Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.inforeadx;?Watching Jin Hong slowly walk towards herself, Chen Weiwei's heart felt that she was hesitant and wavering, she wanted to turn over and turn her back to Jin Hong, but the moment she wanted to turn over her body, she felt like she had been anesthetic, she couldn't move at all, and the instructions issued in her consciousness couldn't control her body to complete the action at this time.

She faced it alone again, such an infatuated man who silently showed favor to herself, and her heart began to shake very strongly, that feeling was like on the eve of the storm, the mountain rain was about to come and the wind was full of the scene, and the long-dead love in her heart was like a big tree with deep roots standing in the storm, and it was turbulent back and forth by a typhoon of more than ten levels.

As Jinhong got closer and closer, Chen Weiwei had no way to avoid it, so she could only close her eyes and hum in her mouth, as if she was about to fall asleep.

She pretended to be sleeping on a bed, pretending to be asleep with her eyes closed, and the snoring sound she made was vivid when her mouth was not imitating deep sleep.

Jinhong walked to the edge of the bed and put the cup of water in his hand on the coffee table.

"Vivi, drink some water, that will slow down the alcohol content in your body"

Jin Hong touched Chen Weiwei's arm with his hand, and wanted to tell her to get up and drink some water, people who drink a lot of alcohol will always feel that they will feel dry at some point, and he wants to feed Chen Weiwei some water to make sure that when she wakes up, her lips will not be too dry.

"Hmm-"

Chen Weiwei changed her tone, hummed with her eyes closed, and pulled Jinhong's hand indiscriminately.

Jin Hong was deceived by Chen Weiwei's illusion, he believed that Chen Weiwei really drank too much, and he drank that kind of unconscious.

Jin Hong didn't touch Chen Weiwei's body again, but sat on the edge of the bed.

Jin Hong buried his face deep in his hands and put his arms on his thighs.

"Weiwei, do you know, the last time I went back to school with you, I thought a lot, thought of a lot of simple beauty that we used to have, really, I sometimes think that people have to mature and grow up, but what is good after a long time, there is no worry-free love in the ivory tower, there is no simple imagination under the plane tree, there is no calm in the haven, some are just your life-and-death survival struggle, and some are just love, mixed with the complexity of complementary interests, Mixed with the fact that I have to think about the food and clothing of the three meals a day when I wake up, really, Weiwei, I think a lot these days, think of the past, think of the present, think of the future, think of what kind of warmth it will be to have your home, think of a person's single life is happy and happy, but always buried by loneliness and loneliness in the dark night, sometimes I sit in that million-dollar Mercedes-Benz G-class, look out the window, listen to music will think of you, especially when it rains, I will remember that I once forgot to bring an umbrella with you, And running home on a rainy day, really, I think I'm really sad and ridiculous sometimes, but I'm so successful but I'm always in my heart, I can't let go of wanting to be good to you, do you remember, when you kissed me for the first time, you asked me a question - we kiss together like this and wait for the sky to grow old, can we live to the moment when the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten? Yes, we will always slowly age in time, between the growth of countless body cells, we will grow up slowly, just like we can never escape, there will be one day in the ignorance of the stumble to begin to understand the troubles, I really am, want to be with you, I said that no one will believe it, I have been single for so many years, I have been looking for, looking for a girl who can be the same as you, with a sunny smile like you, as pure and kind as you, and with your tolerant and generous heart, The woman who can see all your shadows, I thank God, thank her for being so merciful, so that I and you can have a reunion in this hurried and crowded crowd, thank you, thank you for letting me see again, the smile that can warm the whole Arctic Ocean, I remember all your preferences, you like to wear a bikini in the summer, run around the house, you like to pick up a paintbrush in the afternoon, record the beauty of life, you like to have a window near the sun, these hobbies, I haven't forgotten, I never dare to forget, I know, this is the last beauty you left me, I thought about marrying you, I wanted to use the second half of my unknown life, in every second to make your life satisfying, I thought about holding hands with you and walking into the marriage hall, I thought about the struggle of the years, one day when you leave, I can hug you and die of old age together, you once loved to stay under the plane tree, let those thick fallen leaves bury us in, the dust in the years"

Chen Weiwei, who was sleeping on the bed, listened to Jinhong's sobbing words, these self-talking confessions, every word came out of Jinhong's mouth, with tears, all like steel needles, soberly stabbing Chen Weiwei's brain.

She felt like a hedgehog that had been stripped of her thorns, and someone had pierced the thorns that belonged to her body one by one, giving herself a complete surface, but it was also painful to the heart.

Every word Jin Hong uttered was like a sharp steel knife, engraved on her heart like a tattoo.

She suddenly felt that she was really sorry for Jinhong, and the tears still flowed down her eyes with her eyes closed.

Chen Weiwei didn't wipe away these tears, she was willing to let them flow down her cheeks, even flow, and air dry anywhere.

She felt a hand gripping her heart that held all her emotional life together, slowly gripping it, and the pain followed every drop of blood that flowed all over her body.

Chen Weiwei couldn't bear this kind of torment anymore, she opened her eyes and sat up from the bed at once.

"Get out! You leave me right away! Don't waste your efforts, I'm lonely until I'm old in this life, and I won't accept you, I'm not that now, the Chen Weiwei you knew in high school, I'm not so pure, not so simple, I think I'm dirty, cheap, and ignorant, I don't deserve your good at all, okay! Do you understand? Don't waste your energy here, find a girl who is more suitable for you than me to start a family, please, you go quickly! Come on! I don't want to see you! ”

Chen Weiwei got down from the bed, and while pushing Jinhong hard in the direction of the door, she cried and said these hurtful words.

