214 Such a discovery added to the fear and uneasiness in his heart
on the dining table.
"Why did you eat so little today? Is the food not to your liking? Momo asked.
"Didn't you say these dishes are my favorite food?" Zhenfeng asked rhetorically.
"yes."
"Is this also the poem that tells you?" Zhenfeng asked, because his eyes were a little empty, hiding his expression.
"This ...... Oh. β
"She taught you to do it, too? Pick-up"
"Oh." Momo replied in a low voice.
"Why am I not at all impressed with such a close person? Why doesn't she teach the Filipino maid how to cook these dishes but teach you how to make them? β
Looking at Zhen Feng XΓΉ excited, Mo Mo was stunned: Did he have doubts in his heart?
Thinking in my heart, I made it up in my mouth: "This is because I am relatively good at cooking Chinese food." β
"I can't see it, why do you cook for me every day? I still make what I like to eat. You can be lazy or perfunctory. Why do you let your child call you Mommy? Our relationship isn't as simple as you say, is it? Who the hell are you to me! β
In the last sentence, Zhenfeng almost roared.
Momo explained in a panic: "Don't get me wrong. I call my baby to learn to call my mother because...... Because of Shiyin! And...... And Shiyin promised me to let the child recognize me as a godmother. β
"Shiyin Shiyin, you mention this name in front of me no less than ten times a day, are you afraid that I will forget it? But I sue you, I just forgot about it! I can't think of anything! Zhen Feng stood up in annoyance and pushed away the chair.
Damn it!
My head hurt again.
"Don't think about it, don't think about it, if you think about it again, your head should hurt again." Momo stepped forward, pulled away his hand holding his head, and massaged him: "Relax, relax......"
Whenever Zhenfeng wanted to break free from the cage of memory, his head would always be pierced like a steel needle.
Zhenfeng leaned over, gently wrapped his arms around Momo's waist, and rested his head on her shoulder.
Mo Mo was stunned and wanted to push him away.
But he muttered like a child: "Don't move, let me hug it, just give it a moment." β
Ever since he woke up, he had kept a proper distance from her.
Today, what's going on?
Momo gently patted him on the back soothingly.
"Why does this feel so familiar? Are we really just ordinary friends? You, is it really just her asking you to help take care of me? β
Zhenfeng hugged her tightly. Inhaled her breath deeply.
These days, his mind is very confused and confused, like a child who runs away from home and forgets the way home.
He had no memory, he couldn't see, he didn't understand the language of the birds.
She is like his streetlamp, like his eyes, like his mouth.
From the beginning, I fed him porridge, helped him walk, helped him dress, and even helped him to the toilet......
Every bit of it is like a lover or a wife doing it.
Although she kept saying that he had a wife, and that his wife's name was Shiyin.
But, the terrible thing is that he is more and more attached to her, and even, sometimes, he will treat her as his other half.
Such a discovery added to the trepidation and uneasiness in his heart.
The days slipped by day by day.
"Momo, go over and take a look, he seems to be angry." Martha ran over to Momo and said.
There are only four adults in this room, and Maya is holding the child and laughing in the living room, so the angry person is naturally him.
His mood is very unstable these days, and sometimes he suddenly becomes irritable.
Zhenfeng stood on the grass in the courtyard, holding the white fence in both hands.
"What's wrong?" Momo wiped the water from his hands and walked over to him.
Zhenfeng turned and looked at her, still a vague outline.
With a calm face, he walked over to her and stood a meter away from her: "Why are you hiding it from me?" β
Mo Mo was stunned: "What am I hiding from you?" β
"I can't see, but my ears are not deaf!"
β¦β¦
"Thinking and thinking about it is your child at all, you are Shiyin! It's my wife! Zhenfeng shouted.
"Nope! I'm not! Momo panicked and hurriedly denied it.
"Then I ask you! Did you give birth to the child? Zhenfeng leaned over and grabbed it, but didn't grasp it, stepped forward, and grabbed the blurred image he saw in his eyes, and then grabbed her hand, and said sternly:
"If you lie to me, I won't believe you anymore!"
