Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 The fact that she was so shocked was like a bolt from the blue, making Yuxin sitting on the sofa feel dizzy, she felt nightmarish and terrible, but she couldn't say a word in her waking consciousness.

"Please be tight-lipped, in the days to come, don't let her know any truth, we have been in the life of more than 20 years, people have been cattle and horses, in order to survive until today, just want her to live a little better, want to alleviate our sin of hiding the truth from her in our hearts, we are this one daughter, we have worked hard for so many years, I hope she can stay with us for a long time, so that we can see her laugh more and talk to her in our lifetime, listen to her complain to us, We parents ask for this, as long as she is happy, we don't ask her to repay us with her youth, we just hope that she can be healthy and happy, maybe we were a little radical in her marriage choice, but we also hope that she can really find a man who is really good to her and don't be hurt in any way."

Yuxin saw Chen Weiwei's father wiping the corners of his eyes with his hand, and stood up very solemnly, before Yuxin could react, he knelt down in front of Yuxin, as a father at this time, he couldn't think of any way, he could only make such a sincere request, asking Yuxin not to take Chen Weiwei away from them.

"Uncle, don't do this! Really, hurry up! I can't afford it."

Seeing this scene, Yuxin hurriedly stood up, helped Chen Weiwei's father up, and sat back on the sofa.

She felt that all this came unexpectedly, it came too suddenly, and such a sister who had never met suddenly popped up in her life, which was simply smaller than the odds of winning the jackpot in the lottery.

Yuxin's hand kept trembling, holding the photo that shouldn't appear and refusing to let go, her eyes were closed, her rapid breathing was accompanied by a faster and faster heartbeat, and she felt a lot of pressure around her, which was as heavy as Mount Tai, surrounded from all sides.

Just when Yuxin was talking to Chen Weiwei's father, Chen Weiwei, who was hiding behind the boudoir door, heard all this through the crack in the door, and every word she heard was so clear, so cruel, and so unacceptable.

She hid behind the door and couldn't cry for a long time, although she repeatedly suppressed her crying, but the sad mood burst out involuntarily, she couldn't believe that she had lived for more than 20 years was a materially rich and beautiful, a homeless orphan in family affection, and her adoptive parents who were not related by blood but regarded themselves as their lives, living under the same roof for so long.

Thinking of this, she couldn't control her emotions anymore, and pushed open the door and rushed to the living room, the tears on her face showed that the words that didn't need to be repeated just now had been heard by her.

"I don't believe it! I don't believe it! I don't believe it! I don't believe it! I don't believe it!!! You're lying, aren't you? Finding such a far-fetched reason is to drive me away, right? The whole world knows, but I'm ****** a fool, a simple baby who doesn't know anything! Why don't you say that I was given by the supermarket store celebration promotion, or by lottery, ah......? Why? Why don't you say that? Why is this the case!! My family relationship with you has been fake for so long, everything is fake! What do I ****** mother! I am a thing that was given away as a gift by my relatives, what qualifications do I have to be a mother! Born to be such a cheap life! Even my own parents didn't want me and swept me out like garbage, what a joke I am! Ridiculously alive! Shame on you! Live a sad life! Live hatefully! Life is not as good as a dog in this world, animals know that they love their own children in every way, tiger poison knows not to eat children, I was born directly by them thrown, but unfortunately I can't even reach the warmth of animals! ”

Chen Weiwei stood in the center of the living room, trembling all over, she desperately slapped herself in the face several times, crying and slapping each sound so cruelly cut the hearts of Chen Weiwei's parents.

"Don't say that, Weiwei, your father and I love you, you know this, people are sometimes not necessarily qualified to choose their own destiny, but at least they are qualified to choose who to love you, aren't they?"

Chen Weiwei's mother got up and ran over and gently hugged Chen Weiwei in her arms.

"You are qualified to be a mother, because since the baby has chosen you, you are destined to have the ability to give her a happy life and the right to be loved, unless you give up on yourself, but in that case have you ever thought about it, if one day your baby is in a dream, and cries in despair in front of you like this, will you feel at ease?"

