Chapter 80: Soul Repentance
But second brother and fourth brother, are you sure that you really don't have the ability to be qualified for this position, or do you not want to sit on it at all?
She didn't want to pay attention to the rogue thoughts of the two brothers, because, in a way, she thought the same way.
In fact, as early as the beginning, the patriarch successor selected by Tan Yushu was Tan Da, who was originally qualified as the eldest grandson of the long house, and had a lot of IQ ability, which was a perfect successor. Later, Tan Xining's birth made him add another candidate, but Xiao Wu's child was later taken to the United Kingdom and handed over to Mrs. Bai to teach, which means that he was chosen to be the heir of their family, well, since it is an in-law family, then he will not do such a tasteless thing as robbing people, and leave a descendant for the Sophia (Sophia) family!
So, talk about Comrade Xifeng, if you don't go to hell, who will go to hell.
"That, second brother and fourth brother, I'll go back to school, there's something wrong."
"Go ahead."
When I walked to the hall, I saw Tan Da again, and she said to him very naturally to go back to school, but her eldest brother also replied to her with the same expression: "Are you going to see Su Wangqing?" β
Well, just this sentence made her speechless, but if she didn't fight back, it was her character, and she didn't come and go, and the etiquette she was taught was so good, how could she do such an impolite thing.
"He is worthy of being a big brother, worthy of being a future patriarch, and worthy of being our leader. The vision is sharp, and you can see the root at once, it's really unfortunate, and it makes you say it all of a sudden, big brother, you are really a god. I adore you so much that I can't help myself. I decided that if I want to marry someone in the future, I will marry someone like my eldest brother. β
"Okay, okay, don't be poor, I know all day long that your eldest brother is poor, I didn't want to meddle in the matter between you and Han Zijin, let alone ask. In fact, he also wants to find out Shura, after all, they are all old rivals, and sometimes you have to be considerate of him. β
"Big brother, you are wrong about this, I am not making trouble unreasonably, let alone carefully grasping one thing and not letting go, that is, his thoughts, practices and methods are all wrong. Big brother, don't let the muddy waters go this time. I'm leaving. β
"It doesn't matter, just don't make it unhappy in the end anyway."
"No, at least he's not happy and I'm happy." The Land Rover car was gone, and looking at the smoke emitted by the butt of the car, he suddenly felt that this car was bought by mistake, and the "soft" girl of the little sister should not drive a tank!
"Han San, I said good things for you, don't blame me."
"No, it won't."
He saw Han San's figure coming, and after seeing his little sister, he hid again, so he had what he said just now, and it is estimated that he will also reflect on his own ways and means.
It's obviously a couple who love each other very much, but they should be intimate but because of a person who has never met before, if that person is unintentional, forget it, if it is intentional, then what is his purpose? Han Zijin? Little Five? Or the Han family, he doesn't know anything, he hates this kind of identity of being in the game but being a bystander, this kind of powerlessness is really unacceptable!
"Shura, my task is complete, they have broken up, what else do you want me to do, when will you divorce me?"
"Miss Yang, can't you hold your breath? Or is it because you're me? As far as I know, you are very patient with your drunkard husband, didn't you also spend a few days mixing oil in honey when you were newly married? Didn't you persuade him a few times when he first gambled, and you still expect him to quit gambling, and you don't look like you don't love it, why don't you mention her now that there is no fluctuation at all? Divorce is still in such a hurry, your wife is not up to standard. β
"I don't want to, I don't want anything anymore, please hurry up and let me divorce him, I can't stand him, I really can't stand it."
"It's as simple as you think. Aren't you practicing distribution according to work in China? Can your dedication make you feel at ease to accept such a big return? β
"And what else do you want me to do?"
"That's not necessarily, if I let you attack Han Zijin, can you be ruthless?"
"For the sake of divorce, I have paid a lot of money, and I have done all the things that destroy human nature, and I am not missing this life of losing my conscience."
