Chapter 52: A belated confession?

First love is often happy and painful, just as April and May slowly turn from a sunny day to a rainy season, and happiness is followed by sadness. But when people grow up, they will know that the best period of life is the days of first love, hazy, heartbeat and even sadness, unforgettable. Even in the afternoon decades later, curled up on a chaise longue under the grape trellis with a teacup in hand, you can occasionally flip it over and reminisce.

"New Romance Era" is a story of first love.

As with many things, there is a beginning, there is development, and then there is an end.

Maybe it's the creation of people, or it can be said to be the bad taste of the screenwriter, the director's mending knife, and so on. In short, the story develops from a slow to a tangled direction, and the ending seems to be predictable.

Lala began to teach Li Ming how to chase girls.

So one day, Li Ming appeared in front of Yi Fei with twelve roses. The twelve flowers represent all love.

Another day, Ifei looked at Lala with a smile and said, "Someone invited me to dinner......"

The girl's smile was as subtle and hazy as ever, like a shy bud blooming quietly with dew. The breeze blows, and the long hair flutters,

Lala seemed to be very careless and said, "Really? Let's go. ”

"Then you said that if you meet someone on the road, please go to dinner too?" The girl stood quietly, with a gentle smile on her face.

"That's going to go, don't eat for nothing, don't eat!" Lala teased mischievously, and the corners of her mouth seemed to have a touch of cunning.

The story seems to be going on smoothly, until the girl doesn't want to play this calm and dull game anymore, and it makes a little waves in the story.

"I'm sorry, Li Ming, I have a boyfriend." Ifei looked out the window, hurting a boy who liked her and cheating on a boy who liked her.

The afterglow of the setting sun bathed in a faint halo on the two of them.

The girl's long hair hangs down her shoulders, and she is demure and refined. A scar crossed Li Ming's eyes, and the girl who had been waiting for many years finally appeared, but it was just a passerby of her own life. Like a fashion in the sky, dazzling but quickly disappearing. The wind blew the sand, and it blew into the eyes and into the heart, and the eyes were moist and the heart was bitter.

When people are in pain, they probably learn to smoke. Li Ming, who never smoked, went back to the house and lit a cigarette and called Lala again.

And Lala is to continue to dig holes for herself, and she will not give up without burying herself. On the other end of the phone, he said: "She said that if she has a boyfriend, you will give up, and spend a free time with her to make her happy." ”

Then the story continues to develop according to the design of Lala, and the group walks towards the bottom of the alley.

On the evening of July 23, the sky was overcast, not a single star could be seen in the sky outside, and the air was dull and oppressive.

Tonight was the main event, with a dozen people crammed into a small room.

Di Yun lay on the edge of the bed and waited, and Teng Huatao chattered beside him.

"Xiaoyun, tonight's emotional drama is very important, you will treat it as if you really broke up with your girlfriend later, and integrate your feelings into it......"

As he was talking, he suddenly felt a cold gaze cast from the corner next to him, like a knife. Immediately changed his words: "Uh...... It's just pretending to imagine that feelings are going to be brewed in place. Oh... Do you want to take a few sips to find some form? ”

In the summer, wearing a thick jacket and stuffy in the house, I was already soaking wet, and I had to take two more sips of wine. He just wanted to take off his clothes and go out to breathe. Besides, getting drunk is not such a difficult role, and he still has this confidence.

He shook his head and said, "No need." ”

"That's fine." Teng Huatao shouted to the crew standing around the room, "Are you ready?" ”

After a series of OKs, he waved his hand and shouted.

"Let's go!"

Di Yun lay on the bed with his eyes closed for two seconds, then opened his eyes and sat up, dizzy from waking up drunk, his fingers pinching the sides of his forehead.

His girlfriend curled up in the mirror, walked over and sat side by side, and handed him a glass of honey water.

"We're still ......"

Di Yun took the cup, and as soon as the girl spoke, he interrupted, "Wait...... Listen to me first. ”

After a moment of silence, he placed the cup on the table, intertwined his hands, and said, "Aren't we very good now?" ”

The girl turned to face him: "Now, I just want to have a home, find a job, and stay here with peace of mind." ”

Di Yun ran his hand back through his hair irritably.

The girl continued: "There is a home for us. ”

After another brief silence, Di Yun sighed softly and said, "I'm already very satisfied to be with you." The two glanced at each other, and then gently parted, "However, I know you very well, you are not a... Call... People who can stay somewhere for a long time. ”

"But you...... Haven't you thought about our future? ”

"...... in the future" Di Yun muttered, and suddenly fell silent, and did not continue to say the lines for a long time.

A group of people next to him looked at each other, not knowing what the situation was.

Teng Huatao made a pause gesture and said loudly: "Xiaoyun, what's wrong?" ”

Di Yun came back to his senses, looked at his girlfriend's hesitant and inquiring eyes, a little unnatural, and said to Teng Huatao: "I'm sorry, Brother Tao, I'm really embarrassed, I suddenly forgot my lines." ”

Teng Huatao looked at him strangely, smashed his mouth and asked, "Do you remember it now?" ”

"Mm-hmm, I remember."

