Chapter 551: Ayu who lost her soul
It has been several days since Ah Xiang left the underworld, but Ah Yu is still listless, and she spends the whole day in a daze at the flower pot where Ah Xiang was still a peony flower before she turned into a human form. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
I called her several times, and after calling for a long time, she only responded lightly, and the whole person seemed to have lost her soul.
Originally, when Ah Xiang didn't come back, Ah Yu just secretly hid in the corner and cried a few times, but now that Ah Xiang has come back and left, Ah Yu is even more serious than then, and has been in a daze with a flower pot for several days.
Even the usual little grinning black impermanence also found out that something was wrong with his wife, and asked the ghost maid to send a letter this morning, which directly stated that Ayu had not eaten or drunk for a few days, and even held a flower pot when he slept at night, he asked Ayu for some reason, and Ayu didn't say anything, so he could only ask me.
I sat up, leaning back on the soft pillow, still holding in my hand the letter that I had received this morning, and I could still faintly smell the undried ink on the tip of my nose.
Hei Wuchang must have just been written, and before the ink dried, he hurriedly asked the ghost maid to send it, which can be seen from this that Ayu's current situation must have frightened Hei Impermanence.
However, not to mention that the black impermanence was frightened, even I was a little frightened.
Turning his head to look at Ayu who was sitting in the center of the dormitory holding a flower pot, she couldn't help but take a deep breath, this stupid girl, I don't know what I'm worried about.
Ah Xiang just went out to relax, why did she feel like she had lost her soul, and Ah Xiang was going to be completely gone.
I asked her not to think about it, Ah Xiang was just in a bad mood and wanted to go out and have a look.
But Ayu didn't listen to me, so she insisted that Axiang would disappear completely, even more completely than just going to the human world to become a peony flower.
What she meant was that Ah Xiang would disappear cleanly, and there would be no physical presence of her in this world.
Hearing Ayu's narration, I felt more and more headaches, no matter how I explained to Ayu, Axiang just went out to see, and it was possible that she would come back soon, and the explanation was dry, and finally Ayu just looked at me with a look that I didn't understand her, pouted sadly, and finally sat away from me with a flower pot.
I couldn't get angry, so I asked her what she meant by holding the flower pot.
She said even more insanely, she was waiting for another peony to grow in the pot.
In an instant, I felt like she was in the Arabian Nights!
There is no seed, where can a peony flower grow in a pot for no reason.
"Ayu?"
"Ayu? I drank! ”
A ghost maid immediately appeared at the door of the dormitory in a hurry, and I immediately waved at her, signaling that she should not come in any way, and she immediately bowed and withdrew.
"Ayu!"
I raised my voice sharply and shouted at Ayu, who had been hooked by the empty flower pot.
"Ahh
Ayu suddenly looked away from the flower pot and looked at me in surprise, "Fairy, you called me?" ”
"I drank! Pour me a glass of water! ”
"Oh, yes."
Then I turned my head to look out of the dormitory, and I immediately rebuked her, "What? I just can't tell you to pour a glass of water now? Well, you can go wherever you want, and don't stay here to get in my way. Come! Pour me a glass of water. ”
"Yes!"
Immediately, the ghost maid sent by Xiao Yubai to take care of me on behalf of Ayu appeared by the door of the dormitory, and soon crossed the threshold, walked to the table and poured a glass of water, and was about to bring it to me, Ayu raised her hand to stop the ghost maid, and then picked up the cup of water, and said to her: "I am here to serve, you go out and wait." ”
"This ......"
The ghost maid looked at me timidly, I stared at me without speaking, and then looked at Ayu.
Ayu patted her on the shoulder and comforted her, "It's okay, you go out first." ”
"Yes, Sister Ayu."
Then the ghost maid turned around and saluted me, "The slave and maid are gone." Then he panicked and retreated.
"Fairy, drink water."
I leaned back on the bed, squinted at Ayu, and didn't take the water cup in her hand, but threw the crumpled letter in my hand in front of Ayu, "Ayu, you're not done yet?" How many times have I said that Ah Xiang just went out for a walk, look at the way you look now! It will only make others worry about you, what use are you! ”
If Ayu has always loved to drill the horns like this, if I go to static time and space in the future, won't she have to practice herself like now?