"Yes...... I was born. But ......"
"Really?! Is that my child? Zhenfeng grabbed her.
"Yes...... Butβ"
Zhenfeng interrupted her ecstatically and hugged her tightly: "You are my wife, right?" Fool! Why do you keep hiding it from me? I'll just say, there's a familiar smell of kindness in you. β
"Nope! Zhenfeng, you listen to me. I'm not Shiyin! Shiyin is your wife! Momo explained eagerly and panickedly.
"You are Shiyin! Don't try to lie to me anymore. That overseas Chinese Mr. Zhang just told me that her sister is your midwife. Moreover, the day before yesterday, he called you Shiyin, and you answered, and I heard your voice upstairs. β
Zhenfeng smiled happily: "It turns out that you are my wife." It's just wonderful. It may be that I have done something sorry for you before, so you are angry and deny me, but I will atone for my sins in the future. Let's just live happily with our children. β
Momo is used to waking up early.
After taking care of the children, they will swim for an hour.
The morning sun was really nice.
It's just that she didn't sleep well because she was a little noisy last night.
She stretched, yawned, and got into the water.
After swimming a few rounds, I was so tired that I was panting by the pool.
When she looked up, she was startled by the fact that there was a person sitting in a chair on the shore.
"When did you come?"
"I don't know. I can't see the time again. Zhenfeng squinted, a little depressed.
She said that the house has a garden in front of it, a swimming pool in the back, and a view of the coastline and beach in the distance from the window.
Unfortunately, he couldn't see clearly.
"What you said yesterday is true?" Zhenfeng groped for her position, crouched down and asked.
Momo nodded, realizing that he couldn't see it, so he said "um".
"But why do I feel like you're not just a surrogate?"
Momo looked at him with a confused look on his face and did not speak.
She hid it from him.
She re-entered the water.
Because of lack of concentration, I choked on two mouthfuls of water, and suddenly felt a spasm in my left calf, and it became more and more painful and stiff.
She fluttered in the water.
"Momo?"
"Momo? What happened to you? β
Zhenfeng shouted, listening intently, the chaotic sound of the water in Gururu, the splashing of waves on his face.
"Pump...... "Mo Mo just came out ......of the water and sank into the water.
"Plop" sound, Zhenfeng jumped down, originally he was glad that he was enjoying Momo's personal care because of his eyes, but at this moment, he was so anxious, he even hated himself, why can't he see clearly......
There were white flowers in front of him, and in that white expanse, he vaguely saw a struggling figure.
Zhenfeng swam towards the figure.
At the same time, there were some images in front of him, like blisters, constantly popping up in his mind, flashing, clear and blurry, so fast that he couldn't grasp it.
He heard a gunshot!
The nerve cells in the brain are like being pricked by something!
His body shook in the water.
He saw a woman push him out of the way, and then her body was hit by the car and flew up, but strangely, she was still laughing.
His feet stiffened, and his hands tried to catch the body that was slicing through the air.
The mind was like a bolt of lightning again!
It hurt so much that his whole body rolled like he was rolling on steel nails.
He couldn't shout, he could only subconsciously close his eyes and hold his head tightly with both hands.
Another image popped up.
A woman hugged him and broke his heart, and then a mouthful of blood spurted out of his mouth, staining his white suit red.
He shuddered! I opened my eyes, my pupils converged, then dilated, and then refocused.
The figure in the water was getting clearer and closer.
It's just that it's not him who swam towards her, it's she who swam towards herself.
What's wrong with you?
He felt like a fish slowly sinking, sinking, while his hands and feet felt like they were tied. Only the eyes are free.
He saw the warm light refracted into the water, transforming into a colorful space.
"Wake up! Cheer up! β
"Cheer up! Wake up! β
He was wandering through that beautiful space when he suddenly heard a female voice calling to him anxiously and eagerly.
He frowned and slowly opened his eyes. At the same time, he spit out the water that he choked on.
