Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 Jinhong watched Chen Weiwei disappear into the darker and deeper night, and the streets were lit up at the beginning of the day, and people once again felt relief and short-term satisfaction in order to unload the burden of the day's pressure.

In order to help Chen Weiwei, Jinhong can find the best feeling ever, and he took the lunch break of the next Saturday to go to his alma mater.

During the lunch break, the students had already gone home from school, and all they could see when they stood at the door were students in school uniforms, playing basketball on the playground, and a few girls reading quietly.

Jin Hong came to the vicinity of the school's security room and saw an old man inside, making tea and reading the newspaper.

Jinhong, who thought that he could only hope through the door, walked closer to the security room and knocked on the glass.

The old man inside slowly put down the newspaper in his hand, turned his head to look at Jinhong outside the window, and then ran out in a flash, staring at the polite young man in front of him, and after looking at it for a long time, Jinhong felt that it was a little unnatural to continue to stand there.

"Hello!"

"Don't talk! Let me take a good look -- yes -- Jin Hong, are you Jin Hong? ”

When the old man who came out of the security room in front of him asked his name with some uncertainty, Jinhong stood in the sun in surprise, like a student who was late for school.

"I'm Jinhong, who are you?"

The old man reported his name to Jinhong, and Jinhong suddenly realized that this old man was the middle-aged security guard who accompanied him in his three-year high school career, and the sand and gravel of the years had worn out the once young face, and the green silk had been dyed into gray hair, unlike other school security guards, he still chose to stay for so many years, he once said that he liked this job because he walked in this campus, as if he could see himself, yesterday's youthful appearance, Staying with children can make you younger.

With the permission of the security guards, Jinhong was able to enter the campus, the door, which was always called the dilapidated old school gate by the alumni, had been honorably laid off last spring, and the new electric retractable door was heightened and reinforced at the request of the school, it is said that it was for safety reasons in order to prevent students from skipping class, but for the school team, such a door is just a decoration no matter how high it is.

Jin Hong greeted him in the security room for a while, and explained his intention to the security guard, in order to retrieve and relive the memory of his alma mater.

"It's really time for you to come, you can't come in at all, and now the students are going home from school to rest, you just go around and see, how many times in a lifetime can people do this, and come back after leaving, and a few people can come back and see again like you, alas-you have to hurry, maybe less than an hour, and wait until the afternoon school day, you have to leave before then, otherwise I can't explain to the school leaders, I really can't say now, organize students to attend classes at school on Saturdays, and only rest on weekendsI sometimes look at these children, and I can't bear to look at the tired faces."

Looking at the helpless security guard in front of him, Jinhong nodded, turned around and walked towards the depths of the campus.

The warm and suitable light in autumn falls from the sky and falls on the faces of every student, those immature and ignorant faces, flowing with wanton sweat, with cheerful laughter, someone once commented that if the campus within the wall is a carefree city of angels, then the world outside the wall is the most real world.

Jin Hong walked back and forth on the playground of the campus, looking at the record of the green flowing water years here, everything that had been, just like the falling leaves of the plane tree in this campus, with every mature memory, forever stopped on the enthusiastic and unrestrained playground.

We used to go from strangeness to love, from loneliness to hugging under that plane tree, we used to sit together in that corner that no one knew on that sunny afternoon, innocently made simple and heavy vows to each other, looking at everything in front of us, as if it was reproduced yesterday.

Wearing a school uniform with a youthful and sunny face, you walked past me, leaving a natural fragrance comparable to the smell of lilacs in the wind, which remained in my ignorant memories of youth.

We have been in countless early mornings and evenings, facing the rising sun, watching the sunset, hand in hand and fingers interlocking through the playground at the foot of this foot, this plastic playground, from the scorching heat of the summer sun to the winter covered by the white thick cold, we can only leave the footprints in our minds, every step has the purest and flawless touch, with a clean and clean taste of missing.

You always like to walk through the bleak wind when the wind rises and falls, floating with the long hair that the boys in the school admire, passing under the basketball hoop in the playground, you said that only there can be seen, the most handsome face and solid arms in the school, I don't know how many boys have been bare arms all year round to attract your attention, active in the open space in front of the building, but you just love me, the school grass with a strong literary atmosphere.

