Chapter 178: Ruthless Affection

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It's just that her consistent silence makes people unable to see her true feelings, and Lu Qinwan didn't give her a chance to speak.

When the words fell, Lu Qinwan didn't miss the loss that flashed in Jin Yiming's eyes, and then continued: "I know that you are very disgusted by what I do, but I am just thinking about my child from the perspective of a mother.

Pregnant in October, once delivered, carefully cared for, exhausted, his every qiē touched my heart, his joys, sorrows and sorrows are not my joys, sorrows and sorrows, and even magnified many times. ”

Speaking of which. Lu Qinwan took a deep breath and smiled lightly, "I don't ask for anything else, I just want my child to be safe and happy for a lifetime, is this also wrong?" ”

Jin Yiming suddenly felt Situ Shaonan's hand move slightly, thinking that she was going to pull away, he couldn't help but panic, and hurriedly increased his strength, pinching Situ Shaonan frowned slightly.

I saw that he ignored the injury on his leg, and knelt on the hard ground with a thud, and the muffled sound shook Situ Shaonan and Lu Qinwan's hearts.

Situ Shaonan looked at Jin Yiming blankly, only to see that his amorous phoenix eyes were covered with a faint mist at the moment, and even his voice trembled, "Mom, I'm sorry, I can't watch her leave, please forgive me." ”

Lu Qinwan covered her chest with one hand, tears rained down, disappointed, sad, this is the son she is dedicated to protecting, and she abandoned her mother like this.

"Yiming, you"

"Why are you doing this?"

Situ Shaonan, who had never spoken, suddenly opened her mouth, she lowered her eyes to look at Jin Yiming's misty eyes, leaned over and helped him up from the ground, and then retreated from his side step by step, knowing that there was no way to retreat, she stood in front of the open window, letting the cold wind shine through the thin hospital gown, freezing her heart.

Jin Yiming stood in place. I don't know what to do, such a Situ Shaonan is something he has never seen before, and the heavy sadness that lingers around his body makes his heart throb fiercely.

"Chief?"

Jin Yiming spoke cautiously. He didn't know what Situ Shaonan represented like this, but he was very scared, she like this was like a floating cloud in the sky, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't catch it.

Situ Shaonan took a deep breath. Pursing his lips and muttering for a few seconds, he slowly spoke, and said without a little emotion: "I'm sorry, I can't leave the army, I promised him, even if I die, I will bless this territory, this is my promise to him, I can't break it, so"

"So you're going to let us down, aren't you?" Lu Qinwan followed her words coldly.

"A chirp. You see, you've held your whole heart in front of her, but hers, just so mercilessly trampled, he? That's what Du Junsheng. ”

Lu Qinwan felt that Situ Shaonan, who had never made a statement, would suddenly say this, it must be her measure, at first she was still worried that her efforts would be in vain, after all, no one could resist the sincere love of someone as good as Jin Yiming, even she was about to be softened by him, so she let him go.

True love is sinless. No matter how she is, when facing her son's true feelings, she can't really ignore it, especially Jin Yiming's kneeling. It made her heart shake, she really couldn't bear it, she couldn't bear to watch her son choose between love and family affection.

Therefore, what she hoped most at that moment was that Situ Shaonan could make concessions for Jin Yiming, if she really chose Jin Yiming, then it would be like what she said before. Even if the past is completely over, they are still a family, if Situ Shaonan insists on not giving up the army and doesn't want to leave Jin Yiming, then she really can't hold on anymore, because Jin Yiming's persistence has made her reluctant to continue to maintain the image of a wicked mother-in-law.

But just when she was in a dilemma, Situ Shaonan unexpectedly made such a statement, although she was indignant at Situ Shaonan's ruthlessness, even she was shaken by Jin Yiming's affection, but she was faintly like an outsider, and continued to want Jin Yiming to stab the knife.

The most hateful thing is that taking out the promise to others, how she values the promise with other men, doing that not only deeply hurts Jin Yiming, but more importantly, hurts his pride.

Just ask, that man would be so generous, tolerant of the promise of his beloved woman and another man, and not mind?

If what Situ Shaonan said was true, she was too cold, Jin Yiming had already done so, but she still couldn't get a little response from her.

But if this is just a deliberate act by her in order to let Jin Yiming die for her and leave him, it can only be said that this fierce medicine is not only ruthless, but decisive.

If Situ Shaonan is really thinking about Jin Yiming, then it can only be said that she still has a little conscience, but what she doesn't understand is why she can do this, but she can't retire from the army and leave the army for Jin Yiming.

Therefore, since Situ Shaonan is like this, she has no choice but to cooperate with her to play this untrue and false play.

Jin Yiming stood there stupidly, frowning, as if he didn't believe what Situ Shaonan said just now, and didn't move for a long time.

Situ Shaonan didn't know what Jin Yiming was thinking now, he only knew that once things were done, then there would be no room for regret, and she would completely lose him and lose his deep love.

Trying hard to suppress the pain in his heart, Situ Shaonan continued calmly: "I'm sorry, I can only say I'm sorry, and I hope you can understand the rest." ”

Lu Qinwan looked at Jin Yiming's stunned appearance, his heart trembled, he must have been extremely sad at this time, his true feelings were so ruthlessly trampled, but he was not as good as a person who had been dead for many years, such a thing could not be let go of by a man.

I really don't know what kind of storm is brewing in Jin Yiming's calm at the moment, and when the time comes, I don't know how Situ Shaonan will end.

"So, let's end it, it's good for you and me, and I don't have to smile at you with guilt for him, after all, you are just you, and you can't replace his place in my heart."

Situ Shaonan continued to increase her efforts, but she silently begged Du Junsheng's spirit in the sky in her heart, hoping that he could understand her helplessness in doing so.

Her love for Jin Yiming is true, but just like Lu Qinwan said, maybe she can be with him regardless of it, but after all, she can't change some certain facts about her, she can't be so selfish, even if she can give up her military career for him and live a peaceful ordinary life, she still can't live with him without scruples, because she can't deprive him of his right to be a father, which is unfair to him.

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