As soon as I entered, I couldn't help but hug Dandan from behind. （.）

"What's the hurry, it's full of the smell of barbecue, go and rush first," she broke free from me.

"I'm annoyed, I haven't had a mood, what can I do with a hug."

"Then you can hug me," she said, taking off her shoes, kicking me to the side, and pulling me into the kitchen, and I shook my head and hugged her to follow. Dandan took the Coke from the refrigerator and handed it to me, then she turned her head again and said seriously, "Yin Ran, do you know? I love you. "She looked very serious, and her eyes didn't move.

"What are you talking about now, I've always guessed it very clearly." I took her Coke and let go of it.

I just stood there, opened the Coke, took a few big sips, and handed it to Dandan.

"If I say I want to be with you forever, can you promise me?" Dandan didn't drink Coke, continued.

"Go on, I'm listening." I don't know how to answer this, I want Dandan to finish speaking.

"Do you still love her?"

I thought to myself, I knew I wasn't kind, I knew I wasn't in love. But, Dandan, no matter what, I haven't lied to you about this relationship between the two of us, do you have to ask clearly?

"Do you want me to tell the truth?" I asked.

"Tell me the truth, don't have anything fake," she said firmly.

"I'll smoke a cigarette first." I said, and she said yes.

As long as there is a moment of tension or struggle, I light a cigarette, maybe it's just an addiction, but it does ease my feelings.

"If you don't love her, do you believe it?" I asked her, but she just shook her head.

"You don't believe it yourself, so why are you asking this?"

"I'd love to know, what's the difference between you loving me and loving her?" Dandan went on to say this.

"How can I say this, I can expect that this situation will be a mess, Dandan, don't question my feelings for you, you don't deny it, my feelings for her, to put it mildly, I don't know how great it is, I don't know what will happen in the future, but now you have to ask me who I value more, what answer do you want? Which of you is the palm of the hand and who is the back of the hand? Do I cut it off? I can't cut it off, so don't you force me, okay? ”

After listening to what I had to say, Dandan began to ponder, and I took a cigarette from my pocket, lit it, and handed it to her.

We had a relationship.

When I woke up the next day, there was a warm light through the curtains. I looked at Dandan, who was sleeping next to me, with a calm and enjoyable face, and her quiet face was so calm. Dandan is not a girl who likes to be pretentious, but she once told me that she liked the first thing I did when I woke up, which was to kiss her, kiss her forehead, her eyes.

So I bent down, sniffed her, and kissed her gently, and I could guess that she was half-asleep by this time, and that sweet look appeared on her face, and she smiled at my kiss.

"After you get up by yourself, get some food, I won't buy it for you, Dandan."

She nodded, her eyes opened, and she looked at me, "You pass by the vegetable market, turn in and eat something, don't be busy every time, skip breakfast, pay attention to your stomach." ”

"Hmm."

Dandan's birthday was approaching, and after taking some time, I went to Swarovski's shop and bought a crystal chain, which was relatively cheaper. I asked Dandan to call her friends to come along, and she said that she didn't have any friends here, only some ordinary friends who were in touch at work, but could not be called friends. She said she wanted to live with me if we could live together. I love what she said.

In the restaurant of a certain hotel, we ordered a buffet for two people. Sitting by the window on the eighth floor, we can look at the river and the neon night at our feet. The most important thing is that the restaurant is small and quiet. I didn't order a birthday cake, I thought it would be silly to bring a cake to the hotel, so I bought a bouquet of flowers and put it in the car, intending to surprise her, knowing her so far, I have never sent flowers. Although I am very unhappy now, and even at this moment, my mood is gray, but I want to give her a colorful birthday.

Dandan arrived before me, every time we used to eat, she would always arrive a little before me, she said that in this way, she could order my favorite dish first, even if she didn't have to order it first today, but she still maintained this habit. She didn't deliberately dress up today, she was like she had just left the company, she was wearing very simple professional clothes, like going to a party organized by a unit price. When I sat down, I watched her drink plain water, and I said, "If you're hungry, eat first." ”

"How can I eat if you don't come." She said.

"Help me get something to eat, just eat it, take whatever you want, no fruit." I say.

