“…… My father died very early, my mother did not remarry, I have been dependent on my mother since I was a child, but unfortunately, when I was twenty years old, the second year of my university admission, my mother was suddenly found to be seriously ill......" Qin Shu said slowly in a calm tone.

Before that, she explained her origins and slowly talked about her life experience.

She still remembers the despair in her heart when she learned that her mother had uremia, even in the middle and late stages. She quickly took a leave of absence from school and tried all kinds of ways to earn money and pay for her medical bills.

She is a single-parent family, and since her father's death, her grandfather has long been estranged from them and doesn't care about them at all. My grandparents lived with their only son, and they were not rich, so they couldn't help much at all.

During that time, she was really desperate and didn't know what to do. It just so happened that at that time, she encountered the recruitment of mercenaries by the Foreign Legion of Country F, and the recruitment targets included, civilians, former soldiers, outlaws, etc., no matter what their status, they could join through the guò assessment, which was considered a relatively regular mercenary.

She heard that the mercenaries were quick to make money, so they sold their old little house, and after asking their uncle to take care of their mother, she embarked on the path of mercenaries without hesitation.

She has this confidence because she learned kung fu from Bei Zhi when she was a child, and she has been exercising for many years. Although I have experienced some twists and turns, I have finally passed the assessment, and after a period of training, after the training is completed, I will be assigned to each foreign regiment unit and accept the task.

And these training is very painful, the course is all basic military training, including all kinds of security measures and anti-terrorist tactics, etc., the training method is almost cruel, humiliating, terrifying, painful, not to mention that she is just a girl who has just turned 20 years old, fortunately, she persevered.

At that time, in order to make money, she was willing to take on tasks no matter how dangerous they were. There is not much right and wrong, whoever pays will work for whom, and then continue to remit the money earned to sell his life home.

The mercenaries live on war, and the vast majority of them like it. But Qin Shu didn't like it in her heart. She wanted to cure her mother's illness, earn enough money, resume her studies, and live an ordinary life.

After having money, my mother's illness was much easier, and I was even lucky to wait for a suitable kidney source, and finally succeeded in replacing my kidney. Even so, the mother has to take anti-rejection medication for life, which still costs a lot more per month than regular hemodialysis.

Qin Shu could only extinguish her desire to come back and continue to go to school, and continue to be a mercenary. Slowly, her heart to come back faded. Moreover, she doesn't know if she can adapt to the life of ordinary people.

Unfortunately, only five years later, the kidney that my mother replaced was broken, and she had to be transplanted a second time. A second kidney transplant will be more difficult, cost more, and be less effective. Fortunately, at this time, Qin Shu was not short of money at all, and hired someone to take care of her mother at a high price.

The cost of treatment can only be regarded as a drop in the bucket for her, but she is still reluctant to squander it, except for the necessary expenses, she has saved the rest of the money. After finding a suitable kidney source, he soon gave his mother a second kidney transplant, but unfortunately, he later died of liver failure caused by kidney transplantation.

At this time, Qin Shu is no longer very suitable for the life of ordinary people, she plans to work for a few more years, and quit to retire after saving enough money. Over the years, she has also accumulated a lot of injuries on her body, and now she is younger and better, and when she is old, I am afraid that she will suffer a lot and spend a lot of money. She must save enough money to keep herself safe and clothed for the rest of her life, and she will not worry about money.

Half a year before she planned to retire, she got this space, but when she was performing the last simple task, she died, and then she wore it on Qin Sulian's body.

After Qin Shu finished speaking, he fell silent. At this moment, she is still immersed in the memories of the past. The aura on his body also changed, becoming cold, gloomy, and a little lonely.

Qin Shu in her previous life, or after becoming a mercenary, she was not a talkative person, and even a little withdrawn, except for the necessary teamwork when performing tasks, she has always been a loner.

After crossing over, Qin Shu gradually regained her original appearance. The quiet life in the past few years after adopting You'an made Qin Shu gradually wear away the evil energy and sharpness on her body, making her whole person become peaceful, and only occasionally showed her edge.

"Mother-" Qin Youan suddenly walked up to her and sat down, held her hand, and said, "You still have me!" Your son will be with you at all times. ”

He was very distressed about his mother's past. He didn't expect that his mother had also suffered so much.

Qin Shu came back to her senses, looked at her son who was looking at her worriedly, smiled slightly, her eyes suddenly softened, and said softly: "Mother knows!" ”

Then, she sighed softly and said, "I'm glad I have you with me." ”

If she hadn't adopted You'an, Qin Shu wouldn't have changed much, and she would probably have been going on alone. She is used to being lonely, and she will no longer accept a person lightly.

But You'an is different, he broke into her life in this way that caught her off guard, making her accept him easily and take the initiative to include him under his wing.

All along, You'an thought that she saved him from fire and water and gave him a qiē, but in fact, he didn't save her!

It is precisely because of You'an that she has a loved one again, has care, and is no longer alone. It was also because of him that she was able to recover so quickly and gradually live the life of an ordinary person. It's like going back to the days when she was dependent on her mother for her life.

The meaning of You'an to her is different.

Qin Youan suddenly asked, "Has my mother ever thought about getting married?" ”

"What?" Qin Shu looked at him in amazement, his eyes were incredible.

A trace of annoyance flashed in Qin Youan's eyes.

A little annoyed.

He originally didn't want his mother to marry, but when he heard his mother's past, he couldn't bear to see her so lonely, so this sentence came out of his mouth.

