After a while, Aunt Zhang came over with a bowl of medicine, Xu Changsheng felt that he could get better quickly even if he didn't take medicine, but thinking that he was now a weak mortal, and the situation was unknown, it was not suitable to act rashly, so he obediently drank the medicine, Aunt Zhang saw it and felt that her previous thoughts were ridiculous, and she smiled and told Xu Changsheng to continue, and left to do things.

Xu Changsheng closed the door after waiting for Aunt Zhang to leave, and his divine sense entered the sea of knowledge to look for the remnant soul.

Xu Changsheng searched for a long time before he found the remnant soul shrunk into a ball in the most hidden corner.

Seeing Xu Changsheng, the other party seemed to be frightened, and even lowered his head, eager to turn himself into a speck of dust, so that people could not see and couldn't find it, and Xu Changsheng was quite angry.

She has a resolute and resolute temperament, she really can't look down on such a cowardly temperament, Han Jianniang is also weak, but she is still a little stronger than her.

At the very least, Han Jianniang was bullied, and with her help, she dared to fight and seek a future for herself, but this one in front of her didn't even have the courage to face it, Xu Changsheng thought that this was his remnant soul, and he did such a cowardly thing, he was very angry, she was not a person who was good at talking and laughing, and for a while, she became more and more cold and strict, and the remnant soul trembled even more.

Xu Changsheng endured the anger in his heart and asked, "What's your name, why do you want to give up on yourself?" ”

The remnant soul seemed to be very ashamed, lowered her head and didn't speak, no matter how Xu Changsheng asked, she refused to speak, let alone look at her, as if she was very afraid of her.

Xu Changsheng couldn't, so he had to read her memories by himself, but fortunately, she was the main soul, and the self-awareness of this remnant soul was also very low, so Xu Changsheng read very smoothly.

This remnant soul is Xu Yao, 23 years old this year, born in an official eunuch family, it can be said that he is a scholarly family, not Cui Yingying, but much better than Han Jianniang's merchant background, but Xu Yao's ancestors are not prominent, but her grandfather used to be a county magistrate, her father and uncle are scholars, her father is a Xiucai background, and he has also taken the exam, but he did not pass the first, and although her mother is not from everyone's beautiful background, she is also an official lady, and she has received three from four virtues since she was a child. Xu Yao's daughter is also educated in accordance with the method of her mother's education, from the time she was four years old, she was bound to her little feet, and taught her to read women's precepts, called her a female celebrity, taught her three from four virtues, and strictly followed the rules that a woman's lack of talent is virtue, Xu Yao grew up with such an ideological education, and became a deferential and gentle woman.

If it weren't for such an era, her appearance might not allow her to get her husband's love, but her suppleness from her background can always get a little respect, she will have her own children, husband and children, and may also help her husband take two concubines, give birth to a few concubines, and spend her life in the inner courtyard, but when she grows up and can get married, the outside world has changed dramatically!

The Qing Dynasty, which had founded the prosperous era, invaded China by the Eight-Nation Alliance, and the Qing Dynasty was forced to sign a treaty of humiliation and humiliation, and this was only the beginning, since then, the reform and restoration of the young emperors of the Qing Dynasty failed, countless young people received new education, exposed to new ideas, they were full of patriotic enthusiasm, absorbed new ideas from abroad and came back to educate the people, setting off an ideological and cultural revolution, and a new era is coming.

It can be said that the new era is very meaningful for the progress and development of society, and for women, it also brings a fresh air, but the Xu family is a very old-fashioned family, they resist new ideas and new concepts, and stick to the old rules, so Xu Yao is also very resistant or afraid to touch those things.

Xu Yao, who grew up, was not engaged for various reasons, and later after the introduction of relatives, although her mother-in-law had not seen her, she was also very satisfied with her, and strongly agreed with this family affair, and her husband's family was once an official eunuch's family, but a few years ago, the elders in the family fell into the fraud case of the department, and the male elders of the family died one after another, and life fell into poverty, but this family is also a scholarly family, and it is still a very good match, so the Xu family and Xu Yao are very satisfied.

It's just that Xu Yao didn't expect that although her husband was quite talented, he was a new young man, and before he got married, he asked her to let go and ask her to go to the new school, which was unacceptable to either the Xu family or Xu Yao, so they refused this request, and later the man was dissatisfied with the marriage and did not want to get married, Xu Yao has been uneasy since then!

Therefore, she was nineteen years old, already an old girl, and the two families had been decided, the marriage was decided, if she suddenly withdrew from the marriage, she would lose face and fall into a very embarrassing situation, she was very scared, but fortunately, her mother-in-law liked her very much, and tried her best to insist on the marriage contract, and finally when she was twenty-one years old, she would call her husband who was studying abroad back and marry her.

She thought it would be another beginning in her life, but who knew it would be another embarrassing start for her.

Her newlywed life, which began when she was alone in the empty house, and in the forty years of her married life, her husband did not recognize her as a wife, did not give her love, nor gave her respect and rights as a wife, she was like an old-fashioned garment hung in a cupboard, and he was too lazy to even look at her except for the obligation of support!

And she went from full of anticipation at the beginning to disappointment at the end, despair, silently accepting, and she couldn't even hate him!

What made her even more sad was that she was so eager to have a child of her own, but he refused to give it anything, and when she thought that in this life, neither she nor he would have children, but he fell in love with someone else and gave birth to a child with someone else.

How could she be embarrassed?

But she had no other way but to accept it.

Her husband died, and her mother-in-law, who had been with her all her life, died, but she had to accept the gift of the woman who snatched her husband to be able to survive, how embarrassing was this?

But she could only bear it silently, and she had to accept the woman to accept the child, and finally she died alone, and before she died, she had only one wish, that is, to be buried next to her husband, but it was such a simple wish, but it could not be realized, she was buried alone in one place, without words and monuments, just like when she was alive, lonely and sad.

God gave Xu Yao a chance to start over and let her experience a new life, but she has lived a lifetime, she has no way to change her temperament, and she has no courage to face that strange world, she doesn't know how to do it except repeat that lonely and humiliating life, so she chose to escape, she gave up this chance to start over, it is precisely because of this that Xu Changsheng can enter her body and live again for her.