Chapter Seventy-Seven, It's Always Girlhood
Chapter Seventy-Seven, It's Always Girlhood
Last night, Jessica had a dream in which Zheng Zhi was holding a wedding with another woman, while she and her sister were in tears.
This kind of sorrow is unimaginable, like a broken liver and intestines, like a heartbreak.
Early in the morning, when Jessica woke up from a nightmare, she looked at the time, and it was still very early in the morning. But she couldn't sleep anymore, so she sat on her knees at the head of the bed. When she was a trainee, she used to sit alone in the practice room countless times. At that time, my only wish was to make my debut.
Now he is a senior who has debuted for seven years. What was once an unattainable dream has now become a shackle. Jessica knew that this qiē was just a change in her original intention.
The innocence and happiness of the past are long gone. Now I am like a walking meat without ideals.
She knew that when she and Zheng Zhi first met in South Korea, she was so paranoid and rebellious.
And this qiē slammed into Quan Ningyi's car as Zheng Zhi drove the car, as if it had disappeared. It's just that what once existed in zài doesn't really disappear. Although they never mentioned it again. Although Yiqiē seems to have calmed down, that time has been haunting her heart.
At first, she saw this concern as unfounded. It's just that for some reason a while ago, she couldn't help but run to meet Quan Ningyi secretly.
When Quan Ning saw him, he was so strange. Surprises, surprises, fears, and complexities that seem to be in another world are mixed together. Eventually, the two spent an afternoon sitting in a remote café. During this period, nothing was said, and many things became distant but clear under the baptism of time.
Kwon Nyeong-il's ability is questionable. Jessica knew this by this point. His motives are also very simple, nothing more than to make money and want to capture her heart.
It's just that he miscalculated Zheng Zhi's storage zài. So his plan ended up being a chicken. Originally, according to the agreement between him and Zheng Zhi, he should have disappeared into Jessica's world forever.
It's just that he doesn't know why, it seems that it's because what he can't get is the most unbearable, he goes around and goes back to the place where he first met Jessica.
Another encounter with the once wonderful people in this place. It's a pity that things are wrong.
Suddenly, a realization flashed through him. It turns out that I really love her!
It's a pity. When I realized it, I was already confused. I dreamed of the truth but woke up.
Jessica initially wanted to see Quan Ningyi again, but more to finally understand some unfinished things. It's just that when they actually met, she suddenly figured out her own problem.
It turns out that it has never been Quan Ningyi who has always been obsessed with him, but his unwillingness.
I did it for seven years as a girl's generation. It's like the most beautiful dream. There is beauty and sorrow in this dream. In this dream, the sisters used to rely on each other. It was also a stranger.
To this day, it is difficult to say what they are like. It's just that she knows very well that they are no longer the group of girls who simply wanted to sing, relied on each other, and faced a storm yesterday.
They've really grown up. It's weird to be called a girl anymore when you grow up.
They don't want to admit it. A fact that their fans don't want to accept either. The pinnacle of their belongings is on the way. The pink ocean that once swept the world is gradually withering.
She was the first to wake up from this heyday. Once she promised that Girlhood didn't know how long she could save zài, but I would be the last one to leave.
It's just that yesterday's prosperity has fallen into a dream, and the spring red is scattered.
The era of girls' generation has come to an end. And the girls who once had to be attached to this banner have long since been single in the wind and waves of the world. Each of them is already a leader in this circle. It's time for them to start another life!
Whether you want to admit it or not, girlhood has become more of a nostalgia for them. It's also a kind of bond.
In fact, they should go out separately and carve out a broad road for their future path.
The road of girlhood has reached the highest, and there is no way to continue. That's the most ruthless thing in the world. Whatever glory you once had. No matter how beautiful you once were, but in the end, you will eventually grow old!
At this time, the glory of girlhood was guarded and sunk in the torrent of the times with him. It's better to let go of him and fight hard.
The girls of yesteryear have long since grown up. It should not be trapped in the prosperity of yesterday and unable to get out.
It was in the early morning when no one was around. Early morning after this nightmare.
The girl who once sat in the practice room with her knees crossed and looked forward to the beauty after her debut, at this time she was already sitting in a mansion of several hundred square meters, sitting on the peak glory of the Hallyu girl group.
It's just that what she longs for at this time is no longer fame and glory. She already had it, and what she wanted was something else that she hadn't seen here.
After a long time, a stream of clear tears rolled down. It's like witnessing the shattering of the glorious dreams of the past!
The girl stood up and walked out of the room.