This is the most real and innocent place for flowers to bloom and fall, every petal in it from budding to blooming, and then ruthlessly falling, without the slightest complexity, some are just simple yearning for beauty, with passionate youth, with the boldness of righteousness, with the love that dares to love and hate, and has the friendship and feelings of ice and snow purity.

This flowing campus, always in batches of ushering in, retains the appearance of youth, this is a selfish place, all the past, will be left heavy at the moment you step out of the campus.

After walking out of this school gate, there will be no more such clean years, so pure friendship, so simple time, all the flavors will be mixed in, in the society for survival, for fame and fortune, in order to satisfy their vanity and nobility, and the disguise that is unwilling to take off for life, for all the success, everything done in front of and behind people, what we once thought was disgusted, we will go out of the campus on the road of society, will forget how noble friendship is, noble enough to make you desperate to pay, And never want to ask for returns, forget the oath of the past vows, there is no accumulation and precipitation of any selfishness and cunning.

Looking at the falling leaves falling in front of him, Jin Hong stood at the top of the stairs, tears gradually wet his eyes, maybe the air was too dry, not as warm and moist as before to surround his eyes, everything in the past reappeared in his mind like an old movie, reflected in front of his eyes, reflected in that familiar place.

Jin Hong turned around and walked towards the teaching building, he hadn't forgotten all the words that the security guard at the school had told him just now.

He walked along the corridor step by step on the familiar steps, his hand on the top of the railing of the staircase, as if touching the switch of memory, and Chen Weiwei's voice could be heard in his ears, "Jinhong, remember to wait for me after school, let's go home together, I have something to ......" Every step up the stairs is so kind, although the whole teaching building is newly renovated, but it still retains the appearance of the year, and everything that was once seen by others as a joke is the best nostalgia to stay in our hearts. The wind can take away our tears, take away our laughter, but it can't take away the deep thoughts in our minds.

In the teaching building, this place where no wind passes, the language we used to speak, after we turn around again and again, fall on these steps, scattered with the beauty that we look forward to for countless years, scattered with countless encounters and separations between spring and winter, we laugh and play, we unite and hug each other, we form an alliance to skip class together, we have passed by every familiar place together, for this teaching building, every immature and mature face is a passerby, all like fallen leaves outside the window, In the spring season, it matures and grows up after experiencing wind and rain, and when the wheat ears are golden, it will leave the trunk of the tree on which it depends and fall helplessly.

Jin Hong, who walked up to the second floor, found the classroom, the students were not in the classroom, and the door was also heavily closed by the lock, just like we were looking forward to opening it back then, not for the class, but for the continuation of friendship, for a certain favorite her, with calloused ears, sitting at the desk under the class, listening to the speeches of different teachers, looking forward to the ten-minute break after the bell, it seems that we came to this classroom, just for that day, only a few precious ten minutes of recess, That is the most cherished beauty for us, we can sit with her and laugh, we can look at her immature and beautiful face, the girls can even be carefree like a princess, holding their beloved prince, leaning on his solid and secure embrace through the school uniform, closing their eyes will not worry, where is the road tomorrow when it is dark and dawning.

Jin Hong can only stand outside the classroom, through the window on the door, looking inside the classroom in the afternoon, the warm sunlight is soaking the whole classroom softly in a very warm appearance, and the books on the table are neatly stacked on each desk.

Looking at the beautiful everything in it, the former youth seems to be paving the way for the maturity that will come in the future, just like a person is destined from the ground, she will one day grow up with all the gorgeous transformations.

Jin Hong looked at everything in front of him and didn't stay long, when he went up the steps just now, he saw a strange repulsive gaze in the eyes of several male and female students passing by, just like when he stood on the campus, looking at the men and women outside wearing adult clothes, with fake smiles that were imitated to the extreme, he hated it in his heart.

Jin Hong still walked down the stairs and out of the teaching building along the familiar corridor, and when he left, the security guard who guarded the door should have gone to do other things, there was no one in the security room, and the electric retractable door was ajar with a very narrow gap, which could pass two or three people.

Jinhong didn't wait long, he had seen too many separations and partings over the years, and when he left the campus, he burst into tears in the face of the security uncle who was still young at that time, and he didn't want to reproduce that sad picture today, and he would still see him tomorrow, because he would take Chen Weiwei back to this familiar campus.

