I slept until midnight and suddenly woke up, and when I touched the emptiness around me, He Liancheng didn't know where to go.

His appearance tonight was very abnormal, like a cheating man deliberately keeping calm in front of his wife. He Xiao's affairs have always been his weakness, and it is impossible to expose it so easily. Unless he was angry and stupid this time, he would discuss it with me so calmly.

At night, I was thinking about what happened between He Zelin and my father, and although I was suspicious of his appearance, I didn't think deeply about it. However, when I woke up, my man was gone, and I suddenly thought of all his abnormal qiē at night.

I listened intently, and the room was quiet, and there was no movement. Rolling over and getting out of bed, I opened the bedroom door, and the living room was pitch black, focusing on the terrace, which was empty. He has a habit of going to the terrace to smoke when he is upset.

Just as I was about to go back and find the phone to call him, I suddenly saw a dim yellow light coming through the crack in the door of the storeroom.

Without hesitation, I gently pushed open the door and saw He Liancheng sitting on the ground where I had sitting, looking at those notepads by a light above his head that was not too bright.

I didn't deliberately slow down, as soon as I pushed the door open, he raised his head, and asked with a slightly embarrassed smile on his face, "Why don't you sleep?" ”

"What are you doing?" I asked.

He pointed to the notebook in his hand and said, "What is the reason for the distraction at that time?" ”

"You have something on your mind, or you already know that my dad has a relationship with your dad, but you don't say it, right?" I ignored his deliberate words to ease the atmosphere and asked directly.

He lowered his head and immediately raised it again, looked me in the eye and said, "Honey, you think too much. I really just care why you're rejecting me. ”

After saying that, he closed the notebook in his hand, put it in the box, got up and hugged me and said, "Let's go, go back and rest." You don't want me to watch it, I don't watch it, don't think about it so complicated. ”

"It's not that I'm complicated, but your cousin is very strange today, how can you be so calm knowing that He Xiao is going to officially recognize his ancestors and return to his ancestors." I stood still, and my eyes swept over to the top of the box where he had a notepad with the last brown cover.

I haven't read this one.

"Le Yi, since you asked so directly, I will say it directly." He also let go of the hand that was holding my shoulder, and he took a step back to distance himself from me before continuing, "I have been entangled with the old man today, whether to give up you and the child and go back to fight for the inheritance." ”

I waited for him to say this, and his deliberate calmness let me know that the whole thing must not be as simple as he said, and that something must have happened in between. He was like a gambler with a guaranteed win hole, indifferently looking at the clown of the competitor he was about to win.

"I won't blame you if you give up on me." I saw that he was reluctant to say it, so I smiled slightly and said, "I still say the same thing, you go and do what you want to do first, and then come back, I am willing to wait for you." ”

He looked at me deeply, walked up to me, stretched out his hand and pinned my drooping head behind my ear, his fingers gently caressing my face.

The pantry was hot, and a fine layer of sweat broke out on my face, and his hand paused on my cheek and said, "Do you feel that our love is so tired, so tired that you are about to lose your passion." When you say this, do you have a decision in your heart? ”

His voice was decadent, and he continued weakly: "My decision is to give up the inheritance and choose you. So when I came back, I was sad but still calm. However, your expression makes me especially afraid that I will try to persevere, and what I will get is not what I want. All this repeated torture makes us all a little tired, doesn't it? ”

That's how I feel, and although I deliberately don't let myself think so, during this time, there is indeed an indescribable sense of alienation between us, like some people say marital exhaustion. It seems that both sides are tired of this relationship, although there is a bond that cannot be separated in the middle.

When did you feel this way? I thought about it for a while, it seems that since He Zelin was discharged from the hospital, he no longer fiercely opposed us, but created many opportunities for He Liancheng to choose at work, and repeatedly confirmed again and again whether He Liancheng chose us or him.

From a psychological point of view, repeatedly asking you to confirm a thing can make you doubt the thing, the choice, and eventually become exhausted, and then feel that the choice was wrong, or give up or be disappointed, in short, nothing good will come of it.

I didn't speak, but he suddenly held me in his arms, and his suppressed voice was like a beast trapped inside: "I'm afraid that you have decided to give up because of something." You didn't look at me right today, like ......" At this point, he paused for a moment before continuing, "It's like you're going to leave at any time, so is there any point in what I did?" Don't hurt me like that. ”

"What do you think I found in these old things? Want to check it yourself? I finally relented and asked softly.

