Ou Kuangda's handsome and resolute face has a smile, but there is also sadness, more than a woman's sadness, he said in an uncomfortable mood, I, the listener, are even more 'painful', when he said: "I don't want to take her home yet, if I am misunderstood by Xiaoyan, but I will suffer, no, you take her there, you take care of her every day, how about it?" If you are a man, you are braver, and you are not afraid of being ashamed of pursuing love. ”

I couldn't help but look back at the ward again, and then said hurriedly to Ou Kuangda, estimating in my heart that it was time for Yu Xue to change clothes.

Ou Kuangda's face changed when he heard my sincere words, looked at me, couldn't help but smile bitterly, patted me on the shoulder and muttered, "Don't I want to?" But if she knew that I had found this house for her, would she have lived there? She would rather go back to school and be talked about behind her classmates' backs and insulted to her face than live, because he doesn't like me, even hates me, and wants to dissociate himself from me, Bingbing, do you understand? ”

Ou Kuangda was very bitter, but also very excited, maybe he was also very jealous of me, for me it seemed that he did not have the same brotherly enthusiasm as before, as if he had become no longer pure, because we had a woman's existence between us, and the so-called love of Tong Guò had changed to pure friendship, which was really the last thing I wanted to see.

"Ou Kuangda, I"

"Liang Jiafeng, I've changed it, you come in, help me get the medicine and bag."

I was about to continue talking to Ou Kuangda, when Yu Xue's shout suddenly came out of the ward, the so-called words were all beating cheerful music, and such words made my head even heavier, my forehead was black, and I looked at Ou Kuangda, whose expression was ever-changing, and Ou Kuangda, I asked his opinion again, whether I wanted to be strong again, but what I waited for was a cowardly escape.

"Bingbing, you have to bring her home safely, I have prepared everything for food, food in the refrigerator, and everything for her bedroom, all of which she likes, but the premise is that you don't tell her that I bought it, otherwise she won't use and eat, I'll go first, she doesn't want to see me, goodbye Tom, godfather is gone."

Ou Kuangda grabbed my shoulder and said hurriedly, his eyes kept glancing behind me, and after a bitter explanation, he said goodbye to Tom with a smile and then turned around and ran, which made me stunned for a while, and his fists clenched and released unconsciously, until his figure gradually faded away with the resounding soles of his feet, and I sighed heavily: What a creature makes people, what is he doing now? What am I doing now? ”

"Liang Jiafeng, what are you looking at? What to do? Didn't you hear me call you? I'm a sick person, right? You're getting less and less considerate. ”

Just as Ou Kuangda disappeared at the end of the corridor, Yu Xue's puzzled and even more inexplicable voice resounded behind me.

"More and more?"

I turned to Yu Xue, who was carrying a bag and a plastic bag of five cents each, and asked suspiciously, of course, it was a kind of questioning, I can't let things develop like this anymore, I have to ask for details.

"Okay, let's go, I'm just complaining very simply, I'm dying of hunger, I've been sick for a day without a shadow, and the promise I fulfilled has not been completed, I really don't know what to say about you."

When Yu Xue heard my question, her rather solemn and somewhat bitter face had a faint smile.

"Me"

"Ah, little Tom, it's been a long time, have you missed your Aunt Xue? You little conscienceless, you don't call me Auntie when you see me, you don't see me? Still don't recognize me? ”

I was about to continue to ask, but Yu Xue directly handed me the plastic bag in her hand, slowly walked up to Tom, who looked rather dumbfounded, pinched his little 'face' and said angrily.

Obviously, she changed the topic again, this kind of kung fu to change the topic, the girl is simply deductive, Li Qingshu I have been taught, even Xiaoyan is like this.

And Tom was obviously thinking about the words I exchanged with Ou Kuangda, even if he was only a six-year-old child, he still had some ability to think, looking at Yu Xue, looking at me, obviously hearing something? For a while, I forgot to talk to Yu Xue in front of me.

I glared at him secretly and reminded him not to talk too much, Tom also understood, and after a while, before Yu Xue spoke again, he greeted Yu Xue happily, he was simply a little Golden Horse actor-level character.

In this way, I took Yu Xue and Tom out of the somewhat deserted hospital, walking in the snowy world, Tom chose to hold hands with Yu Xue tightly, talking and laughing, very comfortable, as if completely forgetting the cold, but my eyes were inadvertently seen in the silent hiding car watching us Ou Kuangda, now I really want to punch the cold, the cold wind around me annihilated, angrily sue sù Yu Xue who is fully armed around him, sue sù she Ou Kuangda is really in love with you, you and him' Mom, wake up, what's the deal with this unexplained entanglement with me?

But I looked back at the car parked not far away, and silently made up my mind, and after settling her in a moment, I had to find a chance to talk to her.

"Today's night is so beautiful, this may be the most beautiful night I have seen in so many years, snowy, the air is so poetic, I really want to let this night continue, never want the dawn, let the so-called dawn clearly show the world, can always go on like this, can not go to the end of the world, do not have to think about anything, what sadness, what struggle, what willing or unwilling will not exist, because this is a road without love, the street signs in front are just the embellishment of this road, The series of footprints on the ground is just a gift from nature, Liang Jiafeng, do you hope that this ruthless road can be extended forever? There is no end to it, and we just keep walking. ”

Yu Xue's words are very inexplicable, very straightforward but very beautiful sentences make me feel that she has something to say, I am sure that her words are not just superficial, why did this woman say such words to me?

"No matter what kind of road there will be, there will be an end, because even if the road does not see the end, but people will eventually be tired, will have sore feet, will be sleepy legs, will be tired, will lose the confidence to continue walking, and the so-called darkness can never stop the arrival of dawn, this is the eternal truth, people's hearts are the same, will eventually change, the heart of the ruthless road, will become vivid because of the change of mood, standing street lamps, snow-filled street signs are no longer decoration, but illuminate the world's existence, It is also a thing that benefits the society, so what you yearn for and hope for will not be realized, the road will not change, and what will change is the human heart. ”

No matter what she wants to express, it will definitely be related to me, and I will use what I understand and must express to her, and it is also a reminder that unrealizable delusions will eventually change color, just like me in the past, now I have changed my mind and the path I am taking.

My words and her words seemed to change the atmosphere in the middle of the night, we no longer left, but stood under the stop sign, waiting for the bus that could go home, in fact, I wanted to take a taxi, but Yu Xue insisted on taking the bus, saying that it has always been a bus, because it is cheap, because whether it is sitting or standing, you can feel it, see the beauty or dirt in real life, and you can see the scenery of the city, I can only do this when I hear her request.