaving me full of doubts.
What's really going on in the company?