The wind continued to blow, giving the night a heavy chill, and my laughter was disturbed and drowned out by the wind, and I stopped laughing and became silent, and her inquiry came again—

"Why laugh? Is it funny what I said? Or are you already stupid? ”

"I'm laughing at myself for being pathetic, maybe everyone sees me like this, my best brother, the average crowd, even you, maybe I'm just an out-and-out bastard, right?"

"Aren't you? You know that Liu Qilei is Luo Meng's woman, why do you want to marry her? Are you so lonely? ”

Li Qingshu looked at me and said very seriously, and I saw it very clearly, her seriousness was with a hint of anger, and she seemed to be extremely dissatisfied with my marriage to Liu Qilei.

"Hehe, I'm lonely....... I just want to get married, it's that simple."

I looked at her, paused for a moment and said to her, at this time my feelings are not so calm, what she thinks may be hitting my heart?

"Want to get married? If you want to get married, do you have to marry a brother's woman? It's called wanting to get married, and it's hilarious. ”

Li Qingshu laughed, and said to me with a mocking smile, looking at her smile, I can't say how I feel, the position we are standing on is also close at hand, the wind blows her hair, and it also blows my hair, her understanding, I want to explain, but I don't want to explain, just look at her, look at her very quietly.

"Why don't you speak? Why are you looking at me like that? If there's nothing to do, I'll go back, you can go back too, and don't come to me if you're okay in the future. ”

Li Qingshu's smile retracted, he recovered his indifference, and said to me extremely indifferently, just turned around and prepared to leave when he spoke, he didn't have any nostalgia at all, as if he hated me very much now, of course, her hatred didn't matter to me anymore, I was already married, and she might be married, right?

"Li Qingshu, I'm not here to talk about my business, I'm talking about yours, I just want to help you."

I still haven't forgotten why I'm here, so I said to her quite loudly.

"I don't need your help, and you can't."

Li Qingshu left quickly, leaving such a sentence, I didn't speak again, just watched her leave, returned home, I looked up at the sky, sighed heavily, wanted to shout loudly, but I didn't know what reason to shout, the moon hung high in the sky, crowded with the stars, and I finally turned around and prepared to leave, I have been out for a long time.

Li Qingshu's refusal is also reasonable, but I don't want to give up, I know in my heart that I still have a knot, and this Qiē Li Qingshu is in trouble, maybe it is the time for me to dispel the knot, and the opportunity to break off completely.

I took the bus stop back to the hotel, I opened the door, ready to quietly go back to the bedroom, and then opened the door to find Qi Lei lying on the bed, did not seem to wake up, still asleep, and when I quickly took off my clothes and went to bed, ready to sleep, Qi Lei suddenly moved, and then we looked at each other.

"Qi Lei, you ......"

I looked at her and said suspiciously.

"What are you doing in the middle of the night?"

Qi Lei asked me with the same confusion.

"Went out for a walk."

I lied casually, casually, but also nervously.

"Going out in the middle of the night? Aren't you afraid of freezing to death? ”

Qi Lei said to me with a surprised face, also full of disbelief.

"It must be cold."

I hugged her and smiled.

"So what are you doing out there? Crazy? ”

Qi Lei asked.

"I just want to go out and be frozen, there is no other reason, let's go to bed, get up early tomorrow and continue to transfer to Beijing."

I hugged Qi Lei tightly and said gently, also changing the subject, I don't want to continue to talk about why I went out, after all, I feel that I have done something wrong.

"Okay."

Qi Lei didn't say anything, just was hugged by me, curled up in my arms like a kitten, I hugged her, looked at the gray room, slowly patted her back, but also gave her a trace of warmth, but also to give myself a kind of admonishment love.

"Jiafeng, may I ask you a question?"

We were silent for a while, and Qi Lei, who was in her arms, suddenly asked me.

"What's the question, when did we see each other like this?"

I said indignantly.

"Do you think our marriage will last?"

Qi Lei's cold question made me a little confused, but I was relieved in an instant, then let go of her, looked at her, and said suspiciously: "Why do you suddenly ask such a question?" Do you think our marriage can't last? ”

"No, I just don't have any confidence, I always feel like something is going to happen in the future, maybe this is called insecurity?"

