Chapter 34: Grievances and Grievances (II)
The sound of the piano sounded, and the ink splashed;
The piano fell, and the painting was completed.
He likes to see her stroking the piano the most, gentle and virtuous like a shallow painting, and her eyebrows and eyes are delicately carved.
She was afraid that he would be tired of the tunes day after day, so she came up with such an exquisite method, thinking that his mood was composed into a lingering and melancholy song, and the red bean acacia was all in the finger turning, the piano sound was curling, and the piano sound was lingering.
He was amazed by her ingenious thoughts, glanced at the splashed ink painting on the white paper, and thought of the tune flying out of her fingertips.
Along with "Amazing Ink", she is also widely circulated - Concubine Hua.
Concubine Hua is beautiful and kind, her talent is amazing, and the emperor loves her very much.
The world is unpredictable, and the "shocking ink" that won her reputation turned out to be a requiem on the Huangquan Road.
At that time, the dragon seat was already a new monarch, her adopted son - Feng Yufei.
It is said that "life is not as important as body cultivation", but Feng Yufei is definitely an exception here.
On the birthday of the Queen Mother, she received an order from Yi in advance, asking her to play "Shocking Ink" to congratulate the Queen Mother on her birthday, but she was unwilling, thinking that she had prepared it for him.
She still followed Yi's order and played it seriously, it is said that she was dressed in white and had a shallow smile that day, as if everything was in her expectation.
Obscene words and songs, filthy and chaotic palaces.
This is the accusation given to her by the Queen Mother in front of everyone, she didn't refute it, just smiled faintly, and looked at Xinjun's eyes a little sad.
Between his biological mother and his adoptive mother, he must choose one.
Maybe there was a struggle, and in the end, I finally chose the Queen Mother, Yun'an.
She was given death, and the three-foot white silk ended her life.
She didn't even have a word of rebuttal.
When he is gone, her life is a barren place, so it will fulfill them, what's so bad?
She worked hard to raise the queen's son, and the first important thing Feng Yufei did after becoming the new monarch was to dispose of her adoptive mother.
At that time, her son was guarding the border for his closest brother on the frontier, and was accidentally captured, and his legs were disabled.
He was crazy and usually wanted to see his mother, and hurried back, hunting the night wind cut his face, but he couldn't withstand the pain and despair in his heart.
He wanted to ask the person who robbed him of his mother's love since he was a child, why did he give up so ruthlessly and kill the mother who hugged him and kissed him?
But when he saw a handful of loess in the pile of dry grass, all his words fell silent, and the magnificent mother concubine was not buried in the imperial tomb after her death, and she was sent away in such a desolate place, and there was not even a tombstone that could show her identity.
Ning Ge's heart suddenly hurt inexplicably, and a young man with inconvenient legs and feet knelt in front of a new grave and worshipped and worshipped, but not a single tear fell.
It hurts to the bone, right?
He has to endure it, because the strong killing intent in the eyes of the Queen Mother makes him have to be aggrieved to protect himself, he has to live, and it is better to live longer than everyone else.
Concubine Hua's favored crown of the six palaces is bright in the world, and Feng Yuyao is the candidate for the first emperor's prince, there are such people in the palace, how can the queen mother allow them to live well.
In fact, he just wanted to be a courtier who expanded his territory and guarded the safety of the country for his brother, who he had envied and respected since childhood.
His things, Feng Yuyu never wanted.
Feng Yufei's things, as long as he has them, as long as Feng Yufei wants them, he is willing to give them.
It's a pity that the Queen Mother Yunan doesn't believe it.
It's just that Feng Yufei fully believes it?
He didn't know how the mother concubine, who had always been smiling, was prostrate at the feet of Feng Yufei, who was raised by himself, and the moment she bowed her head and kowtowed, there were tears dripping on the golden steps.
He kowtowed heavily and accepted the title of Feng Yufei's reward, General Zhenyuan.
A title with the meaning of Jin Ge Iron Horse should have been wrapped in smoke and sand in half the city, but he was trapped in this deep palace and could not be free for the rest of his life.
A tiger head scepter is a reward that comes with the title.
It's just that what is the use of a general who can no longer go to the battlefield?
Taunt?
A shallow smile appeared at the corner of Feng Yuyao's mouth, Ning Ge was stunned for a moment, and suddenly had a thought in her heart, did Concubine Hua laugh like this when she played "Shocking Ink"?
"Feng Yufei, he ......"
The woman's brows furrowed slightly, Feng Yufei didn't want the Queen Mother to have a chance to attack Feng Yu.
"Do you want a lifetime of confinement or a day of freedom?"
Feng Yu turned around, raised his eyebrows slightly, looked at Ning Ge with a smile, and asked lightly.
It is better to die than to be free.
Ning Ge thought so in her heart, but then sighed softly, who can really be at ease when people live in the world?
It's just that......
"Are you going to sue me for this is your reason to use me?" Ning Song and laughter are like the blossoms of June, and this morning is gorgeous.
Feng Yu paused and nodded, "I just need an opportunity, I just need a person." ”
"Are you saying I'm out of luck?"
Ning Ge picked up the tea bowl on the table, staring at the blue smoke and rain on the wall of the bowl, her slightly lowered eyes made it impossible to see her love at this time.
"The tea is cold, let's change a cup."
Feng Yuyao pressed Ning Ge's wrist, poured out the tea in the tea bowl, refilled it with new tea, and placed it within Ning Ge's reach.
