423 When every man dies, every heart dies
"Liang Jiafeng, I really love you, the ignorance of the past made me regret it very much, now I have paid the price, thinking of the first time I saw you, you are a scoundrel and hooligan, but now I have no trace of resentment, because I love you, I think of you being said to be a thief in front of so many people in the supermarket, I also fell into the well and sent you to prison, I am heartache in addition to guilt, because I love you, thinking of the suffering you suffered in prison, I resented myself and those criminals, in fact, I went to the prison not long ago to investigate your situation in prison, When I really understood, I knew how much you had suffered, and at that moment I made up my mind that I would make it up to you, not with money, but with love, I love you"
I put Li Qingshu on the bed~, she fell asleep after muttering a lot of wine words, and she snored quietly, her words were difficult for me to digest, and I don't know if she was awake or asleep, and the words she said in this situation were completely different.
Looking at Li Qingshu on the flat bed~ , I gently wiped away the tears that had just come out for her, and my eyes stopped on her shriveled lips, but only paused for a moment, I put the quilt on the side to cover her body, and then I turned around and left, I didn't want to stay for a moment, the task was not completed, but I got a message, that is, my task could not be completed.
When I took a few steps and just walked to the door, I stopped, turned to look at the sleeping Li Qingshu, and sighed heavily: "People who can cry don't necessarily shed tears." ”
When the words fell, I opened the door and left, when I left the villa, I closed the door tightly, even if I couldn't lock it for the New Year, nothing could happen, and I hung the iron door from the outside when I walked out of the iron door, which was also a little more secure.
I just walked out of the villa I didn't leave, sitting in the 2000 without heating, lighting a cigarette and smoking, but my eyes stayed at the door of the villa, I also have a reason to stay here, since Li Qingshu didn't deal with it well, then I have to deal with Yu Xue, but the first one didn't succeed, I understand that my bitter heart can't compete with people's ignorant insistence, so I need to smoke and find a way, I now understand very well, I resolutely can't let them come to my house, not only Xiaoyan can't spare me, My parents would also let me walk without food.
It's just that I looked at me in the rearview mirror, my face was iron-blue, I don't know if it was frozen or worried, but my brows were wrinkled very heavy, and the black lines were even more demonic ~ glamorous tattoos on my forehead, but it was a little too depressing.
I've been sitting for more than two hours, and the sun is about to set, and my cigarettes have already run out, but I still haven't thought of it, and now I can only take one step at a time, and I didn't think of a good way, but I thought of a way to think of one, that is, to rely on Ou Kuangda to influence Yu Xue, since Ou Kuangda likes Yu Xue very much, then let Ou Kuangda let him follow him every day, for me, but also for him, both of them are the best.
I stayed in front of the villa for a long time, and when the sun was setting in the west, I drove away from the villa area, no matter what my state of mind was, I hoped that this was the knot, and Li Qingshu and I had no room for intersection, and I hoped that she would not come to disturb me.
I didn't go home, but Xiaoyan called and went an hour later, I need to go to Ou Kuangda now, of course Ou Kuangda and Yu Xue are together.
I sent Ou Kuangda a WeChat message, he said that in the bar, Yu Xue was also there, and it was in the bar full of memories for me, and I thought that I hadn't seen President Yin and Ouyang for a long time, and I didn't know if they were doing well.
After knowing the location, I hurriedly drove to the bar, even if it is the New Year, the bar is not closed, it can be regarded as a place for those men and women who have not gone home with love xù to stay up late to welcome the arrival of the new year, and Yu Xue, who is sitting at the bar and drinking, is one of them, and Ou Kuangda, who has been dissuading her around her, is also one of them, looking at the backs of the two of them are so heavy, even if there is no wind in the bar, there is a cold wind blowing people and the feeling of death in their hearts.
Maybe it's because of the sad song? There is a melancholy singing voice of this singer in every corner, even if the New Year is a festive festival, the bar can't be festive, maybe this is culture, right? No matter what time there is, there will always be a group of people who are in a bad mood and cry sadly.
"Bring me a bottle of juice."
I slowly walked to the bar, walked to the right-hand side, and smiled at the waiter.
I spoke, Yu Xue, who was drinking beer, looked at me with a wine bottle, she tilted her head, but I looked at the busy waiters in the bar, in fact, at this time I thought of a good way to make Yu Xue not go to my house tonight Chinese New Year's Eve.
"Liang Jiafeng, are you here? Shouldn't you prepare a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner with Meijiao~Niang at home now? How can happy people come here? ”
Yu Xue said to me full of wine, full of bitter taste, and full of vinegar, I really don't understand how long we have only known each other, even I haven't been with Li Qingshu for a long time, why do you fall in love with me so much, feeling completely strange but somewhat familiar, I racked my brains and couldn't think of who she was, but I became more and more sure that I knew her before, and she knew me, otherwise she wouldn't like me, because Ou Kuangda is better than me, this is a fact, I'm going to kill two birds with one stone with one stone with the method floating in my head today, and think about how much I am a scheming ''.
"Yes, I will go home immediately to prepare the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, and then watch the Spring Festival Gala as a family, and then stay up late with my beautiful ~ mother to pick up God (Inner Mongolia custom), and then set off bright fireworks together, think about it is wonderful, don't you say?" Yu Xue, and Kuangda. ”
I'm full of smiles, the kind of smile that is very cheap and underwhelming.
Ou Kuangda's heavy and bitter face on Yu Xue's left hand changed instantly, and he became angry, and his eyes looked at me in an instant, and he seemed to be very dissatisfied with me, but I still kept a smile, being a person who was incompatible with this environment, this bar may not have a smile on his face except for me.
Ou Kuangda was angry with me, but Yu Xue, who was drinking beer, distorted her cheeks, seemed to be laughing, and seemed to be bitter, I couldn't see what kind of love it was, but it was a bad love after all, to put it mildly, it was because my so-called show of affection and cheap words made her almost collapse.
"It's so good, it's so happy, Liang Jiafeng, you're a bastard, you have never adhered to the so-called emotion, it's a shame to me"
Yu Xue stared at me viciously, cutting me with fierce eyes, her slender palm clenching the green beer bottle, and roaring at me.
But I was still smiling, looking at these two men and women who were both extremely angry, I coughed lightly, took a sip of juice, and then the clouds were light and the wind was light, and the sky was wide and said, "What do you owe to you?" Why are you drinking here? But you seem to be quite sad, is drinking beer a little unworthy of your current mood? ”
Yu Xue was stuck in her speech, and I said sneeringly.
"Smack."
"Liang Jiafeng, are you sick? You have already hurt Xue'er the hardest, she borrowed wine to kill her sorrows, I thought you were here to comfort, but I didn't expect you to fall into the well, bastard. ”
Ou Kuangda finally couldn't help it, he was good-natured, he just slapped the table hard, pointed at me and roared very angrily, his roar ruined the sad song that floated to us, there was no sadness here, it was all anger-
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