Chapter 50: Past Lives III

Tuolin, who had recited the Heart Sutra, felt inexplicably comfortable in his heart, and sleepiness gradually came, this is something he hasn't experienced for a long time, he couldn't stay sleepy, he tilted his head and fell asleep on the shoulder of Forget Rin, think about it, Tuo Lin has never slept for so long, and he hasn't eaten, as if he doesn't feel sleepy or hungry, Forget Rin hugged Tuo Lin horizontally, and took him into the cabin where he usually sleeps at a steady pace, holding him as if he didn't feel anything, yes, a ghost is light, What kind of heavy feeling will it feel there?

Forget Rin helped him fold the quilt, watching him fall asleep deeply, as if time went back to the same time, he was also so sleepy that he would sleep anytime and anywhere, let himself bring him in, he was also a ghost back then, although he was a reader, but there was no dullness of a reader but very jumpy, every time he followed him, he always felt that he couldn't keep up with his thoughts and physical strength, after all, he was only a teenager at that time, how could he be compared with a ghost, he always seemed to have endless energy, Always like to do something that has not been done, sometimes go hunting in the mountains, even if he can't eat what he catches, he still says seriously, "Even if you can't eat it, what if you can't eat it, life must be happy" He just likes to enjoy the process, he said, "Only in this way can I feel that I am still living in this world, not like a forgotten person" I think that maybe they can live together for many years, all because there is only themselves left in the world, and they don't know where to go if they leave

But now it's been a long time since he's gone, so long that I've forgotten what his expression was when he knew he could go to reincarnation, but think about it should be joy, after all, who wants to be a ghost? It's just that when he left, Forget Rin couldn't let go for a long time, looking at the empty mountains and forests, Forget Rin thought of the scene where the master took himself up the mountain, the master is a person who is dedicated to cultivation, so he just taught him how to chant and meditate and practice, so day after day ordinary life, so after the master Nirvana, although Forget Rin was very sad, but thinking that the master could go to Elysium, Forget Rin also had a trace of comfort in his heart, and now that the master is gone, Forget Rin's life has not changed much, how it was before and how it is now, But until the man appeared, breaking the quiet life of forgetfulness, let him feel that life is not so unchanging, he will take himself to the mountain to catch some small animals to play, and then let go, the United States said that his name "the mountain is so boring, can only be bitter and happy" He will be when he is sick, climb the mountain and wade to collect medicine for himself, although he is a ghost will not die, but every time he is very embarrassed to come back to boil medicine for himself, he takes care of himself carefully, and he can always see him by his side when he wakes up in the middle of the night, Lighting an oil lamp and stirring the scriptures, knowing that when I woke up, I would immediately come to me and ask about myself. With such careful care and gentle feelings, Forget Rin realized for the first time that his care was different from that of the master, who would let himself rest more and recite more scriptures, but he took care of himself so sleeplessly day and night, and even when he wanted to get out of bed and walk around, he would press him back to the bed, let himself rest well, and don't do anything. He will fight with himself, and even do things that make him angry, but the next second he will try to please you.

After he was reincarnated, Forget Rin felt that it was so terrible that there was only one person left in the world, and his life was a mess. Forget Rin almost forgot how he survived, he had a long blank, and even sometimes he wondered if he was dead during that time, because only dead people will forget what they have done, and only want to remember their most unforgettable memories, when he woke up, he turned into an immortal monster, when he met the tree master, the tree master told him that he once fainted under the roots of his tree, and the tree master used half a demon pill to save him, so that he became a half-demon, but from then on he could not leave this mountain forest, Because he is a half-demon, a monster imprisoned in the mountains and forests, once Forget Rin wanted to end his life, but he would not be injured and would not die, and the more he wanted to forget in the past, the more clearly he remembered now, but some of the things he wanted to remember were not remembered at all, thinking about it, Forget Rin couldn't help but smile bitterly.

Tuo Lin in the dream, suddenly saw standing on a big tree in the mountain forest, Forget Rin's thin body carried the water and walked slowly in the mountains and forests, Tuo Lin was about to go down to say hello, but found that behind Forget Rin stood a scholar in a cloth robe, holding a folding fan in his hand, giving people a gentle and elegant feeling, before he had time to see the scholar's appearance, Tuo Lin found that he wanted to say hello to Forget Rin, but his hand passed through his body, Tuo Lin was shocked

"What's the situation?"