"Yes, the few things you read to me, I still have a rare influence, as if when I was a child, my father once failed to invest in a piece of land, and finally I don't know who it went to. But that money really solved the urgent need of his business, and he became the later He family. He Liancheng said, "When this happened, I was still young and couldn't remember it really. I just want to wait until you fall asleep to see what happened. ”

His words made me push him out and ask, "Can you go and ask your dad tomorrow?" ”

"Le Yi, you have something to hide from me." His eyes sharpened.

I shook my head in denial, "No." ”

"Even if you don't, you've thought of something and won't say it, will you?" He looked straight at me, "You speak very quickly when you lie, don't lie to me." ”

I can't pretend anymore, but I don't know where to start. Let's just talk about something that happened to our family six years ago, and I suspect it has something to do with his father? Will he go crazy? This kind of doubt is very hurtful in itself, especially in such a special time.

"I confirmed again at my father's place today that I want you, I want children, and I would rather give up those things outside my body, and I feel very tired. Coming back to see you so tired, and trying to please you, I'm so tired that I can't hold on. After he finished speaking, he turned around and went out.

He Zelin Gao's means, with only one trick to repeatedly confirm, let us come to this point.

The tiredness and helplessness in He Liancheng's eyes and face were not pretended, but he was extremely helpless, and when he saw the result of his choice, he suddenly found that he seemed to have made the wrong choice.

But how can I say it, just say that this qiē was said by Shen Mo? What would he think, I believe in an irrelevant man, but not him?

A few times I tried to stop talking, but finally decided to swallow it, and decided to wait until there was a result before suing him. What's more, I want to confirm this matter before He Xiao recognizes his ancestors, and then drag He Zelin into trouble, so that the entire ancestor recognition incident will be stagnant, and then the winner will only be He Liancheng. But what shall I say about this qiē? I calculated his father for his sake?

He went back to his room to rest, the room was quiet again, the light in the storage room tempted me, I wanted to go to the bedroom to accompany him, and I wanted to stay and watch things.

After hesitating for a moment, I turned off the pantry lights and walked back to my bedroom.

His breathing was audible in the dark, and the sound of unsteady breathing indicated that he was not asleep. When I got to the bed, I saw him in the dark with a pair of eyes open, looking straight up at the ceiling. I went to lie down, and he didn't even move his eyes, as if the whole person was empty into a world where no one could walk in.

"Why are you so honest with me about other things, but you refuse to say anything about this one?" He spoke in a calm tone.

The indescribable emotion in his voice made me feel so distressed, and the words rushed out of my mouth: "I'm afraid of hurting you too deeply." ”

I regretted it when he said that, and he turned his head to look at me.

In the room where the lights were not turned on at night, he could only vaguely distinguish the outline of his face and a pair of eyes, and he said: "Are you suspicious that my father must have done something, so he pretended not to know the daughter of the deceased?" ”

"No, I can't make this conclusion until there is no evidence." I shook my head.

He suddenly chuckled softly, his voice full of disappointment and sadness: "Your words show that you are suspicious of this qiē, and you are looking for evidence." I want to ask, is it me and Kuankuan who are more important, is it more important to live now, or is it more important for you to find the root cause of what happened in the past? ”

I was asked, and I wanted to answer directly that Kuan Kuan and him were more important, but I couldn't say it.

No one can understand how I got here, and I will never forget what happened in just a few months. A good home, falling apart in an instant, I want to find out the truth of the whole thing, is it wrong?

My mom died in a car accident; Dad was in a vegetative state due to a car accident and lay unconscious in bed for several years; I took my children to be a lady...... Who can understand the suffering that has been inflicted on me. If there is a mastermind behind this qiē, how can I put it down and not check it after I know some clues.

"Le Yi, sure enough, I love you, more than you love me." He Liancheng stretched out his hand and stroked my face with an abnormal tenderness and said, "In front of my mother's last wishes, I choose you; Before property and inheritance, I have chosen you; In front of my father, I chose you ......"

His hand slipped down my face and finally touched my chest, feeling the beating heart inside and asking, "Do you have a heart here?" ”

"Lian Cheng, in my heart, my parents are as important as you, and I can't be indifferent when I know that maybe someone else planned what happened back then." I shook his hand and said.

"In my heart, you are more important than your parents." The pathos in his voice made me feel distressed, "Lin Leyi, I don't know how I fell in love with you, I always think about you, and please you in everything." Whether it's in bed or in other things, I try my best to please you. How do I suddenly feel like a little clown, no matter how hard I try to perform, in your life, I am a supporting role, insignificant. Any change will make you give up on me. ”

"It's not like that, it's not." I nervously retorted.

"Isn't it? What do you think in your heart? What you said a few hours ago, you're not mine......" he sneered, "Your subtext didn't come out, I'll say it for you, what you wanted to say at the time was that you weren't my tool to vent my desires, right?" ”