Chapter 585 of the main text volume, this is my choice

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Sister Zhang knows Nangong Yan's little apprentice better, she is very sensible, sometimes she is very arrogant, sometimes she is very delicate, if Su Ming is dissatisfied with Nangong's work, Nangong may really do something 'stupid'. {[＜(

Nangong hesitated for a few seconds and said, "He has never been dissatisfied with my work, and the last time he mentioned to me whether to resign, it was also because he was afraid that I would work hard." ”

"Afraid you're hard? Not necessarily. Sister Zhang doesn't believe it, these are all common excuses used by men.

Nangong smiled lightly, didn't answer, and continued: "However, he never mentioned that he wanted to take me to meet his parents, this is the first time. ”

"These men all want to play for a few more years, especially after they have some money, and no one wants to use marriage to trap themselves too early." Sister Zhang said.

Nangong nodded: "He is not serious when he usually smiles, but he is very cautious about his attitude towards feelings and marriage, unlike some people, seeing his parents is as simple as eating and drinking." She pursed her lips and smiled: "He, it is even more difficult to take the initiative to bring up this sentence than to kill him." ”

"Are you afraid that he finally mustered up the courage to take you to meet your parents, and you missed it, and he will just borrow the donkey from the slope in the future and stop mentioning it?" Sister Zhang frowned, revealing a look of disgust.

If there is something she can't say directly, if a man doesn't even have this responsibility, it's not worth entrusting at all.

"Not really, I'm sure he wouldn't mind even if I didn't go today." Nangong shook his head: "Isn't there a saying that there is a hundred steps between two people, as long as you take the initiative to take the first step towards me, I am willing to take the next 99 steps." I thought, since he offered it, I'll go the next way. ”

Sister Zhang sighed, "You can't completely rely on him in the future, women still have to have their own careers and leave a way back for themselves." ”

Nangong showed a bright and confident smile: "Sister Zhang, look at what you said, I'm not lazy or greedy, I have hands and feet, can I still not support myself?" ”

"Hey, how do you say that?" Sister Zhang hesitated, but she couldn't help but express her worries, "I have seen that young man Su Ming, he is a good person and the conditions are very good, but precisely because of this, as his career gets bigger and bigger, there will definitely be all kinds of temptations around him." Xiao Nangong, have you ever thought about it, if you give so unreservedly, even at the cost of ruining your career, will you be able to keep him in the future? If...... What do you do? ”

Nangong smiled faintly: "I know, needless to say in the future, there are many women around him now." ”

"Then you still ...... Silly girl! What happened to the moth to the fire, and I use the eldest sister to tell you! Sister Zhang said.

Nangong's eyes drooped slightly, but the corners of his mouth gradually outlined a beautiful arc, his tone was very soft, like a dream, and he said to himself: "I chose this man, I love him, at the beginning, I hoped that he could give me something in return, give me a return for my love for him, and even have some gains and losses." But gradually, I suddenly understood a truth......"

"What's the truth?"

"Love is not a business, it is not an equivalent exchange, you can't say that I give money, you have to ask the other party to give me equivalent goods, I just need to be sure that I love him and am willing to pay for him, it is enough. I love him and have nothing to do with him. ”

She raised her head, and there was something called firmness flashing in her eyes: "Sister Zhang, maybe you will think that I am naïve, but this is my Nangong Yan's choice, if I don't do this, I won't be Nangong Yan." You have often taught me that women should be independent, but if they don't even dare to make choices in their own lives, dare not pay for their choices, and talk about independence. No matter how rich you are, no matter how much status you have, you will live for others to see. ”

Zhang Panpan looked at the clear eyes of the twenty-year-old girl in front of him, and there was an indescribable taste in his heart, with mixed tastes, and he was ready to persuade her, but he couldn't say a word.

When her husband filed for divorce, that sentence seemed to be remembered in her ears again.

"I used to think that you worked hard for life and for this family, but look at it, now this home has become an accessory to your work!"

"You always say that women want to be independent and have a way out, I never object, I do my best to support it, you have walked out of a very wide way out, but this family has no way out!"

"It's not until today that I understand that your heart is full of insecurities and that you want so many things that you can never put your all into this home."

"Wife, I'm a very failed man, I've been married to you for five years, and I have never been able to give you the security you want, and if it goes on like this, it's a kind of torture for everyone, so let's divorce......"

……

Zhang Panpan suddenly regretted a little, if he hadn't climbed up so desperately, took a little more time to accompany his family, or even quit the heavy job of the TV station and became an ordinary company clerk, would he not have been as good as he is now?

She has been so strong in this half of her life, looking back on it, it's not necessary, people's lives are so short, as long as they don't break the law and don't violate morality, what's wrong with being happy as a family? I have to fight to be exhausted, and my head is bleeding.

In the past, she always felt that a lifetime was so long, and there was time. There is no need to be in a hurry to go on vacation, be with your family, accompany your children, take care of the elderly, and have a good time with your loved ones.

It wasn't until the night her husband and son moved out that she came home alone, looked at the big empty house, and finally couldn't stop crying.

She was very drunk that night, lying in bed, flipping through her phone, there were more than a thousand calls in the phone book, but she didn't know who to call.

Looking at Nangong, Zhang Panpan didn't know where to start, she even envied this young girl a little and admired her bravery.

If you can do it all over again, you won't regret that you have worked two extra days, signed two fewer contracts, met two fewer people, and earned two fewer money.

What will really make people regret and pity may be precisely those things that they didn't care about in the first place.

"Little girl, I won't say anything more, I'll give you one last word." Zhang Panpan said.

"Sister Enzhang, you say." Nangong Yan nodded.

"I've been a strong woman for so many years, and I've lost a lot, but I finally have some gains."

Zhang Panpan stood up, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window of the office, looked at the high-rise buildings in Yangchuan City condescendingly through the glass, and said lightly: "There is no right or wrong choice itself, since you have chosen, don't give yourself a reason to give up." ”

"I understand."

Ten minutes later, in the office of the TV station building, hundreds of employees looked through the glass window and looked at the popular host Nangong Yan boarding the plane with complicated expressions, waving goodbye to the Yangchuan TV station building, and gradually disappeared, leaving only a small black dot in the air.

Everyone has a sense of unreality, a host who is known as the future star of the TV station and has a promising future, said to resign, and resigned?

Those who were originally jealous of Nangong Yan, waiting to see her make a fool of herself, and plotting for her position, did not have much pleasant feeling at the moment, but were a little boring.

Seeing the moment when Nangong Yan held Su Ming's arm on the plane and waved at the TV station building with a smile on her face, these people understood that Nangong Yan was not forced to leave because she couldn't fight them, but chose to leave by herself.

People have the right and the opportunity to choose and live the life they want. And what about them? can only break her head for the little leftovers that Nangong Yan doesn't want. (To be continued.) )8