Takuin asked, but no one here answered his words, and then he heard the scholar say to Forget

"Little monk, you said that if you don't eat meat, I can't eat it, what should I do with these things?"

Forget Rin looked at the scholar pointing to the cage on the ground, shook his head, and folded his hands in thought

"Amitabha, Rin Yu, you and I won't eat it, just let it go."

Looking at the animals on the ground that were caught by the scholar or the catch, Forget Rin had a headache, and he didn't eat it just kept going to the mountain to catch these things and put them in front of him, at this time, the scholar closed the folding fan, patted the little monk's shoulder, and said with a smile on his face

"Since the little monks have pleaded, I'll let them go, you owe me a favor."

"Good"

Forget Rin agreed without saying a word, and then Forget Rin put down the bucket, opened the lid of the cage and let the animals inside escape, after seeing Forget Rin's movements, the scholar laughed, and then, said to Forget Rin

"I promised you to release me, little monk, should you give me any benefits?"

"What do you want?"

"Anything?"

The scholar looked at Forget Rin with a smile, only to see Forget Rin nodding solemnly, seeing that the scholar suddenly lost interest and shook his head, taking the lead in front of Forget Rin

"Let's go, go back"

Forget Rin didn't understand why the scholar left suddenly, just followed behind him and walked towards the temple, Tuorin also followed behind, this temple didn't seem to have changed at all, but the book on the table was new, and there was also a halfway way to write, there was pen and ink on the table, it looked like someone was writing, and when Tuolin was puzzled, the scholar came over, I don't know why Tuolin always saw a blur whenever he wanted to see the scholar's appearance, and he couldn't see it really, He always felt that he had something to do with this scholar, but here they couldn't see himself or hear himself, Tuo Lin even began to panic a little in his heart, he always felt that all this was very weird, but he couldn't wake up, just when he was silent, the scholar spread out the halfway pages of the book, and then took out an old scripture, and read it while transcribing it in his mouth, it seemed to be very religious, so that Tuo Lin looked a little surprised, just now when he was fighting with Forget Rin, he didn't expect him to write the scriptures so sincerely, Didn't he just grab the little animal and want to eat it? Tuolin thought so, and suddenly, the scholar who was writing the scriptures stopped his pen and looked at the scriptures and muttered

"Why is it lonely and miserable, disgusting in the previous life."

After the scholar said this, he looked at Wangrin, who was splitting wood and burning the fire, his eyes were full of pity and helplessness, and he said blankly

"What are you going to do if I'm gone? You're the only one left in the world."

Hearing this, Tuo Lin followed his gaze to look at Forget Rin, he had never felt so pitiful Forget Rin, he always felt that even if he lived alone in this place, there seemed to be no problem, but when he heard what the scholar said, there was a faint pain in his heart, as if he felt that the scholar was looking at him, Forget Rin stopped what he was doing, raised his head and smiled happily at the scholar, and the scholar also returned to the ruffian appearance in the mountains and forests the moment Forget Rin turned around, smiling heartlessly, After that, he saw that Wangrin lowered his head and continued the work in his hand, and the scholar looked at the Buddha statue on the desk, folded his hands, and said very reverently

"It is said that the Bodhisattva has a good heart and cannot bear the suffering of sentient beings, the disciple Rin Yu is here to look at the Bodhisattva Mingjian, and the disciple is willing to copy the scriptures for the little monk day and night, hoping to reduce the sins of his previous life, so that he can have a happy life, and the disciple's wish is enough."

Hearing this, Tuolin found out that this scholar's name was Rin Yu, and the little monk was called nothing more than that, so why did he tell himself that his name was Forget Rin? Could it be, what is going on, why can he feel the mood of the scholar Rin Yu at this moment, he seems to have different feelings for Forget Rin, but what is this, at this moment, a strong light shines down from the Bodhisattva statue, and the memory belonging to Tuo Lin is slowly waking up, at this moment, suddenly a sad voice came from outside the temple gate, Tuo Lin walked over to take a look, it turned out to be Forget Rin, it was snowing heavily, he was wearing a single coat and kneeling in the ice and snow with a wooden card, looking at his lips frozen purple, Trembling all over, Tuo Lin wanted to go up and pull him up, but heard him say

"I'm the only one left"