059 He Liancheng's most painful forgetting
Within a day of my soberness, I made the difficult decision to pretend to forget
I don't have enough power to protect her, and I don't want her to be hurt by staying with me.
In this relationship with her, I had reason for the first time. I'm going to take her to my side when I'm strong enough to give her a safe place.
All I can do now is watch her from afar, as long as she's safe.
The word happiness, I don't dare to think about it, how can I be happy without me by her side? ! I am a selfish man, and I don't have the courage to give up a qiē to accompany her at this time. I am also a realistic man, and I clearly know that if I give up everything to accompany her now, we will have a hard time in the future.
I knew what my decision meant to her, and I knew she was genuine about me. Otherwise, she would not have been able to run away with the child and then turn back and carry the last fatal sticks for me.
How painful were those sticks when they landed on her thin back?!
I can't accept this just thinking about it.
And this qiē is because I have not been doing my job properly, and others think that I am just a vain son.
But that's exactly what happened. What else would I do except know how to make money, play tricks, and use my father's power to fake foxes?
Lying on the sick ** and thinking about it, I am useless.
It's okay for me to eat and wait for death, because I was just one person before. Not now, I have a woman I want to protect, a child I want to take care of, and a future I want to plan...... I had to be strong and independent.
During this difficult period of personal growth, I didn't want her to accompany me, because I couldn't protect her from those bright and dark arrows.
When I told my dad that I didn't remember who Lin Leyi was, he was first surprised, and then smiled and said, "Okay, an unrelated person, you take good care of your body." ”
Before I could say anything, he said, "The condition of this hospital is too poor, let's transfer to the hospital immediately." ”
I know Lao He too well, and he doesn't want me to meet Lin Leyi again.
With Le Yi's character, when she knows that I don't remember her, she will definitely not come to pester me, as long as I leave, I will be clean.
Looking at my father's reaction, my heart was also sour. As a father, he was able to give me as much as I could, and now I am still lying to him.
I can't think about these things, and when I think about it too much, I feel guilty.
For my father and Lin Leyi, I feel guilty.
After I was transferred to the hospital, I tried not to let myself think about her, and tried my best to cooperate with the doctor every day for rehabilitation. When he was about to be discharged from the hospital, Peng Jiade came.
He closed the door of the ward and looked at me a few times before asking, "Do you remember who I am?" ”
"Who are you? How is it so similar to a grandson with the surname Peng in my memory? I asked, pretending to be confused.
He took a few steps to the sick **, reached out and beat my chest and said, "What are you pretending?" Others believe that you really forgot Lin Leyi, I don't believe it. Growing up with bare butts since childhood, I know if you're standing or sitting as soon as you enter the toilet. Say, for what purpose? ”
After he finished speaking, he sat down on the side of the **, took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one and handed it to me and said, "While the nurse is doing rounds on the next floor, come have one?" ”
I reached out and took my cigarette, looked at the door of the hospital room and asked, "No one outside?" ”
"Nobody, you tell me the truth." Peng Jiade took out the lighter, "Is it suffocating?" ”
I don't have a cigarette addiction, but I want to take a puff when I see a cigarette at the moment, so I take a deep breath before saying, "I have to do this, she provoked something and I provoked it together, and I couldn't resist it." ”
"And then, really forgot about her? You are not like such a person, I know you too well, others think that you are loved by everyone, I know that it is not easy for you to be tempted. Peng Jiade also smoked.
"Wipe this shit off my body first, and then you can take care of her more. I think as long as Chu Yi doesn't trouble her, it's basically nothing serious. My side is different, there are people who rob family property, people who rob business, and there are a group of people who I was too flamboyant and offended in the past few years waiting to fall into the well......" I took a deep breath and was choked and coughed violently.
However, the dull pain in my lungs made me feel a lot more relaxed.
"We can't just forget about the beating you were beaten, I'll check it out for you." Peng Jiade said.
"No, no, don't meddle in this matter, I'll do it myself." I blocked him.
Ever since I was a child, I seemed to have lived under the protection of others, and no matter what happened, someone rushed to the front to help me solve it, so that now I am like a waste. This time, I'm going to use my own means to find out who is behind the scenes, and then get revenge.
I'm not a gentleman, I've known that for a long time.
"He Xiao didn't participate in this matter, but during the time you were hospitalized, he seemed to have done a lot of small actions." Peng Jiade smiled and pressed my shoulder and said, "Don't be polite to me, I'm used to helping you, your sudden refusal makes me feel awkward." This time, it seems that Jia Yuhan's brainless lady did it. ”
"I can guess that." I finished my cigarette in one gulp, "It's just that Jia Yuhan's mind can't do such a vicious thing, someone must be instigating behind it." ”
Peng Jiade glanced at me: "I went to see Lin Leyi, the whole person was thin into pieces of paper, as if she was about to be discharged from the hospital, listless, like losing her soul." When I mentioned you, she just shook her head and didn't say much. It seems that your father or He Xiao went to give her a vaccination. ”
"You can help me take care of her more, it's inconvenient for me to come forward." I felt a pain in my heart, but I endured it.