Jinhong knows that every word Chen Weiwei says like this is a drop of blood in her heart.

In order not to let Jinhong be disappointed in love and not want to be hurt again, Chen Weiwei could only pretend to be so ruthless and desperate, and chose to use such a cruel way to make Jinhong die, completely die to himself, and even hate himself.

When she pushed Jinhong out of the door step by step, she saw the loss in Jinhong's eyes, saw the sadness, saw all the emotions she wanted to see, but didn't want to see, the whole room was playing, so with the slow motion of the emotion of separation, every step of Jinhong's retreat was in Chen Weiwei's fragile heart, stepping out of the indelible sound, the sound penetrated the heart wall, and shook through all the cells that could carry feelings.

"Don't drink so much alcohol in the future, it will hurt your body, remember to protect yourself and drink more water"

After Jin Hong said these words with a sigh, he left the room, Chen Weiwei grabbed the doorknob and slammed the door behind him.

With a loud bang, the door was slammed shut, Chen Weiwei could no longer control her emotions, and slowly slipped down with her back against the door and sat on the ground.

She cried, and the tears that flowed out were like the rainy season in Jiangnan.

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry Jinhong, I'm really sorry...... You're a man who needs a complete family, you're a good person, I shouldn't be! But I can't help it, my body has undergone surgery, you know that! In case I get married, I can't even give you a baby, I will be uneasy for the rest of my life, Jinhong, please forgive me, forgive me for my ruthlessness and indifference, why don't I want love, I don't know how it feels to be held in the arms of my lover! But I can't hurt you for my own selfish desires, if one day we walk together, but after all, we separate, that kind of hurt, not only I can't accept it, but also a ruthless serious injury to you, I can't help it! I'm scared! You know what? I'm afraid of losing in love for the second time."

Chen Weiwei sat on the floor, crying so much, in the empty room, she was the only one sitting on the floor crying, her hands were only on the floor with hatred, scratching her nails back and forth, crying so sadly.

She sat on the floor for a while and then stood up, walked to the table with sobs in her cry, picked up the cup of pure water that Jinhong had brought for herself, and poured it over her head.

The water ran down her cheeks and took away her makeup, and she desperately pulled her hair with her hands, lying on the carpet in front of the bed, lonely and helpless, looking like she was about to die in agony.

She felt that she was in this love, and she was not even qualified to regret it.

After Zixi distractedly greeted the wedding guests, while people were laughing and chatting with each other, he retreated and walked to the back aisle, ready to go to the house to see how Chen Weiwei, who had drunk too much, was doing.

Zixi was in the aisle and happened to run into Jinhong who was walking towards the banquet hall.

"You weren't taking care of Chen Weiwei in the house, why did you come out? Is she better? ”

In the face of Zixi's question, Jinhong did not answer positively, smiled and lowered his head, walked past Zixi and left.

Zixi could see that the smile on Jinhong's face could not hide the loss and helplessness, so he didn't ask much, but walked towards the room where Chen Weiwei was resting.

Zixi was still very happy to hold the doorknob with a newlywed smile a second ago, and the moment she pushed the door open, the scene in front of her made all the smiles on her face instantly condense into frost.

She saw Chen Weiwei, who was in pain, lying on the floor with tears streaming down her face, except for the sound of crying, there was no more struggle of the carp just now, and there were water droplets on her face and head.

Zixi hurriedly ran over and helped Chen Weiwei up, she was frightened by Chen Weiwei's state, her face turned a little pale.

"What did that beast do to you? I will never spare this sanctimonious hypocrite."

Zixi comforted Chen Weiwei on the lying bed, and was full of anger and wanted to rush out to fight with Jinhong, but at the moment she got up, Chen Weiwei grabbed her clothes.

"Don't go, I really don't blame him, I broke his heart, you sit down"

Zixi sat back on the edge of the bed very incomprehensibly, and Chen Weiwei and Zixi explained everything that happened just now.

"You're just stupid! How good is Jinhong to you, why are you like this? What are you afraid of when you are injured! I was hurt by Yan Qing in love, didn't I come out of it the same, besides, how do you know that you have a scar on your stomach, and you can't have a normal child and be a mother, just listen to those quacks tell you, you believe what they say"

Zixi let out a long sigh, looking at the mentally capricious Chen Weiwei in front of him, he was really worried and didn't know what to do.

She was thinking that if she could really give her a brick on her head, she would be able to lose her memory and start over.

"Yes! You're right, I'm scared of love, I'm afraid of falling in love with a man, I'm afraid of being hurt, I'm afraid of losing"

Hearing Chen Weiwei say this, Zixi really couldn't think of a way, the only way was to continue to leave her here alone after calming her emotions.

Zixi comforted Chen Weiwei while wiping her face with a wet towel before going out.

Zixi, who returned to the banquet hall, was still smiling, and greeted the guests with Minho for dinner.

"What's wrong with your best friend Chen Weiwei? I see that she has drunk a lot, if it doesn't work, I'll send someone to take care of her, what do you think? ”

Min Hao suddenly thought of Chen Weiwei, who had drunk a lot, and asked with concern.

"Uh...... It's okay, but it would be nice if I could take care of her personally, of course not Jinhong."

Hearing Zixi beside him, he said with some prevarication, Min Hao looked a little puzzled, and said that he {she} was the object before, how could his tone change so quickly in the blink of an eye.

But it's understandable to think about it, the current lovers are getting along and breaking up, it's just a matter of the last second and the next second, that is, it's just a blink of an eye.

After Zixi finished speaking, he couldn't help but think of Yan Qing and Yu Xin, he hadn't seen him {her} since the wedding banquet, and he didn't know where to hide.

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