Chen Weiwei fell into her mother's arms and was already crying dimly, her mother continued to comfort and helped Chen Weiwei back to the boudoir.

Maybe it was because the cry just now consumed too much oxygen of happiness, and the air pressure in the living room began to get low, and only Yuxin and Chen Weiwei's father were left in the solemn breath, sitting on the sofa silently.

Yuxin looked at and listened to everything that was happening in front of him, and suddenly felt that he was beginning to become insensitive, becoming insensitive and losing his emotional intuition, and becoming like a hollow onion, because his appearance brought others into tears, and his heart was indeed empty and indescribable.

"Child, you sit down for a while, I'll go see Weiwei, I thought that all this could be covered up in an airtight manner, but just now Weiwei ......, alas-! If there is any sin, if there is anything wrong, let us as fathers bear it, the fault is ours and not you and not Weiwei, if it were not for our selfish desires at the beginning, there would be no situation today, since it has happened, let's deal with it head-on"

Yuxin sat there, still expressionless without saying a word, but felt that so many words, like amplifying the sound several times from the headphones, and then pouring it directly into the head, a sense of expansion that could not be dissipated swirled and stirred in his mind.

After Chen Weiwei's father finished speaking, he stood up, wiped the remaining tears from his face with his hand, and walked towards Chen Weiwei's boudoir.

Chen Weiwei, who returned to the boudoir, under the comfort and persuasion of her mother, her mood gradually stabilized, Chen Weiwei's father walked into the house and sat down on the bed, just about to speak, but heard a muffled sound outside the house, Yuxin got up and pushed the door open and ran away, she did not take the elevator but ran all the way down the stairs when she went out of the door, and the more and more irrepressible crying gradually echoed in the corridor, saddening all the emotions in the building.

At this time, Yan Qing was busy with work, just stopped the car and walked downstairs, he was still looking forward to the scene after seeing Yuxin along the way, and the good memories of everything about Yuxin in his heart were gradually turned up.

Yan Qing, who had just walked to the door of the building, was touched by Yu Xin who ran out with his head down.

"What's wrong? Yuxin, you're not here to eat? What happened? ”

Yuxin didn't speak but kept crying, she didn't have time to care about Yan Qing's questioning, she just wanted to leave this place of right and wrong as soon as possible.

The way forward was deliberately blocked by Yan Qing, Yu Xin did not hesitate this time, but pushed Yan Qing away, and she ran farther and farther in the dark night.

All Yan Qing could feel was her self-evident sadness, as well as an inexplicable but complex emotion.

The heat wave in the midsummer night sky can not fade as scheduled, and the arrival of night cannot slowly lower the temperature of this furnace, and all the emotions that evaporate in this air are entangled, and they are inextricably dragged by people's feelings.

The moment he was pushed away by Yuxin, Yan Qing didn't look back, time seemed to be like a frozen photo, freezing him in the position of this picture, letting Yuxin pass by, and then running away with his back to him, the cry from behind him tore the silence of the entire night sky, smashing Yan Qing's originally good mood.

He backfired and saw that in Yuxin's eyes, there was no smile he wanted, but instead a more cruel sadness than heartbreaking, no crying sound, it was a kind of crying that was so low that it could cut people's hearts, and the tears in the eyes were as transparent as a mirror, writing countless mixed feelings, converging into helplessness and heartache.

Pain –

Silence –

Struggling –

Yan Qing, who was standing in place, tried his best to break through the silence of this picture, he didn't want to and couldn't see such a heavy heart, so he disappeared into the deep night.

In the end, he gave himself the courage not to go upstairs to see Chen Weiwei, but to immediately turn around and run towards Yuxin like a fly, as if he wanted to use all his strength, and he also did not hesitate to stop Yuxin, who was about to disappear from his sight.

"What's wrong with you! What's going on? You don't want to tell me! Do you think that you can escape time and win yourself by pressing everything that happens deep in your heart alone? Why do you always keep such grief and unhappiness to yourself? ”

Yan Qing stopped Yu Xin very strongly, he made a domineering and strong posture against his will, facing Yu Xin who was about to completely collapse in front of him.

