Lin Yu was sitting next to the hotel's computer at the moment, squinting at the chat in their 187 class group, and he didn't know what he was thinking, occasionally Xu Qingqing would say a word or two, but not too much.

There are their former class flowers talking in the group, so many boys also asked questions, and there were many questions, most of which were about Xu Qingqing's pregnancy.

But after chatting for a while, Xu Qingqing said less, like ...... At the end, it's like having a chat with these former classmates?

"By the way, Minghao, I heard that your kid is getting stronger and stronger now, remember to exercise more, be careful how ugly it is to eat beer belly watermelon belly or something when the time comes."

"You still don't worry, how can the Ontology Committee get fat? Wang Liang, are you kid looking for a draw? Curse me to get fat. ”

"Hahaha!"

The corners of Lin Yu's mouth couldn't help but pull, Zhou Minghao became a fat man in less than 2010, I didn't expect everyone to chat in the group today, Lin Yu forgot everything at that time, and he didn't remember whether this happened or not, after all, more than ten years have passed......

"But I see that your body is hanging enough, maybe when we meet again, you will become a fat man, hahaha......"

"You people, if you don't hurt me, your skin is itchy, aren't you?" Zhou Minghao typed with a smile, "By the way, do any of you know what Ye Qingxuan is doing now?" ”

"Minghao, why are you asking him for?"

"I also asked casually, the main thing is that my goddess is too reckless, you said that if you don't study at Yenching University, you have to drop out, and I really can't think of the genius thinking and other scum."

"Hey, it's very lively in the group today, add me one, it's too boring at school."

Gao Jianguo also joined in.

And Xu Qingqing, who was still talking at the beginning, didn't speak again, but her avatar still seemed to be on......

Lin Yu opened the chat box with Xu Qingqing, typed a lot of words, and put his hand on the enter key for a long time, but in the end he didn't send it out.

Lin Yu is afraid of one thing, that is, he is afraid that some of his small actions will lead to changes in things later, after all, these things have never happened before, and now Lin Yu does not dare to interfere at all, he is afraid that the next things will change, so he can only try to copy the previous November 20, 2005.

After a while, he squinted at the time and found that it was ten o'clock in the evening, and Lin Yu's heartbeat gradually accelerated.

The closer he got to the incident in his memory, the more nervous he became, and the more complicated his feelings became, Lin Yu didn't know what he should do in the future, to teach Yang Xuedong a lesson?

Or take Xu Qingqing away?

Can these ...... And what role can it play?

Looking at the eleven o'clock in the evening approaching step by step, Lin Yu muttered to himself, "Do you want me to go over there and have a look?" ”

"No, let's go outside......"

Not long after, when the time came to 22:51, Lin Yu came to the mouth of the alley outside where Xu Qingqing lived, next to which was a department store, which was only less than a hundred meters away from the hotel.

Lin Yu squinted at his phone, time was gradually passing, and when the time reached 23:11, Lin Yu frowned.

Don't...... Has things changed?

At the same time, he also received a text message from Li Weilin on his mobile phone: "Boss, he is still playing games in an Internet café, or what is he doing?" ”

"Just look at it, it's hard work......"

Lin Yu squinted and edited a text message and sent it over, and when the time was almost eleven twenty o'clock, Lin Yu's mobile phone suddenly vibrate, and his eyelids couldn't help jumping.

"Hello?"

Although he had already experienced it once, Lin Yu still had a feeling of rapid heartbeat, after all, the fact that Xu Qingqing had committed suicide had existed in his heart for at least ten years, and now she was alive on the other side, and it was no different from in her memory, she called him at this time, and some of the deviations may have been misremembered......

"Lin Yu, do you know who I am?"

The other side smiled, Lin Yu couldn't hear anything, only knew that now she was only a few hundred meters away from him in a straight line......

"Xu Qingqing?"

Lin Yu smiled.

"I didn't expect it, I can hear it."

"Awesome, right? How long have we been old classmates, and we must remember your voice. ”

He tried his best to keep his tone calm, for Lin Yu, if this matter is correct, then Xu Qingqing will also talk to him for at least four hours, after that, he may choose the desperate path of cutting his wrists and committing suicide, Lin Yu, who has already experienced it once, doesn't know how to deal with this matter, but perhaps the safest thing is to try to persuade Xu Qingqing......

