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I washed my face and feet, and after I changed into the clothes at home, they came to their senses again and refused to sleep. While I was brushing my teeth, I climbed out of bed, dressed in red velvet pajamas, and ran to the bay window with my bare feet, and put the tip of my nose against the glass to look out.

"Look, that, that one looks like a streamer......"

"No, it's like a lollipop......"

"It's like a jelly......"

"No, it's like a colored marshmallow ......"

I listened to the little argument between the two and laughed. Is there anything else in the head of this pair of snack goods? It's not jelly or sugar, and the fireworks are their favorite but can't eat in their eyes.

Attracted by their conversation, I also sat down on the bay window, took Tong Tong in my arms, and leaned over the glass to look out.

"Hey, there's someone over there watching us all the time." Tong Tong stretched out his pink little finger and pointed in one direction.

"Who's looking at you, everyone is busy setting off fireworks." I smiled and stroked his hair. The little thing's hair is growing too fast, it's time to cut it again. However, tomorrow will be the New Year's month, and I can't cut my hair anymore, and it is estimated that by February, Ertong's hair will be able to be braided.

"It's just that I've been watching, I can see it." Tong Tong stubbornly pointed in one direction.

I inadvertently looked over and saw a person turning into the shadows at the street lamp downstairs. It was too far away for me to see clearly, so I touched his head and said, "It's time to sleep." ”

"Mommy......" Tong Tong immediately leaned back and rolled in my arms.

"Mom, look at it for a while, it's ten minutes." Yuan Yuan solemnly raised his two index fingers and gestured a cross for me.

I was amused by his appearance, kissed him and said, "Okay, it's only ten minutes, don't cheat." ”

After all, the two little things still made a little more trouble before falling asleep in my arms, and the sound of firecrackers outside became quiet, so I carefully put the two of them on the bed and covered them with quilts. Then a man quietly came to the small balcony of the kitchen, and only then did he feel the smoke...... Suddenly, my stomach felt uncomfortable.

I put my cigarette down helplessly, and I had to change my habit of smoking and drinking in the future.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, our family of three woke up at half past nine, and after I quickly warmed the milk and toasted the bread, I pulled the two small things out of bed.

After breakfast and putting on new clothes, I took two small things to the hospital to pay my father's New Year's greetings.

Every year on the first day of the Lunar New Year, our whole family is in the hospital, standing in front of my father's bedside, talking about the things that happened during the year, and talking over and over again...... I just don't know how many words Dad can hear.

At noon, the nurse on duty came to check on the ward, saw that we were still there, and said, "Mr. Lin is also happy, although he doesn't know anything, you accompany him every year for the New Year." ”

Happiness? I heard the nurse say the word, and looked at my father's quiet and indifferent face a little dazed...... I really don't know how to define the word happiness. These are the only people in our family.

At noon, I asked the nurse to help me take care of Xiao Bao'er, and I went out to buy food and pack it back. As soon as I opened the lunch box, the pan-fried hairtail that had smelled tempting turned into an unbearable taste in my nose, and my stomach churned again.

I covered my mouth and ran outside to the bathroom to vomit, and after vomiting everything I had eaten in the morning, I felt a little better.

The last time I was pregnant with Yuanyuan and Tong Tong, my reaction was not so strong, I don't know what happened this time. Could it be that the body has decreased during this time? Or has it been smoking and drinking all those days, which has affected the baby's physique?

I was looking at myself in the mirror thinking about what I didn't have, and suddenly a person appeared in the mirror. Liu Tian stood at the door of the bathroom, looked at me from the mirror with a worried face, and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"It's fine." I smiled and said, "My stomach isn't very upset." ”

Seeing that he didn't believe it, I hurriedly asked: "On the first day of the Lunar New Year, you are not at home to accompany your parents for the New Year, what are you doing here?" ”

"Come and see my brother." Liu Tian said lightly.

It occurred to me that Liu Tian and I had met here, but I didn't think about how he could be here.

"Let's go get it checked, stomach problems can be big or small." Liu Tian looked at me and said.

"It's fine. Have you eaten? I just bought it, let's go to our place for a bite to eat. I didn't answer his words, and pretended to change the subject calmly, "Your brother too?" ”

"My cousin, a vegetative person, is rehabilitating here because he protected me, and he was hit hard in the head and became vegetative." Liu Tian's expression was faint, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.

"So is my dad." I bowed my head and said.

He suddenly smiled and said, "They actually want us to live happily, let's go." I'm going to have lunch at your place. His open-mindedness allowed us to quickly put an end to this unpleasant topic.

