Listening to Li Qingshu's words, I didn't respond, maybe I didn't want to respond at all, and of course I didn't know how to respond, just stood in the silent night, shrouded in the dark night, and didn't say a word or answer.

"You went to Dali, maybe you have found her, maybe she has a new life, and you should have your own life, you are no worse than others, if there is a person around her who knows cold and hot, you can also be around, if we have an unusually long distance because of what happened in the past, even if we are 1000 steps apart, as long as you are willing to take the first step, I will take the remaining 999 steps in your direction."

Li Qingshu was also silent for a moment, but soon said gently, at this moment, because of the pleasant night and bright stars, her voice was indescribably good, anyway, it was very good.

It's just that when I hear her words, I don't know how to answer, for ordinary people, a light step, easy, but for me, this step will be incomparably difficult, the stars are hanging in the sky, my heart is gray, even if I am very moved now, I can't accept that I was once high, I hate and dislike Mr. Li, and now I am so infatuated with me, the bloody plot happened to me, but when I was entangled in this step, I heard an extremely ethereal singing, And the sudden resounding song was beside me, wandering around me towards the quiet night, how fitting with the night at this time......

"The black sky is low, the bright stars are with each other, the insects are flying, the insects are flying, who are you missing?

The stars in the sky weep, the roses on the earth withered, the cold wind blew, the cold wind blew, as long as you were with me. Insects fly, flowers sleep, there is a pair of talents in life, not afraid of the dark, only afraid of heartbreak, no matter whether you are tired or not, and you don't care about the southeast and northwest. ”

Li Qingshu's singing is really good, what realm is it good to hear? It's just indescribable, this song can only be sung well by people with ethereal voices, but Li Qingshu still has a trace of vicissitudes in her ethereal, and her mood may complement this song unusually well.

She stood beside me, humming softly, while I listened sluggishly, and the memories of her acquaintance wandered in my mind, and I hung down like the sky, without heh, without sound......

The short singing stopped, when the singing stopped, I even felt unfinished, the singing woman also left silently, silent come, silent departure, about I lowered my head for dozens of seconds, I turned around very quickly, saw the back that was about to disappear, I seemed to really fly in front of me, there were really insects flying in the air, her figure was gone, but the song has been echoing in my ears, I didn't want to leave for a long time, but she was really afraid of heartbreak? However, isn't she a woman who came out of a fairy tale world? Is she also a normal normal person?

This night, everyone had a lot of fun, except for me, an outlier, maybe I was hit by one thing after another and became crazy, became depressed, and changed from a cheerful boy to a melancholy man.

Returning to my silent home from the carnival world, I fell asleep with Tom in my arms, but even in the middle of the night, I couldn't sleep.

I didn't know where I saw this sentence before, when I was old, my children asked me, who was the person you loved the most when you were young, I didn't want me to do was to dig out an old photo album, I hope I could raise my hand and point to the other end of the room and say, she is sitting there, maybe in the future Tom will really ask like this, will the person I love the most be by my side at that time? And who is the person I love the most now? I lay on the bed, looking at the white ceiling and thinking, anyway, I can't sleep like this, thinking about it and falling asleep with my eyes closed, this question will be answered in a dream.

……

The next morning, I sent Tom to school, and I went to work in a travel agency, and I was in a pretty good state today, I think I'm still very strong, at least I can work now, but I remember what Li Qingshu said to me when I left in the morning.

"Pick up Tom at noon and come back early, I'll cook and wait for you."

Hearing her words, I waved my hand behind her back, and then I didn't take a few steps to hear Li Qingshu's words again, and suddenly felt that she was a bit like my mother, when did Mr. Li, who was as cold as a glacier, become like this, nagging and verbose, of course I was not bored.

"What do you want to eat? Also What does Tom want to eat? I'll do it for you. ”

I have a feeling of reluctance to believe the current situation of Li Qingshu, I feel that I am in a dream, or that the sun is coming out of the west, of course, it was like this a few days ago.

Sitting in the office, looking at the laptop on the desktop, the computer screen is a photo of Xiaoyan and me, looking at this photo, I feel that Xiaoyan is in front of me, she is smiling at me, extremely warm.

The computer screen automatically went to sleep, I immediately stretched out my hand and clicked on the keyboard, this time I stretched out my trembling palm, touched the smooth computer screen, and gently stroked Xiaoyan's white face, at the same time I closed my eyes, because I wanted to cry again, when I thought that Xiaoyan had been so good to me, when I thought that I finally really abandoned the touch and fell in love with her, she left me ruthlessly, and my feelings could not be suppressed and wanted to vent.

And at this moment, the knock on the door suddenly sounded, and I quickly recovered my normal feelings, rubbed my eyes in a little panic, and then said come in.

I half-covered my eyes with my hands, staring at the text on the table, waiting for the person who came in to speak, I don't know who it was, but now my eyes are red and I don't fit to look at him.

"I really didn't expect you to start a company now, I'm really happy."

However, when I heard the voice of the person who came in, I was a little surprised, and I couldn't help but raise my head to look at her, and I was sincerely happy to see her face at this time.

"What kind of company is it, it's obviously a small travel agency, but I should be happy to see your current spirit, and seeing you now proves that my efforts are not in vain."

Looking at the fashionably dressed Man Qing said with a smile sincerely, today's Man Qing is wearing a white dress, her hair is draped over her shoulders, and she is carrying a small and delicate lady's bag, standing in the office, there is a kind of mud and not stained temperament, if you now say that Man Qing was still a drug addict a few days ago, people who heard this sentence would definitely not believe it.

"Don't be modest, as for me, that's it."

Man Qing walked slowly to the desk and said to me with a smile on her face.

"I'm not modest, you're here ......"

"I've come to say goodbye to you."

Before I could speak, Man Qing understood what I was going to ask and said to me with a smile.