Chapter 150: Heart-to-Heart Talk

It's still hot in Seoul in August '14, and this summer is actually a bit dull for Girls' Generation.

Because of the continuous love news that broke out before, the whole group was a little turbulent. And Sika suspended the event, although it subsided in time, but after all, the combination made fans a little shocked.

It's been seven years since their debut! Jessica has been with SM for 14 years!

How many 14 years can a person have? Such a long period of time is not a short time for anyone.

Today, Jessica came to the place where she had been practicing before her debut, and suddenly a long-lost feeling came to her heart. It was here that she had sweated, fallen, and cried! This is where her dream takes off.

It was here that she got acquainted with Xiuying and hugged Xiaoxian to listen to the class. Take care of a lot of trainees like an older sister!

Yes, she was never a good-natured person! But she is indeed a good sister. Not only Krystal's sister, but most of the trainees trust and rely on this sister.

Today, she has always been afraid of trouble, and it is rare for her to return to this old place. She made a date!

After a while, she looked out the window at the street. The door to the practice room, which had been unused for a long time, was pushed open.

Very few people come here these days. SM personnel have been moving out of the area. After seeing her come in, the other trainees consciously stayed away from this practice room.

Therefore, the winner at this time must be the one she has dated!

"Xiuying! You, here! Jessica turned around like she had when she first met Suyoung. He looked at her calmly. At this moment, time seems to have passed through a gap of more than ten years, and it is difficult to understand!

The person who came was none other than a member of Girls' Generation, Choi so-young. At this time, she did not speak, and stood there quietly, looking at the girl standing in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window as she had done back then.

The magic of time has made the girl who was a little young grow into the queen of the royal sister today. The former princess of the iceberg has become a veritable queen of the iceberg.

It's just that the innocent sisterhood that was once there, and how much is left now?

Suyoung is a person with high emotional intelligence! Jessica is also a smart girl in ice and snow. And the girl's originally sensitive heart clearly told them that there was a constant dislike between them. The once intimacy has gradually become a sea of scars.

And today, Jessica suddenly asked Xiuying out. It happened to be when Taeyeon and the three went to Europe, Sunny went to the radio, Yori returned to Goyang, Yoona went to China, and Hyoyeon also went on a trip.

Jessica wants to talk to Su-young alone and without any interruptions!

When Xiuying received her call, she was hesitant to come over. She has been busy preparing for a TV series lately. Time is not idle. It's completely reasonable not to come.

And they share a room, so they can talk at night. But in the end she came. She knew what Jessica wanted to talk about. And there were some things she really wanted to talk to Jessica. Choosing to meet in this place, Jessica understood what she meant. But understanding doesn't mean you agree.

"It's been a long time since we've been here together!" The two looked at each other for a moment, and Jessica held out her hand to Su-young, who paused and finally walked over. He took her hand.

There have been countless times when they have stood side by side hand like this. At that time, they were innocent, and their only expectation was to make their debut. I also fantasized together about how happy they would be when they became popular!

It's just that the simple and happy longing of the year was left in an unknown corner of my memory. They are indeed red, more red than they imagined, but they have lost the happiness they once had.

"I still remember that time, we still had Yun'er and Xiaoxian to sit here together and talk about the future. At that time, you always hid a trace of loneliness in your eyes. At that time, you had less than you do now, but you saw more clearly than you do now. Jessica said with a reminiscence.

Xiuying also looked out the window, looking at the sky that she hadn't noticed for a long time. "At that time, we were all competitors, but we were still so good. I still remember when In-jeong left the reserves, Yoon-a cried so sadly, so sadly. But now, Yuna and Renjing don't talk much when they meet! ”

People always blame time for playing tricks, but they don't know that people themselves are far more fickle than time. The promises that once were, the vows that once were, the words that were once never separated, all drifted away in the years, turned into a chuckle, and disappeared in the wind of the south.

"I really didn't expect that we would debut together and live together for seven years!" Jessica turned to look at Su-young.