It can only be persuaded!

"You think I don't know, we saved our mobile phone numbers during the summer vacation." Xu Qingqing's voice sounded a little relaxed, and then she suddenly sighed.

Under this sigh, Lin Yu's heart beat faster and asked, "Why are you sighing?" ”

"There's no reason for that." Xu Qingqing quickly said and said, "It's all trivial, by the way, I can feel my baby kicking me now." ”

After hearing this, Lin Yu was stunned, and then smiled bitterly and congratulated: "Congratulations, when will you get married?" ”

Dare to say it, Lin Yu regretted it a little.

It's just that he doesn't talk through his brain, if Yang Xuedong's scum will marry Xu Qingqing, does Xu Qingqing still need to commit suicide?

"Married? Hehe...... Forget it, don't talk about it, what about you, how are you now? ”

Xu Qingqing's voice seemed to be a little gloomy, and she quickly changed the topic.

Lin Yu secretly warned himself, and then sighed: "What can I do, that's it, every day in class and after class, it's the same, it's useless." ”

"Anyway, it's a diploma, I think you can go to graduate school then, and if you don't have enough to study for a doctorate, if you really want to come out, it's still quite easy to find a stable job, right?"

Xu Qingqing was a little envious in her words.

"That's good, but I don't have any intentions, I think I will go directly into the society after graduation, in fact, there is only one and a half years left, and we remember it clearly at the graduation party."

"That's right, it's been a year and a half, two and a half years, to be honest......" Xu Qingqing paused, "I...... I regret it now, I really regret it, I regret that I followed a scumbag, why was I so blind in the first place, I really don't know what I thought at that time......"

Xu Qingqing suddenly talked about this matter, and while she was talking, Lin Yu was silent the whole time, exactly the same situation as in her memory.

What a familiar scene, if it weren't for the fact that he was sitting in the car now, he would have felt like he was suddenly back in 2005, oh no, maybe there was something wrong with that, so far...... Isn't that exactly what he said he was talking about in 2005?

The wind was as strong as ever, the stars and the moon were not visible in the sky, the roadside was a little dim, and only the hotel not far ahead flashed neon lights...... Got snow early?

Yes, I remember that at that time, it was a goose feather snowfall, there was a whistling wind, and the doors and windows of the rented place were not too secure, and it was in this situation that the tragedy happened, and the next day it was when Lin Yu was walking outside the snow when he suddenly received a call from Wang Liang, and then Wang Liang, who was shocked, told him about Xu Qingqing's suicide......

Lin Yu squinted his eyes, Xu Qingqing was talking about all the things that had happened in the past few years...... Slowly, in his ears, Xu Qingqing's voice had gradually turned into a crying voice, but Lin Yu suddenly had a strange feeling in his heart, this feeling was similar to that he was watching a movie, two different memories were stacked together, there was both a kind of panic and a kind of confusion, these two memories, coupled with the sound of the other side of the phone as scheduled, gradually made Lin Yu's heart become dazed.

After being at a loss for a long time, Xu Qingqing was still crying on the other side of the phone, one after another, time was gradually passing, and when it was half past three in the middle of the night, Lin Yu regained his color.

"Lin Yu, I don't know what my future is now, I now know that he just wants to play with me, that's all, every day either playing games and surfing the Internet, or gambling and playing mahjong, I'm really at a loss for the future, Lin Yu, if I don't break up with you at that time, it's a pity that everything can't go back...... What the hell do you think I'm going to do......"

After saying this, Xu Qingqing stopped talking, just sobbing again and again.

Lin Yu narrowed his eyes, his fists clenched instantly, but he quickly let go, and then he smiled: "I don't think you should be discouraged, and...... Since this man is not worthy of trust, you are still young, even if you have a child, what will happen? We live in the world, many things will backfire, this may be life, only when we make mistakes will we know how naïve and ridiculous it is at the beginning, just like I said before, now we are still young, how many hurdles are not passable? ”

The moment Xu Qingqing cried on the phone just now, he had an impulse, an incomparably strong impulse......

"Life, maybe......" Xu Qingqing muttered to herself, "Lin Yu, my parents divorced when I was in elementary school, and in the end they both left me, leaving me and my grandmother to depend on each other, since I was a child, I don't know what parental affection is, every time I see someone holding my parents' hands shopping, I am really envious and envious, but unfortunately I can't envy, I still remember my grandmother died in the second year of high school, that was the last relative I loved me......"

