The night is like a thick inkstone, so deep that it can't be dissolved. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

The moonlight illuminated the girl standing still in front of the window, and the light on the street corner outside the window emitted a faint light, intertwined with the silvery moonlight, like a dream.

After she stood for a while, she just sighed faintly, pulled the curtain cloth, and returned to her soft bed, there was a red landline on the bedside table next to the bed, Yu Xiaoban thought about it, or dialed the phone.

A very crisp female voice soon rang on the other end of the phone, and time seemed to overlap in multiple dimensions, pulling Yu Xiaoban back to reality from his sudden distraction, rubbing his sour eyes, and smiling: "Xiaoxiao, what are you doing?" ”

"Reading, what can you do at night?" Su Xiaoxiao, who was on the other end of the phone, said quietly: "Yu Xiaoban, didn't you say that you will cut off your friendship with me after I leave without saying goodbye...... Why are you still calling? ”

Yu Xiaobian's eyes were a little red, and his nasal cavity was a little sour, "Su Xiaoxiao, do you really have to be angry with me to be satisfied?" ”

"That's not what I meant......"

"How long do you think we've known each other? I've been fighting since I was a child, but what is the result? I was better than you, but you were the one who was most favored by them, and from that moment on, I knew that even if I won, it would only be a superficial win. ”

Yu Xiaoban and Su Xiaoxiao have not only known each other since childhood, but they are also competitors.

Yu Xiaoban's father Yu Liting and Su Xiaoxiao's father Su Jiedong, both of them are close friends, both of them have only one daughter under their knees, and they are all comparable, so it is natural to compare the two. Yu Xiaoban studied well, and he pressed Su Xiaoxiao in learning since he was a child, but to the extent of being favored, Su Xiaoxiao won everything.

And why Su Xiaoxiao entered the second middle school back then, a large part of the reason was because Yu Xiaoban, in the graduation examination of the 14th middle school, Yu Xiaoban committed gastroenteritis, and Su Xiaoxiao sent her to the hospital, this scene is indeed bloody, but it really happened to the two of them. After the graduation results came out, Su Xiaoxiao's grades couldn't even get into the fourth middle school, because he didn't take several exams, and he was counted as a zero score in the white paper.

At that time, it was the period when Su Xie Dong entered the Education Bureau as the second-in-command and just sat firmly, after hearing the news, the world almost turned around, his eyes were black, and then he gritted his teeth and sent Su Xiaoxiao directly to the second middle school to study, she did not reach the score line of the first middle school, even if he was the leader of the Education Bureau, there was no way to send her to the first middle school to study.

And Yu Xiaoban's grades were able to go to the seventh middle school, and she also rejected Su Jiedong's kindness in the second middle school, and resolutely went to the seventh middle school to study.

Su Xiaoxiao has never told anyone about this period of time, and she is still very good friends with Yu Xiaoban.

Yu Xiaoban said to Su Xiaoxiao, "Xiaoxiao, guess who I saw today?" ”

"Can't guess." Su Xiaoxiao's answer was very succinct.

"The boy you often talk about, Su Can."

There seemed to be a rustling sound on the other end of the phone, and after half a ring, he said, "Oh, it's him......"

The hot blood seemed to be blocked.

All I could hear was the quiet breathing of each other, and the heavy heartbeat.

"I told you that I saw him on Peach Blossom Island today, and there is a beautiful girl next to him, with a temperament as outstanding as a fairy, how long have you been gone, so soon you will find a new love, a generation of new people for old people." Yu Xiaoban said softly.

Su Xiaoxiao paused for a moment, pretending to smile easily: "Where is the new love and old love, that's his girlfriend, it has always been, I'm just his confidant." ”

sighed faintly in her heart, a confidante in pink, and nothing to do with love......

