416 I'll keep being wrong
The extremely suppressed breath prompted me to grab ~ grab her arm and drag her to go outside, Li Qingshu was resolute and couldn't continue to stay.
I resolutely pulled her, and Li Qingshu also followed me very obediently and left, without the expected rebuttal.
When I opened the door angrily, I happened to see Ou Kuangda standing at the door, raising his hand and preparing to knock on the door.
"Bingbing? This is? ”
Ou Kuangda looked at me, looked at Li Qingshu, who was being pulled tightly by me behind me, and asked suspiciously.
"I'll talk about it later, you go to the house first to settle down my parents, as well as Xiaoyan and Yu Xue, don't let them come out, please."
I whispered hurriedly to Ou Kuangda, who was full of doubts.
Ou Kuangda took a deep look at Li Qingshu, who was quite silent behind me, and then nodded in agreement, and at the same time Ou Kuangda got out of the way, and I quickly pulled Li Qingshu out of the home that was filled with irritability and depression.
When I pulled Li Qingshu to the end of the corridor, I stopped my pace, turned to look at Li Qingshu with a bitter face but very calm, looking at the tears flashing in her ethereal eyes, I said in a deep voice: "Li Qingshu, you are enough, I told you clearly and clearly in West Lake yesterday, you don't want to continue like this, you have already seen that even if I accept it, my parents will not accept you, you are a smart woman, don't you understand?" What else do you want me to say? I'm annoyed enough now, don't trouble me, for the sake of me who used to save your life, let me go, have a good New Year, I'm really about to collapse. ”
I completely told her the voice from the bottom of my heart, Yu Xue is enough for me to eat a pot, and now there is another her, my brain is about to explode, many men want to be embraced, the feeling of being pursued by beautiful women, that feeling is very cool, but I am also a man, but I don't have this feeling, I really want to do a metamorphosis ~ metamorphosis surgery to become a woman.
"Jiafeng, it's because of this that I want to do this, you have done so many things for me without regrets, paid a qiē, how many times have you been hurt, and I don't understand anything, let alone cherish it, so I regret it, but I don't want to continue to be wrong, I want to cherish it, and don't regret it again, if you blame me for disturbing you, it's my fault, but I'll sue you now, and I will always be wrong."
Li Qingshu raised his head and chest, said to me with a bitter but firm face, the taste of regret is getting stronger and stronger, the so-called tears are thick, so that I, who am close at hand, want to be broken in the cold wind and ashes, I really don't want to see this situation, I feel very sorry for her when I see her tearful eyes, because I have never hated her, and I have never regretted what I have done, those are what I wanted to do at that time.
Seeing her insistence I have nothing to say, except for a touch of sadness, there is nothing more, men can have peach blossom luck, but more peach blossom luck, it is not peach blossom luck, it is falling into the peach blossom abyss, it is difficult to have a bright road, I am a love entanglement, and I don't like to hurt anyone ruthlessly, now because of my amorousness, it is my fault that such a situation has been caused, and I admit it.
I couldn't say anything for a while, the anger and anger just now also didn't know where to go, I looked away, because I really couldn't look at her, her tears were not shining, but dark, I held the guardrail and looked at the courtyard, now is the time for people to eat for the New Year, the courtyard is already full of firecrackers, it is very noisy, and the cannons are roaring loudly, such a festive atmosphere can not make my mood calm, but I understand that I don't want to face things must be faced after all, and I can't hide.
"This is the first time I haven't gone home for the New Year, maybe I'm going to be alone in Hangzhou."
Li Qingshu was silent for a moment, stood beside me, looked at the noise and excitement in the courtyard like me, and said bitterly.
"Where is your home?"
I asked.
"There are a lot of homes, and I don't know where they are?"
Li Qingshu said with a sigh, his tone was a little heavy and lonely.
"Although your family has a lot of real estate, there will definitely be a home for the New Year, right?"
"Yes, there is a home for the New Year, but I don't like that home, although there are many of that home, but there is no trace of the atmosphere of the New Year, it is all showing off and competing, the fight is not joy, but wealth, full of so-called calculations and being calculated."
I understand Li Qingshu's words, her family is a big family, and there must be so-called descendants and side branches, I envy her and sympathize with her.
"Then you should also go home for the New Year, with your parents, if you stay in Hangzhou because of this, your family will definitely not let me go, I'm just a small ~ civilian, I don't want to cause trouble, you better go home, you go."
The firecrackers rang out for a while, and the ground of the entire courtyard was the remnants of firecrackers, and there was a smell of gunpowder, colliding with the pungent aroma of food, and I also moved my eyes to Li Qingshu's body, and said to her seriously, my tone was full of the so-called determination.
Li Qingshu's bitter face fluctuated slightly, he looked at me and didn't speak, and looked back at Xiaoyan who was already standing in the corridor, blown by the cold wind, and behind her, all the people at the door of the house stood up, looking at me and Li Qingshu, my heart became heavier and heavier, and just when I was about to continue to persuade, Li Qingshu turned around and looked at me deeply, walked in front of me, whispered a few words to me in my ear, and then left lonely, while I looked at her back, Watching her extremely long hair fluttering up, I secretly smiled bitterly.
The bleak wind blew up the second floor, the vibrating windows rustled, and the footsteps behind me sounded softly, I knew that Xiaoyan was coming, my brows furrowed slightly, and I moved my steps and slowly turned to look at Xiaoyan who came forward.
"Xiaoyan, I"
"Let's go home and eat, the food is going to be cold, and don't worry your parents, the neighbors are listening and watching."
Xiaoyan interrupted me, and the warm words came out, instantly hitting the cold current and warming my heart.
Now Xiaoyan has calmed down, not in front of so many people, in the Chinese New Year's Eve angry at me, at this time she is still thinking about me, still so understanding.
Looking at her, looking at her black eyes, I sighed softly, turned the bitterness into a smile, took her palm and walked to the family, ready to eat, and solved the departing Li Qingshu, the following is facing this difficult Yu Xue, holding Xiaoyan's palm tightly in my hand, staring at Yu Xue who was standing with my parents, I still couldn't relax, my whole heart was lifted, after all, I couldn't predict Xiao Yandong's outbreak, if Yu Xue continued to say things that stimulated her and did things that stimulated her, maybe it would explode at the dinner table, I can only rely on Ou Kuangda now.
"Mengmeng, I found that she looks at you differently, does she like you?"
When I walked to the door with Xiaoyan, the matchmaker mother who was standing at the pointed position said to me with a stern expression, obviously my mother's eyes are still very vicious, worthy of being a famous matchmaker in ten miles and eight towns, people who are engaged in wedding business, and their eyes are still so accurate, but my mother's problem makes me unable to admit it, and I have to deny it from Top Gun.
"Mom, what do you say? How could she possibly like me? She's the blind boss who sent me to jail, and she hates me too late. ”