437 A person you won't notice

"Life is always going to be a little unsatisfactory. The road paved is not as long as you envisioned. If you like to do something. Maybe the people you love deeply are drifting away from you. You are going to move forward. Or stay. It is even more cowardly to retreat. West Lake is only at its most beautiful in spring and summer. And often people come here in winter. It's all lonely and unbearable. You are so. So do I. We may all imagine standing here again in the spring season. The palm of his hand clutches the edge of the ancient bridge. Looking at the West Lake melting from the glacier to clear water. Look at the ripples on the surface of the lake."

Liu Qilei stood by the bridge with a smile on her face. Say it word by word. It's just her seemingly pleasant look. Makes me feel like it's all fake. She wasn't happy. Instead, he was pressed hard by a heavy stone. She seemed to be out of breath. I saw her exhale long. The body looks a little thin.

"Who would say the truth. Anyone knows. But when you really face it, it can't be solved by a big reason. When you feel like you don't belong in this world anymore, it's really indescribable. I'm confused right now. I don't know what to do. What to do is right. I've done a lot of things wrong. It's become trembling."

When I saw Liu Qilei, I couldn't help but want to talk about my love, and even talk about me. Maybe her appearance was to let me vent my feelings.

"It's just your delusion that you don't belong in this world. You have to believe that you are part of this world. It is not the world that has given you away. It's the people of this world. But you have to understand. Even if everyone in this world abandons you. You're not alone either. It's not out of this world. Because there is one person who always keeps you in mind. No matter what condition she's in. Even if there are too many people coming and going around her. But this person will not forget you. It will always be remembered in the bottom of my heart. Maybe remembering that you've become a habit for this person."

Liu Qilei smiled. Slightly open shriveled red lips. Said to me calmly. Her face at the moment is really calm. is the ultimate calm.

But what she said made me a little inexplicable. When he had doubts in his heart, he left and blurted out to her, "Alone. Who."

"Someone you won't pay attention to. Someone you would hate someone. Someone who doesn't have the power to love you."

Liu Qilei's calm face rippled. But she didn't look at me. Speak plain but unintelligible words. Who is she talking about. I don't pay attention to anyone. Who I hate. You don't have the right to love me yet. There's another person around me.

"Say who it is. Do you know something. Sue me quickly."

I was irritable and curious. Liu Qilei's sudden inexplicable words really shocked me. There's another person around me. Even though people all over the world have abandoned me. She remembers me. Nonsense.

"If one day you are abandoned by the whole world. She'll show up. You'll also know who she is. But you can't beat yourself up now. Must be strong. Special emotions need to be treated specially. If you have a little bit of a decision in your heart. Just do it. It doesn't matter if it's done wrong or right. Be brave and face it. That's you. LIANG Jiafeng.

Liu Qilei tilted her head and stared at me. Said rather coldly. If she's wrong. I can't be right either. Thinking about it at this moment, I couldn't be wrong. The raging cold wind roared with tears one by one.

Liu Qilei. You're just. I don't have the time or the mood for you to play. Don't talk to me from now on."

Hearing Liu Qilei's words made me angry for a while. I don't think there's such a person at all. She must be lying to me. So I got angry.

Angry at her. I don't care what she looks like. I just turned my head and walked to the other side of the West Lake Bridge. And she stood far away. I was going to confide in her. But I didn't expect this to play tricks on me. It must have been because I heard her secret. And then let me scold badly. Want to give it back to me.

We were all silent. We stood at each end of the bridge. No one bothers anyone. Silly~ forced by the cold wind. It's still at a time like this. After standing for a long time, I couldn't help but look in the direction where she was. I saw her standing straight. Looking at the frozen West Lake from afar. Hair scattered in the wind has been zeroed. The so-called noise can't get here. Maybe she and I didn't really blossom. Even though I have a girlfriend. Even if she is married.

Liu Qilei came here. It must have been a quarrel with Luo Meng. Otherwise, you're crazy to come here. My phone keeps ringing. The shrill ringing of bells has turned the silent West Lake into a manic one. Let's stand on the other side around the scarf. Wearing a face. The woman in the coat couldn't help but look at me. Apparently my ringing disturbs the silence of others.

Maybe no one will call me right now. In addition to parents at home. The bell rang over and over again. I finally got through the phone with reluctance.

"Son. Where are you? Did you go to Xiaoyan's house as a guest?"

The voice of the matchmaker's mother full of anticipation resounded. I can only frown secretly. A lonely sigh in my heart. I finally let my parents down again. I disappointed them at the wedding half a year ago. And this time I'm the same ending again. I don't have the ability to grasp the daughter-in-law they want.

"yes. I'm at her house right now."

I don't want to disappoint them though. It may be right to tell a white lie. At least I can't let them know about the breakdown of my relationship with Xiaoyan today.

"Really. How are Xiaoyan's parents. Have you ever looked down on you as a rural child. It's good for you. How are you talking. Did you say that I also came to Hangzhou. Parents of both sides meet and meet. Then the marriage is set."

The matchmaker asked me countless questions in one go. It made my mind instantly unstoppable. It's all about to blow up. I'm not annoyed by the matchmaker's mother. It's that I'm too guilty about them. The more the matchmaker asked. Constant inquiry. Inquiries of concern. My love was immediately chaotic. I don't know how to continue with a round lie.

"Meng Meng. Speak. Hey."

The matchmaker's voice continued to resound while I was sluggish. Let me answer immediately.

"Xiaoyan's parents are very good. They treat me very well. We also communicate very well. Didn't look down on me as a rural person. It's just that they didn't mention anything about my marriage to Xiaoyan. I didn't say you came."

I was quick to answer. Even though the tone was trembling, I tried to hide my feelings from the exposed. Disguise yourself. Let the matchmaker feel that I am happy. Instead of being lonely and lonely.

"How could they not say it. Isn't it that I'm not happy with you. Do you want to take the initiative to mention it? See what they have to say."

The matchmaker still won't give up on my marriage. Said to me bitterly. Just her every word. I'm just a heartache. The love they gave me. I can't return it. I was punished. Even his parents were sentenced. I really hated myself. I can't even maintain a stable relationship.