Calmly change clothes, calmly tidy up relics, calmly calculate countermeasures, and calmly plan. Looking at Gao Kuan's painting album and stroking the small portrait painted by Gao Kuan, the pain has been buried deep in his heart, although Rong Jinhua hates his sobriety, but he is powerless to refute the fact - the deceased is gone, and life still needs to go on.

Gao Kuan left a total of 2,000 yuan, these money must be taken to Beiping, she is ready to meet the Gao family's parents to add more, Gao Kuan's clothes are also neatly folded, neatly folded in the cabinet, Gao Kuan Suxi hair oil, favorite magazines, habitual pens, she is all classified and collected, as for whether to take to Beiping, is still hesitating.

The room was too stuffy, and after sitting for a while, she couldn't breathe down, and hurriedly changed into the outfit for going out, she wanted to go out for a walk, to crowd in the market, to squeeze into the bustling crowd, to let the prosperity and excitement swallow herself, to forget her guilt for a while.

Walking on the street, the noise around is like a wave crashing head-on, all kinds of sounds are pouring into her ears, looking at the strange and familiar street, Jinhua's face can't help but turn white, she didn't know what kind of blow Gao Kuan's departure was for her, but when she faced the world alone, her calm heart was like a crack in the frozen heart, and she took advantage of the weakness to enter, she found that Gao Kuan was not around, she was so afraid.

"Miss, miss, give some money." was walking aimlessly, the dress was suddenly grabbed by a pair of hands, Jinhua turned her head to look, and saw a little beggar pulling her dress, looking at her with blank eyes.

The little beggar's face was dirty, smeared with black ash, the whites of his eyes were the white of white mercury, and his pupils were black of ink spots, which looked black and white, and Jinhua looked at him. The corners of his mouth slowly curved.

"Here you go." Taking out a small denomination bill from her handbag, she gathered her dress with one hand, squatted down, and put the banknote into the little beggar's broken porcelain bowl with the other hand. He looked at the beautiful young lady in front of him. Blushing, a little overwhelmed.

Seeing the little beggar looking at her stupidly, Jinhua felt a little funny. Smiling and smiling, he felt that he was not interested, so he stood up straight and prepared to leave. The little beggar saw his black handprint on the beautiful lady's white skirt, which looked quite eye-catching. I couldn't help but feel frightened, and I saw that the beautiful lady was leaving. I didn't know that the whim that came from hit my brain, and I knelt down with a 'plop'.

Jinhua looked at the little beggar kneeling in front of him and was a little puzzled, came over to help him, and said, "Stand up and say something." ”

"Miss, take me away. I am willing to be a cow and a horse for the young lady. The little beggar kowtowed three times.

Seeing that passers-by were looking at him, Jinhua frowned, and his voice became cold: "Something to say." ”

The little beggar turned cold when she heard the voice of the beautiful young lady. A little stunned, a shudder jumped up from the ground. He said, "Miss, I want to go with you." ”

Jinhua looked at his child's size and guessed that his age was only seven or eight years old, so he asked, "What's your name?" How old. ”

As soon as the little beggar heard Jinhua ask him, he guessed that he had a play with this young lady, and immediately smiled, and replied: "I am fourteen years old this year, I forgot my past name, and I asked the young lady to give me a name." ”

Jinhua frowned when she heard the little beggar say this, she must have had a lot of hardships and dangers all the way from now on, and carrying such a burden is not a proper investment.

Seeing Jinhua frowning, the little beggar was anxious, and knelt down again: "Miss take me away, please." Mademoiselle, you are"

When Jinhua heard him say this, she smiled evilly, and she stopped his words: "I'm not a bodhisattva, you tell me, what will you do, why should I take you away?" ”

The little beggar swallowed the unfinished words in the back and the saliva in his throat, he lowered his head and looked very depressed, Jinhua looked at him, and continued indifferently: "You don't have a skill, why should I take you away?" ”

The little beggar lowered his head, and he didn't dare to come out, his body was trembling, as if he was crying. Jin Hua looked at it, although he was a little unbearable, but he still hardened his heart, in the troubled times, he couldn't even protect himself, how could he carry a big burden?

"Miss is a good person, I want to repay Miss, I haven't eaten for many days, only Miss gave me money" The little beggar cried as he wiped his tears with his dirty sleeve.

Jin Hua saw that he was crying so much that he was about to faint, so he sighed in his heart and handed over the handkerchief on his body: "Wipe it with this." ”

The little beggar looked at the beautiful young lady's Bai Yu in front of the meeting and handed it to him with a snow-white handkerchief in her hand, and forgot to cry for a while, looking at the beautiful young lady in a daze and speechless.

Jinhua stuffed the handkerchief into his hand, the little beggar was flattered and caught it with both hands, he looked at the snow-white handkerchief, and the two dirty little hands didn't dare to continue, and rubbed his body.

Jinhua looked at the little beggar's timid appearance, was silent for a while, and said lightly: "Wipe the tears on your face." ”

The little beggar listened to Jinhua's words, and hurriedly rubbed his face with a handkerchief, the white handkerchief became a black handkerchief, and the little black face became a little white face.

Looking at the little beggar, Jinhua became short of breath, she wanted to speak, but she always couldn't help but look at those eyes, and finally choked up and couldn't speak.

"Miss?" The little beggar saw Jinhua's gaffe, and didn't know where she provoked the beautiful lady, so she asked timidly.

Jinhua felt like a reef constantly being hit by the sea, she looked at the little beggar excitedly, opened her mouth, the voice squeezed out of her throat, she asked, "You want to go with me?" ”

The little beggar nodded, the light in his eyes was like a spark in the night, and he knelt and kowtowed: "Yes, willing." ”

Jinhua looked at him, and the corners of her mouth were hooked from the bottom of her heart, she felt that the child in front of her might be the angel who Ah Kuan gave her atonement, and her voice trembled invisibly.

"You will be called Gao Kuan in the future."

The little beggar was a little stunned, he obviously didn't expect Jinhua to be willing to take him away, and immediately, when he reacted, he felt that he had soaked in honey, and the bitterness was coming.

"Miss"

"Don't call me Miss in the future, call me Grandma." Jinhua closed his eyes and replied in a voice that had been suppressed for a long time before he calmed down.

The little beggar was overjoyed, and called out sweetly to his aunt and grandmother, and the smile on his face was extremely clean, like the first snow in early winter.

Jinhua looked at the little beggar and reached out to take his hand, she regarded the little beggar as a sweet opium to comfort a guilty heart.

"Gao Kuan, let's go home."

(To be continued.) )