That one doesn't matter

Illiterate!? Xia Jingyu is still reminiscing about this sentence, as a modern person, she deeply understands the role of culture, otherwise the state would not supervise the elimination of illiteracy all day long and popularize the nine-year compulsory education.

"This country has started from the bones, and now what supports it is a rotten shell!" Chongsi Qing said hoarsely, even if the voice was not very loud, "They do whatever means to maintain what they think is the right rule, exclude dissidents, and use the heads of opponents to become another force of rule." ”

"Unless... Overthrow it. As a liberal arts student who has studied a lot of political reforms, Xia Jingyu quickly came up with the answer, she looked at the flames that Chongsi Qing almost spewed out, and thought of Chongsi Qing's identity, her eyes suddenly tightened, and a very familiar feeling of dog blood arose. This topic did not continue, Chongsi Qing changed to another topic: "You are right, the place blocked by stones is indeed like the exit of the valley, we will go there tomorrow to see if we can make a passage." ”

"And then ......?" Xia Jingyu's hand trembled slightly, and subconsciously touched his face, going out, does it mean that the two of them are going to part ways?

"Thank you, girl, for taking care of me for so many days, you can go back with me." He tried his best to raise his hand, although it was only a little height, and he tried his best to lift it, reaching out to Xia Jingyu.

Xia Jingyu put her hands on those hands, and unexpectedly found that her fingers were cold and cold, "What are you doing when you go back, I have my own family, and they will be very worried about my ......" As she spoke, she cried, and even she didn't know if these tears were for Manjushri who had been with her for many days, or for the person in front of her.

"I don't know what to do." He closed his eyes, "It's just that there is a voice in my heart, constantly reminding me, take you back, take you back, let you be by my side, by my side...... Besides, I am afraid it is not too much to make such a small request for the girl that she is almost dying. "When she goes back, she can do whatever she wants. My house is very large, with flowers and trees, insects, birds, fish ponds, everything. Qin, chess, calligraphy and painting, ancient books and classics, everything. There are also horses that walk steadily, where the girl wants to play, you can let the coachman take you, out of the house for four or five minutes, is the most prosperous street in the whole capital, clothes and satin, beaded jewelry, snacks, whatever the girl likes, you can buy. He closed his eyes and said quietly, outlining such a beautiful scene, the more beautiful he said, the faster Xia Jingyu's tears flowed.

"I don't have the money, I can't afford it." She said.

"You have me, I have money." He said.

Xia Jingyu looked at his eyes fixedly, his eyes were full of sincerity, and he didn't know where the strength came from, so he raised his other hand and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "Why are you crying, now you really become a little flower cat." ”

Xia Jingyu cleared his throat, but his voice was hoarse: "Do you know who I am?" ”

"You are, the one who will be by my side." Chongsi Qing closed her eyes again, and answered very naturally, but she felt that something sour was surging in her eyes, and he saw her eyes, shining, cautiously shining with hope. He really wanted to have her by his side.

"You wait for me for a moment before deciding if you want to take me away." Xia Jingyu broke away from the hand that was being held, "Don't open your eyes, I'll come over later." The night was as cold as water, and the cold mountain breeze could not get rid of the heat in Xia Jingyu's heart, her heart was beating non-stop, and the question she was thinking about the most at the moment was that this was really a beautiful dream, and when her true face was unraveled, would this dream be broken, and she would wake up.

Next to the stream, she bowed a handful of water fiercely, and felt that it was not enough, so she buried her whole face in the water, setting off countless crystal splashes.

She couldn't understand why she did this, she could have refused on the spot, but there was a voice in her heart that couldn't bear it, in the end, put the right to decide in his hands, and let him dislike himself, and end this absurdity, wouldn't it be so uncomfortable.

If she refuses directly, then she will be able to get back on track, they are the victims who depend on each other, he is the benefactor who saved his life, she is the one who has been taking care of him by his side, and when the two parties find their way back, they will be ruthlessly torn apart by fate, part ways, live a life that is not related to each other, and they will return to Manjushri and continue to be loved as a daughter. And he is going back to continue to be his King of Jing'an, and maybe he will maintain his disgust for the Niang Xia Jingyu. Perhaps, in some spare time, he will miss the original time, find a luxurious hotel in the capital, and invite her to have a small gathering, she just needs to let Mo Yuan change her appearance again, and Shi Shiran will go to the appointment......

However, these were not what she wanted, what was she thinking, she didn't understand at that time, she wanted to give herself a chance to see if they were possible.

On the way back, Xia Jingyu's pace slowed down, she quietly watched the flickering of the night sky, took a deep breath of cool cold wind, and when she appeared at the door of the cave again, Chongsi Qing's eyes were still closed, but the smile was very warm: "You are finally back, I thought I scared you away, you want to leave me alone in the barren mountains and mountains to feed the beasts." ”

No one answered, and he laughed again, laughing very childishly, and muttered to himself: "But you can't bear it, right?" ”

Xia Jingyu didn't answer this question, his expression was awe-inspiring, standing straight on the edge of the cave, his hair that was originally soaked in water was wet and drooping to the side, and there were droplets of water slowly dripping.

As soon as Chongsi Qing opened his eyes, he saw a girl with damp hair, leaning against the edge of the cave stiffly, with a bitter smile on the corner of her mouth, buried under the loess for many days, was a fairly white face, her gentle eyes flashed with determination, stubborn and lonely looked out of the cave, did not look at him.

Chongsi Qing suddenly realized that Concubine Jing was extremely beautiful, different from the rough and fierce of the Daxia woman, heroic and straightforward, but, really, very beautiful.

A strange feeling blocked his heart, making him think about it, so that such a hurt expression would never appear on Xia Jingyu's face, he wanted to rub her hair, kiss her eyelashes, and tell her: "Little fool, don't be sad, in front of me, it's okay to laugh." ”

However, reason suppressed his emotions, and he continued according to the original setting, pretending to be surprised and said, "It's you." ”

Xia Jingyu grinned, brushed his hair aside, and laughed more ugly than crying: "Yes, it's me, do you want me to go back with you?" ”

Chongsi Qing smiled steadily: "It's you, it's okay." ”

Later, after many years, she forgot all the details that were blurred by the years, time blurred her face, she couldn't even remember his face, but she could always recall that the spring flowers bloomed instantly under the cool breeze, and the voice of the person who smiled and said "It's okay", that sound was okay, she remembered it for many years.