It's not that I don't think it's right for her to worry about others, but when will she understand that there are some things that you don't torture yourself, it can be solved, and it won't happen!
Blindly falling into pain will only make those who care about themselves miserable.
Another point is that there is no banquet in the world, some people will choose to leave first after all, and the person who stays in place should continue to live his own life, instead of blindly feeling sorry for himself.
Ayu was silent, and glanced down at the letter paper that had fallen at her feet, the letter was spread flat at her feet, and the black and impermanent handwriting on it clearly spread out at her feet, and I saw her hands holding the water glass trembling slightly.
"Fairy, Ah Xiang is really gone. I'm not guessing. ”
Ayu put the water cup in his hand on the round table next to the bed, then pressed his right hand on the back of his right hand, and pressed his left hand on the back of his right hand.
"A-A-Yu, what are you talking about?"
What is called that she is not guessing.
"It hurts here! I haven't had a good time since Ah Xiang left, fairy, I hurt here! It hurts! It hurts! It hurt so much that I couldn't sleep or eat, and many times in my dreams Ah Xiang said goodbye to me. ”
"She's really gone, she's really gone! Fairy! ”
"Ayu!"
Ayu was in pain and couldn't control her body, and fell to the side of the bed, I reached out to help her up, but Ayu covered her heart, looked at me aggrievedly, and sobbed while pointing to the flower pot on the table in the center of the hall, "There will be no peonies there, and no more Axiang will grow." ”
Ah Xiang is really gone?
No, she said, she just wanted to look around.
But where is she going?
Ayu is right, Axiang has no friends, where can she go and who to find?
My heart pounded, and I grabbed Ayu's trembling hand on the edge of the bed with both hands, and held it tightly, "Ayu, okay, okay, don't cry, it's all my fault, I misunderstood you." ”
Ayu and Axiang are twin sisters, and the bond between them is something I don't understand.
I'm so stupid, I didn't even think to ask Ayu properly, I just blindly thought that Ayu was cowardly, crying, and blind, but I never thought to ask Ayu well, why was she so sure that Axiang was not there.
The more I think about it, the more guilty I feel, how sad Ayu must have been these days, I still always argue with her.
"Why is Ah Xiang doing this! She has suffered so much, and she finally gained consciousness from the peony flower and was able to conjure up a human form, she should be happy, shouldn't she? Why, ...... Woohoo......"
I hugged Ayu and cried bitterly all morning, and finally this matter reached Xiao Yubai's ears, and he came back at night and asked me why the master and servant were crying like that.
"Ah Xiang is dead."
I turned my head to look at Xiao Yubai, who was standing on the side of the bed and was wearing a wide coat, tilted my head, and tried to open my crying swollen eyes wider, trying to see Xiao Yubai's face clearly, "She was able to conjure up a human form just now, and the first thing she did after conjuring a human form was to come to say goodbye to me, and then she ...... it."
My voice was a little hoarse, and my voice was crying, and I cried all afternoon, and at this moment I felt that my whole body was weak, and I just wanted to explain the reason to Xiao Yubai, it seemed to take all my mind.
"She's so stupid. I'm so stupid too. I thought that she had been in the human world for so long, even if she was still a little sad about Bai Wuchang's death, but not so sad that she committed suicide, so she wanted to leave the underworld, wanted to go out to see, I naively thought that it would be better for her to go out, if I hadn't let her go at that time and forced her to stay, maybe, she wouldn't have done stupid things! ”
It's all my fault!
Why didn't I stop her at the time!
"Fool."
Xiao Yubai was lying beside me, his arms were habitually wrapped around my waist, and I was gently hugged in his arms, my face was pressed against his chest, and after a while, the clothes on his chest were all wet with my tears.
"Even if she stays in the underworld, do you think you can stop her? What a person wants to do, unless she gives up herself, no one can stop her. Well, I've been crying for so long, don't cry now. You can think about it from another angle, Ah Xiang is just looking for the person she loves, maybe Bai Wuchang has been waiting for her in another world, and it is likely that the two of them are happily together now. ”
Xiao Yu's deep voice came from overhead, his voice was magnetic and docile, like the attraction of gravity, my emotions were touched by his voice little by little, and the sadness caused by Ah Xiang's death melted into the dark green candlelight of the dormitory little by little.
