145 Find a way to reconcile

I watched him like that, and my heart pounded. Their precociousness is all because of my disqualification, I am not a competent mother, so that the children at such a young age learn to look at people's eyes, learn to clumsy self-preservation, and learn to protect me by hurting themselves.

"Baby, no matter what happens, Mommy will not leave you or separate you. Dad's business, I'll find a way to solve it, okay? Don't you think so? Good no good? I said this, looking at the expressions of the two of them worriedly.

The two little guys usually look silent on the surface, but they have a lot of ideas in their hearts. I'm afraid that I'll say it late, and I'm afraid that they will inherit the stubbornness of not hitting the south wall and not looking back.

After I finished speaking, the two of them looked at each other, then lowered their heads and thought about it, time passed slowly by second, I waited anxiously, but I didn't dare to ask, I could only wait quietly for their reaction.

"Can we meet Daddy?" Yuan Yuan lowered his head and thought for a long time, and raised his head to say this sentence. I suddenly felt a kind of desperation, what the hell had I messed things up?

"It's okay to see Dad, but Mom wants to know what you really think, so don't hide it from Mom, okay?" I stared at the two of them, wondering if they would say yes or not. Before I knew it, they were precocious enough to have their own ideas and learn to make their own decisions.

"Okay." Yuan Yuan nodded, and Tong Tong also nodded slightly when he saw his brother's movements.

"Sit down." I pulled them to the couch and sat down, squatting on the carpet myself, looking up at the two little faces.

They looked at me with the same eyes, and I thought about it and asked with difficulty, "Do you want mom and dad?" ”

I was going to ask them who they wanted their mother to be with, but when I got to it, I switched to that. Although I want to know what they really think, I can't ask them directly. That question, for them, is too difficult.

Yuan Yuan shook his head unexpectedly and said, "No, we want to be with our mother, not with our father." ”

My hanging heart finally let go, it's okay, it's okay, there is still room for redemption.

"Then why are you two talking about one staying with Mommy and the other with Daddy?" I asked patiently, less nervous in my heart.

"Dad always comes over and deliberately embarrasses Mom." Yuan Yuan looked up at me and said very directly, "If we could have a past dad by our side, it wouldn't be like this." ”

"Silly boy." I took him in my arms. He was only six years old, but he wanted to protect me in this way, and I was moved and deeply felt my own powerlessness at the same time.

"Mom, you are very happy after you and Uncle He are together." Tong Tong added on the side.

I was so moved by their simple words that my throat tightened and I took a few breaths before I could speak. I'm not afraid of being seen in my tears by them, and it's not a shame to be touched by the people closest to me.

"So, I'll call my dad and take you over to meet in a minute, and then we'll make it clear, okay?" I said with a smile through a layer of mist.

"Okay, if Dad doesn't agree, we can separate. We were still in the same class from Monday to Friday, and we were separated on Saturday and Sunday, so don't worry mom. Yuan Yuan stretched out his hand to help me wipe my tears and said thoughtfully.

He thought so far away, it really surprised me.

I was touched and a little happy at the same time, in their hearts I will always be in the first place, no one can surpass. Even, they paid more attention to my feelings than their own.

After the two of them said these words, their feelings calmed down significantly, and Tong Tong, who had been choking, slowly recovered. I got up and wrung a towel to wipe the faces of the two little ones, and said, "I'm going to discuss it with Uncle He, and then I'll call Dad, okay?" ”

Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong nodded, I turned around and went into the bedroom, and saw that He Liancheng was still asleep, so I couldn't bear it anymore and walked over and kissed him gently.

He slept very lightly, opened his eyes at once, and asked vaguely, "What's wrong?" ”

"The two little ones have their own ideas, I want to discuss with you and see if I can find a solution." I sat down on the edge of the bed.

He woke up all of a sudden, got up and sat up against the head of the bed, took me into his arms, stared into my eyes and asked, "Crying?" ”

"Hmm." Just now outside, I was touched by the two little guys, my eyes are still red, and the sourness in my nose has not faded.

"What's wrong? What do they think? You say. He let go of the hand he was holding me.

"They are too precocious, and they want to use the way that the two of them are separated, one is by my side, and the other goes back to Chu Yi's side to solve the current problem." I told He Liancheng the truth about the decisions and thoughts of the two little Bao'er.

He frowned and fell silent, not saying a word for a long time.