Dandan stood up, went to the food section and picked up some so-called delicacies that looked beautiful and I could guess that they would never taste good, and she put them in front of me, and we started this date.

We all started eating, and the beauty outside the window was separated by a thin mist, and there was some hazy beauty. If we freeze the time here, we don't think too much about it, this simple sweetness is very happy.

After only a few bites, we were almost finished. The women who were with me always thought I was eating too fast and told me to eat slowly, saying that eating fast was not good for my stomach. But there is no way, after so many years, it has become a habit, and it is not so easy to change. Dandan saw that I had eaten enough, and pretended to ask me if I was enough, and I shook my head.

"Yin Ran," she said, putting down the fork in her hand.

"Huh?" I was tempted to light a cigarette, but I couldn't help but smoke it at this fancy restaurant.

"I can guess you've had a lot of things happen in this time." She said.

"Don't talk about it, okay?" I stopped her from saying, "Don't talk about this, you don't understand, talk about something happy." ”

"Well, then I won't talk about it, but today is my birthday, can I make a condition?"

"Okay." I actually listened.

"I don't care what kind of person you are, I don't care what others think of me, if you do have any difficulties that you can't get over, I will still be with you as before, don't worry."

Looking at her serious eyes, I can't see a little falsehood, which will move me, and I know clearly, whether it is two years or five years, what will happen, but what Dandan said to me is definitely from the heart.

"I can guess it, this will, I'll wish you a happy birthday first." I raised my glass, "Then replace the bar with juice, happy birthday." ”

Clink.

After pretending to be happy and eating this meal with Dandan and sending her downstairs, I suddenly didn't want to go up, and I planned to go back to my house for a while.

"Don't go down yet, wait a minute." I said to Dandan, who was sitting next to me.

I opened the car door, took out the bouquet of roses that had been sitting for a long time, and walked in front of her, "I still wish you a happy birthday, it seems that I have never sent flowers to you, haha, today in the flower shop, I bought a bouquet by the way, I hope you like it." "I think it's funny to look at the bouquet of roses in the car, which has been baked a little bit by the heat.

She looked at the flowers in her hand and smiled, "I like it, but pay attention after buying the flowers next time, they are almost baked into preserved fruits." ”

I took out the small box from my pocket again and handed it over, "You go up and have a look, I want to go home tonight and stay alone, okay?" ”

She took the locket in my hand and said, "Don't drive too fast, be careful on the road." ”

kissed Dandan on the face, watched her go up, and then drove the car in the direction of home.

The new company is waiting for progress, and some of Essence's stores have nothing to keep busy.

I had time, and after leaving school, I went to work here, spent the life of waiting for the elderly to receive wages in a broken company, and also spent the hard time of working day and night in the warehouse, and even spent the drama of starting from scratch but having to face the result of failure. At the moment of work, I was thinking about taking a good rest and going on a trip, but now I suddenly have nothing to do, but I have no idea what I want to do.

I look so calm that I can pretend that nothing has happened, I can pretend I don't care.

But in fact, I was in a mess.

Since I knew how to love men and women, I have always felt that heroes should love beauties, and the so-called heroes in troubled times should be proud of the world in the rivers and lakes. Now, instead of being a hero, he has become a bear, and he no longer has any face to meet other women.

The moment I went to work, I always felt that I couldn't sleep, I wanted to stay in bed for a while every day, stopped, but couldn't sleep, and woke up before six o'clock in the morning for several days, looking at the ceiling, not knowing what to do. Tossing and turning, I couldn't sleep anymore, went to the park to hang out, sat there basking in the sun, smoking in a daze, and received a text message from Dandan - to call back.

She always let me know before she calls me.

When I saw Dandan's text message, I could guess that I would definitely reply to this call, but I didn't know what to say when I returned to this call. When he was hesitating to smoke a cigarette, the phone rang again, and when he pressed the connect button, a familiar voice came from the earpiece.

"I've been waiting for you to call, isn't it that if I don't call you, you won't have a chance to call me?"

"How so? Things are chaotic during this time, and I don't want to be around you all the time and make us unhappy. "What I'm saying is indeed the truth, if I had to go to Dandan a while ago, I really don't know what it would be like to be with her, this will, I'd better stay alone and think quietly, maybe it's better.