Ning Ge looked at the floating tea buds in the tea bowl, and her locked brows could not be stretched.
"If I die, what tune will you play?"
Feng Yuyao's eyes darkened, the hand hidden in his sleeve clenched and loosened, and said with a smile, "He is reluctant to let you die." ”
He, is Feng Yufei?
Did he count everything?
With such a meticulous mind, how can the Queen Mother be at ease?
"You can live under the nose of the Queen Mother for so long, you really have the ability."
Ning Ge felt that he was really a strange person, obviously he came to Xingshi to ask about the crime, but now he can drink tea with this initiator and talk about the past.
"So, the Queen Mother is panicking", Feng Yuyao's voice was very calm but with indifference that could not be ignored, just like him.
Ning Ge suddenly laughed, "Your storage zài is to add to her blockage." ”
Feng Yuyu was dazzled by Ning Ge's smile, as if she understood why her father loved her mother alone.
The Queen Mother Xu regretted it a long time ago and executed Concubine Hua on her birthday.
Birthday?
Anniversary?
The Queen Mother's birthday is more solemn this year than last year, do you know that you don't use the prosperity of three thousand to hide the panic in your heart?
Concubine Hua is her midnight nightmare, and Feng Yuyao is a thorn in her heart.
Feng Yuyu naturally saw it clearly, so how could he let her live in peace?
She was high and enjoying the glory, and he was about to tear out the past when she was most proud, and put it in front of her with blood.
Sure enough, she was furious.
He smiled proudly, with a long-suppressed pleasure.
Ning Ge didn't speak for a long time, but she saw this qiē thoroughly, although her face was flat, and the bitter smile on the corner of her mouth still betrayed her love.
The collapse of trust can really destroy people, Ning Ge sighed softly, with a little helplessness.
Feng Yuyao's heart was shocked, and then he smiled, "You must hate me very much." ”
Ning Ge looked up at Feng Yuyao, stared at it for a long time and was silent for a long time, and finally spit out a sentence softly, "Don't hate."
The rising sun shone on Ning Ge's pale face, with many pale and transparent feelings, like a shallow dream, which would be shattered at the slightest touch.
He put her in prison, he almost killed her, but she should hate him.
But she said he didn't hate.
"Why?"
The man who had been indifferent was finally a little flustered, although he tried his best to hide it, but the trembling tone of his voice betrayed his feelings completely, how could she not hate him?
Thinking about it, an inexplicable joy suddenly rose in the man's heart, looking at the woman sitting quietly in the morning breeze, her eyes burned like the moon, and she no longer had the original coldness, "You...... Forgive me? ”
Forgive?
Ning Ge suddenly smiled, "No." ”
The gentle wind blew through the gazebo, Ning Ge's long hair was blown up, and the slight messiness covered a little haggard face, but the voice was crisp as if plucking the lyre.
"I don't hate you, but I don't forgive!"
Ning Ge knew that in order to show her tolerance, a generous woman should write a novel even if she turned her heart a thousand times, "It's okay, I don't care." ”
But she didn't want to, so she forced herself.
Hate and love are too strong feelings, it takes too much effort, she doesn't want to work so hard, others are already so difficult for herself, she wants to be kind to herself.
So, don't hate.
I finally believed in someone, but in the end I found that it was just a chess piece in the hands of others, and the so-called friendship was just a joke.
So, unforgivable.
Feng Yu was stunned for a long time, and unexpectedly gave birth to an illusion, as if a wind was blowing through his heart, and he felt a cold pain.
"If you don't forgive me, you should be", the man in white is Shengxue, standing in the wind, with many different feelings hidden in his eyebrows.
Ning Ge was slightly stunned, and then didn't look over, sometimes don't be too smart, let alone be smart.
She lowered her head and played with the tea bowl in her hand, as if she was very interested in the smoke and rain pattern, her fingertips were white, and she brushed the smooth porcelain, quiet and gentle like the woman in the painting.
Feng Yuyu's heart moved, and she suddenly felt a little envious of the lifeless tea bowl, but she had such gentle eyes.
Ning Ge put the tea bowl in his hand on the table steadily, stood up slowly, looked up slightly at Feng Yuyu's eyes, and said quietly, "I have no right to put your beak in your life, please don't disturb my life." ”
This is a farewell, right?
Ning Ge's expression was always faint, no anger or anxiety, except for the stubbornness when she had just come here to seek an answer, she had always been so faint.
"I admit it."
Ning Ge turned around and said softly, "I admit this matter." ”
Saying this, Ning Ge felt inexplicably relaxed, but it was just to admit that he was used as a chess piece, and it was not so difficult!
Feng Yuyu subconsciously stretched out his hand to keep her, but the outstretched hand finally stopped in mid-air.
I'm afraid that he won't even be a friend in the future, so what reason does he have to say to keep it?
The bitterness in the shallow smile finally spread in a large area, until the bottom of my heart.
It's the expected ending, isn't it?
The only surprise is that she would say "no hate" so indifferently, and say "no forgiveness" so indifferently.
"I'm leaving", Ning Ge didn't look back again, his eyes swept over the verdant green bamboo in the incense courtyard, and his heart moved slightly.
Feng Yuyu didn't speak, just quietly looked at her emaciated back, how could he expect that after this incident, she could still treat him as before?
"I'll find a chance to beg him to give you freedom", Ning Ge walked a few steps and stopped, and said softly, so that people couldn't hear her feelings, "Before you go back, please continue to bear with it." ”
Feng Yuyao's body was suddenly shocked, how could she ......