Xiuying pursed her lips and did not speak.

"Xiuying! Can you forgive me? Jessica said with a stern face. With a strong self-pretending composure on his face. She actually has a very small woman's side of personality. Strong and tsundere have always been just her protective colors.

Xiuying was silent for a while, and asked with a scrutinizing gaze, "If it weren't for Zheng Zhioppa, would you finally choose to leave Girls' Generation?" ”

Jessica looked at Su-young and felt a hint of provocation in her eyes. She took a deep breath: "Yes, I thought about it, I thought that I might leave Girls' Generation!" ”

Jessica clearly knew that she insisted on establishing her own personal brand, and the relationship between the members was getting more and more distant from the beginning of their full support to the silence later.

Seven years of getting along day and night have magnified many originally small contradictions little by little, until they lead to quarrels. Let the contradiction become bigger and bigger.

Some careful thinking among girls, after a long time, slowly took root. Busy work, strong pressure. Colorful under the spotlight. The popularity of the members.

And so on, so that the nine hearts that were originally closely connected slowly cracked. Some of them have tried to fix it. It's just that the bad nature of humanity has made every effort in vain.

In the middle, Jessica and Xiuying are obvious. The relationship between the two of them is a little stiff!

Xiuying is not tolerant of the deviation from the group. So from the beginning of Jessica's brand, she has always been quite complaining. And Xiuying's disadvantage in the allocation of resources in the combination has made her accumulate a lot of resentment. At this time, a burst of brains erupted. Suyoung and Jessica really blushed.

"Xiuying! I'm 26 years old! I've been with SM for 14 years! In the past 14 years, I have not stopped practicing for a single day, and I have not stopped self-management. I lived for 14 years for my dream. But I don't know what Jessica looks like if she wasn't a girl's generation. I haven't lived a day for myself! ”

Jessica looked directly into the way Xiuying looked at her. She was not ashamed of the selfishness she had once floated.

"It's the dream of the nine of us. You can't give up so selfishly! Xiuying said questioningly.

"Yes! Girlhood was a dream shared by the nine of us. I'm interested in being a Jessica who doesn't belong to girlhood even though I want to live my own life. But I never wanted to hurt the dream of girls' generation! Jessica explained with a look of sincerity.

Xiuying shook her head: "But you did hurt our common dream!" ”

Jessica was silent. Eventually, a wry smile appeared on her lips. "Yes, I hurt our common ideals! Although I can say that there are various reasons for having to do so. But I did something wrong after all! ”

Jessica looked a little lonely, with a loss that she rarely saw on weekdays.

She is a person who always has to force herself to hold on hard in her business, she is not the kind of person who is light and soft, many times, even if she knows her mistakes, she still has to hold on. This is a special pride that belongs to her.

"So!" After a pause, Jessica suddenly continued, "I'm going to start now, and I'm going to make up for everyone more carefully. Devote yourself more to the portfolio business. I know that the damage is done, and no matter how much it is done, there is no cure. But I can only make up for it with all sincerity. This is not a condition to be exchanged for your forgiveness. It's just that I should do to compensate. ”

When Xiuying heard this, she didn't know how to react for a while. She turned her head silently and didn't look at her, she was afraid that she would soften her heart when she turned her head.

She remembered the sacrifice the girl in front of her had made for this dream. We used to support each other. She said she would love the dream even more.

It seems that it is not unforgivable! Xiuying thought a little leisurely.

Jessica felt Xiuying's breath begin to warm. I was happy. Just didn't wait for her to say anything. Su-young's phone rang suddenly.

Xiuying glanced at Jessica and took out her phone, only to find out that it was Hyoyeon's number.

Xiuying answered the phone, and before she could speak, she heard Hyo-yeon shouting on the other end of the phone: "It's amazing, something big has happened!" ”

Xiuying was taken aback and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"Nikun just announced on ins that he and Tiffany have ended their relationship!"

"What?" This time it was Jessica and so-young who shouted together.