Chapter Seventy-Nine: Love at the End of the World
"Feng, what time is the car at night?"
"At twelve o'clock in the evening, I can go to the East China Sea tomorrow afternoon......
The New Year's Day holiday is almost over, Jiafeng must rush back to work, and she will go to work the day after tomorrow.
It's still early, it's only three o'clock in the afternoon, and it's been so long to leave the car, what's the hurry?
Jiafeng felt that it was pointless to stay any longer, but it would increase the pain, after all, he was an uninvited guest here, and he was a stranger, so it was better to leave these difficult problems to time to solve, although Fei Fei needed to be by her side very much, but she didn't expect that not only would she not be able to help, but she would also make Fei Fei's mother very nervous, and he didn't want to see any conflict between Fei Fei and her family.
As for what will happen in the future, Jiafeng seems to be an outsider who knows nothing, and even the space for imagination is very small.
"I probably won't be able to leave tonight...... My mom said I was gone...... Don't come back......" Fei Fei's tears flowed.
It's okay just now.,Jiafeng is most afraid of girls crying.,When I was in college before,There was a girl who got along very well with Jiafeng.,It's a fantasy girlfriend.,But it's never clear.,I don't know if it's "first love".,The standard is "unrequited love"! Fei Fei is the first love of the child, but it is inevitably a little too late, just like belated love, it looks like it will be stormy.
remembers that Jiafeng handed a love letter to a college girl, on the way back from a group movie; On the eve of graduation, the girl cried in front of Jiafeng, Jiafeng had no owner, asked carefully, but it didn't matter what Jiafeng did, it turned out that the girl came to ask Jiafeng's opinion, which boyfriend to choose?
One is a rich boy in the same class, and the other is a handsome classmate from different departments in the same school, both of them are not all the way to Jiafeng, and they rarely communicate; Jiafeng said, look forward, in the end, the girl did not hesitate to choose the former, after graduation, everyone went their separate ways, and the later situation was unknown.
The only thing that Jiafeng never forgets is whether the girl has read the sincere love letter, otherwise how could the word "love" never be mentioned? I'm afraid that most of the love that ends without a problem in the world is caused by unrequited love!
It looks like it's going to be the same again.
True love, maybe there is no need to question it, but is it true love? Or wishful thinking, who can tell?
The difference is that I didn't seem to feel anything before, but this time it was a bit of a huge pain, maybe it was similar to disease-free **, boring games, and hormonal effects before, but this time I devoted myself to the performance, just like Zhou Xingxing in the movie "The King of Comedy", "I am an actor", and he also has his cultivation, wisdom, and emotion, and he has paid real feelings in it, so it is difficult to give up, and he can't give up easily.
Some episodes of "The King of Comedy" can be described as similar, like "Star Master", Jiafeng is just an obscure, usually tricky, and a marginal character who has to suffer from the eyes of others, although it is not so dramatic in the back, but real life is like this!
I remember that the movies of "Star Master" are basically never tired of watching, and this one is no exception; Although it won't be as moved as some girls watch Korean dramas, the tissues that wiped their tears fell to the ground; But there is a bridge that is deeply moved, and every time I think of those eyes and expressions afterwards, my heart is still moved to sourness; Yin Tianqiu (the humble little person played by Xing Ye) and Liu Piaopiao (played by a certain actress who works as a public relations person in the dance hall) lingered all night, woke up in the morning and called to ask about the current lady's market, and then respectfully flattened all the paper tickets and coins, put them on the fluttering clothes, and put on a watch by the way.
This man's embarrassment and dignity, how sad to look at; Jiafeng has no long things, money is not like dung, but a handful, shy in the pocket, except for the seemingly dispensable, pale and powerless little talent, in today's unappreciated world, there is not much difference from the three no-personnel and the homeless; But the spirit of the little people is immortal.
The famous saying "excessive self-esteem equals excessive inferiority" can only be experienced by all unambitious people, and it seems that there is no "culture" (the feeling of being stripped naked) when it comes out.
Only a "book" that I carried with me, since I met Fei Fei half a year ago, most of the pages in it are her, it seems that only by giving her this long "love letter" can be regarded as a farewell to the history of the past; Now he wants to give it to Xiaobei, wait for his brother to take the car back, please let my brother go back and then hand it over to my sister, remember to do what my brother said, give it to my sister now, my sister will be unhappy------
Half of the hardcover notebook on A4 paper, turning the first page, "Love at the End of the World" is impressive, and now quietly curled up between the lines, Xiaobei obediently accepted it and put it in his small backpack.
Although it is just a piece of paper, it is the last thought of sprinkling the seeds of affection into this foreign place.
"The falling flowers are intentional, the flowing water is ruthless", "Send you a thousand miles, and you must say goodbye in the end".
Time travels in minute by minute, and after another night, things are different.
Jiafeng said goodbye: "Fei Fei, you have to go and get busy beforehand...... I'm going to the train station now and I don't want to go to your house...... Say goodbye! ”
"Well...... "if you think it's good to go now...... It's up to you......"
"Brother, come home with us......" Xiaobei seems to have nothing to do with these entanglements of right and wrong, if he is a passerby who has nothing to do with Fei Fei, he is also a good person who can be worth befriending!
Looking at the distant figures of the sisters and brothers, Jiafeng's heart was extremely uncomfortable, although she didn't cry, but tears were already rolling in her eyes.
Jiafeng doesn't know what the future holds? He only knows that the "book" that belongs to the two of them will never abandon it, and it has accompanied him for a long time day and night, ups and downs, and has already written hundreds of thousands of words and become an indispensable part of life.
The end of the world is like a world away! The scene from many years ago lingers as if it is right in front of me.