Jinhong, who left the campus, walked a long way, came to the front of the Mercedes-Benz G-class off-road vehicle, sat in the car for a long time and did not start the car to leave, but from the windshield with a wide field of vision, looking outside as if returning to the real world from a dream, the dust will always be mixed with a lot of hurt and loneliness, that feeling comes from the heart, from each of our nerves that can transmit feelings.

We used to come from the campus, and our very thick, big and strong nerves will be thinned layer by layer by the years in society, becoming fragile and sensitive.

Under the sun, this million-dollar Mercedes-Benz G-class off-road car parked on the side of the road, will always attract the eyes of young men and women passing by, Jinhong looks through the glass, in their eyes stay for a better life, the most impulsive and real yearning.

He drove away from the street, where he had walked on his way to school I don't know how many times, and the scattered fallen leaves were picked up by the tires and thrown down.

Jin Hong, who returned home in the evening, had mixed feelings, curled up on the sofa alone, it didn't matter what was playing on the TV, he put a glass of espresso in front of the table, holding a mobile phone in his hand, sorting out every word he wanted to say to Chen Weiwei.

The passage of time quietly moved forward between the dense ticking sounds, Jin Hong took the cup of espresso and took a sip, his brows furrowed happily, such a taste is what he needs, as if he tasted the 50-year-old Fenjiu puree in one sip, the same feeling of aging.

He dialed Chen Weiwei, he didn't want to tell Chen Weiwei that he went to school today, but his love for her still made him unable to hide it in the slightest, when he told Chen Weiwei all this very affectionately, he thought that Chen Weiwei would be full of emotion, but he didn't expect that the other end of the phone came with a hearty laugh, laughing so suddenly, laughing so boldly.

Jinhong is not in vain, after all, it is the first time since she returned to China to meet, it is the first time I have seen her smile like this, laughing so happily, smiling so sunny.

The two agreed on the phone that they would go at noon tomorrow and meet again to return to the campus that was the beginning of love for him and her, and reminisce about the beauty of the past.

This night, Jinhong saw the scene in the campus again in his dream, no one was in the empty campus, and Chen Weiwei was standing on the playground, looking at him and saying nothing, just laughing all the time, the smile in the sun was as beautiful as the bud first blooming.

After the morning sunrise was accompanied, time was spent in Jinhong's worry, he was afraid that Chen Weiwei, who was emotionally unstable, would suddenly change his mind after waking up, so he went out early and came to Chen Weiwei's house.

Chen Weiwei, who had just fallen asleep, was about to wash and compose with unkempt hair, she did not forget that today she was going back to her alma mater with Jinhong to have a look, which was also an important moment for her.

"You sit in the living room for a while, I'll get dressed, let's go"

Seeing Jinhong come to the house so actively, Chen Weiwei beckoned him to rest in the living room first, he really needed to spend a long time when he just got up, and he would never have thought that Chen Weiwei would be ingenious to stage a uniform temptation for him today.

Jin Hong was like a bucket, constantly drinking the enthusiastic Chen Weiwei's mother, constantly bringing all kinds of drinks, he felt that his bladder was participating in an extreme challenge, and his stomach was swaying, and he could feel that it was full of water.

Jinhong would go to the toilet after a while, and he always came back with an embarrassed face.

"I'm alright, let's go"

When Chen Weiwei appeared in front of Jinhong in uniform, Jinhong, who had just stood up, almost fell to the floor with weak legs.

The student uniform that Chen Weiwei was wearing was bought at an adult product store on Taobao with a blushing face, which was originally a uniform game or would only be worn, but in order to find the best feeling, Chen Weiwei wore this student uniform similar to the school uniform, which is Jinhong's idea to return to her alma mater, but it is catering to Chen Weiwei's mind, otherwise, Chen Weiwei would not wear such cheap and ostentatious clothes on her body, she would feel that it was insulting her body, The price of a pair of jeans she usually wears is above 2,000 yuan.

"Look at what! It's stupid, let's go."

Chen Weiwei saw that Jin Hong was stunned and motionless, so she stepped forward and pushed him.

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