Is 122 soft?
Li Qingshu left, to be precise, he escaped, and he didn't come back, I stayed alone in the ward in the afternoon, bored looking at the e-book, I ate the meal that Li Qingshu brought me, but I only ate a few bites, I didn't have any appetite at all, I couldn't think of the reason for the lack of appetite, and I couldn't find it,
An afternoon of time passed by in a daze, and before the phone battery ran out, I told me that I couldn't go to the bar, and also told Ou Kuangda to take good care of Tom, and also talked to Tom to make him feel at ease.
It's time for dinner, but I still don't have an appetite, what is filling me, making me melancholy, making me contradictory, no matter how I search, I can't find a sudden answer,
The night grew darker and darker, and the moonlight softly sprinkled on the windowsill, penetrated into the room, reflected my cheeks, and reflected my bitterness,
"I don't know when Carrefour's reply will be, hey"
"Hurry up, slow down, it's going to be unveiled, it's finally unveiled, what's the situation after the unveiling,"
"Will I be happy, will I be happy, I should be"
"What will she do, will she hate me, will she hate me even more?"
"Such a day is coming, am I happy at this moment, should I be?"
I was lying on the hospital bed, looking at the moon hanging above, babbling nonsense, in fact, I don't know what I'm talking about, why do I say this, I only know that my mind is very confused at this time, my mind is very confused, I want to vent, otherwise I think I'll be crazy if I go on like this, I want to talk to such a person, I think of Xiaoyan, I want to call her to talk, but I find that the phone has already been turned off,
I sighed, sat up slowly, faced the window, looked directly at the night view of Hangzhou, and sang softly, although I couldn't go to the bar to sing, I couldn't vent my emotions in that kind of world, so I sang in this somewhat gloomy ward, singing alone, listening alone
"I really want to have a companion when I'm lonely,
No matter how busy the days are, there are people who eat breakfast together,
Although this kind of thinking is obviously too simple,
I just want to be together, no matter where tomorrow is,
Love never allows people to be half-hearted, and meets natural communication,
What a pity to miss,
If I were really deciding to give my heart,
Can someone sue her, don't make me sad,"
This soft but sad "When Love is Approaching" is what I sang with a special feeling, but when I sang this song, I always felt that there was something shortcoming, and something more, maybe there was no one to listen to, and there was a faint loneliness.
Fortunately, everyone outside the window was listening, listening to me singing, although there was no vitality, and I couldn't understand it at all.
"Every time love is near, it feels like he's hugging you tightly,
He stirs your heart and covers your eyes,
and won't let you know where to go,
Every time love is near, it seems to be waiting for you to respond,
Heaven and earth are quiet, the only thing that is uneasy is that you decide"
The song fell, but I was a little unsatisfied, and I didn't get any response, no applause, no applause, I longed but didn't want to, I looked at the vast sky, and sighed softly,
Suddenly, I wanted to feel something, I felt someone watching me, although the lights were off in the ward now, but I didn't think it was a ghost, but I knew that she was coming, she was still coming, and after sighing, I smiled,
"You're coming"
I didn't turn around and whispered, because of the deep song, because of the unknown mood I was a little sad, and the feelings were a little unmentionable,
"How did you know I was coming,"
Li qingshu's bell-like voice resounded in the darkness but it lit up the space and lit up my heart I suddenly didn t want to take off the mask for a moment not because I couldn t bear to hurt her but but
"If I say I can feel your breath, do you believe it,"
I said very seriously and seriously,
"The ghost only believes, but you feel very sad when you sing to yourself alone, I am about to shed tears when I sing, hey, that one is hungry, I brought you a supper, put it here, I will go out first, and come back in a while,"
Li Qingshu seemed to be saying to me with a smile, and her departure was just so that I could eat, her good intentions made me a little ashamed, and I became more and more irritable.
When I turned around, she had already left, looking at the door that had just been closed, and then looking at the lunch box on the table, I smiled bitterly, after a long time, until the silence felt lonely, I had a move, put the chic lunch box on the bed, was facing the door, took off the mask, opened the lunch box, ready to eat supper, I suddenly had an appetite, because it was chicken soup, this must be the chicken soup cooked by Li Qingshu himself, I suddenly felt very uncomfortable, uncomfortable that I would drink the chicken soup boiled by the so-called enemy one day
I have a big appetite, I just drank it, I have to say that Li Qingshu's chicken soup is really good, a rich female boss cooks so delicious, it's really rare, I have an agreement with Li Qingshu that I won't worry about her sudden attack, come in and look at my face, so I eat very steadily,
Soon I drank all the delicious chicken soup, lay comfortably on the bed, did not forget to put on the mask again, touched the belly that had been bulging, chirped, sighed: "I really didn't expect that the food cooked by the stinky girls is so delicious, but I won't be able to eat it again in a few days, should I be happy, or should I be happy,"
I started talking nonsense again, inexplicable nonsense, in my nonsense, Li Qingshu came back after about half an hour or so, and when she said that she wanted to spend the night with me and would not leave, there was a hill in my heart,
"Ghost Face, you sing, I'll be your audience, it's interesting enough,"
Li Qingshu said to me with a charming smile and a little playfulness, obviously Li Qingshu had digested the agreement I said at noon, and kept silent as I did, looking forward to that day
"I don't even have a guitar, I don't even have music, how can I sing, or stop singing,"
I shook my head again and again, refusing, in fact, I didn't want to sing, I was afraid that feeling would come, and it would be terrible again.
"You can sing without a guitar or music, didn't you just sing?"
Li Qingshu pursed his lips and said, pretending to be pitiful,
"If you don't sing, you don't sing if you don't have a guitar,"
"Alright then, if you don't sing, you won't sing,"
"Ghost Face, I'll give you a gift on the day of the unmasking, you look forward to it,"
Li Qingshu was only disappointed for a moment, and then he said to me mysteriously with a charming smile,
"Gifts, well, gifts"
I couldn't laugh, I just said very indifferently,
"Ghost Face, what's wrong, aren't you happy to give you a gift,"
"No, of course I'm happy,"
"I think you have something on your mind, tell me if you have something on your mind, don't you want to unveil your face, if you don't want to, it's okay, don't worry, I'll wait for the day when you want to unveil,"
Li Qingshu was very thorough about my perfunctory, so he disappeared from his face with a smile and said seriously,
"Qingshu, no, I will uncover it, it will be, this is our agreement, I'm tired, the chicken soup you made is delicious, I'm full of food and want to sleep,"
At this time, I didn't know if it was perfunctory, so I lay on the bed while talking, and slept with my head bored
"Ghost Face, wearing a mask and stuffing your head is really convincing you, be careful of suffocation,"
Li Qingshu's rather speechless words resounded in the silent room, but I didn't answer, the ward fell silent, leaving only a faint breath colliding with the thin air, and I roared in my heart thinking: Liang Mengmeng, have you forgotten the pain you suffered, have you forgotten who sent you to the hospital with your own hands, is your heart soft, soft, soft, give me hard,
I am destined not to sleep, maybe I can't sleep, after a lot of silent room came Li Qingshu's faint snoring, I knew she was asleep, just at this time I wanted to pee, so I lifted the quilt and got up, got out of bed and prepared to go to the toilet, I should be able to be discharged tomorrow with my current feeling, when I walked to the door, I suddenly turned back and gently draped the quilt placed on the bed very untidy on Li Qingshu who crawled on the side of the bed, confirmed that it was well draped, I took a deep look at Li Qingshu who was sleeping peacefully, Then I staggered out of the ward, opened the door, and attracted a ray of light, but it did not illuminate my heart—
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