"Then come on, Xiaoyun, you pay attention, it's a shame to be stuffy in the house in this weather, it's easy to finish shooting early."

"Yes, yes." Di Yun stood up and bent down slightly and said sorry.

Resume.

"But you...... Haven't you thought about our future? ”

"In the future...... "Di Yun's butt left the edge of the bed, squatted in front of the girl, took her hand, lowered her head and couldn't see the expression on her face clearly. "In the future, you will always leave, whether it is abroad or somewhere else." ...... "I just want to be with you all the time now. ”

The girl pulled out her hand and turned to the side, a little sad: "Are you so unconfident in me?" ”

"No... I don't want you to change for me. ”

"Stop!"

Di Yun scratched his chin, and he didn't need to look at the video to know that what he said just now was wrong in both tone and expression.

I've been with my girlfriend for so long, and I've talked about some dreams and what to do after graduation. My girlfriend's idea is to go to an outside studio to study for a few years after graduation, walk around for a few years, or continue to be an actor, or be a director herself, which is somewhat similar to Yifei's character in the film. And what he wants to do most is to return to Chang'an, settle down a small family, or continue to be an actor, or do something else. It's better to stay in the capital if it's the worst. I don't want to live that kind of unsteady life that is floating around.

So deep down, he still hopes that his girlfriend can change a little for him.

Then, I don't know if I was not too focused on the performance or was too involved in the performance to bring my feelings in, in short, when I said this sentence, I felt very against my will, and naturally the expression was not in place.

"Xiaoyun, what you said was too dry." Teng Huatao said, "You should be firm and don't hesitate. ”

"Uh...... Good. ”

Start again.

"Nope! I don't want you to change for me. ”

"Stop!"

Teng Huatao yelled, and then reacted that his feelings were too excited, and he suppressed and said, "It's too fast, no feelings." ”

The filming of the previous scenes between the two was very smooth, but suddenly and inexplicably stuck, coupled with this irritating weather, it is no wonder that the evil fire in the director's heart is rushing out.

Di Yun was also irritable under his girlfriend's calm gaze, touched his nose and did not speak.

Teng Huatao clapped his hands and said, "Okay, let's rest for ten minutes to relax." The two of you should also take a break and communicate. ”

Di Yun took off his coat, walked out of the room, leaned against the wall, and took out a cigarette and put it in his mouth. Seeing that his girlfriend was following him, he took off the cigarette and prepared to stuff it into the box.

"What's wrong?" The girlfriend asked.

"Nothing." Di Yun shook his head.

Xu Jinglei reached out and pinched the cigarette, stuffed it into his mouth again, then took the lighter in his other hand, pressed it gently, and the orange flame rose.

Di Yun looked at his girlfriend and slowly leaned in.

"Are you so unconfident in me?" Xu Jinglei suddenly asked.

"It's not." Di Yun's cigarette was not lit, and he took it from his mouth and said quickly.

Stemming from a psychology called inferiority, he sometimes thinks about the future of the two. It's just that the future is too vague, I can't see it clearly, I always feel that the two of them are like Yangchun Baixue and Xia Riba people together, I really don't know what the result will be when the two graduate in a year, and there is a feeling of unsteadiness in my heart. But I don't know how to say it.

"And what do you want me to change?"

"Uh... No. Di Yun scratched his head.

The girlfriend seemed to be able to read through his heart and continued: "Do you think you don't deserve me? ”

Di Yun felt as if he had stripped naked and was extremely uncomfortable, he glanced at her, did not speak, took the lighter and lit the cigarette himself, and smoked in silence.

Without warning, Xu Jinglei laughed. Di Yun was startled, the cigarette he had just inhaled stuck in his throat, and he coughed.

The girlfriend smiled a little straight, lying on top of him, her shoulders still trembling slightly.

Di Yun leaned against the wall at a loss, holding the half-smoked cigarette in one hand and holding it high.

After a long while, Xu Jinglei returned to normal, stood up straight, but did not retreat, put her arms around his neck, and looked straight at him, with an indissoluble smile in her eyes.

"What's wrong?" Di Yun touched his face.

"Little man!"

"Uhh

"Big fool."

“……”

"You don't know how good you are! is tall and handsome, has already filmed several dramas before graduating, and has long been ahead of all the boys in the class. ”

Am I really that good?

Di Yun subconsciously wanted to scratch his head, but the cigarette butt burned his head and burned his hands, so he quickly threw it away.

"I'm just afraid that you won't want me then, and I'm not pretty." The girlfriend said with a slight wink.

"Uh......" Di Yun didn't care to judge whether he was really that good, and hurriedly said, "No, it must be that you don't want me anymore, I definitely won't want you." ”

"Really?"

Di Yun didn't understand why his identity changed so quickly, from a man with low self-esteem to a scumbag who was about to abandon his girlfriend.

But this is not the time to think about these things, so you have to take a firm stand quickly.

He nodded vigorously and said, "Really! ”

"Uh-huh!" My girlfriend clenched her fists and said, "Then you don't want to escape from the palm of my hand in your life." ”

"......" Di Yun is stupid again, his style changes too fast and can't keep up with the rhythm.

The brain was a little unclear, and until the drama called people, they didn't figure out whether this was a confession.

A belated confession?