Several tables of guests in the hotel are talking from all over the world, from national affairs to children's love, which is divided into noisy, and the collision of wine glasses resounds with brotherly friendship and the helplessness of entertainment.

At this time, Luo Meng stared at me with a monster-like look, as if he had discovered that I had female features.

"What the hell are you looking at? I asked you to talk to me and enlighten me, not to let you look at me with squinting eyes, I told you a long time ago, I don't do it. ”

I put the empty wine bottle on the patterned table and said in a low voice to Luo Meng.

"Get out, as if I'm a kid, I'm looking at your current wolf bèi, a little emotional, a little hard to believe."

Luo Meng said to me a little sternly and dullly, looking at the pitiful eyes in those black eyes, I couldn't help but fall into deep thought, Luo Meng is not pretending to be pitiful, but poor wolf bèi me, maybe I am a poor person, but poor people must have something to hate, where is my hate? Foolish, I don't know.

But Luo Meng continued to speak, with an exclamation tone, to me.

"Brother, you were a good student with excellent character and learning when you were in college, a top student majoring in politics and law, at that time, it seemed to us that your future must be bright, you and Manqing are also talented and beautiful, and they must live better than my brothers, but for more than two years, the plot has not developed like that, Manqing has left with someone, and your village chief has no face to be, brother, you are too emotional, just because of the so-called foreign woman Maria, because the unknown child ruined your future and ruined your happiness, is it worth it? Sue me, is it worth it? Do you really think that foreign boy is your child? Don't be funny, this is not a cold joke, nor is it a bloody romance drama, this is life, a living life. ”

Luo Meng sighed again and again, feeling sorry for me, and also bluntly talking about my stupidity.

"yes, am I worth it? I guess I was kicked in the back of the head by a donkey, so I chased it out, and I had an undetermined thought, what did I do? These days, I've been thinking, why would I do something that I don't want to do that I regret so much? ”

I took a big sip of the unpalatable beer and said with a faint head in my head.

I completely forgot the words of the doctor, I can't drink now, but what happened to me is not a singing, a drunken can be completely forgotten, although I am a man, no matter how bitter and tired I have to endure the pain, but I am also a person, a normal ordinary person, I want to cry now, cry again, and then under the influence of alcohol, I don't think about anything and sleep until dawn.

"You were kicked by a donkey, okay, don't drink, cheer up, by the way, what about that foreign boy? Why didn't you bring it? ”

"I abandoned him, that little bastard is a broom star, a scourge star, what am I doing with him? Let him go to his parents, I have nothing to do with him, it's just a well-intentioned meeting in Pingshui. ”

I let out a howl.

"Hey, it's okay, it's not a matter to follow you, after all, you are also a jobless vagrant now, by the way, if you can't come to work in our company, it's better than being a security guard.

Luo Meng had a toast with me and said to me sternly.

Obviously, I can't see the low-level security guard in Luo Meng's words, but I don't think that maybe it's because the security guard also has such a layer of law factors, I just want to be a security guard now, and I can get the first month's salary as much as possible, so that the poor life can be relieved.

"Forget it, let's be a security guard first, I think it's good, if it really doesn't work, I'll go to you, come, don't talk about this, just let the wine wash away my troubles, I believe tomorrow will be better."

I rejected Luo Meng's kindness, in fact, there is an important reason, that is, Li Qingshu is in my security community, I want her to understand that after all, the strong dragon can't suppress the snake, she was wronged, she was beaten, she used Grandpa Mao to insult, everything is not so easy to let go, you must find it back, without violating laws and regulations, let Li Qingshu taste uncomfortable and angry

The evening slowly came, I sat in a small restaurant for an afternoon, strolling alone in the street that was so bright by the night, carrying a guitar on my back, carrying a worn-out computer bag, looking at the towering buildings, looking at the lights that lit up the cold room, the people swimming in the room, the people sitting around the dining table, the people kissing in the living room, the people lingering in the bedroom, they all have their own home, and I strolling on the street, but there is no home, and there is no one to form a family. All I was accompanied by a second-hand computer and a borrowed scar guitar.

I don't like cigarettes or alcohol, but at this moment I have to do it even if I am bored, in order to reduce the pressure on my body and mind, otherwise I am afraid that I will not be able to bear it.

Shaking across the intersection, staring past cars that don't belong to me at all, looking at the smiles of men and women, it was just as luxurious and extravagant for me.

The sky was getting darker, and the night brought restraint to the city, as well as decay, and the soft evening breeze gently shook the slender branches, and the bright moonlight gave a hint of coldness.

But the so-called wind with the traces of sand and stone friction, brought me the sting of scars, the gentle moonlight brought me a kind of cold sadness, walking in the bustling streets, reflecting my lonely posture, I need to escape from this spotlight world, I started to run, went crazy and ran, ran towards the villa located in a corner of the city, facing the friction of the wind, clothed in the sad moon, only running with sadness to drive the limbs, with pain to stimulate the nerves.

But after running 100 meters, I suddenly stopped, because I suddenly remembered something. Stopping and looking around at the somewhat quiet world, I fell into deep thought

Without Tom's harassment, I felt unusually relaxed and unusually comfortable, but there was a kind of silent loneliness and fear in my heart. Will it be taken away by human traffickers, at this moment I regret some regrets, some regret the impulsiveness of the afternoon, my impulsiveness really needs to be changed, in fact, even if I don't want to take Tom, I can also give it to the welfare institute and hand it over to the police, as a political science and law graduate, I actually did such a thing? I'm a little incredible.

No, I need to find Tom first, and then get him to safety, I'm leaving, yes, I need to find him, and I can't be taken away by ruthless traffickers.

I thought more and more firmly in my heart.

I made up my mind, so I stopped a taxi more soberly and prepared to go to West Lake to see if Tom was still there.

Sitting in the taxi, I looked at the fleeting night, hoping and hoping that this Tom had not gone away, and had been waiting for me in the West Lake who had abandoned him, although the hope was slim and would not exist again