When they came to Dad's ward, the two little ones saw that it was Liu Tian, and they also rushed over to greet them warmly, and they also said auspicious words for the New Year.

Liu Tian took out two red envelopes from his pocket and said, "I thought I would go to see you later, but I didn't expect to meet you here." ”

"Thank you, Uncle Liu." The two little things gave Liu Tian a New Year's greeting, took the red envelope, and ran to the side to play.

I took out the food and set it up, and asked Liu Tian to sit down and eat together. Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong ate too many snacks in the past two days, and they were not hungry at all when they got to dinner, so they put down their chopsticks after only eating two or three bites, ran to the floor-to-ceiling window on the side, and lay on the floor to play with car models.

I took a bowl of fish soup before handing it to Liu Tian, and the smell of fish soup smelled in my nose, and the feeling of nausea came up again.

I turned around and ran out to the bathroom for a while retching, he followed and looked at me in the mirror behind me, his eyes were thick with dark wounds, I didn't dare to look at him directly, I hung my head and tried to walk back around him.

He reached out and grabbed me, and the anger in his eyes burned: "Who? ”

I shook my head, trying to shake off his hand and go back. For the first time, he didn't give up, forced me into the bathroom, and locked the door with his backhand.

"Le Yi, whose is it? Who is the child? He asked again, word by word, and the inexplicable sense of oppression made me unable to raise my head.

I could only shake my head, not knowing what to say. Liu Tian's thoughts, I know that when I have broken off with He Liancheng, I am pregnant, how can he not be angry. But what am I going to say?

"Am I so unbearable in your eyes? Why don't you ever give me a chance? His eyes were red, and he asked in a low voice.

The man's peculiar deep voice and the suppression of his efforts made me hear his voice with an indescribable sadness that permeated my heart.

"I don't know whose it is, I really don't know......" I cried silently, my voice as thin as a gossamer.

He suddenly took a deep breath, calmed down, reached out and hugged me in his arms, and asked, "Tell me, what happened to me, I can help you!" ”

His tone was calm, revealing a kind of helplessness that hated iron and could not become steel.

He hugged me tightly, a powerful heartbeat coming through my clothes, and I slowly calmed down and recounted the events of that night.

When he heard this, he slammed his hand on the door, and blood flowed from his fist.

"Despicable!" He cursed, turned his head to look at me with deep eyes like the sea, and asked, "What are you going to do?" ”

I didn't speak, how could I make him understand a mother's feelings for the little life in the belly. I knew that if I said that I wanted this child, he would be even angrier.

"After the fifth day of junior high school, I will help you find a reliable doctor, and I will accompany you. The company put it aside in advance, and rest at home for a month before going to work. "He made the decision for me.

"Don't." I'll retort right away.

"Why?" He looked puzzled, "Do you want to give birth to this child of unknown origin?" Have you ever wondered what he faced after he was born? Without a father's home, the identity of an illegitimate child, may never know whose child it is......"

"No, he or she is my child." In Liu Tian's questioning one by one, the cowardice in my heart that I didn't dare to admit was driven away, and this sentence rushed out without passing through my brain.

Liu Tian waved his hand and slammed it on the wooden door next to my head, and the loud sound made me feel confused.

"Good...... Okay......" he said, pressing up, lifting my face with his bloodied hand, "did I force you, and you would give birth to my child, ah?" ”

"I tried my best to control my feelings, I wanted to move you one day and be with you openly, but it was too late. Now the unrecognizable guy can let you bear a child to him in the name of having children before marriage? He came up and bit my lip and bit it like crazy.

His neck was held down by his hand, and I couldn't breathe, and I didn't even have the strength to struggle. The blood on his hands was still flowing, hot blood running down the neckline and into his clothes.

He was like a trapped beast, viciously biting the prey that had just reached his mouth, and he really wanted to kill me, and my eyes were confused, only his blood-red eyes were shaking...... A muffled voice came from his throat, dying and struggling.

He suddenly let go of the hand that was pressing on my neck and jerked open my coat, the buttons clinking to the ground, and I took a breath in the gap between his forced kisses......

Liu Tian...... You are crazy! I pushed him with all my strength and bit him on the tongue as hard as I could.

Bloody and bloody, he frowned in pain, but he didn't back down at all, still tangled in my lips. I could feel the saltiness in my mouth, even in my throat.

His hand reached into my clothes, and the sticky blood dripped on my skin, and a fine layer of sweat rose on my body...... I struggled and felt the change in his body.

Liu Tian...... Stop...... "I finally couldn't hold back my tears, and as I said this, tears poured out of my face, almost all of which were wiped on his face