"When are you going to make up fairy tales?"
struggled to break down, stepped back a little, and then looked at Xiao Yubai with his chin up, "By the way, I still have to ask you, how long do I have to lie on the bed like this?" I'll tell you, if I lie like this, I'm really going to be crippled! I'm just touching my feet on the ground right now, and I'm going crazy with joy! Don't you think I'm going to be abnormal if I continue like this......"
"again!"
"Ahh What are you knocking me on the head for! ”
Before I finished speaking, there was a sudden pain in the top of my head, I raised my chin, looked at the culprit 'hand' that Xiao Yubai didn't have time to withdraw, and immediately screamed aggrievedly, and couldn't bite the hand that dared to knock my head.
"Who told you to stare at me again?"
Xiao Yubai even stretched out his finger and pointed at the corner of my crying and swollen eyes, I was even more angry, and angrily shook off Xiao Yubai's hand, "Who is talking nonsense!" I don't care, don't you want to change the subject, I'm going to get out of bed tomorrow! I'm going out! I'm going out! Don't go out again! I'm going crazy! ”
"Don't make a fuss."
Xiao Yubai's arm stretched out again, about to pull me back who had rolled to the wall, I sat up on the ground, rubbed my back against the wall and slid to the end of the bed, and then ran under the bed, why bother tomorrow, I have to go out tonight!
My body has improved a lot, and I don't feel that there is anything wrong, why does Xiao Yubai just refuse to let me get out of bed!
And I just had a simple caesarean section, so why should I lie in bed for more than two months and not go out!
Xiao Yubai, this is a naked bully, I don't know much!
I really don't think the 10,000 years I spent in the human world don't exist!
"Ji Xiaofan!"
As soon as my eyes were dark, Xiao Yubai suddenly turned over and sat up, like a mountain, it happened to block the only way for me to get out of bed, his arm buckled my wrist strongly, and clamped my right wrist like pliers, I couldn't help but scream a few times in my heart, it hurts so much!
While shaking my right wrist, I used my left hand to drag Xiao Yubai's pincer-like hand, I ran out of strength, sweated, and struggled for a long time, but Xiao Yubai's hand still clamped my wrist like pliers.
Raising his eyes and glaring at him viciously, he motioned for him to let go, but he sat like a mountain like a nobody, and the expression on his face seemed to say that if you don't lie down quietly, then sit here for the night.
I shook my arm angrily, ready to lie back, my wrist suddenly hurt, turned my head to look at Xiao Yubai's hand that was still clamping my wrist, and shook it hard angrily, "Still not let go?" I'm not going anywhere, I'm going to sleep now! ”
Xiao Yubai's hand suddenly loosened, the corners of my mouth hooked slightly, and I angrily pulled up the quilt and covered my head, and failed again! Why is it so hard for me to get out of bed?
There are hands and feet, and everything is normal!
But Xiao Yubai, why didn't he let me get out of bed!
The other side of the quilt was lifted suddenly, and a cool breeze rushed in first, and I leaned into the bed, unwilling to pay attention to Xiao Yubai, who was approaching me.
Syllable!
"Take your hands off my waist!"
As soon as my waist tightened, I didn't want to raise my hand and hit Xiao Yubai's arm around my waist, but Xiao Yubai seemed to be close to me from behind, his arm wrapped around my waist more tightly, his lips came to my ear, and he said softly:
"Alright, don't be angry. Benjun promised you that you would raise in bed for a while, and when your body was better, Benjun would let you out. When the time comes, you can go wherever you want, as long as someone follows, this gentleman will not stop you. ”
Go wherever you want?
So good?
I turned around abruptly and faced Xiao Yubai, "How long was that time?" Few days? A few months? Or a few years? "Gotta give me an approximate time, right?
"Soon."
Xiao Yubai lowered his head, the tip of his nose touched the tip of my nose, and then his lips quickly swept over my lips, and before I could react, he raised his head again and said softly: "Your first task now is to drink medicine, be obedient, and take care of your body." ”
"You!"
What is the difference between saying this and not saying it!
But I can't afford to ask him any more soon, and the next time the ghost doctor comes to check my pulse, I must find a chance to ask why I can't get out of bed!
I don't feel any discomfort in my body now, but I am much healthier than before, no longer like I was always sleepy and have nightmares during that time, and now I am simply healthy!
I used to be able to go out for a walk from time to time, but now I have to rest in bed? (To be continued.) )