Xu Qingqing was still crying on the phone, Lin Yu pursed his lips, and suddenly saw a small ice slag on the car window, and after a while, the snowflakes gradually became larger, just like that, with the whirring wind, kept beating the car window, and Wang Ning, who was inside, had to start the car and turn on the heater.

He could see a beggar on the side of the road, seemingly crawling in the wind and snow, and in less than a moment, he had entered the ATM of a nearby bank, and sat in it shivering.

He also saw a stray dog parked under the door of the store not far away, oh no, it shouldn't be said to be parked to be precise, because it was motionless, and he didn't know whether it was alive or dead, Lin Yu took the hand of the mobile phone, and on the other side of the phone, Xu Qingqing's crying was a lot less.

No one can understand his current mood, especially this situation has occurred twice, but the difference is that the first time is in the rented place, which is more than 100 kilometers away from Xu Qingqing, but now, it is only a few hundred meters, close to the end of the world, the end of the world, it is difficult to describe......

"Actually, I didn't know about you before."

Lin Yu sighed, and then muttered.

"But what else do I have now?"

Xu Qingqing asked rhetorically, her words were full of despair, and the feeling she felt powerless when she spoke gave people a sense of powerlessness, but Lin Yu automatically ignored it.

Lin Yu shook his head: "Let me ask you, what do you have?" ”

"You're thinking only about what you've lost, not what you've had, aren't you? At least you have health, at least you have beauty...... Forget it, there's no need for me to say that, really, it's not a big deal, and now you're only nineteen years old, why don't you just find a new job and start a new life? Why does it sound so negative? Lin Yu sighed faintly, "Qingqing, who can guarantee that they are smooth sailing, the point is that we can cheer up after choosing the wrong path, face life well, the future is very good, you just spent a quarter of the time that was a little ignorant, and there is still a great time waiting for us, isn't it?" ”

"I understand the truth, but what should I do now......" After listening to Lin Yu's words, Xu Qingqing muttered to herself, "Now he doesn't want me, no one wants me at all, Lin Yu, you ...... Will you want me? ”

Lin Yu: "......"

He took a deep breath, in fact, he had already thought about this possibility long before he came here, but Lin Yu didn't know how to reply to this question until now, this question stumped him, he didn't know the previous memories because he had forgotten them.

"Why don't you speak? Do you even dislike me? ”

Xu Qingqing said again.

Lin Yu sighed: "Don't think about yourself so badly...... By the way, you're at home now? ”

"Hmm." Xu Qingqing's voice was a little weak, "I'm a little tired now......

Lin Yu suddenly caught this and couldn't help but be stunned: "Are you okay?" ”

Look at the time, it's this time, it's almost four o'clock in the morning!

"It's okay, it's just a little sleepy...... And the baby in my belly is now nine months old, and the baby also needs to rest, I sleep, thank you very much for listening to me for such a long time, Lin Yu, in fact, I felt quite guilty at that time, and now I say sorry to you......" Xu Qingqing said again, her voice getting weaker and weaker.

Lin Yu's brows jumped wildly!

What the hell was he doing just now, why didn't he just go to her when he was so close?!

"Where you are now, I'm outside your house!" Lin Yu hurriedly spoke, and it wasn't until now that his brain was clear.

"Don't lie to me, shouldn't you be at school right now?" Xu Qingqing smiled.

"Really, I'm just outside your house, hey, say something!" Lin Yu shouted into the phone.

A moment later, Lin Yu stepped on the accelerator, and the car drove straight in like a wild horse.

There was one thing he had been overlooking, and that was that time...... Maybe until just now, he thought that Xu Qingqing committed suicide after hanging up the phone, and it was this place that Lin Yu ignored that became the most deadly point!

Now it seems that Xu Qingqing already had the intention to die when she was chatting with him, and it is very likely that she will cut her wrists!

"Don't be fine......"

Lin Yu hurriedly got out of the car, walked directly to the door, and knocked hard.

Knock knock!

The sound of knocking on the door is accompanied by the sound of a dog barking, which is surprisingly high on a snowy day...... (To be continued.) )