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The rain was overwhelming, and my whole body was soaked in the rain, and I couldn't tell where I was.

Not far from the side of the road, a car crashed into the guard and flipped out, leaving the ground full of messes. I saw the front of the car being smashed, the front windshield shattered to the ground, and the rear taillights were frighteningly red.

I ran over and saw through the shattered window glass the man in the driver's seat lying on the steering wheel, red blood dripping down the steering wheel. In the back seat, a middle-aged woman uses her body as a cushion to block in front of a pregnant girl.

I banged on the car door desperately trying to wake them up...... Then I found out that the pregnant woman sitting in the back was myself......

I am back? I'm back to the moment when the accident happened? Are Mom and Dad still alive? I climbed into the car through the shattered front window, leaned sideways on my stomach in an uncanny position, and reached for the seat belt off my dad's seat......

Broken glass was underneath my body, stinging everywhere......

I finally buckled the deformed seat belt, but I couldn't pull my father no matter how hard I tried. Just tried his best to shout in his ear: "Dad, wake up, it's too dangerous in the car......"

"Le Yi!" A voice sounded in my ears, and I turned around to see He Liancheng standing behind me.

His shoulder was pressed by him, his voice became clearer and clearer, and his eyes suddenly disappeared and fell into darkness. I opened my eyes and saw He Liancheng's anxious eyes.

It turned out to be a dream!

"Liancheng, where am I?" I asked in a hoarse voice.

"Do you remember what happened last night?" He asked, holding my shoulders together.

I nodded, I remember everything, but I'd rather forget about it, I don't want to remember that scene again!

"Lian Cheng, the person who loves me the most is gone, and no one will love me as much as my father...... Do you know? Although the conditions at home were not as good as yours when I was a child, I developed a character of asking for stars and not giving the moon since I was a child...... "I didn't look at him, my eyes were empty, and I looked straight at the ceiling.

He leaned over and hugged me and whispered, "Don't think like that, I will love you more than my father, love you, and treat you well for the rest of my life." You still have relatives, you still have me, and you have children. ”

"I'm just used to my dad lying in a hospital bed waiting for me, quietly growing up with me and my children, but he is knowing that I ......" I said here and suddenly couldn't go on.

"Leyi, you may not understand the pain of lying down. I think my dad also left with confidence because he knew that you had someone by your side. He has always been aware of it in his heart, knowing that you are alone with your children and helpless, and you have maintained your life with perseverance, so you have been with you quietly for four years. This time, why can't you think of being a dad and want to open it? Feel like it's okay to let it go of you? Living on various instruments day in and day out is certainly not a particularly good feeling. You tell me? He Liancheng patiently persuaded.

His first words went into my heart. Yes, my father has maintained himself without any quality and dignity for four years, isn't it because he is afraid that I will have no one to take care of me?

I slowly calmed down and said to him, "I want to go see my dad." ”

"Okay." He helped me sit up and walked out.

Dad was sleeping alone in a house, and when I opened the door and saw the white cloth on the bed, I began to stand unsteady again.

He Liancheng held me tightly and accompanied me step by step, my tears were like a flood opening the floodgates, and my eyes were blurred.

He lifted the white cloth, and my father's clean face appeared in front of me.

He seemed to be really like He Liancheng said, his expression was a little relaxed, his eyes were closed, and his face was pale...... Just like four years ago, before the car accident, he cleanly blocked all the harm from Chu Yi to me, and used his connections to create a big wave of public opinion in Nanshi, letting everyone know that Chu Yi was a negative man.

I am the treasure of his palm, and this is how he uses the strength of an adult, stubbornly and willfully to vent for me......

"Le Yi, cry if you want to cry, don't hold back. I'm scared of you like this. He Liancheng said.

I shook my head, raised my hand and quickly wiped the tears from my face and said, "Since I was a child, as long as I cried, my dad panicked. I don't cry, I don't want him to walk uncomfortably. I want my dad to know that I'm happy now and he can rest assured......"

Although I tried all my strength to keep my tears from falling, it didn't seem to work, and some of the nerves in my face went out of control.

Mom has been alone there for so long, will she be happy to see Dad, and then she won't be alone? My dad is most at ease with me and my mother, he has been quietly with me here for the past few years, how is my mother doing over there?

My father's aftermath was handled by Chu Yi, and I seemed to be weak all of a sudden. It's no longer as brave as when he was dealing with his mother's funeral with a big belly and taking care of his hospitalized father.

The scale of the memorial service was very small, and only two or three close friends of my father were invited, my good sister Shi Lan in the imperial capital, and our whole family.

