In the early morning of autumn, the sun is accompanied by the burning morning glow, which begins to illuminate every busy street of the city, and all the joy and sorrow that precipitated in the darkness of last night are gradually fading like a tide in the golden light of a wheat ear.

In the hustle and bustle of the city, people still walk on the road of life with a face as cold as white paper, passing by again and again, but there is no spark in 10,000.

Jin Hong counted the quicksand of time, and once thought that he would guard the love reverie of the two, in a person's world, with a critical eye and thoughts of the past, he died alone.

Fortunately, God opened a skylight for him in the empty room of love, in this season of falling leaves, Chen Weiwei is like a quiet sunshine in the autumn day, shining into the empty room of Jinhong, warming the corner of his love, giving him the best imagination and expectations.

After meeting Chen Weiwei at the party, all the fantasies about love that Jinhong had precipitated in the depths of his heart rolled like a tide on his long-dried beach.

A few days after the party, as time flowed by with all the years like flowing water, Jinhong's love for Chen Weiwei increased day by day, and with the years, it accumulated into a tower, and his love for Chen Weiwei in his heart was like a stock that skyrocketed at the opening of the stock exchange.

In the days after the party, whether it is day or night, even if the work is busy, he will not forget to give Chen Weiwei a warm phone call during the meal time, and he does not dare to express it too much on the phone, only saying that it is some words of concern, because that day at the party, although Chen Weiwei is very strong in front of Yan Qing, there is no trace of hatred and sadness, but after all, it cannot be covered up, the remnants left by the years carved in her heart.

Chen Weiwei's actions not only satisfied her inner desire to take revenge on Yan Qing, but also inadvertently gave Jinhong hope to her side, despite this, Jinhong was still able to see the old wounds that were ruthlessly torn in her eyes before she turned around, with unhealed trembling and sadness.

Those who sink into the depths of their eyes are confused, not a passer-by can easily see it, only a man who really has feelings for her can empathize with it, Jinhong believes that seeing such feelings, not only himself, but also Yan Qing can also see it.

Jinhong, who has reached the age of talking about marriage, forced him to go on a blind date under the arrangement of his family, but every time he goes on a blind date, he will exaggerate and brag that Chen Weiwei is his genuine girlfriend, so it is also because, the more handsome Jinhong has always had a better relationship with girls, and since elementary school, there will always be a few gossip girlfriends at the end of three days, but for him who is determined in love, those beautiful girls are just objects living in other people's mouths, he and Chen Weiwei before breaking up in high school, has always believed that Chen Weiwei is the girl he must marry in this life.

Although Chen Weiwei has never said in any public that she wants to marry him seriously, in his eyes, the world has already erected an impermeable wall, and he and Chen Weiwei are safely placed in pairs.

He should really be glad that there are no acquaintances between the two families of Chen Weiwei, which is also a good thing, and it should be the saying "good things don't go out", otherwise this gossip full of running trains, if it reaches Chen Weiwei's ears before the relationship is confirmed, the result can only be one - Chen Weiwei will build a parallel bridge between him and romance with an equal sign, and then it will always be in memory, formatting this man named Jinhong.

From the bottom of his heart, he really wanted to take Chen Weiwei back to his alma mater to have a look, after all, there was the most innocent and brilliant memories in his {her} youth world, and it was also to relieve Chen Weiwei's depressed mood, but the tangled thing was that he couldn't say it every time he spoke, afraid that Chen Weiwei, who was always in an uncertain mood, would reject herself unabashedly and mercilessly.

In a short period of time, Jinhong would always buy some of her favorite food, and she went to visit her home out of concern, but the first few times she was rejected by Chen Weiwei outside the boudoir for no reason.

After hitting the wall a few times, Jinhong began to become smarter, he would not buy anything to disturb her at home, but let Zixi come forward to ask her out, and the reward for the hard work of Zixi was high-end cosmetics or beauty cards ranging from thousands of yuan each time, although every time Zixi pretended to be very shy, pushing and shoving, "You are too polite, they are all friends!" treat her well, and I will be satisfied" in the end, I accepted it with great hospitality.

In fact, Cong Zixi's tone of voice will make everyone feel that Chen Weiwei should call her mother, at least she should recognize her godmother.

Chen Weiwei, who was once injured by a man and was afraid of going out for ten years, felt that Jinhong did not have that kind of ulterior intentions or bad intentions after several meals, coffee and shopping, and gradually in her heart, after being injured by a hooligan scumbag, the defense against men all over the world slowly decreased.

All good feelings are produced and fermented in the slightest action, just like the sugar cubes in bitter coffee, only after the evaporation of the heat slowly dissolves, can the whole cup of coffee be felt, bringing people the beauty of taste buds and feelings.

This back and forth lasted for nearly half a month, Chen Weiwei, the ice that made herself hard and cold, began to melt, she began to lift her guard against Jinhong, and took off the disguise of pretending to be strong for self-preservation, although all this is nothing in the eyes of outsiders, but for Jinhong, such a time has lasted a little long, just like at the star-studded awards ceremony, an artist once said with tears in her eyes that it only took her five minutes to walk from the stage to the stage, but the real road has been successful today, But it lasted for five years.

