Chapter 114: Fragmented Youth
After this period, Di Yun jumped up from the bed and didn't bother to put on his pants again, anyway, he had to take them off later, and besides, the house was full of old men, and he was not afraid of being watched.
The first thing he did was to find a faucet to wash his hands, and his right hand was covered in his crotch for a while, even if he didn't do anything, he accidentally rubbed it as if he had touched something.
I didn't wipe it after washing it, and walked out of the bathroom.
Chen Guo asked strangely: "Xiao Di, do you have a girlfriend, if not, I will introduce one to you." The girls on Hong Kong Island are very beautiful. β
The implicit meaning of this sentence is: Why are you so skillful and realistic in your movements just now, have you practiced many times? Have you got calluses on your hands?
Introduce? Introduce your sister? He understood.
Look at the droplets on your hands and think of an intriguing joke.
It is said that a man was about to go to the toilet, and a female colleague came out of the women's toilet next door, shook the water droplets on his face with both hands, and then turned around and smiled with an unclear meaning, "I didn't wash my hands when I went to the toilet." β
At this moment, he wanted to shake off his face and say: I didn't wash my hands when I went to the toilet.
Chill out with a few jokes and move on to the next one.
I don't know how many times I took a plane in the Mid-Autumn Festival, so I definitely had to wash ** the next morning. The next scene is the scene where he washed the **.
This time I had to strip naked, with my back to the camera. Before starting, the drama manager also sent him a note for him to see.
"What is this?" Di Yun asked.
"Your lines later."
"It's not in the script." Di Yun said puzzled.
"Well, the director just added it." The eldest brother said, "You take a look first, and then I'll talk about it when I'm familiar with it." β
Di Yun's face suddenly collapsed after taking it and reading it: "Are you sure this is a line?" β
"Boom..."The guy wanted to laugh and couldn't help but say, "Anyway, the director asked me to add it." Definitely. β
"Xiao Di. Okay, okay? Chen Guo shouted standing behind the camera.
"Alright."
The dramatist quickly evacuated. Di Yun memorized the contents of the note, crumpled it into a ball and threw it into the paper basket. Then he turned his back to the camera and took off the triangle**, revealing a bare-ass back that gave people countless reveries.
βaction!β
Di Yun kneaded the ** he had just taken off into a ball and stretched it out under the faucet to scrub it continuously, and he was still muttering: "Get up early in the morning and wash your pants... Watching the children and grandchildren flow out... It's not that Daddy doesn't want you...... But the mother please don't take it in. β
While washing, he chanted a poem about washing his trousers, a silk image of a lack of love in five elements and a girlfriend in eight characters. In my heart, I complained infinitely: I know today, and the word "born from the heart" is simply too much. Mom, that's right, people who are obscene on the outside must be dirty on the inside, otherwise they wouldn't have written this kind of downward, but you still have to praise a very appropriate slip of the tongue.
The next scene is of him lying naked at the bathroom door and watching. Then he ran into his room with his hands under his crotch, and the bare butt flashed by.
But when he was ready to show up at the bathroom door with his hands crossed under his crotch and walked into the camera, he was startled by the situation outside.
Nima, what's the matter with that row of heads lying on the window outside the room? To say that it's all lonely because of decay, because of loneliness... woman, that's still there, and there is a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl mixed in with it, which is the girl who plays the Mid-Autumn Festival girlfriend A Ping in the play. What do you say you are a girl who is still underage, and what do you learn from a bunch of shameless old mothers?
With a clatter, he turned into the bathroom and pushed the door shut.
Running around bare-bottomed in front of a group of men was acceptable, but only if there were women present. He just couldn't accept it. You could say that he was unprofessional and did not have the spirit of dedication to art. But you have to admit that his discipline hasn't been left on the road yet.
"What's wrong? What's wrong? "Chen Guo doesn't know the situation.
"Hah......" laughed outside.
Only then did he know what the reason was, and went out to scold. Let people watch from the outside, don't let this group of women lie on the window and coax to affect the shooting.
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Di Yun's mood is constantly changing as the plot progresses. At first, he didn't care and was full of complaints. But with the development of the plot, with his own continuous realization, he gradually brought himself into the life of the Mid-Autumn Festival, and after understanding the kind of feelings that Chen Guo wanted to express, his heart was heavy and uneasy, as if he was stuffed with lead, heavy.
Many bored people will always excuse themselves with all kinds of loneliness, but they don't know that really lonely people don't even have the right to express their loneliness. For example, the Mid-Autumn Festival, such as Ah Long, and then Ah Ping and Ah Shan, they are a group of really lonely teenagers.
Ah Shan is just a dead person in the play, but her letter connects several people together.