Qi Lei moved her gaze to the side, also looked at the ceiling without light, and muttered, what she said was very light and light, so light that she may not be able to hear it herself, but I could hear it very clearly, hearing her words, I was refreshed for a while, I suddenly thought of something, I couldn't help but lose my mind for a moment, but I came to my senses and hugged Qi Lei tightly, and said solemnly to her: "Don't think about it, marrying you as a daughter-in-law is to give you a long time, you don't need to say such things in the future, do you hear?" ”

"I ...... Jiafeng."

Qi Lei wanted to say something, so I interrupted her and said to her: "Qi Lei, you have to be confident, you are so good, I am lucky to marry you, don't think too much, you see, I am holding you now, isn't this giving a sense of security?" ”

"Yes."

Qi Lei leaned into my arms, smiled at me and said softly, and then buried her head in my chest, none of us spoke, all to feel this pair of warmth quietly, in fact, for me, I can marry Qi Lei, really lucky, her love for me, maybe not compared, in the feelings I have experienced, Qi Lei is definitely the deepest affection for me, she has been in love with me for so many years, and because I have suffered emotional difficulties, this is what I owe her, since I married her, I have to protect her with my heart, Love her, I sue myself, I must not hurt her, otherwise Qi Lei will definitely not be able to stand it, she has already been divorced once, and she has been betrayed once.

The night passed peacefully, and we fell asleep embracing each other, like the moon and the stars, reflecting each other and preserving warmly.

We got up early the next morning, and then gathered the tour group and started the day's trip, and when I was traveling, I was also thinking about how to help Li Qingshu, how to dispel my shackles, I finally thought about it or decided to go to Li Qingshu's brother, ask him, what is the situation of their family?

At noon, I asked Qi Lei and the tour guide to greet the tourists for dinner, and I took the opportunity to come to Li's house, and this time I was directly looking for the security guard.

"Why are you here again?"

When the security guard saw me, he looked helpless and said speechlessly.

"Is your young lady's brother at home?"

I didn't talk nonsense, I just asked him.

"Young Master, he should be back soon, what's the matter with you?"

The security guard looked at me and said suspiciously.

"I'm looking for something for your young master."

I said with a smile, then turned around and walked not far from the villa, waiting for Li Qingshu's brother to come back.

Beijing city is extremely cold even during the day, the cold wind is still blowing fiercely, I stand in the suburbs of this house is not too much, it seems a little thin, but I waited, is to wait for more than half an hour, only to see a BMW car slowly coming to this side, I Dingqing looked, found that it was Li Qingshu's brother, I quickly stood on the road, and Li Qingshu's brother also stopped the car, saw me was surprised, and then was puzzled, he opened the window and stretched out his head to me and asked: "What are you doing?" Want to die? ”

His tone is not, the sense of superiority of the natural aristocracy is still there, and I am extremely unhappy when I see him, it was he who took Li Qingshu away from me in the first place, anyway, he had a bad impression.

"I'm here to find you, get out of the car and talk."

I looked at him calmly and said, I don't know where a guy who has lost his career still has a strong sense of superiority.

"There's no time, get out of the way."

He looked at me in disgust and said.

If it weren't for Li Qingshu, I wouldn't want to see his face, but I still stepped forward and said to him with a smile: "Was your company's company acquired by the Shangguan family?" ”

"What does our family have to do with you?"

"It has nothing to do with you, it has something to do with your sister, I'm here just to help your sister, if there is anything in your family that needs help, I may be able to help."

I looked at him and said calmly, now I also have confidence, after all, I have been the boss for a long time.

"Just you? Can you help? Don't be funny, go back where you came from. ”

He said to me with a mocking expression.

"Just be funny, but there must be a difficult time in your family right now, right? What do you have to be proud of now? I advise you to get out of the car and talk to me, sometimes it might be better to hang your head a little bit. ”

I looked at him and said with a smile, I used to see that he was a kind of powerlessness, and there was no self-confidence, but now I have self-confidence, maybe because my travel company has become plump, in China there are more than a dozen travel routes, this is my confidence, right?

"Hehe, it's funny, you said you wanted to do our family a favor on a small trip? Do you know what's going on in our house? Do you know what kind of business our family is talking about? A fraction of what I earn is more than a year, and I'm really about to laugh to death. ”

His handsome face was already crowded together, and his tone was full of so-called mockery, but I was smiling and silent