Chapter 198: In the Name of Love
Suddenly, Bai Yu turned his head to look at the ground beside him, Zheng Mo was sitting on the soft carpet, his head fell on the sofa behind him, his long hair was messy, and his clothes were also worn indiscriminately.
Bai Yu's thin lips were pursed, and he put on his clothes lightly, and gently covered Zheng Mo with the quilt that had just covered him.
Looking at the emaciated Zheng Mo, Bai Yu's heart throbbed, these days, for him, how much is it torment, that day watching her shiver in the cold wind, at that moment, he wanted to hug her into his arms, but he had to hold back.
After that, she resolutely turned around and left, so that he didn't come back to his senses for a long time, and her departure at that moment was obviously what he expected, but at that time, he shamefully wanted to pull her back and tell her that things were not what she thought, but he couldn't.
Such a painful entanglement tormented her, and it also tormented him.
If things go smoothly and if she is still there, then, even if she gives everything, she will be hugged into her arms again and will not leave her for the rest of her life.
Only, will that day come? He was really scared, afraid that the tragedy of three years ago would happen again, so he had to drive her away from him.
Just raised his legs and walked, Bai Yu couldn't do it, at least he had to give Zheng Mo an explanation, even if he was beaten by her, scolded by her, or even hated by her, as long as she didn't appear in his life again, he recognized it.
Zheng Mo slept very unsteadily, Bai Yu wanted to carry her to the bed, and then leaned over and hugged her in his arms, although his movements were very light. But it still made Zheng Mo open his eyes.
It was a pair of eyes full of confusion, flashing with a blank light, shining directly into Bai Yu's heart, so that the haze in his heart during this time swept in, as if he held her like this for a lifetime and didn't let go, but that can only be thought, at least for now. You can only think about it.
Bai Yu hid the flutter of love that flashed in his eyes. Fortunately, Zheng Mo's consciousness was in a confused period at this time, and she didn't notice this detail, when her eyes gradually cleared. Bai Yu had already regained his previous appearance, indifferent and detached.
Zheng Mo's heart tightened, and the white feather at this time was completely different from what she had just thought.
Bai Yu put Zheng Mo down, and then took a step back. Behind him was a messy couch that seemed to have some traces of passion just now.
It's just that Bai Yu didn't take a look. just looked at Zheng Mo with unwavering eyes, and said indifferently: "Last night's incident, I'm sorry, what kind of compensation do you want." The conditions are yours. ”
Such a tone, such words, made Zheng Mo's breath tight. His eyes looked at Bai Yu in disbelief, and the pale cyan light outside the window. It exudes a faint chill.
Zheng Mo looked at Bai Yu's calm expression, and it took a long time before he spoke, "Really? ”
Bai Yu didn't nod or answer, but his eyes were very determined.
Zheng Mo took a deep breath and tried to make his expression look natural, "If you want to make any compensation for your actions, then my request has become very simple. ”
Bai Yu raised his eyebrows and made an expression of willingness to hear about it, if Zheng Mo saw him like this before, he would definitely put aside his self-cultivation angrily and go up to give him a slap, but since last night, after he drank and spit out the truth, Zheng Mo has been indifferent, she doesn't believe that this is his true thoughts.
"Sue me, your reason for doing this, the reason for banishing me from your life." Zheng Mo said word by word very firmly.
Bai Yu's heart jumped, although he recalled some of the main things he did last night, but he really didn't have any impression of what he said, could it be that he said something that he shouldn't have said at that time, which aroused her suspicions?
Otherwise, she wouldn't have asked that, and she wouldn't have been so calm after she said something like that.
Zheng Mo was not in a hurry to let Bai Yu answer, but just followed his example and waited patiently.
Bai Yu hooked his lips and chuckled, but there was no smile in his eyes, "Your imagination is very rich, but I'm sorry, you think too much, what you say is not there." ”
Immediately, Bai Yu turned around, put on the coat on the sofa, and then smiled detachedly: "You think about it first, if you think of something that I need to compensate for, just ask." ”
Zheng Mo saw that Bai Yu was leaving, his heart panicked, and he hurriedly chased after him, opened his arms to block his way, raised his head slightly, looked at Bai Yu, grievance and bitterness were intertwined, "I don't want any compensation, I just need an explanation from you, isn't this okay?" ”
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Bai Yu glanced at Zheng Mo, his heart was depressed, at this time he wanted to tell her loudly, this qiē was not true, but he couldn't.
"I think I have the right to know." Zheng Mo pressed step by step, no matter what today, she wanted that answer.
"Nope."
Bai Yu replied very simply, very concisely, without any delay, "Is this answer satisfactory?" If you haven't figured out what kind of compensation you want, then I'll go first, and I'll contact you when you're ready."
Bai Yu crossed Zheng Mo who stopped in front of him, just took two steps, then turned around, looked her up and down, and then kindly reminded: "The pharmacy will be open later, remember to buy a box of medicine, so as not to cause any unnecessary trouble." ”
Zheng Mo suddenly shivered coldly, could it be that his affectionate call last night was just her hallucination, buy medicine? Contraceptive? Zheng Mo wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh, and he wanted to cry, but he couldn't do it.
Lowering his eyes and glancing at his lower abdomen, would there really be a baby that belonged to the two of them at this time? At this moment, she was actually looking forward to it for no reason.
When Zheng Mo reacted, the white feather had already disappeared.
Therefore, there was the scene of Zheng Mo squatting in the snow that Situ Shaonan met later, when Zheng Mo chased out, he only saw the snow, where was the figure of Bai Yu, and in such a morning, he disappeared a little too quickly, but Zheng Mo had no time to care about that much.
At this point, Situ Shaonan has already understood, maybe Bai Yu is the same as himself, a little helpless that cannot be said, "Since he doesn't want to say it, don't force him, maybe this is another expression of his love for you." ”
Situ Shaonan suddenly thought of himself, thought of Jin Yiming, who was excluded from his heart, and said from the same position as Bai Yu.
Zheng Mo hugged his knees, curled up on the sofa, and said in a steady voice: "But I don't need him to love like this, he is hurting me unscrupulously in the name of love, since I love him, I am ready to face a qiē with him, no matter what, I have the qualifications and the right to choose,
Instead of being protected by him in the name of love, it is completely irresponsible for him to do so, and it is up to me to choose whether to face it with him or not, instead of hurting each other and torturing each other like him. Is this what love is called? If that's the case, I'd rather never have one. ”
Situ Shaonan trembled suddenly, looking at Zheng Mo, she didn't feel that she thought of Jin Yiming, did he think the same as Zheng Mo? (To be continued.) )