After the last time he asked Chen Weiwei to go shopping with Zixi, for a long time, Jinhong did not call Chen Weiwei again.

People sometimes really make mistakes, there is such a person, will always make you feel, is really good to you, for you, he can send you coolness in the summer, can warm your heart for you in winter, and even warm the bed, you feel that everything he does is taken for granted, feel that he will not have other thoughts except you, you are arrogant and stubborn do not want him, too presumptuous and proud, but suddenly one day, he disappeared instantly in all your life space, such a departure without any warning and prelude, you will be anxious, You will be lost, you will feel that your life is empty all of a sudden, and you will feel that there is always something missing in your life.

Chen Weiwei is like this, she knows very well that when shopping together, Jinhong will deliberately want to show favor to her, and even feel that Zixi is a little redundant, and always find various reasons to break her away.

Of course, Chen Weiwei as a person who can cry and laugh, especially a woman, can still be sensitively perceived, and what she has never thrown to Jinhong is a cold and stiff smile that looks like a winter in winter.

During that time, Chen Weiwei was not in the mood to paint, nor was she in the mood to go out and do anything, but it would be more terrible than autism, locking herself in the house, continuing to raise her depression to a higher level, sometimes sleeping for a day or muffled.

She doesn't want or want to fall in love with Jinhong, but whenever she sits in front of the window and looks at the outside world, she thinks of Jinhong, at least the words and smiles that Jinhong once said in front of her.

During that period of torment, she would receive a call from Zixi, and Zixi would also tell her on the phone that Jinhong's family was helping Jinhong arrange a blind date, and Jinhong, who had reached the age of talking about marriage, had superior conditions, and in addition to going to work every day, he took the address and phone number told by his family, and met with all kinds of girls on the side of the road in restaurants, cafes, cinemas, and airports to get to know each other.

When Chen Weiwei heard all this, she couldn't help but feel very sad in her heart, she didn't even know where these sorrows came from in her heart, she still strongly refused to admit that she liked him in her heart.

But the first time I heard from Zixi's phone call that Jinhong went on a blind date, that night in her bedroom, there was a song of Xiao Ximi's - sad countdown, she cried but there was no sound, and the tears seemed to fall naturally when the autumn wind rose, wetting the corners of her eyes and hair.

She was sad because she didn't know that Jinhong was just trying to perfunctory her family, meeting and understanding with different girls on various occasions and acting on the spot, and the short-lived blind date couldn't escape the curse of two days every time, and after two days, Jinhong would definitely be like Tom in Mission Impossible, finding all kinds of thoughtful reasons to end.

In Jinhong's heart, only Chen Weiwei is the real ideal object, from the day Jinhong fell in love with Chen Weiwei, he swore that no matter the knife of the years, in the end Chen Weiwei will be finely crafted, or destroyed in every way, no matter whether she is high in the future, or degenerate on the street, the heart of marrying her will not change, that is, love her, is to like her in the heart, not because she looks beautiful like a flower, nor because she sits and lies on the golden mountain, but because she loves her soul in her heart, loves her as a person, and loves her to be able to tolerate her. All shortcomings that are considered unreasonable or even intolerable in the eyes of others.

Jinhong's blind date lasted for more than a week under the arrangement of the family's bombardment, and finally in the case of Jinhong's heart, the compromise ended, a week's time, even Jinhong felt guilty in the end, a string of blind dates down, rejected twenty girls, these twenty girls are all tall and dignified, if you form an amateur flight attendant team, go to civil aviation to apply for a flight attendant, it is estimated that it will kill the audience directly.

On the first night of the blind date, Jin Hong lay on the round bed in the bedroom, and couldn't help but sigh that this was a good night after a long absence, and it was the first time in so many days that he didn't need to organize lines to go out to perform.

He lay on the bed and put the mobile phone screen in front of his face, looking at the mobile phone boringly, and when he turned the WeChat contact to Chen Weiwei's avatar, he suddenly felt that he hadn't called her for a long time.

He took out Chen Weiwei's phone number from the contacts on his mobile phone and dialed it.

At this time, Chen Weiwei was bored and was ready to sleep, and when she saw the mobile phone on the bedside table ringing, she picked it up and took a look, it was Jinhong's call.

She was pleasantly surprised, but she didn't answer, and hung up Jinhong's phone without hesitation.

She thought that Jinhong would definitely call again, and she would fight until she picked it up.

Chen Weiwei, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, stared at the phone, the phone in her palm kept ringing, but she didn't answer.

But after Jinhong dialed it three times in a row, he didn't continue.

When she watched the screen turn on one after another, she fell into a cold darkness, the kind of black was more lonely and terrible than the color outside the window, and the phone did not continue to ring, but fell into a long silence.

Not even a word of text message was received.

Chen Weiwei began to feel regret and chagrin for her self-confidence just now, and the phone lay quietly between her palms as if she was asleep.

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