"Well, do you know what I admire most about you? It's really fierce, it's not human-like at all, it's really sexy. As he spoke, he swept his hand across her neck, and his fingers trembled and trembled to her heart. What is she? Keeping company with demons? So is she still alive?
"Let's go."
Hearing this order, Yang Yutong bowed to the man and hurried away, afraid of hearing him and wait, there is a tiger in the future, how could she recruit this person, it is really a sad thing.
She went home and thought about it for a long time, thinking a lot, remembering the days when she lived with her parents, parents and sisters when she was a child.
I remember that every time my sister buys new clothes, although my mother doesn't bring her, she will also have new clothes. Eating at one table, everyone is the same food, and they don't treat her harshly. went to school or something, and also followed Yu Xin, I didn't understand it at the time, I always felt that my father betrayed her mother, the new mother was not good to herself, my father was weak and incapable of helping herself, and my sister was naughty and always teased her, she thought that the whole world was bad to her. But now that I think about it, this is not the case at all, my father is a phoenix man in today's words, and he can sit in this position all because of the power of the aunt and the aunt's family. From the point of view of time, he and his aunt got married before him, before the time he was with his mother, so her mother is the third party who destroys other people's families, and the third party she hates the most. In the past, she thought that the aunt was a third party, and she went around spreading bad news about herself, although she knew that it was a rumor made by herself, and she only simply warned herself that the punishments she said were nothing, and her father took her third party's child back, which was a blatant slap in the face of the aunt. Now when she recalls that her aunt looked at her complicated eyes, she felt sad for a while. Why didn't she find out, she kept hurting them, bent on avenging her mother, escaping from them, and escaping from her unbearable past. Auntie's forbearance, I used to think that she loved her father, but now I think it's ridiculous when I think about it. People like Auntie, besides Yuxin, who else will they care about? Accepting that raising herself is just to save the family's face and give Yuxin a complete home, she is so naΓ―ve, and now that she has come to this road of no return, she regrets it, she wants to change, but can she really change? Will they forgive her?
Following the voice in her heart, she returned to the Yang family. The maid of the Yang family has not changed, seeing that she is still called the eldest lady, although the aunt is very cold, but it is not bad, and she also gave her a name for the third child, what a shame it is, to raise a child for her husband's junior child, why did she listen to her mother's words before and hurt such a poor and kind person? It was her own mother, her father, and her who were really at fault. She came back, confessed to her aunt, and begged for her forgiveness!
Relieved to come down from upstairs, I saw such a scene: the adopted daughter sat on the sofa, holding a teacup and drinking tea in a restrained manner, not as arrogant as before. Anyway, she didn't think about the good.
Yang Yutong looked at the relieved eyes, and knew that she didn't think about herself for the good, and she didn't blame her, she had done a lot of messy things before, how could she expect her to forgive herself at once, or even accept her apologies.
In fact, she is different from herself and Yuxin, and she is acceptable. How can the biological one be the same as the one adopted. Besides, she was five or six years old when she first came, and she was taught bad by her mother Yingsha, she didn't learn well at a young age, so she began to sneak around, and she still didn't change when she got here, and her aunt didn't want to teach her badly, and she was honest, and her reputation was not good, and she was strict with her before she came back from the road of petty theft, and then she knew that Yuxin liked Zijin, so she went to get close to him, her mother said that men like poor and weak women, even if they don't like it, they won't push it away ruthlessly, because they claim to be good people, You can't do such a cruel thing. In this way, she became Han Zijin's girlfriend, but he didn't like her, she knew, she didn't like him either, and she evened it out. Knowing that the night she and Zijin were together, Yu Xin cried in the room all night, the room between the two of them was next door, and she could hear Yu Xin's suppressed cry across the wall, and she was very happy at that moment, it was a happy gloating.