"Zhenfeng? Cheer up! "The face of the * was condescending, but the tip of the nose was against the tip of his nose, and the water on his face dripped into his mouth.
His pupils dilated rapidly.
He saw that face clearly!
The face he's imagined countless times in the dark these days!
It turned out to be even better than he imagined!
The contours of her hair and one side of her face are covered with a halo by the sun, mysterious and beautiful!
"Did you know...... You ...... scared just now" Mo Mo patted his body angrily and tried to stand up, but he couldn't prevent him from holding her head with both hands and pressing it down, and her mouth kissed him straight and blocked the unspoken words.
What's going on?
Isn't there no need for artificial respiration anymore?
Mo Mo rolled his eyes twice before he reacted and wanted to push him away.
It's just that Zhenfeng hugged her head, turned over, pressed her under him, and continued to kiss.
Is he the Li Zhenfeng?
Are you stimulated and choked by water?
Or is it, as the doctor said, that when you wake up, your mind and temperament will also change?
Momo is still struggling.
"Don't move. This is a gift for me. Zhenfeng said in a low voice.
"What gift?"
Zhenfeng wanted to say that it was a gift to regain his light, but the words turned around his mouth, and his exit changed again: "There is no gift of drowning." β
As soon as he mentioned this, Mo Mo was angry, pushed him away violently, sat up, and said sternly: "Who made you jump into the water?" Do you know how dangerous it was just now?! β
"I ...... I want to save you. β
"Who wants you to save? Who wants you to save? You can't save yourself by jumping into the water as a blind man, and you still want to save people?! β
Mo Mo slapped his chest hard, and tears burst out of his eyes: "How many times have I sued you!" I don't want you to risk your life for me again! β
"I can't do it." Zhenfeng blurted out.
What a familiar answer.
"You...... What did you just say? Mo Mo was stunned for a moment, and his eyes widened: "Did you remember something?" β
"Nope." Zhenfeng shook his head: "It's just that sometimes some chaotic pictures flash. "Him
Looking at Momo in bewilderment:
"Have you told me that many times? That's how I answer every time? β
"No...... No, it's me...... Misremembered. Momo hung his head in a panic.
Zhenfeng strengthened the guess in his heart.
Mo Mo sighed lightly, and couldn't tell in his heart, whether he wanted him to regain his memory or hoped that he would never remember.
After a moment of silence, she spoke seriously: "You can't be so impulsive in the future. You say it's dangerous for you to jump into the water like this without seeing with your eyes......"
"I'm not impulsive. Feeling that you are in danger, where would I think so much. β
"Zhenfeng ......" Mo Mo looked at him and said in his heart: Even if you have amnesia, you still come to save me when I am in danger. Always like this without thinking about your own safety. Are you going to make me owe you forever?
Seeing Mo Mo's anxious and worried look, Zhenfeng took her into his arms and comforted, "Okay, isn't it all right?" You also have to promise me that you will not put yourself in danger in the future. β
"Okay." Mo Mo didn't refuse this time, and tightened his grip on the person who broke free from the death line again, still afraid in his heart.
When Zhenfeng took a change of clothes, Momo stood at the door of the bathroom, as if saying to himself: "You seem to have changed." β
"For better or for worse?"
"It's going bad."
"Is it because I kissed you suddenly just now that you said that? Don't...... We haven't kissed before? Zhenfeng smiled and looked at Momo's back.
Momo didn't answer.
"If you don't answer, it means that we kissed."
"Nope!" Momo denied it in a panic. She didn't want him to know about their once intimate past. She didn't even want him to know that she had been there in his old years.
"Even if we didn't before, we've kissed just now."
Mo Mo lowered his head and wrung the clothes in his hands, feeling a little messy.
What did she just do?
He was already a married man.
Zhenfeng took two steps forward and took Momo into his arms from behind. Such an intimate gesture frightened her to jump: "What are you doing?" Let go. β
The wind does not loosen.
He knew that she was the one he loved.