I can imagine how she felt, because every night when the surroundings were quiet, I thought of her heartache.
The reason why I dare to do this is because I know how strong she is, and I believe that she can wait until the day when I am qualified to think of her and protect her.
"One thing you don't know, Liu Tian is going more diligently now." Peng Jiade hesitated for a moment before saying.
I felt a pang in my heart, and immediately said as if I had a bad premonition of myself: "She won't have feelings for Liu Tian, if Liu Tian could move her with these little concerns, she would have been moved a long time ago." After being with her, I realized that the relationship is not moving, but also a one-sided good feeling, but a harmonious interaction between two people, which is a feeling that no words are better than sound. ”
Peng Jiade looked at me and smiled: "Now I have become a philosopher." ”
At this time, the nurse knocked on the door of the ward, smelled the smoke in the room, frowned and said to Peng Jiade: "This gentleman, Mr. He needs to rest, and he can't smoke, his lungs are damaged, and he is still recovering......
"Okay, let's not take an example." Before the nurse could finish speaking, Peng Jiade immediately interrupted her words and raised his hands to make a surrender form.
Now my so-called sequelae are only known to Peng Jiade, and I am reassuring enough for him.
Lin Leyi entrusted it to him, and there should be no big problems.
After recuperating in the hospital for a while, I was finally discharged from the hospital.
After Lao He gave me a bad luck at home, I couldn't help but want to see her.
After three days, after Lao He fell asleep, I quietly slipped into the garage and drove to Lin Leyi's house.
Park the car in the neighborhood and watch the lights from the upstairs from the room where she lives.
This window is from her kitchen, a long, long window, you can see what she is busy in front of the kitchen table, and her figure is cast on the glass, which is so slender that it makes people's hearts frightening.
I don't know what I feel like, and I don't know how long I've been sitting in the car. It wasn't until all the lights in the neighborhood were dark that I drove out of the neighborhood slowly.
Seeing her from afar made me feel a lot more comfortable.
At least she looks fine on the surface.
Her company opened, she started hiring, she was back to normal, she was slowly gaining weight, she took her children to the suburbs...... Every other week, Peng Jiade would take advantage of the small gathering to tell me about her current situation, and I listened attentively.
What Peng Jiade didn't know was that I had been quietly paying attention to her, and I would even guard the ** downstairs of her house every three or five days, just to see her figure.
Comrade Lao He has been looking forward to my prodigal son for a long time, so when I proposed that I wanted to start a company and start from scratch, his expression could be said to be ecstatic.
At this moment, I know the difference between him and He Xiao.
For me, he believes and likes me unconditionally, and his only hope is that I can excel and take over the company's business.
Because it was my first time to open a company, I didn't know what the purpose was, so I asked He Xiao to assist me in setting up a preparatory team for the establishment of the company.
In addition to two professional consultants, he also took care of all administrative matters, such as office leasing and decoration, and even the formation of the administrative team.
He is willing to take over these trivial matters, and I am happy, as long as the core team is in my hands.
When he handed me the address and renovation renderings of the new company, I was stunned.
He Xiao is worthy of being an old treacherous and slippery, and he has won the true biography of the cunning side of Comrade He.
He rented the company opposite Lin Leyi's company, and the decoration was extremely high-end, and the decoration cost alone was half of our entire administrative budget.
I can probably guess his intentions, he is testing whether I really forgot Lin Leyi or fake.
In his eyes, Lin Leyi is the only weakness and flaw in my life, because she and I can do a lot of irrational things. Recently, I forgot that Lin Leyi's calmness may have made him feel flustered.
The more he is like this, the more reassuring I become.
This means that the tricks I used are starting to work, and if my efforts have no effect on him, he doesn't have to try to try it.
Fortunately, I have been acting a lot in this period of time, and the mask on my face is much faster, so I almost instantly hid my surprise, looked at the renderings of the office and said to him: "Yes, it's my favorite style, you, the vice president of preparation, have done a very good job, and I guess Director He is going to praise you again." ”
"Young Dong is polite, this is what I should do." He Xiao said with a modest smile on his face.
I didn't say anything, put away the renderings: "I don't like the color of the furniture, change it to light gold." ”
"Okay." He replied, "What else needs to be changed?" ”
"There is nothing else, pay attention to the applicant's appearance when recruiting, if I have a cleanliness habit, don't bring it to me." I said to him.
Seeing He Xiao away, I leaned back on the office chair, and all I thought of was Le Yi's light but firm face.
I don't know how long I'll have to arrange a qiē, and I don't know how long I'll have to endure not seeing her.
I think of her, thinking about it like crazy.
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