He could see that the state of the heart of the language in front of him, the ability to bear life, was approaching a critical point, the former gentleness had lost its effect on such an occasion, and the only thing that could save was the strong tone, although it seemed a little cruel to Yan Qing.

"Don't worry about it! You should stay at Chen Weiwei's house at this time, instead of standing here and comforting me like a lover! Let's go back! I'm really fine."

Yan Qing's sensitive ears could hear that Yu Xin didn't know how much strength it took to have a calming effect like Du Lengding, and he forcibly resisted all the emotional outbursts, suppressed them in his heart, and wiped the tears on his face with a smile in his eyes.

Yan Qing made up her mind from the moment she turned around to catch up with Yu Xin, this time it doesn't matter if Yu Xin beats herself all over her body, or scolds the dog's blood, as long as Yu Xin can vent all the emotional garbage in her heart, don't hold everything in her heart.

Facing Yuxin, who was standing in front of him and would not leave for the time being, Yan Qing still put on a posture of breaking the casserole and asking the end, and his face was a cold expression that was even more difficult to show than a serious one.

"I just want you to say it today, say everything, holding it in your heart will only accumulate into a disease, no matter what you think of me today, or what you do to me, I have to ask what is going on? Did Vera Chen and her family bully you, or did something make you sad? Answer me! ”

Yan Qing hugged Yuxin's arms, completely indifferent to the crowd of onlookers who occasionally stopped around her, and even shook her body a little nervously.

"Are you bothered by it! Can you shut your mouth and let me go away! I don't want to see you, it's all because of you, are you satisfied with this answer? That's a reason, so please go! Please, disappear from my eyes! ”

Breaking free of Yan Qing's heart and mind, he lost his dominance over language, mixed with those emotions that should not have gushed out at this time, and wanted to drive Yan Qing away like a stranger.

"Good! That's great——! Thank you, I'm sorry, I made it to myself."

Yuxin's words were unintentional, but he couldn't make Yan Qing sound unintentional, and the disappointed Yan Qing stayed in front of Yu Xin for more than ten seconds, and then slowly turned around and gradually moved away.

Yan Qing, who doesn't know the truth, just gets the looming information from the words in the heart.

He blamed himself deeply, thinking that the bane of all this was caused by himself, and looking at the inability to regain his calm speech, he thought that what she might need at this moment was a quiet environment to be alone.

Seeing the back of Yan Qing leaving, Yu Xin's face stood in place as if he were sluggish, and his tears were like excessive water vapor in the summer when he met the cold corners of his eyes, condensed into water droplets, hung all over his cheeks, and ran rampant uncontrollably.

Since Yuxin met Yan Qing, it was the first time she saw him with such a lonely back when he turned to leave, and her heart was full of regretful hatred.

Just like that, I watched Yan Qing go farther and farther, and disappeared into the sea of people in a hurry, but he didn't even look back for a second.

Feeling that he was already a torn heart, slowly, step by step, moving his breathing body along the sidewalk, his brain and body had been hollowed out by some irresistible force when he stepped out of Chen Weiwei's door.

The only thing she could feel was the flesh wrapped under the skin, and she could still support herself to continue walking, which was completely a corpse body.

Walking on the streets of Beijing, since coming to this city, for the first time, I feel so boring, life is like a circus for Yuxin, more like a prank, always inadvertently on the performance of such an unacceptable plot, open a joke topic that almost pushes people to the edge of life.

Yuxin stood on the bustling and noisy street, looking at the clear and blurry reflection of the city in front of him, the colors of the former lights and neon clothes gradually faded away in his consciousness, turning into a memory forest intertwined with only black and white, scaled in the pupils that could bear the limit.

Yan Qing, who hadn't gone far, was still very confused in his heart, after all, he didn't see the live broadcast for the first time, he just listened to his words, and he wasn't very clear about what happened just now.

Yan Qing, who was taking the elevator upstairs, exhaled deeply, what he felt was not the expectation of the tired bird returning to the nest, but a kind of spontaneous fear, afraid that Chen Weiwei's family would crumple the bad mood into a ball and smash it at him.

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