"However, for me, I haven't seen much of this kind of growth. ”

"It seems that it is also unconscious.,It's right that I have such a change on my side.,So in that case.,It feels like it's right.,I can improve such a change a lot in the future.。 ”

"At first, because I didn't think about this level anymore, I was here myself, but now I think about it a little bit differently. ”

"But if I pay more attention in the future, I can slowly turn such a passive change into an active change, which is also a benefit that can allow me to quickly improve myself. ”

"That's a good truth, if I think about it, I feel that if I can really do it, in fact, I will benefit a lot from my own future here. ”

The so-called slow change, to be honest, Yu Le himself here, I don't know how he can do this, but it is understandable that he has discovered some potential personal abilities, as well as her personal value, Yu Le feels that this is still very necessary.

Today's Yu Le, looking back on his former self, is really about a lot of his decisions at that time, and now Yu Le really feels like he has palpitations.

In other words, he himself was here, and he completely felt that she was doing a lot of things here at that time, and she was simply playing with her life.

Maybe he didn't see these things at all here, so he didn't feel too much wrong on his side at that time.

"But now that I look at it, I definitely won't do it like before, and I will do such a stupid thing, because I clearly know that at this moment, I have to be careful everywhere, and it can't be the same as before, without scruples, even more careless, if this approach, I really feel that it is too terrifying. ”

"This, just like at the beginning, I made a decision here, at that time I will feel that there is nothing to do, at that time I encountered a very difficult task, to be honest, for me, it really feels like a headache, but also feel that I have to deal with such a task here, I have a great possibility, my own side, will be defeated. ”

"Because for the situation in our organization, if I fail here and fail in such a mission, it is very likely, in fact, I will be eliminated by the organization here, this situation is actually more terrifying. ”

"And that mission, it's really in my big feeling, I myself may not succeed here, and because of this, my words at that time, in fact, also feel that if I go to the mission this time, there is a great possibility that it will be over. ”

"But for me, although I don't have much protection for this, I really can't refuse, because I know that in this case, I have to go, and there is no other good choice. ”

For such an indecidable situation, in fact, to be honest, Yu Le himself here may be very disgusted, but because of so far, Yu Le himself at this moment can really only make such a decision.

So for her, when he was here by himself at the beginning, when he chose to face the task here and the difficulties brought about by the task here, he was actually more or less right, and felt that if he was on his side, he should try his best to complete it as much as possible at this moment.

And it's also because of the words in the organization, you are not allowed to regret it after taking the task, because the words in the organization, in the final analysis, really have no such habits at all, and there is no such precedent, so for Yu Le, maybe in her heart, she is also very unhappy at this moment.

"It's a pity that no matter how unhappy it is, there is no way to do it, what I can do here, and what I can do here, is to try to do as much as possible the tasks organized for me here, just do it as well as possible. ”

"Otherwise, I may have refused the task here, and what I suffered was the punishment brought to me by the organization, and as for the punishments brought to me by the organization here, I myself have thought about it carefully, and I also inquired about it because I wanted to refuse, and I came to the conclusion, that is, the punishment in the organization here is very serious!!"

When Yu Le thought of this, even if it had been a long time, she was also subconscious, and a cold sweat broke out in her heart, that is to say, for Yu Le, now he has palpitations when he thinks about it.

Obviously, it has been such a long time, but now Yu Le's own side is still not very relieved, which shows that at the beginning, the regulations of the organization here were there, and how terrifying it was in the end.

This is also a matter of no way, after all, people like Yu Le, in the organization, are really a lot of them, and it is impossible for those high-level people in the organization, because Yu Le is alone, and it is right to break the rules and change the rules, and it is even better to know that the words of those high-level people in the organization are impossible to take Yu Le seriously.

There are really too many people like Yu Le, maybe Yu Le is in the eyes of Hua Ruoli, he belongs to the kind of person with great potential, and he is a unique existence, but really for those high-level people in the organization here, they can't see it.

I won't be interested in learning about Yu Le, after all, there are geniuses in the organization here, and there are quite a lot of people with strong strength, there are such people, maybe those high-level people will not be able to look for people like this, like Yu Le with potential.

"What's more, my own potential here is really nothing, after all, my potential is not so obvious on the surface, and it is difficult to be seen. ”