Jia Xuan looked at Mingzhu who got up and left in a daze, she couldn't believe that she had said such heavy words to herself, and she saw through her thoughts and thoughts to the point.

Sitting in a daze, Zhuxin and Yinzhu went out considerately, pretending to be very busy, but they still couldn't avoid her embarrassment and embarrassment, as well as a strong sense of grievance and humiliation.

She was a little unconvinced, she didn't feel that there was anything wrong with her doing this, and she felt that Mingzhu didn't have a backache when she stood and spoke.

What you get is the support and cultivation of the family with all their might, and the best is given to you. There are several people around him who are protected by light, not to mention Sun Jin's personal ability, which is the top three.

But what about me, what else is there besides Mama's teachings, there are not even people around me who run errands and pass on messages are too reliable, and only one Mama and Zhilan can barely use it at the moment.

She wants to make more money and thinks more about herself, what's wrong with that? I didn't get the support of my family, why should I sacrifice a qiē for my family?

Jiaxuan stood up and staggered away, she never agreed with Mingzhu's thoughts and actions of sacrificing a qiē or even her life for the family, she could identify with the Shangguan family, she was willing to share weal and woe and prosperity, but she was not willing to sacrifice her life for the Shangguan family.

Sacrifice is also conditional, and loyalty can be exchanged for benefits.

Back in the house, Jiaxuan was silent for a long time, Zhilan followed behind and silently poured a cup of tea, put it in the palm of her hand, turned around and prepared to retreat quietly, it might be better to let her be alone for a while.

"Zhilan? Are you saying I'm wrong? Jia Xuan was a little confused and a little uncomfortable.

There is a kind of grievance that has been brewing in her heart, her thoughts and actions are incompatible with here, she cannot be completely assimilated, she is always a modern person. With the special imprint of modern people, there is no way to deeply understand the sense of honor of the clan and the sense of mission of the family.

"Slave maid to tell the truth, if the slave maid has the life of a young lady, I am willing to give my life even at the expense of a qiē. Even though the young lady doesn't get as much as the eldest lady, the upbringing of the three of you sisters is almost the same, and not everyone can get the upbringing of the grandma in the palace. Even many officials can't get their daughters.

And your identity is the concubine of the eldest house. is born with a noble identity than other concubines. Even if you are a concubine, you pick others, and there is no one else who dares to find fault with you except the royal family. This is the best thing that the Shangguan family has given you, and others can't expect it for a lifetime. ”。

Even though she has a little bit of her own thoughts. But as a slave of the Shangguan family, she was very grateful in her heart, if the Shangguan family hadn't bought her, she might have been bought to a dirty place. Now, even if she follows the second lady, she will be able to marry a good family and get a good fate in the future, even if the family doesn't want her anymore. She can also be self-reliant, and she is truly grateful.

Jia Xuan raised her head and looked at Zhilan in shock, as if she didn't expect her to have such an idea, obviously her mother gave up on her. She's an outcast.

Zhilan smiled, her eyes full of clarity, "Madam does think that I am not as loyal as Yinzhu. I didn't have a child, I bought it from outside. I had too many worries and thoughts in my heart, and I was not pure enough, so I was finally given up by my wife. But I was also Mrs.'s big girl, to be honest, Mrs. has never been sorry for me anywhere, even if I was given up, I also served Mrs., now I can still walk around in the main courtyard, no girl dares to laugh at me, this is Mrs.'s means, Mrs.'s temperament is extremely protective, even if she doesn't want a girl, she will never allow others to bully, which is also the reason why we are willing to do anything for her.

Jia Xuan was silent, as if she had realized something, but she was a little confused.

"Miss, your every move and your mind are clearly understood by the old lady, you still don't understand, why even the third miss seems to have a little more say than you in the old lady, the minions are more attentive to the third miss, and the minions know the master's mind the most clearly and well." After Zhilan finished speaking, she retreated with deep blessings.

Jia Xuan sat on a chair in front of the bookcase by the window, closed her eyes and fell into deep chagrin.

Yinzhu entered the house after Jiaxuan left, "Miss, the second miss is gone, it seems to be embarrassing, miss, will you hurt the second miss's heart by doing this?" The slave can see that the second lady still trusts you very much, respects and relies on you. ”

"What I want is her wholehearted trust and dependence, trust and dependence without thinking. Her cranky thoughts need to wake up, she can't do anything at all in such a willful way, and she can't meet my requirements, what's the use of just having a good skin, I want someone who is smart, cautious, obedient and doesn't cause trouble. Mingzhu looked angry.

There are some things that she can not see, after all, she is just a little careful and has never hurt herself, only a ridiculous idea, and she was brought back by someone as soon as she appeared.

But it's about the family's reputation, and she can't let Jiaxuan come to Hu.

"Yes, the slave maid thinks that Zhilan should know what to say, although she went to the second lady to serve, she may be a little cautious or something, but the love of growing up together, the slave maid bets that she is loyal to her wife and family." Yinzhu confidently assured that she also said a good word for Zhilan, they are all sisters who grew up together, and they have served their wives for so many years, and they are clear to each other.

"Well, another day, you take twenty taels of silver ruler jewelry, and say that my mother rewarded the New Year's gift, and everyone who goes out has a share. My mother is busy with some unexpected details, so you can help make up for it. You can look at the silver, and make a note of it so that my grandmother knows. ”

I don't look at this little money pearl, and the things in the yard are handed over to Yinzhu, and the grandmother is in charge of the back.

"Yes, the slave and maid know, a few days ago, the slave and maid rewarded a few girls who worked in the yard, in the name of the young lady, and also rewarded the fourth young lady." Yinzhu, as the big girl of Yongtai, still has the ability to win people.

"Well, you're fine, teach Mingya more about the big girl in front of you, those two have to learn, if they can't stand up Mingya, it will be inconvenient, and they will even show their timidity. The second aunt is busy and has something you can't notice, you should also remind the girl next to the second aunt, it is also your creation. "Mingzhu is a pun, the good service I give you is still to come, what is the unsightly thought, I can pinch you to death at any time.

"Yes, miss, don't worry, even if I don't know if I can't make up my mind, I will discuss it with my wife or grandmother." Yinzhu nodded with a smile.

"Well, I'll dine with my grandmother in the evening." Mingzhu confessed and waved her hand to let her go down.

In the next few days, Jiaxuan did not believe in evil, so she let the grandmother and the brother be busy outside for several days, and finally bought a shop and took a courtyard into it, the location was a bit off, and it was not on the street where the nobles lived, but on the street where the commoners lived.

Jiaxuan felt that she could still do something, so she rented it out first to see how it was, and if the business was good, she was trying to do something else.

Mingzhu just smiled when she knew it, and ordered to go down, only saying that the people themselves were doing some business outside, and it had nothing to do with the master, and it couldn't affect the reputation of the other sisters because of her. (To be continued.) )

ps: Today's three watches, I will write more when I have time.