231 Because I like her
Looking at Xiaoyan who rushed to the ground, my eyes widened instantly, and the notebook in my hand fell to the ground, trying to dodge, but I couldn't dodge, if I dodged, Xiaoyan couldn't fall to the ground, but I hesitated at the distance, Xiaoyan, who had already screamed, hit my body hard,
Affected by the impact, I snorted and fell heavily on the soft big bed, and Xiaoyan pounced on me and fell on the bed with me, but I fell asleep on the bed, but Xiaoyan pressed me
At this time, the situation was quite ambiguous, Xiaoyan was frightened and lay motionless on my body, but her body was trembling slightly, so that the egg that was pressed against me hurt for a while, my mind was pale, my heart was chaotic, for a while Xiaoyan and I could only maintain such movements, no one moved,
The atmosphere of the room became weird, the second hand of the clock moved slowly, rubbing the skin of the clock, as if looking at the excitement happily, in fact, I was hit by Xiaoyan, and I was pressed all the time, I was a little out of breath, so I moved my body slightly,
And Xiaoyan's head was also raised from my neck, just in line with my eyes, I looked at her, she looked at me, the distance was quite close, our gasps could be heard clearly by each other, and Xiaoyan's face was very red, it was like it was stained with red paint, which made me gasp for breath
The sexy red lips always exude the so-called temptation, which can't help but make my heart flutter, coupled with Xiaoyan's rather low gasping sound, plus Xiaoyan actually closed her eyes, as if waiting for me to kiss her, in the face of such an ambiguous situation, maintaining such an ambiguous posture, if I don't want to move, it is absolutely fake, after all, I don't hate Xiaoyan, and the impression is very good, which makes my mind trance
Seeing that I was going to sink here, I had the figure of Li Qingshu in my mind, which really appeared in my mind, it was so three-dimensional, and it was the moment when Li Qingshu stood on the side of the road in a swinging skirt in my mind, my heart immediately became firm,
I can't do this, as long as I do this, I'm sorry for myself, I'm sorry for Li Qingshu, and I'm sorry for Xiaoyan,
But just when I was firm and ready to push Xiao Yan away and get up, Xiao Yan opened her eyes, and her thin red lips fell rapidly, and she was about to kiss me.
I was shocked at the same time, and hurriedly pushed Xiaoyan away, Xiaoyan's behavior is bad for her and me, there is no ambiguous relationship between us, just simple friends,
I pushed Xiaoyan away a little angrily, quickly sat up, got out of bed, and stood on the ground, the moment I stood on the ground I was much more steady, free from full of guilt, and felt a lot more relaxed,
Although the moment I pushed Xiaoyan away was very angry, but when I saw Xiaoyan who was pushed down on the bed by me, quite wolf, the fire in my heart was no longer there, because Xiaoyan was already sobbing, maybe Xiaoyan really liked me, so he would do such a thing impulsively, and he did it by mistake,
But I already have her in my heart, and I can only live up to Xiaoyan's liking,
Xiaoyan lay on the bed and sobbed sadly, I can't say anything, I don't want to say anything, maybe I shouldn't have come to Xiaoyan today, I don't know what's wrong with him today, I ended up embarrassed at Li Qingshu's house, and ran away, and Ou Kuangda was extremely embarrassed to find Yu Xue, I don't know what words made the prospective doctor Yu Xue also run away, and when I arrived at Xiaoyan's house, I made these things, it seems that it is not appropriate to go out today,
I took a deep look at Xiaoyan who was convulsing and crying, and silently lowered my head and walked towards the thin veil that covered a qiē, and Xiaoyan and I didn't have this veil, and we no longer had the state of being friends, I would always think of something else when I saw her, and I had to deliberately avoid her,
And Xiaoyan saw that I was more courageous, impulsively expressing my emotions, my personality and emotions were too different, if Xiaoyan was also so impulsive and brave in the future, full of courage to pursue love, I could only dodge more deliberately,
It's just that when I stepped on the mixed scale of embarrassment and helplessness mixed with the sound of crying to remove the tulle, Xiaoyan's voice resounded in the bedroom with an abnormal atmosphere, and I couldn't help but shake my heart
"Liang Jiafeng, you sue me, what is worse than her, she treats you like that, and she doesn't have you in her eyes at all, why do you keep insisting on it, don't you think about me at all, why, sue me why,"
Xiaoyan's voice trembled and yelled at me, there is a feeling that I want to tear my throat apart, why should I be so deep if I like a person, if Xiaoyan doesn't like me, I won't be melancholy, if Xiaoyan is still a confidante, I can still confide in her and pour out my emotions, but there is no if, Xiaoyan and I are destined to experience entanglements about love,
As Xiaoyan asked, what am I for, is there a big gap between Xiaoyan and Li Qingshu, is it not as good as Li Qingshu, why don't I consider Xiaoyan who likes me, even if Li Qingshu doesn't like me at all, I have always insisted on liking her Why is this, all why I also asked myself, and the short thought made me a little tired
"Because of love, there is not much difference between her and Xiaoyan, they are both very good, why don't you think about you at all, because I like her, why she doesn't like me, and even hates me, I have always insisted on liking her, because I like her, that's why you asked me why, because I like her,"
Now that it has become the current situation, I can't bear it, I can't let Xiaoyan give up last time, then this time I have to let her give up, we haven't known each other for a long time, and I don't believe that Xiaoyan really has that much affection for me, she will definitely give up, giving up liking can avoid the pain in the future, it's good for me and her,
I turned to Xiaoyan and said quite coldly, every time I say a word because I like her, the corners of Xiaoyan's mouth twitch for a moment, hot and crystal tears crossed her delicate cheeks, her pain, her crying, her trembling, how could I calmly stay out of the matter when I looked at her,
Xiaoyan has done too much to me, and even my life was saved by her, my heart will not be cold, and I am also very sad and uncomfortable, after all, Xiaoyan is also perfect in my heart, but the only difference is that perfection is different from perfection.
My words made Xiaoyan almost collapse, but I couldn't go forward to gently wipe away her tears, so I could only leave a sentence of 'I'm leaving, I'll invite you to dinner in the future,' and left in a hurry.
This time I'm sure Xiaoyan won't insist anymore, and the next time I see me, I won't be like a good person, we may not be able to be so-called good friends, this is the price of confession, this is the reason why many people dare not confess, it is the result of being afraid that they won't even be friends after piercing the thin window paper
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