She didn't know why she was like this, maybe it was her hatred for her aunt and her jealousy of Yu Xin, which made her feel very happy like this. But then she was also in pain, but she was used to pricking everyone with needles, and she didn't care about hurting herself, because of her, the pain was numb.
The person who found out that he had depression was none other than an aunt. Later, she also took herself to see a psychiatrist. But she didn't trust her, she went to other hospitals to see other doctors, and after confirming her condition, she restrained a lot, but she also used her illness as a threat from time to time, tortured them in all kinds of tricks, and tortured herself at the same time. Later, the aunt said, don't waste time on unworthy people, or her last sentence moved her: Don't be like her.
Yes, how can she be like her, wasting time on a very unworthy person, so she and Han Zijin quickly broke up, and after going abroad, she married a foreign man who she thought he loved her very much, and the result was not the same, and now the rest of her life has been ruined by him. Only when people are desperate can they remember the good of the past, and the good that they did not find in the past, is this the same as the nature of the return of light before death?
"Auntie, I'm back."
"I see it."
"Where's Yuxin?"
"She's busy with work, and she hasn't been home for days." She heard the loneliness in Shi Ran's words.
"Mom, it's okay these days, why don't I stay at home with you?"
"Whatever you want."
"Mom, I'...... I'm sorry. She knelt down and knelt in front of Relief. I'm sorry for being so malicious in guessing you, so ruthless in revenge Yuxin, and I'm sorry for resisting you when I was young.
"What's wrong today, I can't afford to suddenly go home and apologize as soon as we meet." She watched quietly what she was going to do, carefully observing her expression, not wanting to miss any clues, as if she wanted to see through her flesh.
"Mom, I just think I used to be really excessive."
"Okay, since you also said before, let's not pursue it, and besides, you have already apologized so sincerely, I forgive you, get up quickly!" She grabbed her arm and tried to get her up from the ground. She is old, and she doesn't want to be so young and vigorous when she was young, she doesn't rub sand in her eyes, her personality has softened, she doesn't want to be difficult for others, and at the same time, why is it difficult for herself?
"Mom, do you really forgive me?" She asked apprehensively.
"How could I lie to you, what to lie to you." She said funny.
"I thought you'd never forgive me."
"No, when you were still a child, I wouldn't be angry with you, as for the things you did, I don't mind me at all, for Yu Xin, in fact, I don't want Yu Xin to have contact with Han San, and I don't want her to enter the door of the Han family one day, it's too dangerous, so, at that time, I hated and thought, you went to prevent Yu Xin's disaster."
"Why do you say that, aren't the Han family and Zijin all very good?"
"You guys broke up, and it doesn't matter if I say it. I don't want my son-in-law to be a soldier, born and die all the time, and sometimes even he disappears, and his wife doesn't even know where he is, whether he is dead or alive. My mother is like this all her life, I can see it, so I don't want my daughter to become like her grandmother. If I don't stop you, firstly, because you don't really like him, you are rational enough not to harm yourself, and secondly, if I stop you, you may rebound and get worse, so you should play it yourself! β
"Mom." What to do, she can't help it, she wants to cry.
"Child, I know that you yourself have not felt good these years, so cry if you want to."
She threw herself into her arms, but she didn't expect the warmth in her arms to make her cry even more, if she wasn't so stubborn, would she have already enjoyed the care and warmth of maternal love? She really regretted it, it was her confession from the soul, to the past and to the present.
"Yutong, what's wrong?" Looking at the eldest daughter who was crying silently, she felt that something was wrong, if it was because of the past, she had forgiven her, it stands to reason that she shouldn't cry so sadly, so painful, right, isn't it, what else is this child hiding from herself, thinking of this, her expression was stern again, and she asked her sharply.
"Yutong, what the hell did you say, what happened?"
"Mom, I've done something wrong, a very strict thing, it's wrong from the root, it's outrageously wrong, but I'm already doing it, and I'm putting the rest of my life on the line, Mom, what should I do?" (To be continued.) )