For the rest of his life, he didn't want to miss it again - no matter what had happened to them before, or what misunderstandings they had.
"Zhenfeng, you...... Is it okay to let go? β
He still held her tightly.
"Zhenfeng, you...... It's changed. β
He pursed his lips and said nothing.
If such a change could keep her by his side forever, he should have changed a long time ago.
Mo Mo broke his hand away, and was so anxious that he cried: "You are already married, and your wife is Shiyin." It's Min Shiyin. β
Zhenfeng was stunned for a long time, another blurred face flashed in his mind, and the smile with tears bloomed brightly.
He suddenly let go of his hand, his eyes flashed with a complicated and tangled light, he took a step back, and hugged his head violently:
"What the hell is going on? How many Min Shiyin are there? β
"My child came out of your belly, why does it have nothing to do with you?"
"Why can't I remember all of what you said?"
"I don't understand it either! How can I believe this qiΔ! β
β¦β¦
Zhenfeng's face twisted in pain.
"Zhenfeng, Zhenfeng!" Momo hugged him and comforted him: "If you have a headache, don't think about it, don't think about it......"
Zhenfeng slowly quieted down, lowered his head, and was weak: "What should I do?" β
He had a faint premonition in his heart: if his eyes were better, she would leave him, right?
"Don't think too much, get your eyes right first." Momo looked at his misaligned buckle, sighed, unfastened it, and refastened it.
"You have someone in your heart, right?" Mo Mo walked to the door, Zhenfeng looked at her back and asked in a daze.
"I have a baby. His name is Forgetfulness. Very smart and cute. He likes you a lot. Momo said as he lifted his leg and left.
I see.
Zhenfeng lies on the bed, falling into the bottom of the valley of loss.
Say Cao Cao, Cao Cao will arrive.
When Wang Zi appeared in front of Mo Mo with forgetfulness, it was really a huge surprise.
Zhenfeng secretly looked at Wang Zi, is that the person she loves?
But if that was the case, how could he possibly let her travel far and wide to take care of another man?
Moreover, Mo Mo turned around happily several times, but he didn't hug Wang Zi, just looked at each other with a smile and didn't speak.
Aren't they lovers?
Without memory, Zhenfeng can only connect what he has quietly seen in his mind, and rely on his own imagination and inference to connect relevant information.
"Uncle Feng, can't you really see me?" Forget to wave her little hand and dangle it in front of his eyes.
Zhenfeng laughed.
"Can't you remember who I am? I'm the invincible little clever in the universe. Don't you remember at all? β
Zhenfeng shook his head apologetically.
"You breastfed me when I was a child, you let me sit on your shoulder and ride a horse, you saved me and my mother when I was in Fish Town, and the three of us took wedding photos......"
"What? You...... What did you just say? Zhenfeng grabbed the forgotten hand.
"It's a wedding photo. That day, you were wearing a black suit, my mother was wearing a white wedding dress, and I was also wearing a small suit when I sat among you, and Brother Zhenming, and the photographer uncle all said that I was more handsome than you......"
Wedding dress...... They were also married......
He was married, she said. Is it with her?
She is actually Min Shiyin?
Zhenfeng scrambled through his mind for images, but the vague, fragmentary fragments collided with each other like meteorites, and then scattered in all directions.
Zhenfeng wrinkled his brows in pain, cold sweat dripping.
"Uncle Feng, what's wrong with you? What happened to you? Forgetfulness was so frightened that he tugged at the hem of his clothes.
The child in front of him called him uncle, but he called Wang Zi's person "father", and he was married to Momo.
What's going on?
It's messy, it's complicated.
However, he wanted to know.
He was desperate to find out!
Sharp fragments of his mind stabbed at him. The pain was unbearable.
"Ahh
Mo Mo and Wang Zi, who were in the kitchen, heard Zhenfeng's cry and rushed out.
"Don't think about it, don't think about it, cheer up, calm down, calm ......down," Momo held his head and soothed.