I waited for a few minutes, but I didn't hear any response from He Liancheng, so I couldn't help but ask, "What do you think?" What should I do about this? ”

"It's definitely not going to work to separate them." He Liancheng pinched his eyebrows and thought for a while before answering, "Chu Yi's current posture is to fight for the custody of the child, and not to go through formal channels, so it is annoying enough to harass him if he has nothing to do." ”

What he said was the truth, Chu Yi did not go through formal channels now, no longer communicated with me, but appeared from time to time when he thought it was appropriate, and then accurately messed up a qiē.

I have talked about everything, I have said everything, he does not listen or ask, stubbornly follows his plan, does not pay attention to the rules, does not have any moral bottom line, and wants to take the child to him.

"What are we going to do? Connected. When I finished asking this, I was stunned. I still subconsciously turned to him for help and kicked this unsolvable problem to him. I'm so selfish and despicable!

"He is willing to toss, let's accompany him to toss, the child will definitely not let him take it away, I know that Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong are in your heart, more important than Kuankuan." He Liancheng closed his eyes after speaking.

"No, the kids are all the same for me." I explained in a panic, as if I was really accidentally told by He Liancheng that I didn't want people to know the most important thing in my heart.

"I'm kidding." He opened his eyes, smiled, hugged me hard, and said, "I know, you're the same with children." ”

Only then did my heart fall back into my stomach, and I continued: "The two children discussed with me just now and wanted to meet Chu Yi, they have something to say to him, and I don't know if they can change his mind. ”

When he heard my words, he said in a very strange tone: "Le Yi, you originally hid the child behind you and refused to show Chu Yi more eyes, why do you think that taking the baby to talk to him this time can change his mind?" He saw that the baby was becoming more and more sensible, how could he possibly change his mind. He will only become more and more resolute, and he will not get the determination of the child not to let go. ”

I don't know how to pick him up, it's not that I haven't considered his situation, I just want to move Chu Yi in another way, I hope he can really think about the situation of the two children and me, and then let go. He is the biological father of Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong, and I have never denied it.

"I want to have a good talk with him, maybe I can reach a settlement with him in another way, such as whether Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong's weekend time should be reasonably allocated and let him do some of his duties as a father." I asked tentatively.

It turns out that my thoughts are the same as He Liancheng, and we are not willing to let the children have too much contact with Chu Yi, hoping that they can really treat He Liancheng as a father. However, so far, our efforts do not seem to have achieved the desired results.

"I don't know." He Liancheng put his arm on my shoulder and said, "I don't know, if that's the case, what will Kuankuan think in the future?" His brothers are not the same father as him, and what are the feelings of Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong for me? The man who robbed their mom? Or what? ”

His expression was also painful and tangled.

These are things that we never thought about. In the very beginning, love was enough to make people forget the environment they were in, and everything they did had only one purpose, that is, to be together.

Now that we're together, all the problems are slowly coming to the surface like a reef beneath the surface. He has no experience with this kind of thing, and neither do I.

How will Kuan Kuan and his two older brothers get along in the future? There are three of them and two dads, how can I explain it...... The more I thought about it, the more headaches I felt.

"They won't think so, they trust you more than Chu Yi, it's just a connection of blood relations, we can't artificially cut it off. Therefore, I want to talk to Chu Yi again, make some concessions appropriately, and want him to stop. I don't want to continue to give you and cause trouble for your family. I stared at him and said these things that I had been thinking about for a long time.

"What if he doesn't budge?" He Liancheng asked rhetorically.

"I won't know until we talk about it, I hope you can accompany me." I didn't want to hide from the topic anymore, so I immediately replied, "Whether he gives in or not, we must talk about a clear result this time." If we can't get along, we should also be mentally prepared that he will interfere in our lives at any time. If you can talk about it, it will naturally be the best. ”

"Okay." He smiled and said, "Call him for this afternoon." ”

Chu Yi seemed to be waiting for my call, and after dialing, he answered it quickly and fed it over there. I didn't talk much nonsense, I just said that I wanted to ask him out to talk, and asked him if he had time in the afternoon, and he immediately agreed.

After hanging up the phone, I called my aunt again and asked her to help take care of Kuankuan at home, and He Liancheng and I took Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong and rushed directly to the place we had set.

When we arrived, Chu Yi was already waiting, his spirit was fine, and when he saw Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong who came in with him, the corners of his mouth raised and a concerned smile appeared