Chapter 559: The Jade Pendant in Place of the Heart
Why did Ji Liuxi speak to me in such a tone!
What else could it be that wasn't my heart beating in my heart?
The pinprick cold radiated from my heart to my limbs, and I opened my mouth nervously, looking at Ji Liuxi blankly, my heart was uneasy, and my ears were the sound of Ji Liuxi always shouting for me to look down. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
The chilling heart in my chest was pounding, beating faster and faster, as if it was about to jump out of my throat, I held my breath, slowly lowered my head, and was very scared in my heart, for fear of verifying Ji Liuxi's words, my chest was empty and there was no heart.
Ji Xiaofan, calm down, calm down, impossible, if there is nothing, what is pounding in my chest now!
"Ahh
Seeing the throbbing thing in my chest, I propped my whole hands on the bed to support my leaning back, "This is ...... It's ......"
I looked down in disbelief at the little throbbing object on my chest like a bucket of ice water poured over my head, and I wrapped my arms around my knees to restrain my tremors.
"Fake! You must have done it! Don't try to lie to me! ”
Although my mouth was still scolding Ji Liuxi, I couldn't help but look at the thing in my chest that was still beating rapidly, my eyes were no longer under my control, as if the beating jade pendant had some magic, absorbing all my attention, my eyes were wide open, and I couldn't take my eyes off the crystal clear jade pendant that replaced my heart.
"No, it won't! Xiao Yubai wouldn't do that! I promised him that I was willing to bear the punishment of heaven for him, and he had no reason to dig out my heart behind my back! ”
My body was shivering, and even though the warm sunlight was shining through the window on the bed, I still felt chills all over my body, as if I had fallen into an ice hole, my hands and feet were stiff, my lips were purple, my brain was so slow that I couldn't understand anything, and the piercing screams in my ears were about to make me faint.
Who's screaming?
Why is this sound so familiar?
"Xiaofan, don't lie to yourself anymore! Don't you recognize the thing that is beating in your chest? Is it something I can get my hands on? Don't you know what this thing represents? ”
My shoulder was grabbed by Ji Liuxi and shook a few times, and my brain turned into a pot of paste, that jade pendant? I don't know! I don't know what it represents!
"I don't know any jade pendant! I'm going back to the underworld! I don't want to play anymore! I'd like to stay in my bed in the dormitory forever! I will listen to Xiao Yubai's words and never get out of bed again! You let go of me, I'm going back! ”
As soon as I pushed Ji Liuxi away, I jumped out of bed barefoot, my legs were weak, and my body was about to fall to the ground, but Meng Po, who was standing by the bed, immediately stretched out her hand to me.
"Don't touch me! I'm going back! I jerked down to the side, her hand couldn't hold me, and I fell to the ground without her support, and when my palm hit the ground, there was immediately a pinprick pain, I bit my lip and suppressed a cry of pain, and then gasped, not bothering to wipe the blood off my palm, and struggled to stand up on the edge of the bed next to me.
"Hmm!"
Halfway up, he fell back to the ground because his legs couldn't exert his strength again.
And Ji Liuxi sat on the bed, with an indifferent face, looking down at me condescendingly, and then fell back to the ground three times in succession. I knew he was waiting for me to ask him, to help me.
I don't know how to describe my mood at this moment, I just know that I am embarrassed to get home! More pitiful than a wretched worm!
But I can't beg him, I can't give him any hope, Ji Liuxi's feelings for me are not what I thought, he didn't lie, after Fairy Bai told me about Peach Blossom Village, my memory of the disappearance of Dongling Mountain became clearer day by day.
I remember him, Brother Liuxi!
"Brother Liuxi, I want to marry you when I grow up."
"Okay, when Xiaofan grows up, Brother Liuxi will marry you as my bride."
"Don't take me away! I don't want to leave Liuxi brother! ”
"Where are you taking Xiaofan!"
"Brother Liuxi! Save me! Save me! I don't want to leave here! ”
"Xiao Fan!"
Although the sentence 'Brother Liuxi, I want to marry you when I grow up' was promised to Ji Liuxi when I was three years old, it may be childish to me, but it was different for Ji Liuxi who promised to marry me at that time, when he was twelve years old, he touched my head at the time and replied to me very seriously, 'Okay, when Xiaofan grows up, Brother Liuxi will marry you as my bride'.
Then, before I could grow up, I was taken to the heavenly realm by the White Fairy Fairy, and the memory of Dongling Mountain disappeared unconsciously.
I forgot, but Ji Liuxi didn't forget, I didn't dare to face Ji Liuxi, I was afraid to see his sad face, afraid that he would say to me, 'Xiaofan, fulfill your promise.' Now that you're older, I can marry you as my bride. ’
So even though I have long remembered everything about Dongling Mountain, I still lie to myself that I don't remember anything, Ji Liuxi just treats me as my sister and his only living relative.
"Even if he treats you like that, you still want to go back to him?"
I heard Ji Liuxi's hoarse voice in my ears, I climbed on the edge of the bed with my hands, sat on the ground with my buttocks, tilted my head, looked at Ji Liuxi sitting on the bed in front of me and stood up, and then looked down at me like an ant condescendingly.
"Yes!"
I bit my lip and answered him firmly!
Whether it's for Xiao Yubai or for him, I can't give him any more hope.
I have to make it clear to him that I love Xiao Yubai.
A three-year-old child's promise is uncountable, but he has insisted on such a promise for so many years and refused to come out.
I can't let him fall into my bottomless abyss again, his future is still far away, there can be many people who love him and people he loves, by the way, now there is a person who loves him - Meng Po.
But I don't love him, all I have for him is guilt and brother-sister affection, even if I remember the events on Dongling Mountain, I still just treat him as my cousin.
My mother is right, my fate is predestined, and no one can change it.
In fact, to be honest, after calming down now, I can't help but breathe a sigh of relief, originally I was afraid that after seeing Xiao Yubai pay so much, in the end, I still have to watch me fall into a static time and space, I can't imagine the pain, but now that I know that Xiao Yubai is just pretending in front of me, my whole person is instantly much more relaxed.
The burden that had been pressing on my heart was suddenly gone, and all I had to do now was to go back to the underworld, and continue to pretend that I didn't know anything, and spend my last days in this world.
"Okay, I'll send you back to the underworld."
Ji Liuxi's voice fell above my head, faint, there was no fluctuation in his voice, like boiled water, without any taste. (To be continued.) )