"I have a headache...... It hurts...... "Zhenfeng hugged Momo like a life-saving straw.
"I know, I know...... Take a deep breath, relax, take a deep breath, relax ......" Momo followed the method taught by Dr. Zhou.
After repeating it a few times, Zhenfeng slowly calmed down.
Wang Zi looked at this scene and turned around gloomily.
Forget that I don't like to eat Western food like Zhenfeng.
So dinner is still Chinese and seafood-based.
Because of the addition of two people, it is more abundant than before.
Mo Mo and Zhenfeng sat on one side, and Forget forgot and Wang Zi sat on the other side.
Watching Mo Mo carefully pick out the fish bones before taking them into the Zhenfeng bowl, Wang Zi felt very uncomfortable and endured it.
"Mom, don't you like to eat shrimp? You eat too. "I forgot to watch my mother peel the shrimp vigorously, but only put the peeled shrimp in his and Zhenfeng bowls.
"Mom ate so much better. You're growing your body, eat more. Mo Mo looked at the child who had grown into a little teenager, and his heart was already full of joy.
The corner of Zhenfeng's mouth was stained with sauce, and Mo Mo gently wiped it off with a tissue.
Wang Zi put the chopsticks on the table, his face gloomy.
He had imagined many situations, but when he saw their intimacy with his own eyes, his heart still felt like he had been gnawed by ants.
Mo Mo sensed his displeasure, didn't say anything, lowered his head and ate the rice in his bowl. And the meal was already cold.
Zhenfeng noticed that Mo Mo took care of Wang Zi's affection and deliberately distanced himself from him, and he was not happy in his heart, so he deliberately ate food everywhere and his clothes were dirty.
"Mom, Uncle Feng eats the same as his younger brother's uncle." Forget shook his head helplessly and said to Momo.
"Is he okay?"
"He's skinny. Not at all as good as I was when I was a child. "Forget about the right way.
Mo Mo smiled: "Have you played with him?" β
"Absolutely. He laughed when he saw me, and ran after me, giggling as he ran, and his saliva flowed so longβ"I forgot to make an exaggerated gesture with my hand.
Momo imagined the image and laughed.
Wang Zi looked at Mo Mo, but found that Zhenfeng, who was sitting next to her, was also turning his head to look at her.
The look in his eyes......
Uh, don't you look like you can't see it?
Zhenfeng noticed that he had forgotten his form, and quickly lost the sparkle in his eyes.
He had rarely seen Momo smile so happily.
At night, everything is quiet.
Wang Zi sat on the white bench on the balcony, looking up at the exotic starry sky.
Momo sat down and handed him a cup of coffee.
Wang Zi didn't answer, just looked at her, and his eyes surged with the frenzy of reunion after separation.
Momo put the coffee on the table, looked at him, squeezed out a smile with difficulty, and said softly, "Are you okay?" β
"No, it's not good, it's bad." He replied.
Momo looked at him, opened his mouth several times but couldn't spit out a word.
The two men fell into a long silence.
I haven't seen him for so long, and he seems to have lost some words. The expression is also full of deep loneliness.
"It's really beautiful. No wonder you can't get sick. Wang Zi shook his head with a wry smile and lit a cigarette.
"You know it's not like this......"
"I'm not here to see you, I'm here to take you back." Wang Zi took a puff of cigarette and slowly exhaled a circle of smoke into the air.
Wang Zi...... You can see the current situation, how do I go back? β
"You also helped them give birth to children. He also woke up. Isn't that enough? Wang Zi suppressed and lowered his voice.
Momo looked at him bitterly.
Wang Zi raised his chin at a forty-five degree angle and looked thoughtfully into the distance.
The lonely silhouette hangs over her heart like a crescent moon.
Did he often do that in the days when she wasn't there?
"Forget, Kangkang, Mo Shen, and Mo, they need you. It's been almost two years. Are you going to stay here? Wang Zi slowly opened his mouth and said heavily:
"Don't you care about your family back home? Don't you miss me at all? β