081 Am I not lonely and not lonely?

Since Xiaoxiao and I agreed to meet tomorrow, my mood can't be calm, this feeling is indescribable, and I have been struggling in a tense state all morning.

I went to the barber shop to get a new haircut, and it has been a while since I was released from prison, and I no longer have a bald little flat head, I feel that I have a new life, I removed the white gauze on my forehead, and found that it is not as good as bandaging, and finally reluctantly bandaged it.

At noon, Luo Meng contacted me to have dinner and get together together, I answered Tom and called Ou Kuangda, and together we came to the place agreed by Luo Meng.

When we came to the restaurant, Luo Meng and Liu Qilei, who had not seen us for a long time, had already arrived, and when they saw us coming, they stood up.

"Come on, come on, sit down, I'll let the food be served, starving to death."

Luo Meng walked up to me, patted me and Ou Kuangda's shoulders, touched Tom's head again, and said with a smile on his face, Luo Meng was a little excited today.

Luo Meng was very hot, but Liu Qilei was silent and didn't say anything, she didn't talk to me from the moment I came in, nor did she look at me, but she just pulled Tom past me in a chic way and joked with Tom, which made me very helpless, Liu Qilei's hatred for me still didn't drop a bit.

Soon the sumptuous dishes were served by the waiter, and the five of them began to eat and drink, Luo Meng snare us to eat, Ou Kuangda and Tom ate carelessly, Liu Qilei only talked to Tom and ate silently, but I didn't have any appetite, just pestle chopsticks, thinking about the picture of seeing Xiaoxiao tomorrow, I was thinking that Xiaoxiao would be surprised and disappointed when she saw me, and finally she might brush her sleeves away and leave a hurtful word, "I don't make friends with scum, because I don't deserve it." ”

I am also fantasizing that Xiaoxiao must be a beauty, she must be very cute, not tall, and cute, in fact, in the conversation with Xiaoxiao, I have thousands of beautiful faces flashing in my mind, and I am looking forward to seeing it tomorrow and I am very irritable, I don't know what Xiaoxiao, who is located in a house in Hangzhou, is it possible that she is also very nervous like me?

"Liang Mengmeng, what's wrong with you, you've been absent-minded since you came in, isn't there anything difficult? Let's talk to everyone and see if we can help you solve it. ”

Luo Meng's sudden words interrupted my nonsense and thoughts, and he pretended to say to the people with doubts on their faces: "It's okay, it's just that the food is too delicious for me to eat." ”

"Don't talk nonsense, let's talk about it, I've known you for seven or eight years, and I don't know you yet, you must have something hidden in your heart."

Luo Meng took a bite of braised pork and said to me while eating, the periphery of his lips was already covered with oil stains, which was very funny.

"That's right, Jiafeng, if you have anything, just tell us, don't hold it alone, you will get sick."

Ou Kuangda, who was eating, also echoed Luo Meng and said to me.

Looking at the crowd, I really don't know how to speak? Is it particularly nervous to meet with netizens tomorrow? The egg hurts

"I'm really fine"

"If you're a man, don't ink."

Liu Qilei, who was silent on the side, suddenly looked at me and said coldly, ruthlessly interrupting my speech.

Grass, is this **naked can't get used to me? Hey, Liang Jiafeng, Liang Jiafeng was said to be inkblotted by a woman, this is not good, just say it, what are you afraid of? It's a trend to see netizens now, can you still be laughed at? Anyway, Xiaoxiao and I are also pure friends, and it is definitely not the so-called date, one-night 'love'.

"I'm going to meet a female author who writes a novel tomorrow, we met on the Internet and haven't met yet, so"

I said with a smile, and the chopsticks in my hand were secretly sharpened by me.

"So you're nervous, aren't you?"

Luo Meng interrupted me, and I could only nod my head undeniably.

"It's a good thing, it's time for you to come out of the shadow of Manqing, since you are writing books, you must be full of bookishness, come on, soak in her, brother supports you."

Luo Meng is obviously more excited than me, and he has already begun to dance with his hands excitedly, raising his glass to clink glasses to celebrate, I think Luo Meng is really a little too excited today.

"Pao Mao, we are a very pure and pure boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, not what you think, don't talk nonsense."

I immediately hurriedly repudiated Luo Meng's words and clarified the relationship between me and Xiaoxiao.

"That's right, it's a very pure boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, Liang Mengmeng, don't pretend, hurry up and find a beautiful girlfriend, aren't you lonely and lonely every day? I'm troublesome to look at, hey. ”

Luo Meng's question touched my heart, am I not lonely or lonely? It's been a few months since I broke up with Manqing, and I spent the whole lonely autumn alone, I watched the pictures of the autumn wind and falling leaves alone, and I was about to usher in the winter that would interpret loneliness to the extreme, I was afraid that I would spend a winter without warmth alone, I was afraid that I would be frozen by a different kind of cold, the biting cold wind, the heavy snow, I was really afraid.

Seeing Luo Meng and Liu Qilei sitting together, it invisibly reflects my loneliness, although I still have Tom by my side, but family affection is not a substitute for love, I admit that I am lonely, I need someone who can soothe my lonely heart.

I didn't go on to say anything? Instead, I was silent in my own world, looking at Luo Meng, Ou Kuangda's approving look, looking at Tom's unhappy look, looking at Liu Qilei's still cold expression, my head was a little messy, just as I looked away, Liu Qilei suddenly looked at me, and said meaningfully: "Luo Meng is right, hurry up and find a girlfriend, and it will be lively when you eat in the future." ”

Uh, what's going on? Liu Qilei said something strange to me.

I thought strangely in my heart, looking at Liu Qilei trying to find a trace of clues, but I couldn't find a single clue, so I could only reply: "Okay, look for it, let's eat, don't talk about it." ”

I looked at Liu Qilei, and motioned for her to look at Tom who was suffering at this time, and their remarks had invisibly touched Tom's scales.

Liu Qilei glanced at me with deep meaning, I didn't understand what her eyes meant, when I was about to pick up a beer glass to drink, Luo Meng suddenly pulled me and Ou Kuangda to go outside, and at the same time said a little drunk: "Let's go, let's go to the toilet." ”

"I don't want to go up, you can go by yourself."

I refused, as if confused.

Ou Kuangda also didn't go, Luo Meng saw that we weren't going, so he put his ears to me and Ou Kuangda's side, and whispered, Liu Qilei on the side looked puzzled, but her attention was not on us, but she tried her best to appease the little Tom who was a little affectionate.

When I heard Luo Meng's whisper, I took a deep look at Liu Qilei, who was talking to Tom, and Ou Kuangda, who also heard Luo Meng's whisper, quickly pulled Luo Meng out of the private room

"Are you really proposing? Decided to marry Liu Xihua? ”

I stood in the corridor and looked at Luo Meng and said seriously.

"Of course, I think she's a good woman, who will she marry if you don't marry her? So I called you here, and I will give me a grand witness, I am ready downstairs, and I will propose downstairs in a moment, let's go. ”

Luo Meng said with certainty, I can be sure that he is sincere, looking at his reliable look, it reminds me of my unreliable self, Luo Meng is about to get married when he finds a girlfriend, I have found three girlfriends but none of them are married, and I am still single.

"Let's go, let me see what kind of romantic proposal you have in mind?"

Ou Kuangda, who was standing on the side, patted Luo Meng's shoulder and said expectantly-

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