This discovery made her want to cry.

I am so grateful to God that I want to cry with gratitude. Otherwise, if she is really poisoned, I am afraid that she will never get better in this life.

She pushed the man away from her, got up, came to the window in the dark, and pushed it open.

The candlelight in the courtyard shone faintly, barely visible in the room.

She turned her head, and instantly let out an "ah", covering her chest in shock, and her soul almost flew away.

On the ground, Xia Rusi was lying covered in blood, his body curled up in a ball, like a dog slaughtered on the street, looking extremely desolate.

And his head seemed to be smashed, full of blurred blood, and faintly visible white brains, looking disgusting and terrifying.

What the hell is going on?

Why did Charus become like this?

Did she do it?

How the hell did she do such a thing?

She tried to remember, but couldn't think of anything.

Perhaps, after she lost consciousness, she went completely crazy and collapsed, and she happened to grab something heavy in her hand, so she smashed Xia Rusi's head wildly, and smashed Xia Rusi's head into a blood cake in this way.

She imagined this possibility and the corresponding picture, and a thrill of revenge, blood hatred, and dignity arose in her heart.

even thought about rushing up and kicking Xia Rusi a few times, who made her fail to see that scene with her own eyes!

However, this pleasure lasted less than half an hour, and panic and fear came back to her heart!

She, she actually killed Xia Guogong's most beloved son!

What should I do?

She squatted down tremblingly and hugged together.

It was already the turn of winter and spring, and the night was not so cold, but her shivering could not be stopped.

Xia Guogong won't let her go!

Xia Guogong will not only kill her, but also make her die very miserably!

No, no, no, if you just want her to die, it's not a bad thing, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that they will make her worse than death!

Definitely! Xia Guogong and these people will definitely use the most cruel and terrible way to deal with her in the most cruel and terrible way that she can't even think about now!

Even if she is the queen, it is absolutely impossible to shelter her anymore!

Because, she really committed a heinous crime that is absolutely impossible to be forgiven and turned into a small one, even the queen mother can't help her get rid of the crime, not to mention that she is just a small slave!

Even if she is the weak person who is persecuted and bullied and has to resist, no one will be an enemy of Xia Guogong for her, and no one can save her.

She escaped the doom of being abused by men, but only pushed herself into an even more dangerous and miserable situation!

What to do?

What should she do?

At this moment, her body was cold, her face was pale, and her heart was full of despair.

Commit suicide? This should be the best way, but she is not reconciled.

She has gone through so much, and it was not easy for her to survive until now, but she ended her fate by herself, and she couldn't do it.

Surrender to your mother? This should be the most sensible approach, but could the ending be any different?

Moreover, this time the matter is not as simple as last time, if Niang Niang protects her, she will definitely be retaliated by Xia Guogong's full force, substantial and dangerous revenge, not just resentment and seeking opportunities to make things difficult.

No matter how strong Niangniang is, she doesn't have the power and power to crush Xia Guogong, the two sides are like a real fight, even if Niangniang wins, it will only destroy 1,000 enemies and lose 800 herself.

Why did she think or demand that Niang Niang sacrifice so much for the sin she had committed?

Thinking about it this way, she is simply desperate.

The night breeze blew and crackled the window lattice, sounding like the call of hell and the mockery of demons.

She tried to get up and close the window, but her body froze and shivered and she couldn't get up.

What the hell is she going to do?

Since she didn't have the courage to end her life, shouldn't she accept the miserable and hopeless fate she would face next, just like she did in Yaojing back then?

Her heart, a little bit sad, resigned herself to her fate.

That's all there is to it. Surrender to Niangniang, let Niangniang fall, wait for the arrangement of fate without any hope, die tragically, live worse than die, and live a miserable life.

Her tears slowly fell, more and more.

Such a tragic life and fate is really not as good as she should not have been born in the first place......

Suddenly, there was a faint sound of roosters crowing from a distance.

The voice, like a spell, shattered the barrier of death and despair in her heart.

Then, a sharp, shining, and powerful lightning bolt slashed through the darkness deep in her soul.

Wrong!

Not at all!

Her idea was completely wrong!

What does it mean that she should never have been born in the first place?

She is a child born in the love and expectation of her parents!

Daddy gave her all she could! She was once happy! also survived with the love, blessings and expectations of my father!

If she gives up and accepts her fate, she will deny and live up to the most beautiful and pure love that her father and mother gave her!

So, she absolutely can't give up!

You can't accept your fate!

Even if the road ahead is difficult, she will fight to the end!

Thinking of this, she stopped trembling, stood up suddenly, quickly closed the window, and then groped for the fire fold and lit the candle.

In the faint candlelight, she calmly and neatly dressed herself, wiped the blood stains on her body, and then took out all the silver tickets and valuable small jewelry from Xia Rusi's corpse, and quickly searched the house, carried the valuable little things in her arms, and then blew out the candles, walked out of the room, and closed the door.

The icy air and the night breeze lifted her spirits.

She took a deep breath and walked resolutely and resolutely towards the gate of the courtyard.

She's going to run!

That's right! She's running away! This is the best and only way out of the tragic fate that can be foreseen!

It's definitely not an easy road to take, or even a dead end, but she's still going to go!

Only by fighting can we have a chance to change our fate, even if the chance is slim.

At this time, Prince Jing's Mansion was still immersed in silence.

Her face was calm, and she walked steadily all the way to the gate of the palace, and said to the guards guarding the door: "I am ordered by the queen mother to go to the Feng Mansion to do something." ”

She has always followed the queen mother, and almost no one does not recognize her.

Although these guards felt that it was a little strange for her to go out at this time, but about the queen's affairs, where would it be their turn to ask more?

They asked, "Do you want to prepare a carriage for your aunt?" ”

She said lightly: "No need, there are horses outside, I will find them myself." ”

There were many guards and entourages who sent General Feng, the emperor and the queen to the palace, and most of them came on horseback, and it was impossible for the palace to arrange so many mounts, so many carriages and horses would stop on the side of the road outside the palace.

The guards then said, "It's still dark, please be careful." ”

Hu Er smiled: "I will definitely be careful." ”

It was a desperate trip, and of course she would be careful.

It's done, she will have a chance to live, and if she loses, it's really all over.