At the time of the obituary and the notice of the memorial service, He Liancheng asked for my opinion and asked who he wanted to invite. I crossed out his friends and said, "My dad doesn't know them either, so I don't have to invite them." I'll just bring in an old friend from my dad in Nanshi. ”

He didn't refute it, and did it one by one.

At the memorial service, He Liancheng has been supporting me. Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong are still young, and they probably don't understand the true meaning of life and death, but they just think that their grandfather has gone to another world, and their little faces are sad.

Cao Ye stood not far away and looked at me worriedly, my eyes were still red, but I really calmed down.

Towards the end of the memorial service, Chu Yi actually walked in.

The moment I saw him, my expression changed. If it weren't for this bastard, maybe this qiē wouldn't have happened. No business failures, no car accidents, no ruined homes......

He walked over to his father's portrait and prepared to bow. I broke away from He Liancheng and rushed over, pushed him away, and said with red eyes: "Get out!" ”

"I just want to give my dad a ride." He was pushed by me, and after standing firm, he explained a little awkwardly.

"Chu Yi, you are not qualified, this qiē is all from you. You're happy to see my family break up, right? You're here to show me your pride, aren't you? "I took a step forward, he took a step back, and finally he stepped back into the corner.

He Liancheng hurriedly hugged me and whispered in my ear: "Dad's memorial service, don't make trouble, I'll let him go." As he spoke, he pushed me behind him, walked up to Chu Yi and said, "Go out and say a few words." ”

Chu Yi said stubbornly: "I just want to send my father, I have always regarded him as my biological father back then, I have not had a father since I was a child......"

"You don't need to be here to remember the bittersweet feelings, Daddy is also what you can call?" He Liancheng asked calmly and pushed him out.

Chu Yi glanced back at me, suddenly turned around, ran to the portrait of my father and knelt down, before we could run over, he quickly kowtowed three times and said, "Dad, you go all the way." ”

He Liancheng was furious, stepped forward a few steps forward and grabbed his collar and dragged Chu Yi out.

I stood there still, not wanting to bother with this man any more.

What did he want to do with this? The more I don't understand Chu Yi's thoughts. After He Liancheng came back, his face turned pale, and he stood beside me as usual until the end of the memorial service, and Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong were also extremely quiet and obedient.

When all the qiē was over, I fell asleep on the way home from the cemetery.

When I got home, I didn't remember at all, when I woke up, I was in bed, I moved a little and felt a soft little thing next to me, I looked down and saw Kuankuan's eyes open, and my little hands tightly grabbed my clothes, very quiet.

When he saw me wake up, he grinned and drooled all over his jaw.

Then the little thing began to burrow into my arms, and that's when I found myself changing into loose pajamas, and he arched for a moment to find what he wanted, took it in one gulp, and sucked it hard.

At this moment, I felt that I had suddenly woken up, the coldness on my body slowly faded, and I reached out and hugged him tightly. There was a throbbing in my chest, a reminder that I was a mother, a mother of three.

He was already asleep when I came back in the past seven days, and I would go out with just a squint. He Liancheng accompanied me to see the cemetery, set up a memorial hall, and sent a notice to my friends......

It was only after the dust settled that I realized that I still had seven months to breastfeed. However, it seems that the milk is back.

Kuan Kuan ate hard in my arms for five or six minutes, probably not at all, and opened his face and opened his mouth to cry.

He Liancheng heard Kuankuan's cry and ran in, holding a bottle that was still dripping. While rubbing water on himself, he said, "I scalded my milk with hot water, and the temperature should be just right." ”

As he spoke, he handed it over, stuffed it into his wide mouth and said, "Don't cry baby, don't disturb mom to rest." ”

After Kuan Kuan ate it, he refused to hold the rubber pacifier, pushed the pacifier out with his tongue, and cried with his hands and feet, and the tears on his face rolled down like no money.

"The milk seems to be holding back, what should I do?" I looked at He Liancheng, and I was so anxious that I couldn't do it.

"It's okay, feed him a few days of milk powder first. I don't believe he has such a bad appetite, we weren't at home often a few days ago, and my aunt kept feeding milk powder. He Liancheng bent down and hugged Kuankuan, and unrelentingly stuffed the bottle into his mouth again.

was spit out again, and after several times in a row, He Liancheng said: "Maybe the location is wrong, I'll go to the baby room." ”

He said and walked out, I heard Kuan Kuan crying so distressed, I wanted to follow, but he turned around and glared at him and said, "Don't come here, maybe he feels that there is no way out, if he doesn't eat milk powder, he will be hungry, and he will eat." ”

I wasn't convinced, but I stopped and let him try.

Sure enough, when I got to the nursery, I heard the crying stop. After a while, He Liancheng walked out holding Kuankuan and an empty bottle and said, "Look, the little thing knows how to judge the situation." ”