Chapter 185: After the Seal (7) (Prepare a few more chapters tomorrow)
Seung-buk's signature smile hung on his face, looking at the clouds in the mirror, as if he was going to get drunk. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
It's good to be Yun Tian's son, he can look at Yun Tian unscrupulously, say endless sweet words, and can also pull her hand and massage her, anyway, their mother and son have a good relationship, Xi Ze and Yun Tian don't think much about it, and those who see it don't dare to say it!
In this life, the most unbridled thing for him is that he can be unscrupulous in Weiyang Palace!
No matter how wild it is, no one will dare to have an opinion!
Chengyou said again: "Mother, my son knows that my mother has been in the position of the imperial concubine for many years, although she is noble, she is not the main room in the end, but the mother concubine loves her father, so she always doesn't mention it!" It's been almost 20 years, and I'm so wronged by my mother, and my son looks really uncomfortable! ”
When Yun Tian heard this, his eyes dimmed slightly, and his smile seemed to be a little reluctant.
He came in quietly just now, how much did he hear what he said to Qianzi?
However, just from his face, there is no clue at all!
Actually, Yun Tian knows, Chengyou had a lot of eyes when he was a child, and he was very good at making excuses, but he was just well-behaved in front of himself, since he was willing to open his heart to talk now, Yun Tian was indifferent, she turned around and looked at Chengyou with a smile on his face!
Yun Tian's smile was still kind and warm, looking at Chengyou's eyes like an extremely dazzling dawn, just like in countless darkness, she held her little hand and walked forward, towards the end of the long black hole.
Chengyou withdrew his hand, stood up straight and looked at the clouds, like a jade tree in the wind, there was a night breeze gently through the window, gently lifted the curtains, and the slightly swaying shadows floated back and forth, there was an indescribable charm.
His smiling eyes were filled with warmth that was about to overflow and gently flowed out, like a dazzling candle flame: "The mother rarely tells her son this, but in fact, how can the son not understand!" The son still remembers that the day after the wedding, he brought Xue and Concubine Xian to see his mother, and Xue said the word concubine in a low voice without knowing the rules, at that time...... The mother is so sad! Even if her son slapped her, it couldn't make the mother happy! At that time, the son realized that in fact, in the heart of the mother, he cared very much about the status of the main room! ”
Yun Tian looked at him tightly, after all, he has grown up, and he has experienced many times, in the end, it is different, before, she always thought that Chengyou only knew how to flamboyate, but today, there is an indescribable calmness and indifference behind his eloquent talk, like a spring breeze blowing across the lake, there must be half-curved folds.
That is, insight and understanding of the world!
Still, she could feel the terrible detachment in his voice.
Concubine? Yun Qian smiled bitterly in his heart, even when he first met, Chengyou would not call Xia Zimo like that!
This marriage that can't survive the ups and downs, is it Chengyou who loses Zimo, or Zimo who loses Chengyou?
But, as Wei Zixiu said, love or marriage is an extremely shallow thing for Chengyou, Yun Tian doesn't feel that Chengyou is sad and hesitant, and he can't see that he has traces of loneliness and loneliness, probably ...... The sweetness of love will eventually dissipate in the strife of the court.
Yun Tian learned not to ask anymore, she wanted to hear it, even if it was a lie that Chengyou coaxed her, she was willing to sink into that "false" phantom and get drunk.
Chengyou continued: "Since this is the long-cherished wish of the mother concubine for many years, and now that the position of the middle palace is vacant, of course the son has to fight for the mother concubine, otherwise, how can he be filial?" ”
He said it well, Yun Tian didn't want to expose it, and he didn't want to investigate it deeply, but it was rare for the mother and son to have the opportunity to communicate frankly, and Yun Tian didn't want to say those false things, she reached out and patted Chengyou's shirt slightly, as if she was still Chengyou, when she was young, she personally sorted out his clothes for him: "Chengyou, the mother concubine only asks you, do you want to enter the East Palace?" ”
Chengyou's warm smile suddenly froze, but in an instant, he said with a smile: "Mother, this matter is far away......
Yun Tian will never treat Chengyou as an outsider, but now that he is older and has his own ideas, her love will not pass away at any time, she is actually extremely afraid of lonely people, she is not greedy for power, this palace calculation buries too many things that she regards as precious, she always looks for companions, she doesn't want the family affection that has been piled up for ten years to suddenly collapse into the grave of power, for the first time, she said frankly: "Chengyou, in fact, a long, long time ago, the mother asked you this question, at that time, you were still young and ignorant, of course, That answer, the concubine will not be used as a number! However, now that you are older, the days of coming to Weiyang Palace are gradually becoming sparse, and the mother understands and never blames you, but the mother also hopes that you understand what the mother means! The dignity of the emperor is tempting in the end, but the supreme position is definitely not something that people can easily set foot on and bear, and you need to bear a lot more burdens than you imagined, and facing more hardships and hardships is not what the mother wants, so the mother concubine does not want Huaiyu to be the prince! ”
Her jade hand was still resting on the placket of Chengyou's clothes, like an extremely warm quilt, covering his heart.
Chengyou smiled shallowly, and was about to speak, but Yun Tian preemptively said, "Chengyou......"
For some reason, she suddenly burst into tears, but she didn't know it: "The mother concubine hated your father and the emperor, and she hated as much as she loved, this is the sorrow of a woman in the deep palace, and it is also the inescapable fate of the emperor!" In order to grasp the supreme power, there is always a cruel and painful price, the emperor may be clever or mediocre in the hearts of the world, but in the eyes of the closest people, it is inevitable to leave a ruthless and ruthless shadow, so the mother concubine does not want her child to be the emperor! ”
The smile on Chengyou's face faded away, he was at that moment, because the tears and the distress shook the idea of climbing the top of the clouds, he wanted to reach out and gently wipe away the pearl tears on Yuntian's face, just like an ordinary man, gently caring for the lover in his heart,
But...... He still held back in the end, he knew that he was not worthy!
In front of Yun Tian, in fact, he has been cautious, and he is cautious that others can't see!
He can be arrogant, he can be wild, and he can talk sweet things, but he doesn't want to be seen through by Yun Tian.
He knew that would be his end!
He looked at Yun Tian silently, his eyes were scorched by the sun, as if the water in his body was violently evaporating.
Yun Tian continued: "But ...... If that is your pursuit, the mother is willing to fulfill, and the mother is willing to be the queen, in this way, you have the identity of the eldest son, and the mother is willing to help you! Just for you! If Huaiyu came to beg me like this, I would never agree! Hongu is your mother, even if it is not biological, but there is no difference, in fact, ......"