Chapter 273 Dissatisfied
Jia Xuan didn't hesitate to go back to her yard, and she didn't look back frequently along the way, but left without hesitation, but she was very happy in her heart, looking at me, I can still find an opportunity to show my face, it is enough to turn around and let him know that there is a person, as long as he has intentions for the Shangguan family, he will take me as an alternative target.
As long as it can be successful, what about the spare tire? Success never depends on the result and does not ask about the process, who can laugh and say who is the winner in the end.
Back in the courtyard, Ming Ya taught Jia Tong to play arithmetic games, Jia Tong is smart, her brain turns very fast, and her mental arithmetic ability is very strong, which makes Ming Ya have a sense of accomplishment as a master, and the two have a lot of fun.
Jia Zhen is practicing calligraphy, she is practicing hairpin flower Xiaokai, which is also Mingzhu Jianyì, and her father also said that her sister has a good eye, and she is suitable for practicing this font.
Jia Xuan saw that everyone had something to do, and she didn't have anything to do, so she simply took out her purse and embroidered it.
Recently, she has been doing embroidery work again, purses and shoes to wipe the forehead, used to give Yongtai and sisters, after the maid reminded her to know that the important reason why Mingzhu is cold to her is that she does not respect Yongtai enough, and she has not even sent a hand-embroidered thing, which is criticized, even the old lady has been quite cold to her, and the best attitude has not been able to enter her heart.
She sighed in her heart, she was really not good at female celebrities, and she didn't think that this would be a good idea. But she can't do anything else, and Yongtai and they don't need anything about themselves, but in her heart, she doesn't treat Yongtai as a mother.
She has a knot in her heart for her mother, and some of them will inevitably be a little cold. Although she has no hatred or resentment towards Yongtai, she can't be treated as her own mother, after all, her mother was quite selfish for her own happiness in her previous life. The director herself has no heavy expectations for family affection, it doesn't matter if she has it or not, and she can't talk about being sad or not.
In the past, everyone was talking about her behind her back, she was an unsociable person, with a strange temper, indifferent eyes, and no heart, but in fact, they were not wrong. Do you have to please someone else?
Jia Xuan was thinking about things in her heart while embroidering, her face was a little stunned, she knew that her sisters were also estranged from her. But she doesn't feel that she is at fault, is it wrong for me to climb up? Is it wrong for me to want to make my life better and find my own happiness?
Living in this alien world, in this world where there is no freedom and no feminine dignity. The only way to start your own family is to start your own family. Only by having my own children can I find my own sense of belonging, what's wrong with me, I have never taken the initiative to harm others, and I am jealous and heinous? Do you dare to say that you were born without the slightest jealousy of others?
Just laughing at others and not examining themselves, oh, funny!
In the afternoon, Mingzhu sent a maid over, "Three young ladies, the eldest lady asked the slave maid to come and ask if you want to go horseback riding?" Bilan bowed down and asked for a good return.
"Yes, I'm going horseback riding." Jiatong was the first to exclaim. Bouncing and jumping excited.
"I want to go too, but I don't have the opportunity to do so at home." Jia Xuan also stood up immediately. expressed attitude.
Jia Zhen actually doesn't want to go, she doesn't want to show her face in front of the prince, she doesn't want to be good or bad, she just wants to be a wife, she doesn't envy the glory and wealth, not to mention that she is not down, her grandmother has a lot of mention and love for her, she is very satisfied with her current life, and she is not willing to enter the palace to be small.
"I'm practicing to the point where I'm getting started, so I'm not going, you guys can go." Jia Zhen thought for a moment and smiled and spoke.
"Sister, aren't you going, it's rare to be able to ride a horse once?" Mingya was a little surprised.
"I'm okay with equestrianism, and I've played with my brothers in the martial arts training ground at home, so it's not that I can't play anymore. I've been in a carriage for a day today, and I don't really want to go because of my back pain, I want to take a shower for a while, and then I don't wash it when it's dark, and it's not a black light at home that makes people busy, how embarrassed. Jia Zhen explained with a smile.
Mingya lowered her head and pondered for a moment, "Okay, you stay, I'll go and ride a horse and come back, I'm going to look at Jiatong for fear that she will be restless." ”
"Well, you can get one with her, don't let her ride alone, it's very dangerous, let my brother lead you." Jia Zhen had two words of advice.
"Okay, I got it." Mingya nodded, changed her clothes, and went out with Jiaxuan.
Jia Zhen looked at Jia Xuan's back and shook her head slightly, one day you will regret it, glory and wealth have to pay a price, you only saw the glory of the eldest sister but did not see what the eldest sister sacrificed.
We are playing, the eldest sister is reading and studying, we are reading, the eldest sister is learning, we are ...... The eldest sister is still studying, learning how to survive in the palace, learning how to make everyone not hate the eldest sister, an outsider who is not a royal person, and learning the ability to make the family proud.
You haven't seen any of this, and you haven't seen that the things that the eldest sister can play are all things that nobles like to play, and they have to play fun and beautiful to be praised and accepted by them, how much hard work do you have to pay to be recognized?
Shake your head and don't be nosy, just look at it more and don't be ashamed, this second sister is very cold, and she can't cover the hot stones!
Jiaxuan changed into a pink riding costume, and saw a group of people laughing there from a distance, the most eye-catching person was the third prince, which made her heart a little excited, and she looked at the hand that stretched out her hand to hold Jiatong's hand.
Jiatong glanced up at her, pouted and withdrew his hand, tilting his head and grabbing Mingya's waist, "Sister hug." ”
"Little villain, tired after walking a few steps?" Mingya nodded her nose and hugged Jiatong, ignoring the qiē just now.
Jia Xuan was a little embarrassed, and coughed lightly before saying, "Otherwise, I'll hug it, it's so strange for the two of you to hug each other." ”
Mingya is not very tall, and it is indeed a little strange that the ten-year-old child is holding the five-year-old Jiatong.
When Jia Tong heard this, he immediately buried his head in Mingya's shoulder, "Don't, my sister doesn't want me anymore, I'm so sad!" "I'm about to cry when I say that.
Jiatong is the youngest child in the family, everyone is so tolerant and doting on him, Mingya hurriedly coaxed, "Okay, okay, who said that I don't want you, don't drop the golden beans, let the eldest sister see that she wants to talk about you." ”
Jiatong was frightened and quickly wiped away her tears, and hugged Mingya tightly with her chubby little hands, for fear that she would leave her pitiful appearance.
"Oops! Don't hug so tightly, out of breath, bad boy! Minya grumbled.
"Hee-hee-hee! Kiss! Jiatong took the initiative to kiss Mingya, giggling and laughing.
Jia Xuan withdrew her hand embarrassedly, smiled and didn't say anything, and walked to Mingzhu and the others together, and said hello to everyone.
"Don't be polite, it's all your own people, you don't have to say hello every time you see me, I'm embarrassed." The third prince hurriedly helped Jia Xuan up, the moment his fingers touched, it seemed to be electrified, the two looked at each other, Jia Xuan quickly lowered her head, and there was a shallow flush on her cheeks.
"Sister, I'm going to ride a horse." When Jiatong saw Mingzhu, he quickly stretched out his hand to hug him, and kept being coquettish. (To be continued.) )