The love she defended with her life turned out to be a farce. When the Mid-Autumn Festival sent the suicide note to the physical education teacher that Ah Shan loved. In the end, the suicide note turned into fragments that dissipated in the wind, and no one knew what Ah Shan said. In fact, there is no need to ask the physical education teacher why he did this, and it is clear when he thinks about it, because he is afraid of the prying eyes of the people around him, so he doesn't even have the courage to read the suicide note, and a fresh life is not worth his reputation.
What a ridiculous reason, but this is what Chen Guozheng wants to express.
After his mother left, Mid-Autumn Festival took a kitchen knife to cut his father, who had been abandoned from time to time, and met a boy like him in the bathroom. The boy in the school uniform angrily cut off his father's arm, asked him why he wrapped the **, and then calmly washed the blood stains on the murder weapon and left unhurriedly. The Mid-Autumn Festival was scared and threw away the kitchen knife...... He is not as careless as an outlaw, his reason makes him more like an ordinary child, at least this is the only place in his heart. This piece of self-reserved land proves the position of the Mid-Autumn Festival: although he is a bastard, he is a person with affection and righteousness.
Mid-Autumn Festival, Ah Long and Ah Ping came to the cemetery to look for Ah Shan's tombstone but could not find it, so they stood on top of the tombstone and shouted the name of the dead Ah Shan in the sky over the entire Hong Kong Island. At this moment, what we get is not an answer, but an endless heartache...... It was also here that I kissed Ah Ping for the first time in the Mid-Autumn Festival. He fell in love with the girl and fell in love with her despite knowing that she had cancer. Lonely men and women seem to be more likely to love each other in this prosperous but lonely world, and they will love more sincerely and passionately.
In order to stop the harassment of Ah Ping's family, Mid-Autumn decided to assassinate his boss - originally he was also a member of the gang sent by the boss to Ah Ping's house to collect debts.
But when he held the pistol in his hand, sweat had already soaked through his clothes. In the end, he did not succeed in the assassination, but let others plot the sneak attack, so that he was injured and hospitalized.
However, when he was discharged from the hospital, he learned that Ah Long had died, and what shocked him even more was that Ah Ping had also passed away last month. Two of his best friends have left him, and the Mid-Autumn Festival is gone.
Knowing that after Ah Ping's death, the Mid-Autumn Festival angrily rushed into Ah Ping's house, he had nothing to vent, and wanted to smash Ah Ping's TV, but unfortunately the TV was like a stubborn stone. In the end, Mid-Autumn threw it down from the upper floor, fell to the ground with a bang, and fell to pieces...... No matter how you fight against life, the final result may be the same as this TV.
Ah Ping's mother said, "Although my daughter is dead, you are still alive, and you are more sinful to live than to die." β
At this moment, Zhongqiu thought of death, but he couldn't die yet, he still had one thing to do. Although Aaron is a fool, he is his little brother, and now that he is dead at the hands of his boss, he has to take revenge on him. Very different from the panic of the last assassination, this time he simply made his own boss.
The posture of the Mid-Autumn Festival is always like this: explosive head, low-waisted pants, crop top, straight waist, open arms, fearless eyes, no one in sight when walking, pretending to be invincible. In fact, he is also weak on the inside.
As he once said to his friends: When a person dies, others will judge him, but how can others know what he really thinks?
Eventually, he shot himself and died in front of Ah Ping's grave.
After experiencing the loss of relatives and friends around him one by one, he knew what it meant to be alive, that is, the endless night. Rather than stumbling into a dark world, death and forgetfulness are tantamount to a relief.
At this point, the story is over, and Chen Guo is also happy.
Throughout the story, cancer, shootings, suicides, violence, illness, and apathy are all his tools, and he uses them to tear apart the youthful flowering season that should have bloomed brightly on December 20th.
But Di Yun was depressed after filming, he brought himself into the life of the Mid-Autumn Festival, and really felt the cruelty and ruthlessness in the story, and his heart was depressed.
So much so that when Chen Guo shouted "Finale" and the audience cheered happily, he was still standing in front of the tombstone of Ah Shan made by the crew in a daze.
"What's wrong?" Andy came over and asked.
"Oh..."Di Yun came back to his senses, scratched his head and said with some distress, "I can't say it, it's just that I'm in a panic." β
"That should be a good thing."
"Good thing? Di Yun didn't understand very well, and he was a bit of a fan of the authorities.
Andy said: "How did you mobilize your emotions when you used to film? β
"Most of them are triggered by their own experiences or something."
"Then have you tried to put yourself into the role before, think about what the character thinks, and completely transform it into the character?"
Di Yun shook his head.
"It's a different way of performing and feeling. However, it is easy to be affected by the emotions and lives of the characters in the play, and sometimes it is more difficult to play. Andy said.
Di Yun suddenly thought of the scene when He Saifei hid in the corner and cried alone during the filming of "Fengyue".
He nodded thoughtfully.
"Okay, let's put it down for the time being, just relax and relax." Andy patted him on the shoulder and said, "It's finished, let's go have a meal together in the afternoon." β
"yes, okay." (To be continued.) )