When the morning sun is shining. There's finally movement in the girls' generation's dormitory.
Xu Xian was the first to open the door and walked out of the room to prepare to wash. It's just that when she turned her head, she found that Sister Sika, who was always the last to get up, was actually sitting on the sofa in the living room.
Seo Hyun was as unbelievable as if he had seen an alien. If it is said that it has been famous for many years. What is the biggest difference from the past, it is undoubtedly slack. When you sit on a qiē, you can't help but start slacking off. This is the inertia that can occur in anyone.
Sika and even the other members, including Seo Hyun himself, are no longer as diligent as they once were. But today she was surprised to see Sicaoni get up so early. How not to surprise her!
Just as she was about to ask, if something had happened. Sika, who had been holding her knees in the air, turned her head to look at her.
Jessica showed a warm smile: "Xiaoxian is up?" Let's go wash up, I bought breakfast and came back! ”
Xu Xian only felt more uneasy, for some reason, he always felt that something was wrong when he saw Sika like this. It's just that she still obediently went to wash.
When Xu Xian finished washing, people in the dormitory got up one after another.
Eventually, Taeyeon, Pani, and Suyoung, who have been the busiest recently, also got up.
Everyone was a little surprised to see Sika, who was already fully dressed and sitting in the living room.
It's just that because of time, everyone is also in a hurry to wash and dress up.
When everyone is packing up. only to find a bunch of hearty breakfasts on the table in the restaurant. Although it was bought back. But it's also appealing enough.
Everyone wondered, where did these breakfasts come from?
Xu Xian, who was the first to get up, said, "It was Sicaoni who bought it." ”
This time, not only Xu Xian, everyone felt that today was a little weird!
Jessica had already come to the dining room and sat down when the sisters had cleaned up. At this time, he saw everyone looking at him strangely. Jessica smiled and spoke, "Everyone is here, I have something to say to everyone." ”
Everyone felt a sense of impending a storm. At the same time, he put away the smile on his face and looked seriously at Jessica, who was especially weird today.
Jessica didn't explain her anomaly to everyone, but said to herself, "It's been seven years since we debuted. ”
Everyone's expressions were a little gloomy.
Oh, yes! It's been seven years! They have also become seniors unconsciously. It's just that this also means the fact that they are passing away. It's just that they don't know how Jessica, who has always been the most reluctant to admit this fact, suddenly brought up this matter.
"We all know that we have been snubbed by the company since our girlhood. The time has come for our portfolio to be replaced by a new one. ”
Everyone's faces flashed with disagreement, but in the end they had to admit that this was the truth. There is no way to argue.
"I've done well enough to even reach the top of the girl group. Even if it's a men's group, there aren't many who can surpass us. But the lifespan of idols is so long! We can't avoid it. ”
"Kids, I used to have a hard time with the company because of my personal branding. At that time, people may not have understood me, but what I want to say today is that although I am reluctant to be a girl, if I have to choose between a personal brand and a girlhood, I may still choose a personal brand. ”
Jessica lowered her head at this, not looking at the eyes that everyone obviously disagreed.
"I really can't see the future of girlhood. I've also said that I will guard the future of girlhood. But looking at those seniors who are getting old and losing popularity, I'm really scared. I'm afraid to become one of them one day. I was very unwilling. ”
With that, Jessica looked up again at all the members.
"Children, we must admit that we will eventually break away from the name of girlhood and break through the entertainment industry alone."
The expressions of Taeyeon and the others changed from puzzled and angry at the beginning to sad at this time.
Such a fact is in front of you, whether you admit it or not, he is actually in front of you.
Eventually, Sunny said, "What do you think?" ”
Jessica looked at everyone again with seriousness and said slowly, "We have to move separately, Taeyeon, Pani solo, Yoona, so-young, and Yoo-ri are moving closer to the actors." Xiaoxian starred in a stage play. Hyo-yeon can start a dance school. Sunny, I'm sure the company will make a good arrangement. ”
The crowd was silent again. Sika's words were right. However, the company's resources are limited, so how can it be comprehensive. For example, how can the TV series of Yuna and the three of them be taken into account at the same time?
"I'll ask OPPA to help talk to the company." Jessica said as she looked at everyone's somewhat gloomy expressions.
None of them spoke.
Perhaps, the prosperity of girls' generation has really come to an end, and will it take a sharp turn in the future?
On the stage of Hallyu, how long can you still hear, "We are girls' generation, now is girls' generation, and will always be girls' generation!" ”
The prosperous world will finally come to an end! (To be continued.) )