Yu Xiaoban was a little stunned, covered his mouth and suppressed the trilling voice of the fast walking shape: "What you said is true?" So the last time you showed me the photo so intimate? Anyone can see that the relationship between the two of you is not ordinary. ”

The photo she said was taken in Tianyue Square when Su Can and Su Xiaoxiao were separated, and Su Xiaoxiao was still in tears and kissed his cheek with a happy smile.

Yu Xiaoban also couldn't figure out their previous relationship, "Okay, I don't know what you're thinking?" Could it be that Su Can's guy is really that good? Not necessarily, there are thousands of good boys in this world, and none of them is better than him. ”

"But there is only one Su Xiaocan." Su Xiaoxiao said softly, with Su Xiaoxiao's unique stubbornness and stubbornness.

"Ugh." Yu Xiaoban really wanted to say something to ask what the love in the world was, but her experience was too shallow, and she couldn't say anything like this, and she could only sigh faintly when she was entangled in the end.

Yu Xiaoban didn't talk about Su Can, but talked to Su Xiaoxiao about some unhappiness in the family, such as the livelihood of the county where my father worries every day, but he never cares about the small things at home, and my mother is busy with work and basically has no time to care about her.

Fortunately, Madara has always been more self-disciplined, and they don't have to worry about their parents.

Yu Xiaoban and Su Xiaoxiao chatted for more than an hour, and seemed to think that this topic was already very old-fashioned, so they moved to another topic: "Xiaoxiao, what have you thought about doing in the future?" ”

Su Xiaoxiao shook her head on the phone, and was stunned for a long time before replying: "It depends on the situation, my grades are average, I can only add points for sports, and I don't know what will happen after the college entrance examination?" My parents told me to go to a sports college, the score requirement is not so high, and it is usually easy to get into a university in a big city as we imagined. ”

In the dead of night, the lights are dim, and two girls are planning the unknowns that are far away from the long time from the phone.

Su Xiaoxiao asked her in turn, "What about you?" ”

At this time, girls are always sentimental, like Yu Xiaoban, her mother often buys some tutoring essays for her, and she also likes to read, sometimes she always likes to write some sad words when she has nothing to do, so at some point she germinates some thoughts of wanting to write.

Yu Xiaoban blinked, thought for a while, and said softly on the phone: "I want to be a writer." ”

"It's good to be a writer, Madara, I'm sure you'll write a good work." Su Xiaoxiao said.

"Hmmm......"

"Tiny."

"Huh?"

"What do you think it looks like to like someone?"

Su Xiaoxiao was silent for a moment, her voice was blurry on the phone, but Yu Xiaoban could still hear it, "He will shine!" ”

……

A bustling city that never sleeps, with neon lights flashing alternately.

Su Xiaoxiao hung up the phone with a little abruptness, holding her chin in her hand, and fell into a good memory, it was a sunny day, he rode her bicycle through the long road in front of the river, when Su Xiaoxiao sang, the wind blew in her face, and there happened to be a large flock of white pigeons flying over their heads, and the white feathers fluttered holy, which was unforgettable.

At that moment, the vanity of all the little girls about her was satisfied.

This is also the best memory Su Can left her.

Outside the door, the parents' early bedtime pulled Su Xiaoxiao back to reality from the memory, the reality was faced with the cold and empty room, and the photo of the two people in the palm of their hands, the people in the photo were smiling happily without heart and lungs, the yellow incandescent light was dimly lit, and the wind outside the window was blowing in, and the wind was a little cool.

Su Xiaoxiao was stunned, and whispered in a voice that only he could hear, I encouraged myself, to be strong to love myself, to smile and forget! But how can you forget, how dare you forget?

It turns out that many things once let go... It's like taking off your armor, you have to fight against your body in the flesh, and the tragedy of blood splashing is exchanged for spectacle.

In a brutal war, victory or defeat is a wound.

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The last paragraph is not original, but I think it is very in line with Su Xiaoxiao's state of mind, so I took it. /(//o/ω/o//)/(To be continued.) )