It's just that since he has already said it, he doesn't plan to go back, so he can only look at Qin Shu and continue: "My mother didn't marry in her previous life, right?" Mother, you are still young, haven't you thought about this? ”

Although he will accompany his mother, his son cannot replace his husband after all.

For a woman, if she never marries for two lifetimes, how cruel is it to her? He couldn't bear it.

Even if he was very sour and reluctant, he had to think about his mother.

When Qin Shu heard this, he was stunned for a moment, but then he suddenly burst out laughing, as if he had heard something funny, and while laughing, he patted him on the shoulder and said, "Oh, You'an, where did you think of going?" Get married? You can't figure it out! Well, my mother really didn't think about it, my mother already has a good son like you, what are you going to do? Unless, you don't want me as a mother. ”

Qin You'an was relieved when he heard this, he really didn't want to marry his mother, but intellectually, he knew that his mother should be allowed to live a better life, which would make her life more perfect.

He is willing to let his mother get his own happiness.

For his own selfishness, he was unwilling to do so. In case the mother has a husband and her own children, when the time comes, what is his son in the mother's heart! He doesn't think that there is any man in this world who can be worthy of his mother.

The most important thing is that he really doesn't want to have another stepfather. It's unbearable to think about.

But for the sake of his mother's happiness, he had to endure it.

"Mother, don't say such things! No kidding! Whether you marry or not, you are the mother of your son, and your son will always be filial to you, and your son is still waiting for you to be the queen mother in the future! ”

Qin Youan suppressed a trace of joy and worry in his heart, and said with a serious expression.

Qin Shu had a smile on his face and said, "That's good." If my mother gets married, how can I be the queen mother! It's so uneconomical, I don't want to. ”

"Okay, if you don't marry, you won't marry, and your son will support your mother for a lifetime." Qin You'an soothed her tone.

This is exactly what he wants, it's a big deal that he secretly bothered to find a few men for his mother, and let his mother choose for herself.

Whoever the mother likes, let whoever sleeps, and there is no need for the mother to marry, the mother can still be her queen mother.

Wouldn't that be the best of both worlds?

It's just that in this case, it may hinder the reputation of the mother. However, if his mother likes it, it's not impossible, he just has to find a way.

Anyway, a qiē is subject to the wishes of the mother's relatives.

Ordinary men are not in the scope of his consideration, the most basic thing is to be both civil and military, family background, appearance, bearing, talent, all are indispensable, and they must also be loyal to their mother, and ......

At this moment, Qin You'an's mind has flashed nearly a hundred harsh conditions, in short, the man who is close to his mother must be the most perfect and the best. Even so, he was still uncomfortable in his heart.

When he married his daughter in his previous life, he didn't have such entanglement and reluctance, and even most of the time, he didn't feel anything.

Qin Shu only thought that his son had promised him, and he quietly breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that this matter had passed, where did he think about what You'an was thinking in his heart? Otherwise, Qin Youan is afraid that a meal of fried meat with bamboo shoots is indispensable.

"It's not too short when you come in, let's go out first!" Qin Shu said.

Although no one dares to go into the backyard without their orders, you still have to be careful.

Qin You'an just nodded, and the scenery in front of him changed, and they had already appeared under the grape trellis before.

On the table, the water in the teacup was already cold.

Qin Shu stretched and said, "My mother is tired and wants to sleep for a while." If you need anything in the future, just ask me. These things are yours, and my mother is just keeping them for you temporarily. ”

Qin Shu understood that the things collected in his space were probably prepared for his son. However, it can be regarded as making the best use of things.

Qin Youan bowed slightly, not polite to her.

And there are many things in the space that can only come in handy after he ascends the throne.

"Mother, let's go rest first! The son wanted to sit a little longer. Qin Youan said.

"Alright, I'll go in first. You also rest for a while, don't get too tired. Qin Shu admonished.

"Okay, go ahead!" After the mother and son talked about it, there was no barrier at all, but they were more casual and close than together, or rather, they trusted each other more.

After Qin Shu left, Qin Youan sat down alone, quietly thinking about his thoughts.

In my previous life, I had never believed in and relied on a person like this.

Even if it is Empress Shen, he has a certain trust in her, but he will not trust her completely, let alone tell her everything, let alone this shocking secret.

The same is true for Empress Shen, she will only hide more things from herself than she hides from her. They had never been honest with each other, and even he didn't have such honest thoughts at all.

He has a suspicious personality and it is impossible to fully trust a person.

But in this life, he is willing to give all his trust to his mother, even if she is not his biological mother, which is actually a great adventure for him, and it can even be regarded as a temptation. Fortunately, my mother also believed in herself, and she did not let herself down.

No, mother, she had always trusted him so much. She was originally a very vigilant person, but she had no defense against his son.

She let him know that there was still a person in this world who could treat him so selflessly and unreservedly. Her attitude towards herself also gradually affected him.

especially

Especially after knowing that he was the emperor in his previous life, his mother's attitude, except for the surprise at the beginning, did not change much, let alone because he was the emperor, she was wary of him, and even took the initiative to confess her identity to him.

This is especially precious to him, and it also makes him extremely happy and ironed.

He understood that this was because, in his mother's eyes, he was just her son.

The more this is the case, the more he is able to distinguish between what is true and what is false.

He also saw many things in his previous life more clearly. The queen in his previous life was nothing more than Er'er to him, even Xiao Guifei.

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